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the-mad-starker · 5 years ago

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Diamonds and Roses- 3 - A Bite of My Heart

AO3 Link: Chapter 1 (2359) | Chapter 2 (6101) | Chapter 3 (5836)

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Summary: Prime Alpha Tony Stark is sent to prison. He can get out in a second, but instead, he decides to play nice and bide his time. Do things the legal way, for now anyway. While incarcerated, a sweet faced omega wants his help but at what cost?

Notes: ABO dynamics, Prime alpha Tony, Omega Peter, intersex omegas, prison AU, future smut including anal sex, vaginal sex, blow jobs, etcetcetc…

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Chapter 3 is the beginning of the spicy NFF!

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The deal was made and with it, Tony should have stepped back and returned to his cold, calculating self.

His instincts were telling him to do the opposite though and they wanted him closer still. It was all the more reason for Tony to step away because as a prime, his instincts should not rule him. But the omega’s scent tickled his nose and lured him in, begging to be explored.

Maybe just this once, Tony could follow what those urges wanted.

As it was, the omega wasn’t exactly pulling away either.

The position they found themselves in was a peculiar one, both unwilling to back off so why shouldn’t Tony… take advantage?

“Let me… fulfill the first step in my task then…” Tony murmured, a mere excuse for staying close. He would test the boundaries, maybe push just a little… But it didn’t seem as though the omega was adverse to his attention.

With the young omega in his arms, Tony had to stomp down the soft alpha purr that was caught in his throat. The omega had asked for protection, not for a lover, and even if they were compatible, Tony's life was a dangerous one.

Someone like Peter wouldn't survive. The possibility that he could learn tickled the back of Tony's mind, but he ignored that too. That was inconsequential, for now. No, it was better that they just had this one deal but maybe they could have fun while it lasted.

The act of claiming didn’t have to be like this. Tony has had his share of claiming others. He would lay his hand on their shoulders and run his palms along their neck. Those he was particularly fond of, the prime would sweep his hands over their arms and hands. He would spread his scent, so potent and distinctive, as much as possible until… Until they were truly marked as his, in ink and stone.

So this wasn’t his first time marking someone but pressed against this particular omega, Tony could admit that it was the first that it ever felt so intimate. He had already stepped out of the bounds of what someone like him should do… And that sweet scent dared him to continue.

He ran his fingers through the boy's brown curls, spreading more of his scent, letting it soak down to the very roots. He wondered briefly if Peter understood how unusual this was. Or was the omega just basking in the attention?

Tony needed to get back to business.

“Don't worry about Thanos,�� Tony said, voice rough and strained. “He's my problem now.”

Chest to back, the boy's skin was soaking up his scent… Good.

“Every morning, you'll come to my cell,” Tony instructed him. “You'll take the suppressants I give you and you'll take it in front of me. I don't trust those shits to not try something once word gets out.”

Tony’s mercy would set a lot of things in motion, things that both would have to prepare for. Even then, there would be things that neither would foresee and that made the prime’s heart shudder in excitement.

“Thank you, Alpha… I’ll come to you,” Peter offered with respect.

He couldn’t believe that he would get out of this unscathed. Yet, it appeared to be true, Tony was someone who didn’t feed on an omega’s fear.

“You're mine now,” Tony told him. He pulled back, just a bit, to turn him around and tip the omega's face towards his. “Do you know what that means, hmm? When a man like me claims another?”

Peter moved gracefully with the alpha’s guidance, yielding to those strong hands. He was intoxicated by the alpha’s deep scent, but at least this time it didn’t threaten to overwhelm him. His own scent, normally undetected by his nose, was a sweet undertone to the alpha’s deep musk. The prime’s scent and his own… mixing and merging… Together.

Tony’s words made him bold and this time there was no holding back as he stood on his toes to get a whiff of the man’s neck. The scent there was even deeper, as prevalent as it could get without getting undressed.

Peter’s eyes fluttered closed in bliss.

Tony felt hyper aware of Peter nosing along his neck, no doubt seeking more of his scent in such a carefree manner. He had to clench his jaw, using sheer strength of will to not get hard.

If it were any other omega, any other person actually, Tony would've had them slammed into a wall for daring. Throats were much too vulnerable. Tony shouldn't be as comfortable as he was right then but he was. He was relaxed and caught in a soft cocoon, lulled into some sort of compliance with the omega's happy scent clouding his mind.

The boy let go and slowly opened his eyes to look up at him, slightly shivering from the intensity.

He was thinking about Tony’s words, what it means to be claimed…

Peter had never known what it meant to belong to another other than himself and willingly so. He kept under the radar as much as possible since he didn’t want to be touched or felt by others, whether they were alphas or betas. All belonged in the same category for him. Primes weren’t any different. That's what Thanos had proven, but Tony… He was not like the rest.

His expression turned serious as a small and determined frown decorated his lips.

“I have never been claimed, alpha,” Peter confessed with a steady tone.

Admitting this was, perhaps, putting him in a vulnerable position. Still, honesty was Peter’s way, the only way he knew.

“I just know that your scent will protect me…”

The flame inside him returned, even more so than before now that a prime’s scent was being absorbed by his skin.

Tony wasn't all too surprised at the admission. With one look at him, one sniff of his scent, Tony was already able to tell so much about Peter's character. Innocent, but still so wily. His heart was pinned on his sleeve.

The alpha could never allow such weakness within himself, but perhaps it wasn't a weakness for the boy. Peter had already charmed one prime into giving him what he wanted, after all.

This made some part of Tony shudder in revulsion, but it made his inner alpha grow sharp teeth. Tony had claimed the boy already though, so that was only inevitable. It pleased him that he would be the first and only if they continued with this arrangement.

“The scent will wear off,” Tony said dismissively. “That's why you must come to me. As long as you have even a hint of me on you, anyone that belongs to me will assist you. My strength will become yours… For as long as the scent lasts.”

His teeth flashed in a brief but teasing grin. “Of course, there are other ways to let the scent sink in. Things we can do so that the smell of me will never leave you. It'll bury deep into your bones and everyone will know you're mine.”

He caressed the omega's cheek, tracing a finger down the unmarked skin of his neck. Tony made sure to carefully watch for Peter's reactions. “But… I don't think that's to your taste, hmm?”

Only now becoming aware that he was standing in his t-shirt and underwear, Peter held still. His face, so open and guileless, didn’t become alarmed or scared. Not at all, it was the exact opposite reaction to Tony’s previous advancement. Because now Peter felt safe, a balance within him that the alpha had forged with his claim.

That didn’t mean the omega was unaffected.

As the other spoke, Peter’s cheeks heated up and the boy used all of his willpower to not avert his gaze. Then he swallowed and let his eyelids lower slowly as he thought of a proper response.

“I’m not what you think, what you are looking for,” he claimed with a hint of audacity, the finger on his neck making him shiver.

What was going on in Peter’s mind could be anyone’s guess, but he spoke in a matter-of-fact way. Of course, the boy couldn’t shy away from the true reasons he was refusing. Deep down he knew what he wanted.

Just being with Tony was like his first crush. It was warm and sweet... Safe. His young body held in his mother's arms as he declared his love and intent to marry the alpha boy he had his sights on.

Even with the way his mother had laughed, delighted and smiling so brightly, love wasn't wrong.

And as he gazed into the prime's dark eyes, he felt that way again. It wasn't wrong to love, it just hurt him to do so knowing that Tony didn't feel anything like that for him.

“Why would you want to go further with... me?” the boy asked. It was a matter of the flesh for the alpha, how could it not be, but the boy felt compelled to press for answers.

Mere moments ago they had made a cold deal, but it could turn into so much more… Even the offer of being the alpha’s lover made his breath catch. But was it just this once… Or was there substance to what the alpha offered? Would he be… discarded afterward? Would it be worth it even if it was just once…?

But the alpha could have anyone he wanted, Peter was sure of it. Why was he so set on him then?

Tony smiled at the flustered omega. He liked that Peter hadn't just jumped into his arms or fallen in line. It was nice. Refreshing.

The alpha also liked having a challenge. In this tiny, boring little world, he needed something to focus on. He could almost pity the omega for catching his attention, but well, Tony hadn't initiated whatever this was.

He was only supplementing it.

The alpha's entire body felt loose and relaxed. His smile was oh so charming, meant to seduce with the mean curve of his lips. When he spoke, his voice was husky and amused.

“I think, little omega, that the problem is you think I'm looking for something. I am… but a simple alpha. A simple man,” Tony purred the words out, eyes hooded but still so sharp and vigilant. “We're in this tiny, tiny room and you think… what? I'm thinking of another omega while we're talking?”

He chuckled, body leaning towards Peter's, wanting more contact, more anything.

“No,” he said gently but firmly, “it's just you and me. Here and now, you have my attention. The question is then… Do you want it?”

Omegas could not stand a chance against Tony’s charms and effortless display of alphaism. Even more so Peter, who was so young and maybe rough around the edges but already captivated by all that Tony was. Yet the boy tried, hanging on to his convictions, on to what he thought was right and what would hurt him less in the long run

For all that the alpha claimed to be a simple man, Peter knew he was anything but. There was so much more… And he had only seen Tony’s surface, a glimpse. Peter wanted to know everything there was to learn and to mean something to the man in front of him. By giving himself up like this… the dream could be vanquished.

"Do I want it..." Peter considered, gaze to the side then coming to rest on Tony's features. It was like every time Peter looked at him, the prime grew more handsome and tempting with every glance. Was he so weak to give in or was it inevitable that he would fall?

"No tricks or games?" Peter said. He smiled but there was a shadow to it that Tony didn't understand.

The alpha’s expression softened, his sharp smile losing its edge and his eyes becoming warmer, fond even.

"No games, sweetheart," Tony said in a soft purr, "Just an alpha and omega... Doing what we've done for years... Enjoying what was meant for the other."

Peter was naive enough to believe that he was keeping his feelings for the man hidden inside as he held his gaze in place, still somehow able to look up at the man. He understood, however, very clearly what went on in the alpha’s head. It was as he had suspected from the very start.

A matter of the flesh.

The boy’s features grew heavier, his heart squeezed in a tight grip. It had been folly, really, to think that there was ever a chance to be something more for Tony, other than… well.

"And if I walk away now...? After we've agreed on the deal..." Peter challenged.

Tony almost laughed. Talking with this omega was... So exciting.

"A prime's honor," Tony said, inclining his head. He would honor it, he didn’t take anyone into his service unless they came with a loyal heart. It was no different now. "Are you going to walk away then?"

Peter considered a moment longer. His breath shallow and his heart pounding. He fought with himself, to not give in, to shield his heart away. Maybe he was the one playing games… Walking into this with a bleeding heart when the alpha looked so calm and unaffected… Peter was plagued by desire.

But would it be better to have loved and lost… Such an unsavory thought but it helped push Peter’s decision. If he was to give himself to someone… Tony would have been the only choice for him. At least here, with him, he could get to choose.

"No... I don't think I will," Peter said but then his eyes darted away and his cheeks turned pink. "Alpha, I've never..." He swallowed down the nervousness.

“I’ve never been this… close… with anyone,” he admitted, again. It was repetition. Surely if he hadn’t been scented or claimed by an alpha, he’d be… pure in this, as well? He didn’t want to say it… It was embarrassing but… Peter wished to make it clear that he had never been bedded by anyone before.

A lot of his hesitation stemmed from that since he knew that alphas could be brutal when it came to it. The boy became flustered again, at the very thought, and opted to deflect his conflicted emotions.

“Maybe you already understood as much…” he continued quietly, looking down between their bodies and the tiny distance that separated them.

Peter took Tony’s hand softly and guided it up, just above his pounding heart. The boy was certain Tony had heard it already, beating just for him. “That’s why... you’re being so careful now...” His big brown eyes turned to him again, sweet but challenging.

Tony's eyes dropped to where Peter was pressing his hand against his chest. He felt the rapid but steady beats against his fingertips and when he got it, started to tap it out as he thought.

There wasn't much he had to think on though.

Peter had given his answer and with it, a challenge as well.

“Hmm…” Tony cocked his head in thought before he started to move.

With his hand pressed over the boy’s heart, he took a step forward and then another.

Peter’s eyes widened but he moved in tandem with the alpha, taking a step back with every step taken. Tony’s smile grew predatory in a way that made his heart jump… It was different from all the other times the alpha smiled. There was a hint of sharpness, but somehow, in the curve of his lips, there was a sinful promise there.

The steps were slow and steady and he never took his eyes off of Peter’s, not even when he had backed him up against the wall. One more step put them so close that Tony had to look down, dark hair falling into his eyes.

The alpha leaned down, taking in a big inhale. It was all for show because Tony didn’t need to be that close to smell the omega’s scent of arousal. It was coming off the boy in waves, making their combined scents such a heavy cocktail of delicious aromas.

“Sweet like honey,” Tony purred, “that's what you smell like. Like every good thing worth having outside these walls. That is not the scent of one unwilling.”

He let the scent wash over him, felt the ache of desire in his belly grow and grow. And his body responded, as any alpha would when teased with such stimulus. He was unashamed by the way his cock twitched and started to swell.

Peter felt Tony scent his neck and goosebumps spread on his skin, shivers down his spine. To be praised for his sweet scent had his knees too weak to stand, the proximity clouded his judgement again, his mind.

Tony had to get more so he dared to close the gap between them… Hips pressed together, his arousal evident between them. His hands settled on the boy’s hips, fingertips teasing under the band of his underwear to touch bare skin.

“Am I still being careful now?” Tony asked, nosing along Peter’s ear.

It was such a temptation to bite… Just a little nibble on the boy's red tinged ear.

“I'll say it clearly so you make no mistake,” Tony breathed, “I want you, Peter Parker. I would claim you in the way it's meant to be done, skin to skin, lips to lips. Not this fake transfer–”

He cut it off with a soft growl as the omega's scent started to cloud his own mind. Not much time left then.

“Maybe you’re the one being careful...” Tony chuckled then he gentled his voice into a soft coo. “Make your choice… Say yes or walk away now. I won't ask again.”

The decision had already been made by the boy. He couldn’t resist… even if he knew he should. Even if he knew it was too dangerous, his heart was beating for the alpha. It was all the more reason to not give in.

His brows furrowed as he slipped his lids shut with the desire that grew unbearable. Slowly, he tilted his head to the side, to offer to the alpha the most sensitive part of his neck.

Tony's mouth was inches away from his scent gland with only a thin fabric laying between them, and it made his frame shake from the anticipation. To belong was an omega’s greatest calling... and Tony said he wanted him... Him.

His little pussy clenched, coating the boy’s tender folds with his juices. His entire body was answering to the alpha's seduction, to his voice and growls, in a way Peter had never experienced before. If they kissed now... this would be his first. If the alpha pushed inside of him... that would be his first. The thought spread tingles all over his scalp and body.

Peter raised his hands slowly, delicately, to bring them over to his neck. At first, it appeared as if he was trying to shield it away but then... a finger searched at the layers of fabric, evidently an attempt to unwrap the bandages there.

He had never imagined it would be like this... but he could not spare another thought, not anymore. Peter found the end and pulled it just a little.

Tony held very still, watching the omega's fingers tremble and search.

“You... can... ah–” Peter’s breath caught up in his throat, “Undo… it… pulling here... but–” He paused again, feeling dizzy and about to lose balance.

“Just a kiss, alpha, just– please–” His voice was all excited but tremulous as he lowered his hands again.

The words Peter spoke caused a soft purr to reverberate in the alpha’s chest.

It wasn't an answer though. Tony would make sure to get a proper one but for now…

The slip of cloth was right there. He took a slow, steady inhale of Peter's scent and breathed it right out against the omega's sensitive skin.

Tony pressed his face against the boy's neck, lips dragging over clothed skin. Sharp teeth snagged the offered cloth and with a rough jerk of his head, the knot pulled free.

That tantalizing scent called to him and Tony wasted no time tugging it off with his fingers. It was mere seconds before he was there, the pure, unblemished skin laid out before him.

“So soft…” Tony couldn't help but note. The boy had asked him for something, hadn't he?

His fingers cradled the fragile column of the omega's neck, his thumb gently tilting it to his liking. He could feel the excited rhythm of Peter's heartbeat against his fingers.

Peter was so pliant and unresisting now and although Tony was accustomed to being obeyed, something about this omega's submission was tantalizing. Beautiful.

“A kiss, hmm?” Tony murmured softly. “Here?”

He pressed his lips to trembling skin, a hint of tongue wetting the boy's scent gland. The scent of arousal flooded his lungs directly from the source, heady and addicting. He forced himself to move, sliding his lips up Peter's neck.

The boy gritted his teeth in anticipation but then gasped when tender lips brushed against his skin. His spine tingled all the way down and every word, every touch from then on was electrifying.

Helpless and unwilling to resist Peter felt the man’s aroused breath on his neck as he spoke.

“Ah…” he gasped once more, leaving his lips parted as he squirted an embarrassing amount of precum out of his little cocklet. The tiny member twitched full in his underwear, and without pants to hide it, the dampened spot could be clearly seen on the white fabric.

“Here?” Tony purred as he pressed another kiss to Peter’s jawline. He pulled back, just a bit, even as his hand slid up, thumb slipping into Peter's gasping mouth. The omega tasted his skin and his eyelids closed in pleasure. Delicious…

He didn’t dare to suck on the digit, even if his innocent mind was already twisting with the possibility.

Tony pressed his lips to the boy's scent gland, laving it with attention. “Think I like this spot. Don't you?”

They had been standing here for a while now and the afternoon sun was slowly dipping behind the faraway hills. They couldn’t really see it because the only window in this room was tiny and close to the ceiling, but the fading light was making the cramped space darken with every passing minute.

The night call would be taking place shortly but little did it matter for someone like Tony Stark. For Peter to be missing from his cell during a call would lead to a world of trouble in the past, but now that he was radiating with the alpha’s scent he would certainly be given a free pass.

Peter couldn’t find it in him to care in the slightest. His whole being was consumed by Tony’s scent, by his words and–

He lowered his head in embarrassment, his color beet red, but thankfully both of their scents were intense enough that his leaking cocklet could possibly go unnoticed by the alpha that was touching him in such a controlled way.

This was so much more already than ‘just a kiss’, but Peter was compelled to stand in place, completely and utterly besotted.

Peter raised a hesitant hand and pulled the palm away until Tony’s thumb was resting on the boy’s wet lips.

“Alpha…” he breathed out, still thinking about the praising of his neck and shuddering because his scent gland was spreading waves upon waves of heat with Tony’s kisses.

“No more…” he whispered, lips brushing against Tony’s thumb but it was far too playful, void of any true meaning. “Have to stop... before it’s too late...” he said and bit down ever so softly.

If Peter thought biting on Tony's finger like that was supposed to help, he was wrong. The slight sting of blunt teeth only had the alpha growing harder, his cock straining against the ugly orange prison pants.

Tony shuddered, scraping a fang against Peter's scent gland in retaliation. Not enough to break skin, he wouldn't do such a thing so carelessly but a gentle warning.

If anyone was doing something to push this into ‘too late’, Tony would say it was Peter, himself, for being such a tease, for playing with all of Tony's senses and tantalizing each one with the sweetness of his scent, the softness of his skin. The soft little whines made Tony's cock ache.

“Then tell me to stop,” Tony dared him, “Just say the words…”

The alpha’s hand slipped down until he felt the hard little cocklet between Peter's trembling thighs. It was so small and fitted perfectly in his palm.He gently squeezed the bulge, making Peter arched his back in a half-hearted attempt to escape the hot fingers.

“Say it…” Tony breathed, “Don't touch me there…”

Tony could feel the boy's wetness seeping through his underwear. The alpha wanted to lick it right off, to have a taste of the omega on his tongue. Desire grow in the pit of his stomach and it made his touch just a bit rougher, harsher, in response.

Peter didn’t pull away. With every second that passed without the omega’s rejection, Tony felt more emboldened to continue. He kissed the boy’s neck again, stroking Peter's stiff little cock and teasing him just as much as the alpha was being teased.

He got nothing but sweet moans for his actions.

He released Peter's little cock, fingers slipping further south just to brush his fingertips above his wet little pussy.

“Don't make me wet…” Tony whispered. “Say it, Parker. You want me to stop? Tell me.”

The more Tony asked for it, the more it made Peter weak to his knees. All the neediness escaped from his lips in soft, helpless gasps and needy whines like the world would come to an end if Tony took his hands away now.

He had never felt so hot in his life, so desperate for this man that pressed every single of his buttons so skillfully as if Peter’s body was already his. As if they were already lovers.

Tony’s bare teeth on his neck made him writhe with pleasure as the omega’s soft spot was yearning for the bite. All those horror stories he had ever listened to rang false in this moment. It wouldn’t hurt… would it?

Completely out of breath, he panted and moaned, biting his bottom lip to muffle what little he could.

Peter’s hand reached for Tony’s, his fingers gripping around his forearm to prevent him from going down any further.

His chest went up and down with his shallow breaths as if he was a small rabbit caught in a hunter’s trap.

“Alphaa...” Peter mewled, a sound that was so soft and so very desperate.

His fingers relaxed and glided down Tony’s hand until he reached the palm between his legs. And the boy pushed at it softly.

“I- I can’t say it…” he answered as he felt the pressure return, his cocklet pulsed in unison with his wet folds.

“Slow... please…” he breathed out with his eyes closed.

His hand was only putting the slightest of pressure and not doing much to lead Tony’s fingers. But it made clear what the boy wanted. More.

Tony controlled his breathing, breathing in a deep lungful of the boy's scent and releasing it in the same span of time.

Alphas and omegas were dangerous together.

The thought cut clear through the haze of desire that was fogging up his mind.

The alpha growled at his fraying control. Tony was better than that. It pissed him off that he was in danger of losing control as though he was a mindless animal only fit to fuck and kill. He reigned his desires, gripping it tight until he could once more focus on the pretty little omega he had in his arms.

His fingers pressed between Peter's legs, over the thin cloth of the boy's underwear. Only a single finger fit between the puffy lips of the omega's pussy. Tony explored as gently as he could, keeping his touch feather light as he sought out that little bundle of nerves that would make the omega melt.

The cloth was a hindrance so Tony pulled his hand back but only so he could slip it beneath Peter's underwear. He found warm, soft skin and the alpha couldn't help but purr at the sensation.

He delved further south, returning to where he was originally. He felt wetness there and he breathed out hard, mouthing and kissing Peter's neck as the urgency grew.

“I'll make you feel good…” Tony murmured into his ear. “No one's touched this pussy before, hmm? Spread your legs, baby. Let me get in there.”

“No one–” Peter admitted openly, his lips parted with inaudible moans that Tony’s finger induced.

But Tony didn’t need much confirmation, not when he could find out for himself. As his finger slid in deeper, past the knuckle, the alpha encountered tightness, Peter’s little barrier.

It was… unexpected but considering how innocent the omega was, perhaps it was to be expected. Still, the revelation had the alpha fall silent in consideration. When Peter had said no one… Tony wondered how much the boy experimented since not even toys had been used...

“Is it... alright?” Peter asked a moment later. He thought his inexperience could be displeasing for the alpha, but there was no way to hide it.

The pressure against his hymen was an uncomfortable sensation for the omega because his thighs squeezed together, shaking even then.

“Am okay...” he let out to justify himself before he moved his feet apart at about shoulder’s width. He stood on his toes momentarily, swaying in place. Peter’s hands found Tony’s forearms, fingers blending with the arm hair and tracing over the rough skin with delicate movements.

Having his pussy explored by the man’s hand... Peter felt wetness drip out of him, slick soaking Tony’s fingers.

Such lewd display of his lust… Peter was embarrassed but it was far too late to deny any of this.

The primal need to be claimed made his skin burn and his knees weak. He wanted it so badly that he could cry, and it was strange because his instincts had never commanded him in this way in the past. They had only compelled him to avoid alphas, to stay under the radar.

Here he was... asking for trouble... asking to be held... almost begging for it.

“I want to make you feel good too…” The words just slipped his lips as a whisper but they were enough to bestow upon him a moment of clarity.

What were they doing…? It was too dangerous… His wet underwear was discarded on the floor and Tony’s embrace engulfed him like he was a raging flame.

“Will you claim me now, alpha...?” he let out. Even now, a bout of uncertainty took hold, an irrational fear that Tony would walk away and leave him humiliated. But then he felt it… the way the alpha’s chest rumbled and how the older man only pressed closer as though he were shielding Peter and their indecent acts away from the rest of the world.

Tony’s fingers gently stroked along the omega's slit, spreading wetness all along the swollen flesh. His cock twitched angrily, jealous of the slick warmth his fingers had the pleasure of exploring.

Not for long though.

“Do you trust me?” Tony purred into Peter's ear. “With everything?”

He dipped a fingertip inside Peter's virgin hole, making sure not to put too much pressure against it.

“With this treasure you have here?” Tony breathed, “With your body, your heart…?”

Every breath he took in pulled him closer to fulfilling his primal need. He was so close… So close to getting something he truly wanted, a little taste of heaven in this hellhole of a prison. But Tony wouldn't act, not until he got what he wanted.

It didn't escape him. Even after the omega surrendered in his arms, Parker still hadn't said yes and that rankled in Tony's mind. He could tease and touch, would allow himself to go this far and farther, but there was a line he wouldn't cross.

Whether it was one twisted code of honor or perhaps he just liked to have the omega beg, Tony wouldn't budge until he got it. They could both be left aching and unfulfilled until the end of time. He was patient.

“I can give you so much…” Tony murmured, breaths hot and wet against Peter's fevered skin. “If only you would say that magic word.”

Tony felt Peter's little opening tighten with his words, the boy's muscles growing restless across his slender body. But then the hole spasmed around the tip of his finger and it was coated with a few fresh drops of wetness.

It was clear, the omega was slicking up for him.

The small omega's calling was to submit, to be marked, knotted, and bred. To have his body given up in the hands of the alpha. Still, Peter's breathless ‘yes’ wasn't one led by blind primitive urges. It was a trembling word that left his lips to declare how he, as a lovestruck boy, felt.

“Yes, alpha...” he repeated and it was a true leap of faith to say it. He could be devoured, used or abandoned but Peter couldn't refuse his deep, burning desire.

“You can have it… I... I’ll give it to you...” he whispered in the surrounding darkness.

With every word, the anticipation grew, feeding that tight feeling in the boy’s belly.

It was embarrassing to give it up to this prime, especially since Peter had set out to leave this room untouched. But it was his decision…

Was it calculated? Peter wished it was so.

Was it a leap of faith? He dared not to acknowledge it as such.

Was it that he couldn’t deny his heart…

“Please... Be gentle…” His eyes closed. This was it then. His body and heart, his fate was in Tony's hands.

Tony outright growled, thoroughly pleased by the omega's answer. They barely knew each other but just from their short interactions, the alpha knew Peter would fight tooth and nail if it wasn't something he wanted.

Therefore… The omega was willing to submit to him. He was willing to give everything precious he had fought to protect in this prison. His innocence, his heart… It made Tony's hunger triple, quadruple, for this sweet creature. He didn’t even care to find out why Peter would be so careless, such thoughts were planned for the future after he set his mark on the boy.

His cock throbbed in his pants and he couldn't– wouldn't deny it this time.

With the omega's permission, Tony set out to claim what was his. No one would ever mistake this omega as someone else's but Tony's.

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These materials most likely won't generate unwell impacts, experts state. But it's vague whether various other spin-offs, including man-made ones, are actually safe to consume. Due to the fact that delta-8 is actually so comparable to delta-9 THC, it will certainly also trigger a "higher." Nonetheless, some people define it as milder than with delta-9 THC. thch for sale. Listed here's the difficult little bit.

3 percent delta-9 THC. That indicates there's a way out at the federal amount for items including greater quantities of delta-8 THC, just as long as they come from hemp that doesn't possess greater than 0. 3 percent delta-9 THC located on dry out body weight (banana kush delta 8). Nonetheless, delta-8 THC does not typically take place in sizable amounts in hemp industrial plants. delta 8 contaminants.

In addition, some condition legislations solely prohibit the purchase of products having both delta-8 and delta-9 THC. You can discover your condition's legislations by checking out the chart of cannabis-related laws - thch for sale. However, consider that considering that delta-8 is synthetically created and not well managed, there are safety and security issues.

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Delta-8 THC may be actually a different to delta-9 THC for people that wish a milder "higher" than they receive along with regular THC - delta 8 safety. While delta-8 THC apparently creates much less potent results than delta-9, additional investigation is needed to better know the prospective adverse effects of this particular substance. Additionally, due to the fact that delta-8 THC is badly controlled, there is actually worry that the contents of products containing delta-8 THC may be complicated to examine - is delta 8 safe to smoke.

The 2018 Farm Bill got rid of hemp coming from the lawful interpretation of marijuana in the Controlled Substances Act (is delta 8 considered synthetic). This made some hemp-derived CBD items along with much less than 0. 3 percent THC federally legal. Having said that, CBD products consisting of much more than 0. 3 percent THC still fall under the lawful interpretation of marijuana, creating all of them government prohibited but lawful under some condition rules.

Wondering if Delta 8 is synthetic or otherwise? is actually that it depends upon how it was actually helped make. Delta 8 THC can be actually both artificial and also natural relying on the resource (is delta 8 thc real). For instance, listed below at Fresh Bros our company remove the Delta 8 THC made use of in our vapes, gummies, and tinctures from all natural hemp, thereby is it a typically created Delta 8.

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Having said that, if you're health-conscious and also still thinking about: is delta 8 synthetic? Have your bong and also cool as our experts show you in additional detail whatever about delta 8 and address this question in a while. Delta-8 is actually a cannabis substance that has actually ended up being preferred because of its own resemblance to delta-9 THC, the primary material in cannabis that acquires you high, inducing euphoria, joy and happiness, sleep or sedation, sign relief, therefore so much more. fake thc oil effects.

In theory communicating, they operate similarly in the human body system. They bind to the same cannabinoid receptors as their actual versions, thereby imitating the effects to a big magnitude. Having said that, the legal status of these human-made medicines and their advertising under the condition "cannabis" has elevated brows. They are actually certainly not completely risk-free as well as have much higher mood-altering residential properties than their organic choices. is delta 8 stronger than cbd.

Nonetheless, more recent compounds or even analogs of the older substances are actually presented in the market once in awhile (delta 8 thc meaning). This aids producers to navigate the restrictions, at the very least till the brand-new material is actually banned at the same time. One benefit of making use of synthetic cannabinoids is actually that these can easily not be actually identified under the common cannabis medication examinations.

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Both have compounds that tie to the cannabinoid receptors in the brain after the individual smokes the substance. Depending on to Nelson, that is actually where the correlation ends: "It possesses different results on that receptor, as well as it possesses other effects at various other receptors as well (synthetic delta 9). It's very effective, indicating it takes just a little bit of to possess an impact, as well as this can easily result in concerns along with dosage command." While delta-8-THC will make an unstable marijuana-like expertise, Flavor may be far more rigorous and also unsafe.

Each THCs are chemically various in the placement of the double bond. Both cannabinoids possess a link of carbon atoms, yet delta-8 has the double connect on the eighth carbon, whereas delta-9 possesses it on the 9th. Delta-8 binds to the endocannabinoid body in a slightly different manner due to the location of its own dual connect.

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Delta-8 is just one of the hottest topics in the United States today. The concern: Delta-8 performs not exist a minimum of, certainly not in the kind you could believe - delta 8 disposable vape. Everybody is saying regarding unicorns. Everyone thinks a unicorn ought to be actually addressed sympathetically yet the issue is actually that unicorns, like delta-8-THC, do not exist undoubtedly not in the commercial market.

Through switching the concentration of the discussion onto the legality of delta-8, our company are covering the real disagreement that it does not even exist but (what is delta8 is it). Thus just how performed our experts acquire below? The 2018 Farm Costs describes hemp as "the vegetation varieties Cannabis sativa L. and also any sort of aspect of the plant, featuring the seeds thereof and also all derivatives, extracts, cannabinoids, isomers, acids, sodiums, and also salts of isomers, whether growing or even now, along with a delta-9 tetrahydrocannabinol attention of certainly not much more than 0. delta 8 dangers.

CBD removed coming from hemp is all-natural and legal - delta 8 fake weed. Sign levels of delta-8 have been observed in biomass; therefore, delta-8 is an organic product. And due to the fact that delta-8 is naturally developing, an acquired process from CBD for production is lawful. Yet right here is actually the catch: The conversion of CBD to delta-8 is actually not a natural process.

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Formation is actually not a particular chemical reaction, but rather a system of parallel competing reactions, leading to numerous man-made results. Many of the isomers and byproducts created are not found in nature and have actually not been actually checked for protection or efficiency (side effects of delta 8 thc). In reality, we possess no genuine understanding of a lot of these materials.

Because of this, it would be careless to advise these items for human consumption. I always remember the 1st time I viewed delta-10 THC gummies sent to our research laboratory. I presumed: "This is great. People are actually believing outside package. I love to view advancement." The following factor I carried out was actually speak with the literature.

Very first industried in 1957 in West Germany, the drug was marketed for the therapy of stress, rest conditions, tension, and also morning illness in expectant ladies. It took five years for researchers to recognize that the medication was impacting the advancement of the baby 2037 days after perception. It is estimated that over 10,000 babies were actually influenced through the drug worldwide.

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The Best One-Stop Cannabis Shop In DC

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You should search for a high-quality Cannabis Dispensary Near Me in addition to organic Cannabis. If you're new to Cannabis, spend some time learning about the best strains and what makes a high-quality cannabis plant.

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Check the team and reliability.

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Conclusion

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Psychology of Drug Addiction & Substance Abuse Disorder, Causes & Solutions

But a huge part of this is just doing this self inventory and going okay well first of all is this a problem so often everybody else in a person's life says it's huge problem and the person says No welcome to alternative health I'm your host Carina Rachel I'm joined today by dr. Colin Ross our topic today is strategies for substance abuse thank you so much for joining me thanks for having me so substance abuse is a very common problem what strategies should people know about that can maybe help them with substance abuse issues well substance abuse like you said is very common it's in the range of 10 to 15 percent of the population we'll have a clear-cut definite substance abuse problem at some point in their lives and it it's costing the economy a fortune it's tied in to lots of violent crime so it's a huge problem criminal financial brain health behavioral relationships all across the board and it's really this basically the same strategies whether it's drugs alcohol or what type of drug it is in terms of managing withdrawal state from a doctor's point of view you know it's a different set of drugs that you use for heroin withdrawal compared to alcohol withdrawal compared to cocaine withdrawal so from a doctor's perspective managing with the drawl you have to understand the differences but from the self help recovery or from the aana or the therapy recovery perspective it's kind of the same general strategies no matter what the substance is and that's also true if we expand addictions to include eating disorders self-mutilation gambling sex addiction so the first thing I've got two models in my therapy model that I use all the time one is the problem is not the problem and the idea behind that is which applies to substance abuse whatever the presenting problem is anxiety depression substance views eating disorder 90 plus percent of the time but not a hundred percent of the time the presenting problem is actually the solution to some problem in the background so if somebody is addicted to cutting themselves on the wrist almost all the time what they describe is it's like shooting heroin you've got all these bad feelings bad situation conflict stuff you don't want to deal with it builds up it builds up you try this you try that you try this you try that and nothing is working you get out the razor blade you cut it's like IV heroin the feelings are gone literally almost instantaneously instead we're kind of calm and are floating kind of euphoric everything feels ok now you have a sense of power control hopefulness life is tolerable everything is OK so therefore the cutting is incredibly self reinforcing because it actually works for a little while then all the situation comes back feelings come back and you're back on the treadmill and then you got to repeat the addiction and so with cutting most likely obviously you cut there's going to be pain signals going up to your brain if you have pain signals going to your brain your brain is going to release endorphin's which are going to interact with the same receptor that heroin interacts with so you're probably literally activating the same receptor and getting the same effect as shooting heroin so the the first thing about all these different kinds of addictions and drugs and alcohol or is you go to take a step back and realize ok wait a minute here I'm using the drugs I'm using the alcohol for a reason it's solving a problem what's the underlying problem here which could have started in your childhood your teen years your adulthood it's going to be some bad feelings bad relationships bad situations bad picture of the future and that's too much I want to do with that so I'm outta here by focusing on the sex addiction and focusing on the eating disorder or being stoned wasted or even passed out so in order to solve the problem of the substance you have to figure out what's the function of the substance abuse what is it helping me to avoid what are the underlying problems then you have to come up with a plan for addressing all that so it's kind of a coping mechanism no but you want to try and nail down what it is that we're trying to cope with run in next step is okay what am I going to do to cope with all of that in a healthier way so then I can eventually let go of the drugs and alcohol so that's the problem it's not the problem and then the other model is just say no to drugs by that I mean there really is no tips no strategies no recommendations there's no procedure nobody can teach you you're just going to get serious about recovery or not and the only way to get serious about recovery is you got to dig down inside there and decide now that doesn't mean I decided I'm good to go that means I've decided to begin getting serious about recovery then we can get to ok what do you do from there but the huge part of this is just doing this self inventory and going ok well first of all is this a problem so often everybody else in the person's life says it's huge problem and the person says no so at some point you got to just give yourself a wake-up call which often can be not until big disasters have happened like a whole series of DWIs or losing jobs losing relationships being in the hospital with liver failure and it's amazing the level of denial that people can have it's absolutely astounding to me that's just a measure of the desperation to avoid whatever the pain is that's being avoided so but as I said there's really not a formula a method a technique a strategy you either are going to get serious about it or you're not and so you just have to do this internal self inventory and decide is this a serious problem and am I going to get serious about a change here and if you're not there's no outside person that's going to be able to do anything because you're not going to be motivated you're going to be in denial and then the outside people just have to decide what am I going to do about this person am I going to let them be in my life I'm gonna stand by and watch them self-destruct her and we're going to set some limits or what am I going to do right so another part of the problem which is not really the individual person is there's a gigantic investment in the business of drugs and alcohol obviously so beer companies whiskey companies wine companies it's perfectly legitimate business but clearly they're also making a lot of money off of alcoholism just like casinos are making money off of gambling addicts and then we turn to illegal drugs it's just the same thing it's a huge business financial incentive and so in the big big picture to tackle the problem of substance abuse in America we have to do something realistic about the business aspect of it and then that gets us into legalization of drugs and all of that side of things but there's going to be a lot of people who don't recover because there's too many people pushing too many drugs a time too hard and they just don't have the capacity to say no or once you're far enough into the cycle where you're actually physically addicted then the addiction can just kind of roll on its own and run itself and if you're like serious addicted heroin addict you never come down you never even come close to what the underlying problems are so then you actually have a physical addiction problem and that has to be taken care of medically before you can even start to look at the underlying problems and then if you've been using crack enough you actually can destroy your brain so now you do have a biological disease in your brain caused by the substance abuse so that's a big difference having a biological disease that starts you using substances that's one idea which I don't really buy but there's no question that I mean if you're literally two days away from dying of alcoholism does zero possibility that you're going to get into recovery that's just too late and unfortunately a lot of people go that far down that path but if you're not that far down that path the number one thing is you make this inventory take a cold hard look at your life is it working what's the price you're paying and is it time to get serious about getting sober and then if you get serious about getting sober okay well what do I need to do now well go if it's alcohol going to a is good idea having supports in your life not having all your friends be the guys at the bar so one of the reasons it's hard to say no to alcohol is often people have only drinking buddies and if they say no to alcohol they lose all their friends so you've got a part you can't just jump from all print and friends to no friends because that's just going to make you go back to the bar to hang out with your friends so part of the recovery process is building healthier relationships other activities just for distractions just for time fillers but also so you got something to live for it's a positive motivator that's going to give you the get up and go to do the work of recovery so you've got to work on building a healthier life all across the board because you don't have a healthy life with alcohol take away the alcohol now you've got a healthy life that's not the way it works usually there's a whole unhealthy life foundation with alcohol sitting on top of it take away the alcohol now we've got to look at the whole foundation of your life which is a big project and it's not just do this do this do this but the basic ideas are going to take a look at all your relationships your relationship with yourself in the a a model relationship with a higher power reassess all of this and see where you could borrow energy from and motivation from to get you going in the process I think that you know where we kind of started the conversation out talking about you know that oftentimes the substance or the self-mutilation or whatever it is all these different things eating disorders you know it's a coping mechanism for the underlying problem and what you're saying is that once the addiction goes on long enough well now you have two problems the underlying problem and the physical dependence and the physical effects that the drug has had on you exactly and so I think that's a great idea you know building the support system having other people in your life that are helped you know gonna help you in this recovery in this journey that you're going through rather than trying to go it alone and then as we've mentioned in some of the other videos there's just general life health all across the board and so if alcohol I remember when I was a medical student in intern we would see people who big serious alcohol problems their liver enzymes are up and we would give them specific vitamins IV automatically because they're just in case they're low and then we would check and see that they actually far are low but even before we got the blood test results back we would start him on some thiamine some multivitamins because people who drink heavily don't have very good diets and their livers often not working very well so there's a whole cleanup your entire body part of the project - which means sleep diet exercise all the things that are important in life and those all can contribute to the actual recovery from the substance abuse is the stronger your foundation in all areas of your life all there is your body the better and then perhaps something like cognitive therapy which we also discussed in a previous video that kind of goes along with that so you're addressing the physical and that underlying initial problem that made the person start turning to the substance in the first place right and I don't I'm big on cognitive therapy but I don't want to make it out like that's the one and only solution to everything clearly having a religious community a secular community relationship support I remember when I lived up in the Canadian Arctic talking to we called everybody escamoles back then now I have to say Inuits which is fine so an inuit guy who had been heavy heavy heavy heavy drinking alcoholic penile costal guy came into town and converted them to Pentecostalism and sober for ten years I mean instantly converted from horrendously bad alcohol problem to sober and sustained it for many years so whatever works and whatever helps is good well thank you so much for your time today I think we covered a lot of ground here are there any other closing resources or references that you'd like to direct people to well I think all the A's I'll call it's anonymous Narcotics Anonymous those are all really good free support systems which aren't really the match for everybody but are very helpful for many people hmm well thank you so much for your time today dr. Ross yeah thank you and I want to thank you so much for watching I do look forward to seeing your feedback below and letting me know your thoughts and maybe questions after hearing our discussion today I hope you'll subscribe to the psyche truth Channel and come back and join me again next time thank you so much for watching have a beautiful day See more here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8NaHepAgoSg

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