#and @ jeon jungkook... even god rested on the seventh day. there's no way

[arckook]

to the stars - four

one - two - three

pairing: jeon jungkook x reader, park jimin x reader

au: zombie apocalypse

warnings: violence, gore, gunshots, implications of cannibalism

word count: 3.9k

description: It was always you, and Jimin, and your best friend Jihyun.But fate, regardless of whether you believed in it or not, had other plans for you.Jimin told you once, “It’s a tough road to the stars.“Nowadays it was hard to believe the stars were somewhere you could reach.

You were pretty sure all those years of your parents forcing you to go to church and pray for the future paid off, as Jungkook slowly but steadily became less sweaty and less pale over to course of the next week or so. You couldn't deny that you'd become frustrated with how repetitive the days were– make breakfast, read your book slowly (so that it would take longer to finish), check Jungkook's wound, make dinner, talk to Jungkook, go to sleep. It was always the same, but in a way you'd gotten used to it through your frustration.

You'd learned a lot about Jungkook, and maybe that helped with the having to live and spend almost every hour of the day with him. He always wanted you to talk about your life, but you'd managed to stay pretty vague about most things, only really getting specific about Jihyun and some aspects of your childhood. Jungkook told you about how he used to convince Dayeon to do adventurous things she would always freak out about, and how in return she would make him study. You could definitely tell Jungkook wasn't the type of person to spend lots of time studying, and the image of petite Dayeon dragging him into a high school library made you laugh everytime he brought it up.

On the seventh day of being in the cabin, you talked until Jungkook fell asleep like normal, then went to sleep yourself. But your dreams... your dreams didn't want to be kind to you like they had been recently.

The wall of the backyard. Tall, grey, menacing as it stared down at you. It looked taller than normal. Almost impossible to climb.

"Y/N!" you spun, Jimin coming into view from around the corner of the house. "Y/N, go!"

You looked up at the towering wall, turning back to see Jimin running, running, running but never getting closer. "I can't!" you called. "I can't!" you couldn't seem to manage to say anything else.

"Y/N, go!" he shouted louder, and then they turned the corner. "Just go!"

You nodded frantically, digging your fingers into the crumbling asphalt of the wall. Would it topple as you climbed? You scrambled your way to the top, looking back, but Jimin was just as far as before, and now very far out of your reach.

"Jimin!" you yelled, trying to extend your hand to him. But no matter how fast he ran, or how many times you sobbed his name, or how loud he shouted for you to help him, you fell backwards, falling, falling, falling...

"Y/N," a voice called out to you, but you thrashed against the surface you were on, tears running down your face as you gasped his name; Jimin, Jimin, Jimin, and tried desperately to reach him. "Y/N!" "I'm sorry," you cried, hands ripping through your hair until you felt another pulling them away. "Y/N, wake the fuck up!"

You cheek stung as you opened your eyes, vision blurry from the tears gathered in them. You blinked profusely, pushing yourself into a sitting position until your eyes focused on the figure, or rather boy, sitting next to you, his good hand clutching both of your wrists and his face vague as he regarded you.

"Jungkook?" you asked weakly, his hand gently letting your wrists go as you went to rub the wet trails away from your eyes. Had he just smacked you to wake you up? What the hell? He simply nodded, still looking at you intensely as he sat back. You squeezed your eyes shut and open, then combed through your admittedly very tangled hair before realizing that you'd been sobbing in your sleep, and that must be why the boy beside you was so focused on you. But you could figure what it was that had made you cry like that, and you didn't want to explain unless he specifically asked you.

"I'll get you some water," Jungkook said quietly after a few moments of silence, grabbing your water bottle and walking out the front door, probably going to the side of the house where you'd found a well on the second day (since your bottles had run out then).

You sat in silence while you waited for him, wondering briefly how he would get the bucket from the well with one arm when you'd been doing all the work this whole time, before you remembered how he'd picked you up with no effort when you were running from the infected a week ago. You tried to collect yourself, steady your breathing and hope you didn't look like a mess– after all, you were starting to become friends (using that word loosely) with Jungkook and you didn't want all the effort to go to waste by having freaked out while sleeping.

Jungkook walked back in with the water, seating himself on the couch again as he handed it to you. You accepted and took a long sip, hoping how cold it was would help you calm down. It was more silence until Jungkook spoke up.

"So who's Jimin?" he asked bluntly, but avoided your eyes. You'd somewhat been expecting that question at one point or another, so you sighed and just rested the water bottle on your lap as you reclined in your place. "The person who gave me my ring," you replied vaguely, letting your eyes shut. "That tells me a lot," Jungkook said with sarcasm. "I told you about Dayeon, about my brother and my childhood. Seems like this Jimin person was important but you've never mentioned them." You sighed again, a hand coming up to rest over your eyes. "I don't like thinking about it." you said quietly. "Much less talking." "Why?" Jungkook asked, his voice more gentle than usual. He didn't prompt you further even though you expected him to. You bit your lip, wondering if it was better just to tell him rather than try and avoid the conversation for who knows how long until you two parted ways.

"Jimin," you said, opening your eyes and letting your hand slide away from your face. "Was the love of my life."

Fall - One Year Ago

"Y/N," a familiar whisper from beside you rung out, your mind that had been unable to rest long enough for sleep lighting up at the notion of someone talking to you. "Are you awake?" "Yeah," you whispered back, sitting up on your elbows to find Jimin stood by the bed. "When did you get up? I didn't even hear you." "An hour ago when you were actually sleeping," your boyfriend replied, a mischievous smile on his face. "Come on, get up." You sighed, but did as he asked, rising from the bed and slipping into the sneakers you left beside it before grabbing a coat and turning back to Jimin, already expecting that you were going somewhere. He was crazy like that– even though the government specifically told everyone to stay inside the walls, he disregarded the rule pretty frequently and had snuck you out various times. "We're not going too far, don't worry," Jimin said as he took your hand, leading you onto your balcony like always. You nodded. As long as it was with him, you didn't care where you went.

Fifteen minutes later, you were still inside the city, only walking up the fire escape stairs outside a random tall building. Or so you thought it was random.

"Here we are," Jimin said proudly, looking back at you with his brilliant smile that always brought one to your face as well. You were standing on the roof, looking across it but not finding anything that stood out to you. "Okay," you said, chuckling. "So, why are we here?" You were replied to with a shove to your shoulder and a pouty expression, making you laugh again.

"Y/N," said Jimin, grabbing onto your face and holding you still, suddenly serious. "Today is a special day." "Really?" you asked, brow furrowing. It wasn't his birthday, right? You weren't really keeping track of the days recently, but you were pretty sure it wasn't late enough into fall for it to be Jimin's birthday. "No," he said, tugging at your cheeks to bring your closer to him. "It's our third anniversary."

Your eyes widened, surprised. "What?" Jimin suddenly pouted again, letting go of your face and turning away. "Geez, why do I have to remember everything around here?" "Oh my god, shutup," you said, shoving him back and laughing breathily at his stubborness to admit he wasn't actually mad at you. "Happy third anniversary then." "Sorry, can't hear you, too busy forgetting all our important memories." You laughed, grabbing your boyfriend's arm and tugging it roughly. "Jiminnn," you said. "Sorry, what's that? A fly buzzing around my arm that somehow knows my name?" "Oh my god," you repeated, forcing Jimin to lace his fingers with you as you pulled him around to meet his eyes. "I love you." you said quietly, a smile lining your entire face as you looked up at him. Jimin's demeanor softened, his hand interlaced with your own squeezing it tightly before he took your cheek in his other once again. "I love you too," he said, eyes full of emotion. "More than anything else, really." You hummed in response, stepping closer to place your head in the crook of his neck, relaxing in his familiar scent and warmth. Jimin's hand slid from your cheek to your hair, fingers gently stroking through it as he knew it calmed you.

You spent a few minutes like that– just being in each others' company. After this long as a couple, you'd already had a million existential conversations and emotional talks and discussed every preference you possibly could. Nowadays, just being with Jimin, just standing together and basking in each other's love was all you needed.

"Y/N," Jimin said after some time, the vibrations of his voice resonating in your own chest. "Yeah?" "Will you marry me someday?"

You pulled your head away in shock, staring up at the man you loved wholeheartedly with wide eyes, not having expected that at all. His expression was fully serious, lips set and eyes brimming with a sea of emotion as he held tightly onto your hand.

"What?" you managed. "I want to marry you," Jimin said with the utmost assurance. "Not now. Not soon, even. But someday, after all this is over, you're who I want my life to be with. You're it for me, Y/N. You're who I want, you're all I need, and I want to marry you."

Your jaw hung open. Suddenly, you felt overwhelmed with the pounding of your heart and the way your entire body had lit up with warmth, with excitement and happiness. You felt tears burning at the back of your eyes, knowing that all the emotions you were feeling would definitely make you cry.

"Yeah," you sniffled, throwing your other arm around Jimin's neck. "I'll marry you someday, of course I will." "Good," breathed Jimin, a smile finding its way back onto his face. "That's good." "Did you think I would ever say no?" you asked, almost laughing at how he flushed from embarassment at your question. "I don't know," Jimin said, looking away bashfully. "I hoped you'd say yes." "Well, I did." you said, reaching up to kiss him quickly, pulling away as his eyes flashed back onto you. "Where's my ring?" "Oh!" Jimin exclaimed, letting go of you to scramble through his pockets until he took out a blue velvet ring box. "It's right here, actually." You laughed in pure amazement. "I was joking, Chim! How the hell did you get a ring?" "My brother found it in some abandoned house, and he brought it to me since I told him I was going to propose to you." Jimin explained softly, seeming shy. You pinched his cheek, nearly squealing in delight. "Tell him hi! Tell him I love him!" you said, now smiling widely even though you could still feel tears brimming at the corners of your eyes as Jimin opened the ring box facing him. "You're supposed to love me, not my brother," he scolded as he took the ring out, not showing you. "Sorry this is such a backwards proposal." "I don't care," you said hurriedly. "Good," said Jimin, slipping the ring onto your left ring finger. "That's good."

Present

"Oh," said Jungkook simply, looking at his hands and not you. "Oh?" you said. "Really?" "Sorry," he responded quietly. "I guess I just didn't expect that kind of story from you." "What, do I seem too coldhearted to have been in love?" you chuckled, trying to make the atmosphere lighter than it was with your eyes still red from crying and Jungkook avoiding looking directly at you. "No," he denied quickly. "I guess... I don't know, actually. I'm just surprised." You hummed, not expecting more elaboration as you let your eyes shut again. "Sorry I never mentioned it," you said, figuring it was something you should say. "No, it's fine," Jungkook replied, and you suddenly felt his eyes on you. "But, Y/N," he paused, breathing in. "If you were engaged to Jimin, why were you sobbing his name while you were asleep?"

You stiffened, nails digging into your palm. Better... better to be blunt, you guessed.

"Because he's dead." you said, squeezing your eyes shut. "Because Jimin is dead, and it's my fault."

Maybe you should've expected that after spilling your story about Jimin to Jungkook that things would be a little different between you two. Or maybe not; his personality was after all the type to be unbothered by most things.

Only two or so days had passed, and yet Jungkook seemed to have much more concern for you than he ever had in the past. You didn't know if it was because the past two days you'd woken up in tears once again, or because he felt bad that you'd lost your significant other and he hadn't, or what– but you couldn't deny that it was a little strange and you almost wanted things to go back to the way they were.

He didn't bring up Jimin or your ring again though, and you were at least thankful for that.

"Y/N," Jungkook's voice called through the open front door as you pulled more water up from the well, keeping an eye on the infected that were standing just far enough away from you. "Yes?" you called back, pulling with all your strength to lift the bucket up to the top. He had paused, not replying, and you frowned as you brought the bucket onto the edge of the well, letting out a deep sigh when the weight was raised from your arms. "I think... I think we're out of food."

Your eyes shot open, head whipping to the door as if that would do something.

"What?" you shouted, hoping you'd heard wrong while you unscrewed the lids of both your water bottles.

"I think we're out of food." Jungkook repeated louder, confirming it. "Damnit," you whispered to yourself, filling the waters quickly before chucking the bucket back into the well. You stalked back into the house, expertly swerving around the infected in the yard that you'd gotten so used to.

"Are you for sure?" you asked as you walked into the main room to find Jungkook standing helplessly by the kitchen cupboards, a solemn expression painted across his features. He nodded as you came up to stand by him, opening all the cabinets and pushing aside empty jars and boxes. Of course you'd realized when you first got here that there wasn't much food; you knew you couldn't stay here that long. But it seemed like only a week and a half was too short, there had to be more... "I've checked everything." Jungkook said plainly, his head dipping backwards as he let out a long sigh. "It's all done. There's like a couple crackers left." You resisted the urge to scream in frustration. If you'd left a couple days earlier you'd have had food to bring with you while you worked your way back to some kind of previously civilized area– but Jungkook just had to insist that you couldn't leave until he was completely healed.

"How's your shoulder, then?" you asked, sighing to try and relieve your stress and stay calm. "Better," Jungkook said, shrugging. You rolled your eyes. "I know it's better," you snapped, feeling your annoyance rise up again. "I already know that. Tell me something more specific, please. Can you lift your stupid rifle like you insisted you had to be able to do before we leave?" Jungkook's eyes narrowed. "Are you seriously going to blame this on me?" "Well, if it hadn't been for your 'criteria' we would've been gone by now. And we would've been gone with food." Jungkook scoffed, pushing himself off the counter and walking away from you towards the couch. "Whatever." "Whatever?" you exclaimed, trying to keep your voice from getting shrill. "That's all you have to say? We have to go, Jungkook! We have to leave, right now!" "My 'criteria' still applies," he hissed, looking over his shoulder at you. "I still don't think you're a good shot, and I'm not going anywhere until I know I'll be able to defend myself."

Myself. So it was back to him and you now, separate, not you two as pair. Great.

"God, you're ridiculous," you said, huffing out of frustration as you grabbed your bag and shut yourself in the bedroom. You hoped he'd be thankful that you were giving him the night to decide whether or not he'd come with you in the morning when you left.

The next morning, you woke when the bright sunshine filtered through the sheer curtains on the bedroom window and straight onto your face. Even though it had disgusted you, you'd taken a blanket from the bed to sleep on, thoroughly shaking it off and flipping it to the side that had been facing the air and not the sheets before resting your body atop it. You'd slept pretty well in comparison to the past few nights– maybe you'd needed to let off the anxiety about your situation in this cabin in order to sleep well; or maybe it was that you'd decided you were leaving, whether Jungkook wanted to come with your or not was up to him.

You grabbed your bag, standing and brushing yourself off as you looked in the mirror hanging on the wall across the mirror for the first time since you'd been here. Jesus fuck, you thought to yourself as you inspected your painfully dirty hair, grimy skin and dark purple half-moons under your eyes. Yeah, you really needed to get back somewhere where it was a little easier to clean yourself up.

Pushing open the bedroom door with a squint, you expected to find Jungkook either sitting or sleeping on the couch, but he was doing neither. In fact, he was not in the house at all. You furrowed your brow, feeling worried for a moment before you resolved yourself– you had in fact made your decision, and if he wasn't around to ask you where you were going, that meant he'd made his as well.

You grabbed the last few crackers from the cupboard and ate them quickly to staunch the slight pain in your stomach from hunger, then walked over to the coffee table and picked up your water bottle and pistol, before you noticed something strange.

Jungkook was gone, and so was his rifle. But his backpack sat on the couch, not moved from where it had been yesterday when he'd been looking through it.

You sighed, trying to keep yourself from wondering where he went as you gathered anything else you'd left out, standing at the doorway of the cabin for a moment before resolutely sighing once more and shutting it behind you, turning to face the yard of infected that you'd become so familiar with.

You hadn't made it too far past the house when you heard it.

Your head snapped towards the sound, eyes widening significantly as you froze, your body tensing while you tried to figure out what direction it had come from. A shot. The unmistakable sound of a shot. You thought it was coming from your right, so you immediately beelined left, watching your feet carefully to make sure you didn't step on any leaves while attempting to be stealthy.

Your grip on your pistol tightened considerably as you continued through the woods, feeling your heartrate go up in mild fear. You didn't want to be afraid; you wanted to be strong and resilient and not let it bother you that you were sharing the forest with someone who seemed to be shooting who knows what. But frankly, you were not that strong or resilient, and it scared you.

Crack.

Your heart pounded twice as fast as soon as you heard it– the same crinkling of leaves sound that you remembered from your and Jungkook's encounter with the crazy man whose house you'd pretty much stolen.

You whipped around, pistol coming up to what would be eye level of someone a little taller than you, when your eyes met with a very familiar doe-eyed gaze.

"Jesus, Y/N, what the fuck?" Jungkook exclaimed, hopping back a few steps as his hand on his good arm went up in defense. You lowered your gun, sighing in relief. All that paranoia and it had just been Jungkook. Right? "Were you shooting in the middle of the forest for no reason?" you asked, bewildered and trying to make sure you two were safe. Jungkook rubbed the back of his neck, seeming embarrassed. "You... you seemed pretty mad last night about me wanting to stay, and I understand why, so I was testing how well I can shoot." he then paused, looking you over, his eyes narrowing as he noticed your ensemble. "Were you... were you planning to leave without me?" You bit your lip. "You seemed pretty set on staying, Jungkook. And I frankly don't want to starve." Jungkook regarded you with a hard gaze, jaw tight as he was obviously thinking. "You know, everytime it seems like you're getting better, you pull some kind of selfish shit and make me regret liking you." he said, gritting his teeth. Your brows knit together.

"I'm sorry?" you asked in amazement at his attitude. "I'm the selfish one?" "Yeah, youre the goddamn selfish one," Jungkook snapped, looking at you like he couldn't believe you didn't agree with him. You laughed sharply. "Okay, Mr. 'I won't leave because I'm prejudiced against girls in the apocalypse'." "Oh my god, there you go again," Jungkook went off. "You're so goddamn pretentious, it almost hurts to listen to you talk!" You scoffed. "You're completely ridiculous," you said sharply, rolling your eyes and turning away from him, beginning to stalk away. "This is why I was okay with leaving you behind in the first place!"

You were expecting a reply from Jungkook– something heated, shouting, and then more crinkling leaf sounds as he would stomp away. And yet all you heard was a muffled cry, and as you spun on your heel in a fraction of a second, the sound of a gun being cocked at your head.

[ichoiheedong]

Alexander  pt.3 [BTS Jungkook ] (M)

jungkook x reader (y/N)

bts members

Genre : angst/smut/fluff

Mature contents: this is not a fairy tale leave if you don’t like it,

Summary: he gave me fire and i need to find him ;with him i saw stars ,i wasn’t scared i felt safe.. i liked his kisses and i wish we meet again …

part 1 2 3 4 5

MASTERLIST

you rolled your eyes again when you read the work papers it wasn’t something hard to do but you felt worry , you always lived with family members even your mom was always travelling you fortunately had brothers and your uncle wife the mansion was big and it seemed perfect for a big family just like your grandpa planned and no one dared to break a rule 

so now it seemed like it’s freedom and it was calling you to join a bunch of friends who probably had the same experience of you or who knows maybe better or worse 

you finished your make up and called Albert you know you had to go visit him as he was insisting for you to join the community but you just decided to delayed this 

you know it’s hard and it was since the beginning but deep in you you were almost sure that no body will heal you expect that man..Alexander 

Albert ended the treatment  session you sighed in every time and chuckled at how closed you were about telling him about Alexander , it’s not like you didn’t want but you your self didn’t meet him again and you felt scared if that once of time was a serendipity something began and stopped in that dim corner where you and him thought you were alone but people were just close of you but you didn’t care in that precious moment you got a chance to feel and live it seemed like heaven and him wanting to meet you again made you flatter made you live with a broken lost hope for a year now 

you couldn’t tell Albert that you suffered from his shadow visiting your dream every night never causing you a nightmare , he was just some one who broke all walls and made what you wanted to feel real for you  it seemed crazy but not for you 

it was never crazy 

it’s a new day and a new place you rolled the road with your new car towards one of the most calm area in Seoul 

all you got as information that the dorm was building and prepared specially for the group to live in before turning later to a residence or something 

you stopped your car finally and from your seat you could recognize you weren’t the only one there , it seemed like a lot of them if not all were already here 

you noticed the maids in the right and not far of them you saw two young man one of them seemed really known for you while you didn’t recognize the other one he was facing you with his back talking to Min yoongi 

you shrugged and hurried to the inside 

“forget it “ jungkook let out his heart raced if it’s a fate he needed to be thankful for the rest of his life 

Yoongi chuckled , he was feeling tired as the trip was really long “i can’t believe you jungkook !

jungkook brows raised in awe “hyung are you ok you just called me ju...

“i know , we’re in Korea any way yoongi interrupt him and asked him to finally come in to meet who they needed to meet 

- 

it was a cute and lovely surprise meeting two of your friends Haneul and See Na you grinned warmly as they hugged you 

“i know about you two actually” Haneul said in excitement 

“how “

“i overheard dad calling your father y/N ah, and i found out he was the president of the charity community and as you are seeing me and See Na will present our companies just like what the other guys will do but actually i couldn’t know more than two names kim y/N ; Min yoongi and of i forgot the third one shit “Haneul cursed hitting her head trying to remember the other one 

“we will know them already don’t pressure your self you tried to make her relax as she kept cutely hitting her head 

“oh it’s Jeon Jungkook !! “she suddenly shouted 

-someone called for me?” your head turned like a bullet to the living room door where the young man was standing 

Haneul’s hand dropped to hit her hip as she looked astonished too , 

“waaw” See Na gasped as her eyes leaded on him too he was freaking handsome , it’s what any girl will notice once her eyes will meet this face of him but it was more ,what made you feel awkward and exciting the voice you just heard 

“no no it can’t be him i need to stop “you felt dizzy all of sudden and decided to keep quiet the whole coming time 

“good morning every one “jungkook stepped right after yoongi who came to sit in front of you 

you both weren’t close or even friends , you just know him as his family had a great reputation in economic sector you even remembered that Namjoon and him worked together in something you couldn’t remember 

 “well i’m Min yoongi for who doesn’t know me and we’re gathered here today for work

“and who in the hell doesn’t know you hyung ! chills why talking about work when we just came in “

“Park Jimin !!!” you gasped and hurried to him for a quick hug ,thanks god 

“jimin giggled and you felt really shy you almost forget that there were others watching what you just did 

but Jimin just took your hand and went closer to where the others were sitting 

“yoongi grinned slightly “welcome 

“i think we  need to wait more because two of the group still didn’t show up See Na cleared her throat and told you that and you all seemed ok with that 

“how in the hell you didn’t tell me you will be here oppa you whispered in jimin ear and he smiled 

“me my self didn’t know i really don’t know what was into our fathers heads but now i’m happy i know almost of you 

you nodded in agreement he was right “the two girls Park jimin and even Min yoongi were people you will be glad working and living with them 

“the seventh member turned to be Jung Hosoak some one you also know since high school time as a very cheerful guy nothing more nothing less, and you could feel really he was that one as he added a touch of jokes and laughs since he came in  

-

i think we have to start Yoongi let out it’s been an hour and the last girl didn’t show up 

you rolled your eyes if it was you; you were sure journalists will find it a horrible other behavior to add on your list so thank god you were here in time 

“any way let’s just talk we still could meet again with her next time “See Na suggested 

“wait please” Park Jimin let out , “i don’t think we met before he said looking at where you didn’t want to even turn 

“oh right “Hosoak added “yoongi hyung we know each other since years but shouldn’t you let us know this new friend 

“i’m jeon Jungkook nice to meet you” he said nonchalantly and warm less as he took of his eyes from his phone screen 

you gulped as the sound of his voice waved into you hard 

well guys i guess all of you know each other name now so let me start telling you about the mission 

“yoongi took out work papers and it seemed just like you got from your father well now it’s easy to guess that his company will be the one in charge of financial transaction 

yoongi was some one in such a young age but fucking amazing when it turns to work he was explaining every one’s task smoothly 

you weren’t listening , even he wasn’t telling you difficult things you weren’t listening you eyes kept secretly glancing at that jungkook guy he was brushing his hair sometimes licking his lips or close his eyes 

“who in the hell was he!!! 

-

the night was finally coming and you decided to go out buying food ,after the meeting every one was in his own room 

coming down stairs you observed a little frame in the living room couch , she turned to be Haneul 

“what’s up with you!” your soft voice made her turn to meet your gaze she was like crying and you frowned 

“i was about to go to my room any way “

you stopped her “is every thing ok ?

“fine “ she said leaving you, you didn’t understand her sudden change and you just dropped it and hurried out side as you needed to have your dinner  

as you were in a rash when opening the door you only feel the strong arm pulling you in so you could drop in the steady chest it was few seconds but it felt like century 

you blinked as you felt your lips touching the soft white shirt material who was this? 

“are you blind? the sarcasm in his voice made you jump back furiously 

“it was you who blocked my way!! i was just going out !!

“ i didn’t ask you about what will you do any way ,but you just threw you self on me “

your lips parted “how dare you talking to me this way! you glared at him ready to slap his face if he just smirked another time that killing smirk 

Jungkook chuckled sarcastically again and made his way inside while you just stood there biting your lower lips looking to his back 

you sighed in frustration and continued out side but as you were about to come into your car Park jimin popped his head out his black jeep and smiled warmly at you 

“where are you going this time ? 

“dinner”

“hhhh y/N we have maids in here and i’m sure they prepared for dinner you need to check the timing and the planning 

jimin chuckled he know you were too far from spending some of your precious time reading the charts or whatever 

“even if they prepared something i want to go eat out you pouted cutely and he grinned “

“it’s ok any way can i join you !

your huge smile didn’t please the black haired girl in the second floor she easily from her spot could know that you were sweetly smiling to the man who liked that smile, Haneul bit her lips and brought down the curtains 

“this is too much Kim fucking y/N “

-

Jimin finished the order and smiled warmly at you you ended up bringing him with you he was a warm person and someone you could trust specially you know him since high school days ,

“did you move on “ you asked him nervously waiting for him to tell you that he did forgot you and find someone better

“y/N ah do you think i’m going to love you forever when you will not? he chuckled ,don’t worry i’m over now ,having a crush on you in old days was a sweet memory and i didn’t regret it as we continued to be good friends but if you are asking me about falling in love my answer is a big No  

you grinned feeling sorry when the old memories popped in your mind Jimin was the only man you refused to sleep with when you know you were able to do because he didn’t deserve to be treated bad, in your few relation you just were the one who broke the other part heart by leaving and you never want to make Park Jimin feel that way he was a good person.. he was a friend 

the food was delicious and you enjoyed eating it 

“ah i’m happy i came out to eat “

“hhh you seemed pissed of earlier what was going on ? 

jimin sudden question made you remember the sudden bump with that guy called jungkook 

“nothing i just bump into that cocky guy jungkook or whoever his name is” you rolled your eyes and jimin chuckled he know when you hate someone 

“did he said something inappropriate or something 

“fuck him i think i will just avoid him i don’t know from where he came any way so i will pretend i don’t see him 

“well i don’t know him too but he looked so cool and i think he s young maybe your age as i heard from yoongi hyung his family ran a big business in Japan and Europe so this is maybe what made him not famous for us 

“i don’t really care “you frowned actually you didn’t forget him since you met him and that was what made you hella angry 

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Haneul wasn’t the only one who noticed you and Jimin departure jungkook saw that too and he decided to start what he planned

he grinned when he noticed the lipstick that ruin his shirt when he hugged you to his chest and his lips twitched up more as he remembered your red cute face when he met you earlier! such a good way to make you hate him 

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you finally slid into your bed taehyung was calling you for a forty minutes just nagging that he will join the project if he didn’t have work it seemed like he couldn’t live with out you 

you grinned when you found out his engagement party is soon you wished he will be happy 

how is love relation ship ?you wondered thinking what if you just had a boy friend who loved you with no dark memories and with normal sex life it will be perfect...

the coming day you gathered to have breakfast it was cool as all of you were from the same generation expect yoongi , even he was young he liked to act mature but he was cool any way 

jungkook didn’t talk too much you noticed how much close to yoongi he was talking to him almost the time and just grin if Jimin or Hosoak added a comment or said any thing while the two girls where focusing with something in the internet 

you didn’t notice that jungkook was glancing secretly at you and you will never notice as you were avoiding looking at him he was hot and he had a charming voice and you felt scared from such a quality; in your mind only Alexander has to be the man with breathtaking voice , hot body and charm 

you sighed , suddenly trembling when your mobile rang and it turned to be Albert 

you couldn’t talk to your therapist in there so you just left to the balcony

“Morning Albert “

“hey how are you ,

“i’m great”

“well i think it’s a good news as i was worry that you will hate doing this work “

“actually it turned to be a project with such good guys well almost you pouted and i think it will be better for me to stick with something so i will be busy and not thinking too much “

“i see but i called you today to inform you about coming to meet that consult he is a friend of mine and i think you have to meet him maybe you will find a release 

you grinned “ thank you Albert but i’m ok this period i feel better as i’m trying to heal my self  i decided to be someone ready for a relation ship i got enough from others sick lust , i’m not sure if i will be able to get satisfied one day but i will try again i stopped this when i met that man back in Germany he maybe was a sign for me to know that i’m not totally incapable of being a normal woman with normal sexual needs ...

jungkook swallowed hardly as he over heard what you just said “incapable of being a normal woman with normal sexual needs”  he quickly rushed in so you will not notice him behind you and thanks god no one else heard that 

he made his way to the meeting room and you followed him minutes later 

today was with the day you will share the tasks and it seemed like yoongi had already decided the plan and schedule and the teams  

well i got informed our last member will come this night she is foreign i think one of her parents is korean well let me tell you about teams yoongi explained 

Jung hosoak - Choi See Na 

Park jimin- Lee Haneul 

you gulped nervously praying that what will yoongi spell next isn’t what just came to your mind !

“ Jeon Jungkook- Kim y/N 

fuck!! 

you glared at him you just hoped that you will work with jimin for fuck sake is Min Yoongi serious !!

“and i’m working with the unknown member “yoongi finally said you couldn’t protest as no one did ,but Jimin noticed how disappointed you were 

the meeting carried on and you turned to be in charge of collection information that people with needs got or at least that was what you understand from the complicated words yoongi was using 

your mind was blind how will you spend three fucking months working with that young cocky jerk !

hi pretties i hope the events are at least less secretive and you began to guess what’s going on well please react so i can know what ‘s in your mind 

love

author-nim