#although that said I've deleted or fanta'd 3 fem elezen alts so maybe I do subconsciously not get along | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

elizabethrobertajones · 2 years ago

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Been playing my fem au ra alt for a week or two now and I'm really starting to enjoy the fem ra actions and motions as maybe the second least way too overtly feminine or cutesy to femroes, who I feel are entirely neutral about the whole thing unless it's an emote that only has 2 genders. She actually startles me when she does a generic emote in a cutscene that's really femme because just running around and stuff she is delightfully neutral.

(Playing way too femme characters feels pretty dysphoric for me, I noped out of hyur and miqo and lamentably viera.... I can play, like, male character, lala or femroe and fem au ra I guess :P)

#I have no idea how I read IRL #I'm actually pretty limp wristed (it's a condition) and given to victorian lady exclaiming and fainting levels of emotional excess #but I guess inside I am more stoic even if I can't stop clasping my hands and exclaiming :P #I have bad data on how playing female elezen feels #because the only one I've played for any length of time is my darling trans Urianger alt XD #I'm just happy for her doing gender #although that said I've deleted or fanta'd 3 fem elezen alts so maybe I do subconsciously not get along #this has been psychoanalysis of Lizzy via FFXIV altaholic musings #ffxiv

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