#also today i went to biedronka and it hit me i shouldn't have kids so i was almost breaking down in the instant noodles section
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the longer i think about it the more rational it seems for me not to let anyone in my life just on the basis of how crazy and unstable i get
#having a partner?? when like last week i was hallucinating that strangers around me had faces of some random celebrities??#when sometimes all food tastes like blood?? when i can smell cigarette smoke alone in my room at 1 am??#i'm not subjecting anyone to my insanity it just doesn't feel right#wish my type of borderline wasn't this one and if i could i wouldn't have bpd at all but that's not how this world works#also today i went to biedronka and it hit me i shouldn't have kids so i was almost breaking down in the instant noodles section#therapy is going great thanks for asking#time for a new vent tag i guess behold#bpd and stuff
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