#acting as if this is a profession job or smth I can't help it that's just how my brain works cuz of the perfectionism | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dan-crimes · 1 year ago

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I seriously need to work on my voice 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️ my range has been seriously stunted since puberty cuz once puberty hit I stopped talking as much so I lost all the range my voice had since I wasn't keeping up with it 😩 I love being silly and doing silly little voices but I have only a few ranges I can hit which is kinda a higher voice (bcuz I practiced after puberty a bit) and then this shitty raspy voice where I try to sound anime (and fail) and then I have like deeper voices that are kinda goofy and like an old man voice

My OWN voice has been kinda lost in the sauce bcuz I don't rlly talk to people anymore so my voice just kinda changes from day to day but it's definitely in the higher register atm bcuz I can't help it when talking with my family since I kinda gotta go Family Friendly Mode constantly and if I tried working on my more casual speech I feel like they'd mention it and I'd rather not talk @ all vs having them pay attention to things that I do that are meant to be my own thing and private

#basically I have a lack of privacy that like I'm primarily alright with since I don't need much to live but at the same timeee #I do value my privacy a lot and I never get any alone time anymore 😩😩#even when I DO get alone time our house is fucking SHITE bcuz the walls are fuckin paper thin I swear the neighbours will be able to hear me #I do not want people to HEAR me unless I'm ready for them to hear me 😠😠😠 and I am not currently ready for that #if I'm being silly it's alright but whenever I'm doing trial and error type stuff I want to work on that stuff by myself first #I don't need people saying anything before I'm ready cuz I gotta fuckin practice first y'know #acting as if this is a profession job or smth I can't help it that's just how my brain works cuz of the perfectionism #anyway the types of things ur brain does when you dislike a part of urself 🙄🙄🙄#I don't HATE my voice necessarily I feel my voice has potential but atm I'm not comfortable with where it's at #there's just a lotta strain on my voice cuz of how much anxiety and stress I got and my voice is suffering due to that #I could explain more but I'm not gonna go into all the little details this isn't meant to be a super serious post or anything :P

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