#also i tried joking by saying i'd sing a nursery rhyme
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#negativity //#ok but if yall read me u're gonna be desperate abt me#i feel v ignored?#today i was in vocal with 2 friends as ive been doing since 2 weeks or so#i was having the time of my life tbh#but today from 1am to 3am it was just#like i was the only one with my mic on? and no one else was talking#one of my friends lowered my volum to 10%#the other was listening to a movie#and i was like. yeah im a plant#even though i kept talking n stuff it felt bad yknow#also i tried joking by saying i'd sing a nursery rhyme#'shut up' was the answer i encountered#and there's this girl whom i like a lot but#since 2/3 days she's been venting abt her life and how shitty things were for her#i dont know how to answer to that? i feel useles??#other friends are trying to help her but#theres so much negativity all at once#i dont like that jklfdlgf#also when i told them i had to calm down bc i was feeling a lot of things earlier#and i left vocal it was like#'bye'#not even a question??#i feel like no one cares about me and saying that while knowing other ppl suffer more sounds fucking awful#its like im either giving all of myself or im egoistic af and its hard to have the perfect amount of both#thats the perks of being a libra lol.#im being an egoistic shitty person and yet i must not vent or ill sound like an asshole#its just periods & heat i guess#but i have that positive thing#i have to take on myself to be a better person
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