#about it either since im different than that mira but i also just cant help but feel hurt by it anyway but i KNOW I SHOULDNT--''
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Thinkin bout my isat au now, I don't have much of an idea on it cuz tbf I barely changed anything other than well-- Odile is in pain now. Just thinking more bout scenarios that'd differ during the uhh... new loop+?????? How'd I even go about calling that new set of loops now?
Just that the most visible change would be on Odile who's now waaay more tired looking and a lil more slower than usual. So in a way her battle style becomes a lil bit like a glass cannon in that she hits HARD but takes time for her to get a hit in now. And as the loops go on, she becomes weaker on the defense department so she truly be a glass cannon. Odile also doesn't "level up" in this au too since she had already maxed her experience out, it's just that she's also slowly dying so to be fair-- Her exp is fine but her hp isn't and her lvl is being treated like a timer of her slowly approaching doom. So even if her levels lower, it won't really affect her experience and the spells she had already unlocked. To the Universe, she's still as experienced as a lvl 99 person, it's just that now she's becoming as fragile as someone lower leveled.
She retains her more powerful spells but using those spells would backfire on her and result in a recoil that ALSO hurts her, not as much as she damages the enemies, but a significant of her hp gets taken away still.
#aria rants#isat spoilers#isat au#edit: okay its all cleaned up now. everyone can look. this is why i should save to drafts first than posting immediately...#also am thinkin bout the moral dilemma with the friends now esp with mira as mira doesnt rlly Like knowing bout the previous miras#so when they eventually remember the previous loop. then i think she'd end up with a reaaaally confusing problem of#''i know what happened in the previous didnt happen now and i know you felt bad about it and i know i shouldnt be mad#about it either since im different than that mira but i also just cant help but feel hurt by it anyway but i KNOW I SHOULDNT--''#i think everyone would have a moment of confusion on How to take in the previous loop esp with the events that happened#during act 5. everyone is hurt. but they also shouldnt be hurt cuz that event technically Didnt happen in this timeline now#but they Remember it. they remember it happened. they remember how it felt. they remember how hurtful odile's words were#they remember but they shouldnt remember it. they understand odile but they also just cant help but be hurt by it anyway#and they Dont Know what to do with that now. they remember that loop and yet now theyre in a different loop#its in a past that never exists now but They Remember and they dont know what to do about it now#just yaknow-- the dilemma of remembering a past that doesnt exist and remembering the feelings of a past thats been overwritten#cuz frankly-- how Do you tackle that dilemma? you try to address it and it feels off. you try to understand it and it still hurts#and you cant dwell on it rn either cuz other than the life and death situation of the king freezing vaugarde in time. theres odile#whose life is slowly withering away like a flower in a vase with a water that has long dried up and its now at the mercy of wilting#of gems and pages au#ogap au
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Varsity Jacket | j.jh
synopsis: your highschool boyfriend has a reputation of not showing affection in public nor sharing his clothes with other girls so why was he doing those things with you?
pairing: boyfriend!jaehyun x fem!reader
genre: highschool!au, sexual themes with some fluff on the side
warning: lots of touching âweâre touching each other, itâs all about interaction, we gotta be socialâ ~ mark lee
word count: 1.9k
Part 1 | Part 2
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once you walk in your see jaehyun standing up and looking towards where you were, he smiles once he sees you and waves you over to his table. youâre about to walk over when you see your friends at a different table. you sighed, you blew off your friends the previous days already and you were beginning to feel bad.
you raise one finger to jaehyun and he nods sitting down. you walk over to your table, they smile at you immediately.
âare you sitting with us today?�� mira asked.
âcant. Iâm really really sorryâ you reply feeling bad.
âitâs fine,â she says smiling softly. âyes itâs okay to be with your boyfriendâ seongyeon winks at you. you smile and nod walking away but you couldnât help but feel upset.
âthere you areâ jaehyun smiles as he notices you, he stands up. he looked so good at that moment, your boyfriend was incredibly sexy. it drove you crazy, he drove you crazy; especially when he was shirtless. you loved licking his abs. you could feel all the individual packs with your tongue. you even left hickeys on them and thatâs why there were always dark red/purple marks on his abs when he changed for basketball practice, this hadnât gone unnoticed by his teammates either.
âyou kept my jacket onâ he smiles when your closer to him and you nod at him.
âyeah I did because itâs comfortable and warmâ you hug him.
âgoodâ he smiles sweetly. âIâve been thinking about you since I last saw youâ he digs his head into the crook of your neck. you wrap your arms around his waist and kiss the top of his head. jae has always been clingy like this, he hugged and kissed you all the time.
âoh yeah? what were you thinking about?â you asked letting your hand travel down the sides of his torso and you slide your hands up his shirt feeling your way around his body.
âhaving you in my arms, smelling you, kissing you, and also touching your bodyâ his hands explore your body freely, moving his hands up and down the grooves of your curves.
âhow do you want to touch me,â you ask genuinely.
âI wanna explore every inch of your naked body,â he says in your ear making your breath hitch. his hands go down to your ass and he squeezes it tightly, you moan softly as he starts to kneed with his fingers and palms.
âare you guys gonna film a porno in front of us too?â johnny says directing all the guysâ attention to you both.
âI probably would just because I wouldnât careâ jaehyun turns his head to them and you do too. all their eyes meet yours for a reaction and thatâs what you give them.
âyou wouldnât care but I wouldâ you twist your face at him.
âwell you heard her, we wonât be filming a porno in front of you guysâ jaehyun stands up and takes his hands away from you, grabbing your hand and sitting down at the table.
âwow, jaehyun conforming to what a girl wants instead of just thinking about himself. thatâs a rare sightâ haechan says in a surprised voice. you wondered why that was. why did jaehyun treat you differently than past girls?
âthis is not a girl, this is my girl,â he says looking at all of them. you caught that however, you needed to know now. why are you different?
âjae can I talk to you alone?â you whisper in his ear.
âsure princess. hey guys Iâll be right backâ he stands up and grabs your hand.
âtheyâre gonna go fuckâ and they all made noises. at least the boys didnât seem to hate you at this moment. jaehyun chuckled and guided you out of the lunchroom and into what you both called your special place. it was a place up on the roof, it had all kinds of colorful flowers. it didnât sound as magical as it was but it was a sight to see.
it was where you first came in contact with jaehyun. you knew him but he didnât know you at the time, the more and more you and him saw each other, the more your crushes developed on each other. you guys were friends until finally, you confessed to him. it went well because here you guys were a year later, together in a relationship.
you both step onto the ground outside and he brings you over to the iconic spot.
âso what do you wanna talk about?â he sits down and pulls you into his lap so you're straddling him.
âI wanted to know why I'm different from other girlsâ his eyebrows furrow and you decide to explain further. âyouâve never given other girls your jacket but im wearing it and you donât show affection in public but you showed a lot of PDA todayâ you wrap your arms around his neck and play with the hairs on the back of his neck.
âitâs because... I could see a future with you,â you raise your eyebrows not expecting him to say something like that. âI mean your wifey material and they werenât. youâre the longest relationship Iâve ever been in but thatâs because I couldnât see myself marrying them or being with them long term. donât you see? I can see myself marrying you and having kids, having an actual family with you because thatâs how much I love youâ he says, the whole time you were biting your lip and looking into his eyes. how did you get so lucky?
you place your hands on either side of his face and immediately pull him in for a kiss as soon as he was done talking. he smiled against your lips and kissed you back, gripping your waist. you move your lips to his cheeks and down his neck.
âyou're so fucking beautiful,â you say softly in his ear and kiss under it.
âI should be the one saying that to youâ he chuckles and pulls your face back up to his, kissing your cheeks gently.
âno, youâve loved on me all day. itâs my turn to love on you nowâ you move down to his neck and nip at it.
âiâll let it slide for right now princessâ he tilts his head so you have more space. you smile against his neck and plant hot open-mouthed kisses on his neck, sucking on his skin a bit until bright red marks formed.
âtoday I got an argument with a girl and it was about you,â you say against his neck.
âwhy?â he rubs your back.
âbecause she thought she could look at me any type of way so I gave it to her straight. she was delusional, she called you her man and everything like who says that shit when you know that guy is taken?â you look up at him through your eyelashes.
âwhat did I tell you beforehand? donât get into petty arguments, this is what I didnât want happeningâ he says softly and kisses your head.
âyeah but at the end of the day who's receiving all your love? whoâs getting kisses and ass grabs? whoâs fucking you and making you groan? me thatâs who. baby your mine, all⌠mineâ you turn his face to yours and plant small kisses on his lips until he pulls away.
âyou canât just say some shit like that and then kiss me like that. fuck that was so hot. I love it when your possessiveâ he slips his hands up your shirt and lets his hands roam your skin. âI want you so bad right nowâ he groans. you knew he was telling the truth because you could feel his hard-on right beneath you.
ânope letâs go Iâm not taking care of your problem right nowâ you stand up and hold your hand out to him. he groans in annoyance and takes your hand.
âyour meanâ he pouts.
âsuck it up buttercupâ you lead him back into the school. the walk was fairly quiet, both of you were enjoying the presence of each other.
âhey, baby?â you say before you walk into the cafeteria, making you stop in your tracks.
âyeah, sweetheart?â he stops walking also and looks at you.
âI can see a future with you too, I can see us having our own house with our own little family,â you smile at the thought and then look into his eyes. âthatâs what I see when I look into your eyes, jaehyun your eyes are full of life theyâre so pretty,â you place your hand on his face and caress his cheek. âyour so prettyâ you whisper.
he doesnât say anything and instead looks into your eyes too, you both were intoxicated by the other; neither of you moving a single muscle that was until the bell rung and people started pouring out the room.
jaehyun immediately grabs your hand and pulls you off to the side. he pushed you against the wall and stroked your bottom lip.
âdid you mean what you said? every word?â he asks biting his lip softly and his tone lower than usual.
âyes I meant it all. jae I can see our kids running around the house with smiles on their face while me and you are cuddled up next to each other watching them.â you instantly smile. âour kids would cute as hell tooâ you chuckle.
âfor your genes obviously. your drop dead gorgeous from head to toeâ he looks you up and down. âand your all mine thatâs the crazy partâ
you shake your head. âyou definitely carry the looks in the relationship and will carry the looks in our kids genesâ
âstop that non sense and kiss meâ he looks deep into your eyes, his fingers dancing on your waist.
you do as he said and grip his biceps pulling him closer. you move your lips against his at the perfect pace, the kiss was full of passion and love you could feel it. you really loved him no doubt about that, you didnât care who watched or stared now because he was yours and you were his.
âjaehyun come on we have classâ doyoung says, making you both pull away.
âI guess iâll see you later babyâ jaehyun pecks your lips multiple times before you push him away gently.
âjae your gonna be late goâ you chuckle and he quickly pecks your lips again before walking away.
you bit your lip as you watched him walk away. damn he was all yours. how in the world did you get so lucky.
ây/n letâs goâ seongyeon says, pulling you by your hand and with that you were off to your next class, with jaehyun on your mind.
a/n: thatâs the end! i know that was a weird ending but i wasnât sure how to end it nonetheless i happened you all enjoyed it!!
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