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ruelpsen · 10 months ago

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ok TW: me/ntal il/lness and trau/ma mentions (to avoid stuff showing up in tags): but is anyone else in a weird spot like me... i have a re/str/ict/ive E/D but also a feedism kink.. ????? how. why. also. normal/vanilla sex & horny noises kind of gross me out usually unless im in a horny mood and not in a bad trau/ma moment lol. is anyone else like this?

My experiences might not be exactly the same as yours (at least in regard to the first part), but I've been around here long enough to have seen that you are far from alone. I get so uncomfortable so quickly whenever people so much as bring up burping in casual conversation, as normal and/or gross of a thing it is to >99% of the population. It's hard trying to act natural and find a good way to change the subject without feeling awkward...

#and irt the first part: sometimes we find our k*nks and sometimes our k*nks find us #sometimes our minds surprise us by being into things that contradict other ways that we think and act #it can be emotionally and mentally hard to deal with especially when two things are that strongly opposed #in the end we can't help thinking what we think #but we can shape how/whether or not we act on those thoughts #i truly wish you well anon #ask #answered #anon #also i realize now i don't really have a proper e/d tag so uh. hang on a sec #on not #<- (i'll use this unless i think of something better)#(think of it as short for 'on eating and not')#(feel free to blacklist it)#(i just didn't want to use any specific words that might draw people to this blog bc i've had problems with that before)#(hence why i didn't actually have a decent tag for it until now)#not sfw

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