#also i am vv excited for kihyun's solo cause it's my cat's birthday he's going to be 2 :) and yes I will be making him cat friendly cake

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Update/Hiatus

So, these past 4 months every time I have gotten better something else has decided to take a swing at me. And while I was able to post a lot in January [because I wasn't sickly]--. And able to post on the 14th of the last month. I am not physically well, and I thought I should let you all know that. And with what little energy I have I'm focusing on playing guitar and writing songs and reading fanfiction. While I have so many ideas spiraling in my head for requests and non requests I cannot get my brain and body to cooperate at the same time. As some of you may know I had covid during December affecting my winter posts, late January my mental health took a slip [I'm still dealing with that--]. This past month I got diagnosed with a bad case of Plantar Fasciitis and as a person that walks on their feet all day this has been detrimental to me. While I was able to stay home, the physical pain I felt [and am still slightly feeling] was keeping me from doing anything. And the past two days I've been dealing with a cold... And one of the main kickers is that I found out [three days ago] one of my irl ''friends'' was ingenuine and just wanted to 'date' me this whole time. And as a fluff creator [where I live in romance] I cannot bare to write or read confessions right now.

Another big thing, my ult group as you all know, is GOT7 and it's been hard to bear with them being 'gone' [yes, I know they have solos and whatnot and I keep up with all of that]. Most of the 3rd gen idols I've stanned are going to the military in the next coming years... Ever since Hui my first bias to go into the military has gone... It has not been fun for me-- I could elaborate but I won't. It's really hard to write, and I've been clinging onto SVT, PTG, MX, and XH. It's hard for me to get back in the groove. While I love all the aforementioned groups it's not as easy for me to write for them as I wrote about GOT7 all these years.

Thus, this brings us to the conclusion of this update... I love all of you so dearly, and I'm almost at 1,000 followers [currently: 946] which is really impressive [I'm super proud with how far I've come] to me, cause it's been a long time coming. [I've been writing on here since late 2017]. I wanted to thank you guys for that firstly. I hoping by the end of this month, March, I will be in better conditions. And that my heart will be back in with writing. At max, you may see a drabble on my imagine/scenario blog between here and then. You'll probably see me reblog stuff here and there but that will be at max. And for all the asks/anons in my inbox I have read them all I just do not have the energy to reply. I love you guys dearly tho. This blog means so much to me so don't worry I won't randomly deactivate! I will just be on a hiatus for this month and possibly the next if my health continues on the path it's been going. I will inform you guys if I will need to extend to April.

If you made it this far! I wish all of your guy's health is well and if not, that it starts to get better. As a famous songwriter once said, 'Is that nobody ever had a rainbow baby until he had the rain' [Jim Croce's 'tomorrow's gonna be a brighter day']. So just keep pushing and it'll work out I guarantee it. Take care of yourselves! :)