#also another spoiler: he uh... he wont always be Nick's dad

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@midnightsooty... revenge has come. Meet the daddies (season 1)

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now that i’m up to date all i can do is draw and cry

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"I Don't Think I Could Lose You Aswell!"

Monday 6th April 2020

Good evening people! How was your weekend? I know things have been a bit scary the past few days with things getting pretty serious in the news. I'm sure feeling as much relief as I am to escape into our soaps this week. So last week, it was quite a biggy. Dennis's funeral and Phil finally came back! We last saw Phil hand himself into the police due to him feeling guilty and responsible for young Dennis's death. Unfortunately, I don't have any spoilers for you guys tonight, so instead we're going to jump right into tonight's episode. I'm sure you've been looking forward to it as much as I have!

Quite a lot happened tonight don't you think? Lets start with Vinny shall we? He clearly is still very annoyed with his Mum for lying about having cancer, it's struggling to move on from it from the looks of things. How can his brothers be alright with their Mum after what she did?! Vinny obviously can't stand being around his Mum at the moment, especially the way she spoke to him! For a moment I thought to myself, "What a horrible mother!" ... I've got a bad feeling about Suki, I think she's going to manipulate all of her children just to get her way or something. Whatever it may be, I just don't have a good feeling about her and something, eventually will happen, and her character will get worse and worse ... almost like another female villain! ... But, I could be wrong, we shall have to see. I feel it's going to take a long time for Vinny to get over what Suki did, as well as Ash too I imagine, as she never really had a good relationship with her Mum in the first place. Is DJ-ing the one way that Vinny can escape? Will Ruby give him a place at the club? I feel he'll give the club a different vibe and it'll be the place for him to meet new people and interact with other characters we've not seen him gel with yet. I'm looking forward to seeing his character progress. I'm starting to like these Panesar boys, I think there's still loads to come from them and I'm hoping they will get their own very big story-line in the future. Will their Dad come back after being in prison and cause a stir on the square? There's still more to come from them that's for sure!

So, is Karen really going to leave? I, for one, don't believe she will, there will be a twist of fate or something will happen and she'll end up staying on the square. I kinda felt sorry for Billy, who else is enjoying seeing Billy and Karen as a couple? Even though I've always loved Billy being with Honey, it's nice to see him having some kind of happiness with Karen ... Speaking of which, where has Honey gone? She's not been seen since her food story-line ... did she leave for a break with the kids? What happened? Someone remind me! ... Anyway back to Karen and Billy, it's nice to see them having some kind of happiness together, don't you agree? However, now Mitch has thrown a spanner in the works telling Karen he loves her! Uh-Oh! Does that mean that Karen needs to make a choice? Will she stay with Billy or will Mitch give her an offer she wont be able to refuse? I don't really like the way Mitch is using Bailey to get to Karen, she loves that girl as if she was her own, but Karen also needs to stand by her grandson and do what's right. Can she find a way to stay in Walford and find a way to please everyone around her?

Ian is getting desperate now isn't he? He thought he had it all figured out when he nicked the phone and deleted the voice message from Dennis. I'm just going to say it but I love Ian's smug face ... only due to the fact that you know that he's a little weasel, and his smugness will never last, someone will always get one place further or one place higher than him and that smug look will be gone from his face as soon as he realises! It's one of Ian's classic characteristics! However, now Sharon has found the phone in the bin, surely she can only wonder as to what the phone was doing in there? And rightly as Dotty put it, what if Sharon saw the CCTV from the Arches of Ian nicking the phone, what would be so important for him to hide?! Oooo it's getting good now, and I think it's only a matter of time before Sharon finds out what Ian's been hiding, only how Sharon finds out remains to be a mystery ... who things she'll find out pretty soon? Or will it be quite a while before she finds out? How long are EE going to prolong this revelation?! I've said it before and I'm going to say it again, but as Bobby has shown a bit of an interest in Dotty, and we know the two Beale brothers are going to fall for her, but will Dotty play them both off together to get to Ian? We've already seen Ian warn Bobby off her but I do think Dotty will play this to her advantage to get what she wants, it's the perfect way isn't it? Use Ian's son to get to him and blackmail him that way, it makes sense right? I mean, it'll be horrible for Bobby and Peter in the long run as i'm sure both of them will genuinely care for Dotty and get feelings for her, or, who knows? Maybe she'll start to grow feelings for both of them? It's an interesting twist and i'm looking forward to seeing what happens. What do you guys think?!

Ahhh okay, so another one of my theories have become even more solid now! Remember I suggested that Sharon might be the one who get's the Vic? Well my theory feels more fact now after tonight's episode. When Sharon was talking to Linda in the Vic talking about old times and how she felt so happy living there, did you see Linda's face?! What better thing could she do for her best friend right now, than giving her the place she grew up and once felt happy and safe. I truly thought Linda was going to suggest it to Mick, I still think she will, she'll put the idea to Mick and then they'll offer it to Sharon, whether she comes up with an offer or not. I am more convinced now that Sharon will get the Vic! Who else agrees? Do you think the new owners of the Vic could be someone else? Let me know what your theories are!

The main focus of tonight's episode, again was Phil and Sharon and once again I want to applaud the performances of Letitia Dean and Steve McFadden. Who else found it upsetting to see Phil lying in a jail cell? It upset me briefly, it's the one place we've never seen Phil and, to be honest, I don't really want to see Phil in a jail cell, he may have a bit of a reputation but ... he's a good really, isn't he? He's a softie at heart! The most important thing to him and the Mitchell's has always been family, so I can understand why Phil feels the need to hand himself in, even though it was a terrible accident. Who else was happy to see Ritchie back? She's always been a great part whenever the Mitchell family have been in trouble with the law, I enjoyed seeing her back tonight. The shock on poor Ben's face when he realised what was going on with his Dad, he knew exactly what he had to do, and thank God Sharon listened! I'm so happy the police let Phil go after she changed her statement, it was as if they really didn't care on what he wanted to say. It felt so nice to see Ben and Phil finally reunited, that hug ... I felt that! It was pure relief! However, there's still that little bit of information that Phil doesn't know about Ben's hearing loss, I feel it's going to be sad when he learns what's happening with his son, even finding out that Karen is now caring for Kayden was probably a bit of a shock for him too. That last scene between Phil and Sharon, I found it a little emotional ... the way Sharon was talking about Phil being a Dad to Dennis, seeing them both cry ... they are both grieving for a lad they both loved dearly. They are grieving parents and it's only right that they seek comfort in each other, it's probably the one thing that is going to get them through this grief. Does Sharon still love Phil? I believe he still loves her, but is Sharon playing with Phil's emotions just to get back at him? I'm a bit unsure but I do hope that it's just a genuine emotion that they are both feeling and they are leaning on each other to get through it. I love Phil, he's one of my favourite characters, always has been and even though he acts as the hard-man the majority of the time, there are times we will see him cry and it's so hard to watch, I feel. It's like watching your Dad cry! Steve McFadden is an asset to the soap and he deserves all the recognition in the world! I'm intrigued to seeing how the two of them can move on, will they rekindle their marriage to get through this, or will it simply tear them apart? Who knows? Either way, I'm looking forward to seeing more from this current story-line!  

I truly think it was fab episode tonight, who else enjoyed it? Are you looking forward to seeing what's going to happen next?! Thankfully we wont have to wait as long its back tomorrow! I hope you've all enjoyed my blog so far and I just want to take this opportunity to thank you for your on-going support! I'll be back again tomorrow after tomorrow's episode! Keep yourself safe, stay at home and we will get through this tough time together! Goodnight everyone! xXx