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yapperina · 5 days ago

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imagine spending an easy relaxing day with rafayel, just messing around and talking and you ask him something making a silly little remark like "I want to understand you better <3" and watch in real time as his smile slides right off and his face drops because he can't have this happen

#choosing violence today #actually this post got away from me and i had to amputate 9/10th of it and save it for later because i made myself sad #something something rafayel yearning to be seen and known for who he is now but also being terrified of it #you keep falling in love with the parts of him he's losing to the passage of time and what if one day he no longer has any of them left #would you even want him if you saw him as he is #love and deepspace #lads #love and deepspace rafayel #lads rafayel #rafayel x reader #yap tag

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