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liarsweapon · 3 years ago

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things that still get me years later: when ex friend tried mansplaining an epipen to me as i was telling the story of when i was 12 or so and had to use it bc my relatives are idiots

#also he explained it wrong so mr science learn how medication works #’you dont technically have to go to a hospital for it’ yeah you kiNDA DO #i wish i had my behavioral meds back then tbh like imagine if i actually had the courage to talk back then lmao #most ppl: these meds nust lower my mood swings and stuff #me: this makes me less depresso and in doing so im slightly more ready to awt people on fire for being assholes #literally without meds i probably never would have requested boundaries and gotten friend dumped for daring to say please stop #bringing up this situation that causes me to get defensive due to you lying anout me when it clearly upsets you too and i dont want to do #that’ like yes how dare i want yu #to stop villainizing me for something you did and be lied about and insulted daily mgm #also asking tp not be called an rslur by your friends ESPECIALLY live on stream #or requesting them to respext the fact you hate your birth mame and to call you by ur chosen name #and the whole ‘gender dysphoria isnt real’ thing when i said idk how i feel but i dont always fee like a gir like #yes i missed every red flag i kno brina is dumb okay #thats not an excuse for ppl to rslur me esp when i say pls dont do tbat and its offensive #but no im the one that used autism as an excuse to bully ppl mhm #no i stated im autistic and need help understanding whT i said that upset you which is why when u upset me i EXPLAIN #but apparently explaining is bad #if anyone wonders why im afraid to talk to ppl first btw this is why bc all the friend dumping happened abt a year ago in three weeks #like the week before my birthday nontheless bc hes a huge dick #and made all the other friends take his side by saying i was being cruel for asking for him not to lie about me #and them teling me i needed to ‘be the bigger person and just take it because hes sad’#yall told me you hated when id complain abt ppl who did things for me while yalsl parents supported ur every move #i actually worked for everything hntil i lost everything and now i have no choice but to be bedridden and get ghosted by every compny #i can be angry abt it still now but also i still fee like im the problem bc if i just ignored the abusive red flag horribleness id still #have friends but is it worth it to have friends if they abuse you lmao im still crying oer it a year later lkke it still hurts #being called a user after spending thousands of dollars on other ppl just it hurts #esp since even after that happened i felt so guilty for something that wasnt even true #that i spent the entirely of my birthday money on them #like thats money i could really use right now i cant afford to go to the doctor lmao #minor brina mental breakdown yall can ignore me

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