why tf are my past-fixations all so close together
I feel so much like strange embarrassment at this like, wdym my absolute pride and joy and favourite person in the whole wide world when I was like 12 is just a few people away from my current obsessions and people i write fanfics about rn?????
i rmbr when I used to SCOUR the Internet in 2019 for Lazarbeam and Sidemen content when I evolved from watching Click crew and Lazarbeam to KSI and the Sidemen...
And then the Quackity and KSI on the DSMP vid making me go into the minecraft, mcyt, dsmp era (embarrassingly.)
Which also introduced me to Jschlatt who i had an UNGODLY love for (and i fear that him being less than 5 feet from Chunkz is manifesting him back into my life)
And AJ AND QUACKITY LITR RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER? I think i might shatter into a billion pieces if i see them do smth together. Every molecule within me is already vibrating at a million miles a moment seeing them in the same vicinity.
I like compartmentalising my life into eras (2021 is dreamsmp, characterised by Quackity n Tommyinnit n Schlatt n blahblahblah, 2023/4 is Beta squad, 2019 to now (apart from 2021) being Sidemen)...
And seeing all of these eras mishmash together within the same MrBeast-organised picture just has me feeling so weird
Might be the first MrBeast vid i have to watch ngl
(j whilst tagging i feel the need to say more: even like Andrea n Alexandra Botez is giving me 2021 flashbacks to seeing Raj's love or hosts back when Minx was big and unproblematic and celebrated too - and this is the first time in over a year I've seen Ludwig, and I used to watch the mogul mail litr DAILY - even about shit i didnt' gaf about...Idk i cant begin to explain it - maybe the weirdness of seeing all these ppl is also bc half are from America where the content style is sm more different to British YouTube which I mainly watch........ But like, tell me that literally seeing POKIMANE, NIKO OMILANA, MOIST CRITIKAL/PENGUINZ0/CHARLIE, SAM & COLBY, QUACKITY, AND LAZARBEAM within the same 20M² MAKES SENSE. IT DOESN'T.)
Alex Høgh Andersen, together with Alexander Ludwig, Marco Ilsø and Jordan Patrick Smith at the “From Kattegat to Paris 2” convention last weekend, via Conv_Photographers on Instagram.
So a few years ago I tried doing the whole month of october with requests and it got overwhelming and I couldn't finish them all and now they haunt my dreams and I'm trying to post them all or at least the majority over this month.
I won't be posting every day but you can expect at least 2 posts per week.
1.- Alex Shelley + Kissing in the rain and getting soaked before running inside laughing
2.- Pete Dunne + I'm going to save you from the terrible date you're having
3.- Wheeler Yuta + soft headcanons
4.- Ethan Page + first kiss headcanon
While you're here you can read my latest fic with Orange Cassidy or find something else on the Masterlist.
I haven't done a face reveal here for a really long time but fuck it, I love my pic with Alexander from last weekend so much you all get to see my face (but under the cut cause I'm still not that comfortable sharing it on here)
I love the holiday season and even though I complain, I do enjoy the aesthetic of winter.
So, with that in mind I want to open this up for some suggestions.
If you have any particular ideas or things that you would like to see, feel free to drop me a note and I will do my best to create it. Unfortunately, not everyone will get their Moodboard and I apologize in advance.
The characters/people I am willing to create are in the header on the post. However, if there is a character from one of the shows/actors above that is not on the board please ask.
I am 100% willing to create for
Ewan Mitchell/Osferth
Henry Cavill/his characters
Jasper Pääkkönen/Halfdan the Black
Peter Franzén/Harald Finehair
Mark Rowley/Finan
Alexander Dreymon/Uhtred
Arnas Fedaravičius/Sihtric
Jordan Patrick Smith/Ubbe
Marco Ilsø/Hvitserk
Alexander Ludwig/Bjorn
Linnéa Lindström/Sigurd
Alex Høgh Andersen/Ivar
Ian Bohen/Cowboy Ryan
I can't wait to see what you come up with ❤️ You can reply to this post, send a DM or an Ask with your preferred theme.
I will be taking ideas until December 1st.
All boards will be posted with the tag #oddsnendsmb