#adjacent to this topic I think is that this is sorta half involved with how I felt about her feelings towards byleth during cf
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I should play CF again with a fresh clear head just to see if I actually like it without fandom bullshit clouding my mind
#razz plays fe3h#I thought I'd forever not be an edelgard lover yet here I am#it is so weird#I'll admit when I'm wrong cuz I was wrong for things I said in the past#I allowed fandom bias against women to cloud my judgement while playing the game#I was never one of those 'booo edelgard was a terrible character she should die' people but I was like tolerable of her#I didn't believe in harping on others for a character being their favorite and I still don't#as I take a step back and realize just how toxic fandom culture is I start to realize that I was actually really wrong#adjacent to this topic I think is that this is sorta half involved with how I felt about her feelings towards byleth during cf#seeing everybody ship their byleth with edelgard made me feel like it was canon#and me playing as m!byleth trying to romance jeritza put me WAYYYY off when she expressed her feelings towards byleth#her feelings that could also be platonic#that still stands I think because I felt very very very awkward and I thought I was mlm at the time#but it's been almost exactly 2 years now and I'm bi and nonbinary#I wonder what my experience will be like this time#idk why I'm rambling about this#I suppose I just want my besties to know that my mind is changing without wanting to make a big diddly darn deal about it
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