#am i fr weak because i'm sick or am i weak because i'm a little bitch and i just can't handle a daily commute ykwim?
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what do u call it when someone is very much not feeling good physically but doesn't care about themselves enough to admit that they're actually sick and need some rest? anti-munchausen syndrome? idk but all i know is i got it and best believe every single time my friends, family and coworkers have scolded me for pushing myself too hard when i should be recuperating and resting
#like yes i'm feeling weak#but am i tho?#am i fr weak because i'm sick or am i weak because i'm a little bitch and i just can't handle a daily commute ykwim?#like whenever literally anybody else is feeling remotely under the weather#i get motherly like no! stay home! rest! don't do anything! just lay down and sleep! if i see u so much as lift a pen i swear to god!#whereas#i could be literally on the brink of death and i'll just be like oh! sorry guys hehe no no no i'm fine i swear! don't worry about me!#i swear this is just a minor fluke! i can totally go to work! no worries. u want me to climb everest in this state? sure thing! (●'◡'●)#i wish it didn't take an army for me to just Rest but also i have a lot of guilt and i don't like letting others down#or letting others carry my weight#anyway#just me?#HAHAH
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she's thunderstorms → g. gallagher
pairing —gene gallagher x albarn!reader (diana silvers face claim!)
summary —where you're the best nepo baby pairing there is
she's been loop-the-looping around my mind. her motorcycle boots give me this kind of acrobatic blood, concertina




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writer interview game 🫧
thanks for the tags my lovelies i literally loved reading all of ur answers @whorerific @otrtbs @spacexcowgirl @sunfl0w3rmoon (if i'm forgetting someone, and i feel like i am, i am so sorry)
how many works do you have on ao3?
currently 4!!! feeling slay about that
what's your total ao3 word count?
167,842 (eep!)
your top 5 stories by kudos?
i'll be seeing you
are you sick of me? (would you like to be?)
lovesick
starfell lodge
do you respond to comments?
i try to because they geniunely are so wonderful and motivate me so much but i do have a hefty amount sitting in my inbox that need some TLC :(
what's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
ermmm well it's not written yet, but out of the ones I'm currently working on that's probs gonna be ibsy. due to the mcd of it all i fear.
do you write crossovers?
naur <3
have you ever received hate on a fic?
thankfully no bc i'm a sensitive little bitch. but ppl have commented like... weird things before. like in one of my fics, james loves twilight (bc duh) and someone commented just to let me know that they hated twilight. i was like dawg, is this fr the time and place to air that out??
do you write smut?
a ha ha. not yet!
have you ever had a fic stolen?
nooooo thank gawd. unless u know something i don't...
have you ever had a fic translated?
nope! maybe someday, i think that would be real real kewl :)
have you ever co-written a fic before?
no but i do love to ponder this possibility with my friends and then never revisit the idea again...
what's your all-time favorite ship?
RAHHHHHHH ok. fuck. wolfstar. GOTTA BE‼️ (jegulus, my loves, my lights, u are a close, close second)
what's a wip that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
i have a hurt/no comfort wolfstar fic that eats at my liver like that one guy who got cursed. i guarantee u, i will never write it. i was just meant to ruminate on it and never do a thing about it.
what are your writing strengths?
ooooh!! i think dialogue!!! i'm a yapper and i love writing yappers!!! also i lurvvvv a good metaphor.
what are your writing weaknesses?
setting. descriptions. everytime my characters go to a new location i want to actually pass away. like idk there are floors? some walls? maybe a window, if i'm feeling generous? IDK IDGAF I WANT THEM TO TALK TO EACH OTHER AND DO SHIT RAHHHHH
what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
PRO! as my darling rose said so aptly, google translate <3 (and occasionally i use my own personal translator @pretentiouswreckingball if she's feeling generous hehehe)
what's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
oooooooh. drarry maybe? yeah. i feel good about that. also i'm intrigued by pandoraxlily.
what's your favorite fic you've ever written?
that's gonna be my best american girl, i'll be seeing you. my first fic, my only longfic, my number one boy. ibsy is my pride and joy and also my curse and burden. but seriously i've poured my SOUL into that fic and i do believe it shows. this feels like a good time to mention that there's a new chapter comin out (tomorrow possibly!!)
OPEN TAG‼️ I'M SO FUCKING TIRED I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OPEN‼️
#alright that's a wrap for me#cue the youtube exit music#see ya#writer interview#fic: i'll be seeing you#fic: are you sick of me?#fic: starfell lodge#fic: lovesick
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walking on my way to work this morning felt like idk I can feel the cyclical futility sinking in and I'm trying to like. give myself space and time bc I know it'll probably take another full week for me to feel 100% myself again from the meds, I was pretty severely sick and I think I did my usual old man like. downplay of just how fucked up I actually was from this so I can feel "strong" and not helpless
i'm so deeply exhausted and depressed from the struggle tho fr. im tired. my entire life has been an overwhelming, violent fight for stability and there isn't any relief in sight. therapy does nothing. I know who I am, what i want, where I want to be and what I need to not feel like I want to end myself. but I'm literally stuck in constant limbo because I'm poor, and I do not have a choice but to keep destroying myself at jobs that exploit the fuck out of me so I can live in squalor and feel miserable and have no social life bc by the time I get home I'm so burnt I cant even speak.
going back to school feels so far away. this is going to take me another year, maybe two, to even get back into school. at least three or four to finish school. and the idea of having to put up with being this miserable for that long makes me feel like I'm going to scream and explode into a shower of blood and viscera.
this shit is bad enough on its own, but being brainweird and chronically ill / in pain on top of this is just making my life so much harder and it feels so much more inescapable. I don't know. everything feels super, super awful. I'm trying to hang in there but I feel like I've been white-knuckle gripping what shreds of a life I have for the past decade. and my muscles are shaking and weak and I can't hold on forever.
idk. I don't really need like a reply, I'm just. I wish I had answers. I wish I could feel better. I want solutions so I don't feel the drudgery and I want to live, at least a little
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With One Day Left I'll Break All the Destruction Flags: "Serves You Right!" RTA 24 Hour Record

Fun concept, middling payoff. Villainess "wakes up" 24 hours before her condemnation and fights it with everything she has.
Always the most fun to write about: The Bad
I'm never a fan of isekais that give any weight to divine right of kings, especially when we've established this character is from a modern day democratic country.
Oh nooo, would the heroine winning mean the next king would have commoner blood? A low pedigree? Tell me why I should give a fuck ms. office worker who died renting a studio apartment.
I know they were holding this artist back from drawing wrinkles on these milfs. I can feel it in my blood.
otoisekais looooove to punish reincarnators for playing the fucking game as intended. like oh here's a reverse harem route but if you take it, everypony will beat you with hammers which you will deserve you greedy breeding sow. If you want a reverse harem, burn in hell. Can we stop slut shaming women already? So sick of harem-hate as a norm! If it was an option in the game, it should be an option for the reincarnator, get over yourself.
In general, the OG heroine is little more than a punching bag for the women to take turns denouncing. She's self-centered and thoughtless, sure, but (in my mind) she had no malicious intent until she realized how dire the situation was - she's just playing the game! If you're familiar with the term "white lotus," I wouldn't even call her that. The route she targeted is even one where the villainess survives and befriends the heroine (the villainess is viscerally repulsed by the idea, which is funny). She says something upsetting/hypocritical, but as far as we know, that's what her character is supposed to say! Now, they kinda-sorta rationalize that her ho-tendencies have the potential to destabilize the country, but it's also clear her #1 crime is man-eating. You sound like a hater 2 me.
After 24 hours of setup, of theft, manipulation, buying people off, food-tampering, and string-pulling, the actual condemnation ends up pretty lackluster. To an extent, that's the conceit, to ensure beyond a shadow of a doubt the condemnation fails. Even so, the remaining points of contention are either generic ones you've seen dozens of times:
or are given super weak rebuttals - in what universe do you confirm you paid thugs to beat up your classmate and escape punishment because a) the thugs were unsuccessful and b) you only did it because you were jealous? I know the world hates women who fuck, but it's crazy how one of them committed an actual crime and got off with a mere apology and you're supposed to nod along like that makes sense. "I apologized, what more do you want" - add that zinger to your next legal defense.
The Mid
I wanted to like that the villainess was angered more by the idea of befriending the harlot who stole her man than she was the idea of execution, but it didn't hit for me, nor did the other insinuations of her being a fr villainess rather than a good girl with spilling cleavage. Perhaps because the story blends her antagonist motives in with the indignant rebukes of intelligent noble ladies with refined countenances and even fiercer eyes.
And while I'm a big fan of the cold, fierce eyes of women committed to her ideals, I was ambivalent about their ideals absorbing "the heroine is an annoying slut and will cause the empire to crumble." A sincere villainess who makes no apologies for her behavior endears me, but writers continually ruin it by looking for justifications for that behavior.
Similar feelings about assassin-boy's end. On paper, I like that kind of callousness. In execution (lol), it felt sort of hollow. What's the tone of this outcome, what am I supposed to feel? Not bad, but could have been stronger.
I guess you have to have romance in these things. This one was there.
The Great
Love loooooved the twist. This was the best plot conclusion and made the whole thing worth it.
Did the Reincarnator deserve this? Hell no. Which made it even more delicious! This is the kind of unjust cruelty I'm here for! She really unlocked the insane yandere bad end for the offense of being herself.
Art was nice and dare I say I wish it was more common to draw normal athlete muscles like this instead of the popular hyper shredded dehydrated infinity obliques aesthetic? It just looks better.
In the end, it's easier to remember the bad than the good, so obviously the critique ratio here is waaaay off. This was a fine, but suffers from a few of my OI pet peeves.
#otome isekai#otoisekai#With One Day Left I'll Break All the Destruction Flags#I want to give it a 3.5 out of 5#Better than average for sure and made better by having a tight story without concern for serialization killing the pacing#But not quite enough to tip into a full 4 for me
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