#agreed!! shes an ADHD treatment specialist! Im getting evaluated within the next few months and I think they'll come up w both ADHD and ASD | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

rantz-for-st0ry · 2 months ago

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ig the good thing about making a research doc (which I'm dubbing as 101s) for the aforementioned person is that, now, ppl cant fake claim me for allegedly not doing research and just googling the disorder, looking at "silly websites" and relating to a few of the symptoms listed!! a thing I actively advise against!! I got receipts on my years of research into DID now!! I got sources I can fuckin cite!

most of this rant is in the tags cus I didn't wanna clog up my complaining Abt this person post w my "fake claimers r fucking stupid" rant

never befriend ppl w a names. it never goes well. /vvvlh /silly (as in I mean no real offense to ppl w a names)

#I've literally been researching DID since 2020 when my brother first even hinted to having any kind of Dissociative Disorder #I PROMISE I've looked at more than just a few silly websites #I could make one of these 101s for literally every disorder- mental and physical- that I have self diagnosed with #and also I've literally never been proven wrong???#POTS I've been diagnosed with!! I was right about it for 4 years before the doctors ever got it right!!#I've been told by a counselor in late elem that I should get evaluated for ADHD. talked to my pediatrician about it a few weeks ago and she #agreed!! shes an ADHD treatment specialist! Im getting evaluated within the next few months and I think they'll come up w both ADHD and ASD #talking Abt ASD- everyone in my family thinks I have it. even my mom. my mom who studied psychology for multiple years in colledge #everything down to my allergies and intolerances like cats and dogs and red meat and milk I can prove somehow.#its crazy that I have to go through that process of fighting to prove I have these things anyways but!! yk ig its the world we live in!!#also Ive never been personally fake claimed for this but I feel like a lot of ppl- systems esp- get fake claimed for “trivializing” the+#disorder online??#like I'm sorry do you not understand that- one- romanticizing things is a lot of ppls coping mechanisms?? and two- it is extremely +#distressing for me??? I just don't show that shit. its embarssing. like.#I have ugly cried over the shit ive expirenced because of this disorder. I have lost weeks upon weeks of my life to blackout amnesia.#I am constantly scared of a Persecutor doing something stupid and waking up after.#and its not that I don't want help- I cant fuckin afford it.#it takes between 6 and 12.5 years to get diagnosed w did on AVERAGE. like I do NOT have the money to be in therapy for that fuckin long.#I js wish a lot of fakeclaimers understood that not every1 is rich enough to afford medical (as in physical) things much less a therapist #like if u want me to talk to a damn psychologist or therapist or wtv u oughtta fuckin pay for it #plus even if I end up not being a system then I have had an awesome and eye-opening experience that has allowed me to figure out who I am #but me not being a system just doesn't makes since to me. not when I can track signs and symptoms and causes back to when I was literally a #baby.#anyways I need to go to bed #uhhh #cw fakeclaiming #tw fakeclaiming #and last but not least- stream birds dont sing by TV girl

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