#also i miss you it's been a secondddd

[jabeur]

🐹 IDKKK i cant see you as intimidating at all but maybe thats bc our first interaction was already some form of insane oversharing (affectionate) <33

I'M SO SORRY LIZ i literally didn't see this it's been like ages probably 😭😭

fair tbh, i think i was pretty intimated by you at first but just bc i like. rly wanted to be your friend and you seemed so cool fjfvjdvh but then like it quickly turned into not intimated at all bc yeah. like you said we skipped. all the steps and went straight to so like it all started when i was 4- djfjdbjfvn wouldn't have it any other way 🩵

[xsarcasticwriterx]

Slurred Confessions

Summary: Secrets often never remain a secret long around a team of profilers

warning: Alchohol mentions, uhhh thats all and a shit ton of fluff,

Pairings: Spencer x reader

Notes: Yall seemed to have really loved the last spencer fic i wrote so heres another less angsty one. This one is a shorter fic but i still hope yall enjoy.

Being in the BAU meant your whole life was put out for the whole team to know. If you wanted to travel you had to let the team know, if you wanted a break you had to be questioned on why, and if you wanted to simply go out garcia wanted to know where when and why. This meant every secret was on display for the team to know. Well almost every secret.

You and spencer had been together for 5 years and unofficially living together for 2. unofficially due to you pretty much living with spencer but not on forms and still having your own apartment. although you only go to that apartment when you must. It was one of the few secrets that has stayed a secret with the team only thinking you and spencer have a crush on one another but the other doesn't know. You two hated keeping a secret from the others but it really felt like the only part of your life that you two had to yourselves.

Things only got difficult as Garcia pushed for you to tell spencer of your feelings as she was certain he felt the same back. And it really got difficult when garcia tried to push you two to date by just "happening" to have you two left in the conference room alone and on team outings by just "coincidentally" leaving you two at the table. Of course it was great as you two got to spend more alone time together but also it was difficult to hide yalls feelings from the others even small things like sitting close to each other or even holding hands purely out of habit. Through everything you two managed to stay a secret, until morgan got involved.

After a particularly difficult case, which you had to sit out on due to feeling sick, the team went out to a bar to go have a few drinks. Spencer didn't even plan on drinking but morgan insisted he have a small drink and one turned into two and before spencer knew it he was completely wasted. "morgannnnn" spencer said walking, well more like stumbling, to morgan across the dance floor tripping into his arms. "whoa pretty boy I think its time we get you home." morgan said stabling spencer back onto his feet. "I miss y/nnnn" spencer said with a pouty face. morgan gave a small laugh "she'll be back tomorrow she's only sick" he said walking spencer out of the bar and to morgan's car.

"I miss herrrr and herr pretty hairrrr and pretty smile and cute laughhh" spencer said stumbling. "Spencer why dont you tell her this?" he asked. "I doooo every dayyyyy every momentttt every secondddd I tell her I love herrrr" spencer said as morgan helped him into the car. "You told her you love her?" morgan said confused. spencer gave an over dramatic nod. morgan was taken back by this. sure he knew spencer had feelings for you but that he loved you? and he told you this? "and what'd she say?" morgan asked while getting into the driver's side. "She always says she loves meeeeee" spencer said looking out the window dreaming of everytime you said those words that he adored so deeply.

Morgan was simply in shock at this new knowledge and unable to hold in his shocked expression. "so you've told her you love her and she says she loves you too?" morgan said making sure he got his facts straight. "Yessss" spencer slurred. morgan remained in silent shock trying to figure out what exactly was going on. Soon the boys arrived at spencer's apartment. Morgan helped spencer up the stairs and propped him on the wall "keys?" morgan asked. As spencer aimlessly patted himself down morgan sighed "just knockkkkkk" spencer said knowing you'd probably be inside. "knock, spencer you live alone" morgan said concerned for the young man. "just do ittt" spencer said slowly slipping to the floor. morgan groaned sitting spencer back up before knocking.

You were watching tv with a warm bowl of soup in your hand. You heard voices outside and assumed it was spencer. soon you heard a loud thump and quickly got up as you got to the door you heard a knock. immediately opening the door you faced a confused and stunned morgan as you stood with a blank face, and soon tackled by a drunken spencer. "hey baby" you say pulling slightly from spencer. "baby?" morgan asked. "morgan, come on in" you said ignoring his confused face. morgan came in sitting on your couch looking around and seeing all the obvious signs of you around. "i missed youuuu" spencer said kissing your face. "Your drunk" you said giggling. "yesss I am but I still missed you" he said smiling sleepily. "I missed you too, love" you said kissing spencer. Morgan simply watched mouth open in shock of all of this. "come on" you said bringing spencer to Yall's shared room. you grabbed a pair of sleep pants and a white shirt "here get changed and i'll bring you some water so tomorrow isn't too bad" you said pushing Spencer's curls out of his face. spencer nodded as you left the room.

"so. bet you have some questions" you said finally addressing morgan. "Yea. like, what?" he said confused by well everything. "It happened soon after I joined the BAU. I figured out spencer had feelings for me and so I asked him out for coffee. After that things just fell into place. We decided to keep it between us because, well really because yall know everything about our lives we just wanted to have this for ourselves. Then I just slowly kinda started living here but obviously couldn't officially due to documents which garcia and hotch would see and well Garcia tells everything to everyone as much as I love her." you said explaining it all in a very vague way. morgan took it all in and nodded "that makes sense. So i'm the only one who knows?" he asked. you nodded "yep, although maybe we should start telling others. ill talk to spencer about it in the morning, thank you for getting him here safe." you said hugging morgan "Of course. And hey if you two decide to keep between yourselves thats cool too i'll keep it a secret" he said hugging you back.

You walked morgan out and walked back into your and spencers room to find a passed out spancer face flat in the pillow. you gave a small laugh before crawling into bed too. soon you felt spencer spoon into you and hold you. "I love you" spencer said sleepily. "I love you too spence now get some sleep."