#am i seriously gonna find a dilf?? maybe. it only makes sense since i'm younger afab. but i'm gnc | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bubble-you · 6 months ago

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so my new gender presentation is Joey and Amber

new mannerisms based on Joey

i think Joey a lot but Amber i guess if i need to be femme

but he's a prison-experience guy, a line cook, and a jersey guy, and it's not cool for a young person to copy that -- those associations don't actually help! but it's so fucking fun to swear and do the italian hand gestures and shorten words

he's nothing to me without being in love though, he's nothing without being soft for some younger adult

maybe i'll figure out why i like all these older guys

i guess~ ^-^

#i caught myself doing the italian hand gestures this morning #sometimes when your hormones fuck up it turns out your coping mechanism is a situationship to hold on to #honestly my favourite kind of relationships #i've been so 😈 about them for the last 4 days #am i seriously gonna find a dilf?? maybe. it only makes sense since i'm younger afab. but i'm gnc #maybe i won't find love unless i'm a 40 year old man who's got some power and authority and is like an outcast in some way #what's hard is not the 'man' part lmao it's probably building something so that i've actually got something going at 40 #just kidding i believe in myself enough to know that i'll be alright -- don't know about *power* but i can bring competence #like not hitman agent 47 competent but alright #(clannibal diana47 whouffaldi jamber there's a thing i clearly have a thing)#now it just stands to question whether joey is a top or a bottom. SO FAR the older men have been service tops OR bottoms. no true doms #as in absolutely no old man's heart (so far from the first 3) is into actually dominating in bed #and joey's like not... 'cause he's only shouty because he's at work and he's running the ship you know? and it's a way to vent!

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