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freakbullet · 1 year ago

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literally just a g/aster enjoyer, never met a wingding I didn't like, but I am especially partial to more bastardly interpretations and these days I feel like one of the last motherfuckers on the planet to still depict him as something other than nice silly goop grandad (no shade ilu gramps <3)

to be clear I don't do it because I think its canon. it is simply Fun.

but like. do my terrible little guys that fly in the face of popular fanon still have a place here? im actually a little insecure because it felt like i used to be surrounded by edgy g/aster enjoyers and nowadays its like everyone grew out of it. except me *cough*

sure i've still been drawing and having fun with them for myself but putting them out there? that incurs the mortifying ordeal of being known, etc. and like what's the point of sharing stuff publicly if it's not enjoyed by the public y'know

#anyone else feel like this? are yall out there?#i know lots of people have been in the fandom just as long as me but their tastes have also changed in that time #whereas mine have remained stagnant and cringy as ever :)#am i crazy? idk i probably shouldn't post at 4am #dont mind me #sorry for all the posts lately god im trying to be less anxious about just existing and having thoughts and being myself but its hard #freak speak

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