#also . ill do jeremys intro tmr it's almost 5am n i gotta b awake in like . 4 hrs

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               𝐇𝐈,  𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒  !  i’m  𝒅𝒓𝒊  (nineteen,  she/her,  pst),  and  being  tardy  is  just  integral  to  who  i  am  as  a  person  !  some  fun  facts  about  me  are  that  i  have  the  incredibly  dangerous  combo  of  high  ambition  and  poor  time  management  and  i’d  Risk  It  All  for  a.c.e,  ateez,  and  loona  !  so,  anyway,  here’s  my  girl  cleo  !  if  you’re  interested  in  plotting  connections,  feel  free  to  im  me  or  ask  for  my  discord  (where  i  would  be  Way  easier  to  reach)  !

                ♡ *  𝐉𝐀𝐍𝐆  𝐆𝐘𝐔𝐑𝐈.  𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎.  𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐅𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄.  𝐒𝐇𝐄/𝐇𝐄𝐑.  ╱  i  just  saw  𝐂𝐋𝐄𝐎  𝐇𝐀𝐍  walking  past  plaça  de  catalunya.  they  are  a  𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐀  𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐒𝐓  from  𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀  𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐀,  𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐀.  people  say  that  their  𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄,  𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒  +  𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄  personality  is  admirable  but  their  𝐉𝐔𝐃𝐆𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋,  𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊  +  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄  side  lets  them  down  —  the  theme  song  of  their  life  must  be  𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐛𝐲  𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐈.

↪  𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒:  a  coffee-stained  tablecloth,  forgetting  to  answer  text  messages,  dog-eared  pages,  cuffed  jeans,  arms  folded  across  the  chest

♡ * ╱  𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊_𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒.𝐓𝐗𝐓

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄:  clementine edith han

𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐒:  cleo han

𝐀𝐆𝐄:  twenty-two

𝐃𝐎𝐁:  january 14, 1997

𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂:  capricorn sun, aries moon

𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍:  bisexual

♡ * ╱  𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.𝐓𝐗𝐓

 the  han  family  was  nothing  short  of  a  series  of  tech  success  stories.  her  father  a  machine  learning  engineer  and  her  mother  a  user  experience  architect,  it  was  to  no  surprise  when  cleo’s  older  siblings  (a  sister  6  years  older  and  a  brother  4  years  older)  followed  suit  and  found  themselves  pursuing  similar  careers.  they  were  coded  to  be  a  stereotypical  silicon  valley  family,  so  growing  up,  expectations  were  high  for  cleo,  the  last  of  the  bunch.

 cleo  was  that  girl  in  school  who  knew  she  was  smart  and  made  sure  everyone  around  her  knew  it  as  well.  in  high  school,  a  lot  of  people  didn’t  really  like  her  because  they  perceived  her  as  a  show-off,  which  she  totally  was,  but  she’s  aight  once  you  get  past  her  little  superiority  complex. her  parents  were  overprotective  and  pressured  her  to  do  better  than  her  classmates,  so  she  just  grew  up  conditioned  to  be  super  competitive  because  she  was  kind  of  scared  of  her  parents  and  therefore  scared  of  failing  them.

 she  majored  in  statistics  at  uc  berkeley  and  ended  up  finishing  in  three  years  with  plans  to  go  into  data  analysis  (she’s  really  good  with  numbers  and  doesn’t  quite  understand  how  people  have  trouble  with  math…  Nerd).

 a  couple  months  out  of  college  she  was  offered  an  in-house  position  with  a  company  she  had  previously  interned  for  in  barcelona  one  summer,  so  she  moved  out  of  her  parents’  house  and  made  the  trip  out  of  the  country,  where  she  ended  up  living  with  a  friend  she  knew  in  the  area  who  let  her  stay  until  she  got  settled  into  her  new  job  and  found  a  place  to  live.

 however,  the  company  later  began  to  experience  major  losses  and  had  to  let  go  of  employees,  which  unfortunately  included  cleo,  before  dissolving  completely.  she  had  been  working  there  for  a  few  months.

 cleo  wasn’t  ready  to  return  home,  wasn’t  ready  to  break  the  news  to  her  parents  that  she —  in  her  mind —  had  failed,  so  she  remained  in  barcelona  and  kept  up  this  lie  of  being  a  successful  data  analyst  for  a  rising  company,  when  in  reality,  she  put  all  of  her  marbles  in  the  wrong  bag.  she  didn’t  want  to  be  the  one  to  fail  when  everyone  else  in  her  family  was  succeeding,  she  didn’t  want  to  be  the  disappointment,  so  she  lied. she  wasn’t  that  close  with  her  family,  so  the  vague  information  that  their  daughter  was  making  Big  Moves  would  suffice  for  them  to  sprinkle  into  conversations  with  their  colleagues.

 currently,  she’s  trying  to  get  back  on  her  feet  and  secure  a  stable  position  of  a  similar  caliber,  but  in  the  meantime,  she’s  been  back  and  forth  between  different  jobs and  also  getting  paid  to  tutor  people  over  skype.  not  being  certain  of  what  she’s  doing  terrifies  her  and  Sucks  because  she’s  not  used  to  the  feeling  of  not  being  good  enough.

 she  has  also  been  lying  to  her  parents  because  they  periodically  send  her  money,  and  she  doesn’t  want  to  compromise  that

♡ * ╱  𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘.𝐓𝐗𝐓

 not  even  gonna  sugarcoat  it  —  cleo  can  be  pretty  rude  ??  does  she  even  have  friends  ??

 i'm  kidding  she  probably  has  friends  but  i'm  not  kidding  about  her  lacking  interpersonal  skills

 i  don't  think  she  ever  really  had  a  Solid  friend  group  growing  up;  she’s  the  type  to  be  on  the  border  and  never  really  belong  to  any  specific  set  of  people

 she  has,  like,  Zero  patience  and  a  low  tolerance  for  stupidity,  so  how  she  manages  to  tutor  people  is  something  many  people  cannot  comprehend

 cleo's  like  the  gordon  ramsay  of  academia:  rude  if  u  act  like  u  know  everything,  kinder  and  understanding  if  u  genuinely  want  to  learn  something  or  get  better

 her  demeanor  is  so  deceiving  i  would  say  ??  she's  the  opposite  of  someone  who  looks  intimidating  but  is  actually  really  sweet  —  she's  like  a  siren  or  some  shit,  seemingly  approachable  but  once  u  do  approach,  u  regret

 despite  the  fact  that  she's  quite  cold  90%  of  first  encounters,  over  time,  she  does  warm  up  to  people,  which  bring  the  coldness  probability  to  about  a  50%  depending  on  how  she  feels  about  u

 in  short,  she's  a  Classic  Tsundere

 i  feel  like  i  didn't  list  that  many  redeeming  traits  DSGJSDG  but  she's  got  some  !!  she's  dependable  and  a  hard  worker  !!  if  ur  close  to  her  it's  ride  or  die  !!

♡ * ╱  𝐅𝐔𝐍_𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒.𝐓𝐗𝐓

 literally  no  one  calls  her  clementine...  she  never  bothered  to  legally  change  it  but  she  really  doesn't  understand  why  her  parents  gave  her  two  old  lady  names??  school  was  a  nightmare  because  she  would  always  have  to  tell  teachers/professors  to  Not  call  her  clementine  ?  she's  gone  by  cleo  for  as  long  as  she  can  remember  but  can't  actually  remember how she  ended  up  going  by  cleo  (i  would  like  to  think  an  elementary  school  friend  opted  for  it)

 can  speak  english,  korean,  french,  spanish,  and  knows  asl

 owns  a  large  collection  of  books;  really  into  personal  essays

 has  never  been  in  a  serious  relationship;  claims  she’s  too  busy  but  really  just  lacks  the  ability  to  be  vulnerable  so  she  prefers  things  to  be  non-committal

 can  play  the  viola,  clarinet,  and  piano

 surprisingly  holds  her  alcohol  well  and  is  an  affectionate  drunk;  perhaps  if  u  met  cleo  when  she's  drunk  she  wouldn't  be  as  intimidating

 incredibly  bad  at  responding  to  text  messages  !!  it's  like  a  roulette,  she  either  replies  within  seconds  or  the  text  is  lost  forever  and  suddenly  it's  been  months