#am i diagnosed? no because i can't afford a real diagnosis and i metagame the tests too much and it fucks with my answers

[say-hi-intrepid-heroes]

having anxiety but also frequently dissociating is wild cause i'll be anxious about Events or Emotions or Relationships or Things That Are Happening Imminently but then my brain just goes "no no, none of that. there's no reason to be anxious. instead we're going to forget the next two hours."

but hey i'm not anxious anymore!