#abi's personal headcanon/thoughts

[abiatackerman]

Levi sleeps peacefully only when he's sleeping on your chest. The calm melody of your heartbeat calms his nerves down and pushes his nightmares away. Not to mention your breasts are the softest pillow to him. And no matter how much your back aches due to laying still for the whole night (since Levi's a light sleeper and a slight movement wakes him up)... You still drag his ass to bed, make him lay down on your chest, caress his hair and lull him to sleep. And when the other cadets start to wonder why Levi's eye bags are vanishing... You can't help but smile proudly.

[paigemathews]

@forlorn-kumquat replied to your post “Writing a Phoebe/Coop fic and like. Can I mention...”:

Did she like him, or did she just like what he represented in her life: safety, stability, normalcy? Cause I think Phoebe's time with Cole has her so messed up that she would have latched onto any reasonably normal guy who wasn't trying to kill her and her family

Okay, so the context (and sneak peak, I guess) is Phoebe and Coop are discussing how she wasn't willing to be with Coop until she finds out about the future. Phoebe brings up how everytime she pursued the love she wasn't "suppose to," aka Cole and Miles, it goes poorly and her family is hurt in the crossfire. It's not- Okay, well, it wasn't intended to be a very in-depth thing bc it's just a oneshot that's gotten out of control on me again, but I realized that parallel between Phoebe's relationships with Cole and Miles and am kinda liking the idea of third time the charm-ing it, tbh. (I also bring up Dex, bc like I said! This is getting out of control on me again!)

She doesn't really delve deep into that relationship, so it's kinda your mileage may vary on that but here's the lines about it:

" I thought that it was just because it was Cole. But then I fell for someone I wasn’t supposed to be with, Miles, and I thought that I could change his fate. I thought I was supposed to change his fate, and instead I hurt my family again."

Idk, did that make sense? Any input is greatly appreciated!!

[crowleywowley]

BACK ON IT WIT DA HEADCANONS 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

Y’all already know what tf is going on. Modern AU, silly headcanons, everyone is alive and well, blah blah blah.

Previous sillies: 1 2 3 4 5

Aight see u unda da cut 😼

-John definitely cried at the dinner table trying to do his math homework with Dutch

Dutch is absolutely like ‘WHY WOULD THEY CHANGE THE WAY THEY DO MATH!!!!!’ While John is like “I😭don’t😭know😭😭”

-John joined the middle school track team but ate shit on the hurdles so he quit

-John was absolutely the kid who always leaned back in his chair

He fell once and hit his head and to this day that teacher uses him as an example

-John was a pain in Arthur’s ass but when Arthur was a senior and John was a freshman Arthur beat up some kids for being mean to his baby brother :((((

-Jack is a Roblox kid for SUREEEE

John used to play it with him but the obbys pissed him off so much he had to take a walk

-Jack was also a Percy Jackson kid. Argue with the wall!!!!

-during Jack’s wannabe emo phase he got a fake earring and it gave him an allergic reaction

He cried :(

John and Abi, being reformed emo kids, held in their laughter until that night after Jack went to sleep

-speaking of emo. John definitely had shaggy long hair that he parted so it was across his forehead, and Abigail had cool bangs with like blue tips or something

She definitely put eyeliner on him at some point

They both had MySpace usernames like Xx._Fallen.Angel._xX

-Abigail has more than one stupid stick and poke tattoo that John gave her when they were like 19

They are CORNY and POORLY DONE but she secretly loves them :’)

-Despite being the younger of the two Dutch is much less tech-literate than Hosea

He understands Facebook. It’s one of like… 3 apps on his phone

His camera roll is filled with accidental photos

-these two have SO MANY DECORATIVE PILLOWS

-Hosea is such a Frank Sinatra lover!!!!!!!

They danced to Strangers in the Night at their wedding :’)

-Hosea was absolutely the parent that’s sitting in the dark when their kid tries to sneak out and they’re like “going somewhere?”

-shoutout to this person because YEAH

-a crazy night in the Morgan-Smith household means staying up until 10:00 PM watching a documentary about whales

-both of these men are the biggest babies when they’re sick. Common cold = death

-if Jack was a Percy Jackson kid then Isaac was probably into Ancient Egypt or dinosaurs

Charles and Arthur are good dads so they listen to him spew facts and they’re like “wow! Cool, buddy!!!!!”

Even now that he’s a teenager they still remember random facts :)

-Arthur LIVES for unbuckling his belt and settling into a recliner after a big meal

-These fools are so in love and constantly bring each other trinkets :’)

“Saw this and thought of you” and it’s like a mystery Lego pack

I think we’ll stop there for tonight but hehehehe I love these soooo much. Does anyone want me to start bringing OTHER characters into this universe😲??? or do we wanna just keep it to the VanDerMatthews/Marston family/Charthur cinematic universe. Y’all know I can get silly and funky with anyone.

ALSO!!!!!! If anyone has an idea for a name of this universe plzzzzz let me know bc I think that would be fun :D okay bye!!!!!!

[danidoodles124]

okay sue me it's time for more furblyg headcanons

today's theme, post quarry with sprinkles of angst

immediately post game, they do find each other and it's an immediate hug and an immediate apology. abi all but sobs while she confesses that she shot nick, and nick (who's honestly a little shocked) reasures her with another hug saying she did the right thing, telling her how thrilled he is that she stood her ground against him. his apology comes out in sobs and pieces, while he knows he hurt her in a lot of ways, he can't quite remember everything. he knows he called her things, and knows he wouldn't let go of her by the pool, but he could only remember pieces. he doesn't fully remember throwing abi into the lockers, he doesn't remember his transformation or even getting shot, and he just breaks. he's on his knees begging for her forgiveness, and she joins him on the ground. she tells him that all of that was never him, it was his illness. while she knows that, she can't help but feel a little afraid that it's still there, that he did mean at least a few of those things.

more below if you're interested!

they both agree that they need a little away from each other, nick needs to find his ground and try to connect the pieces of his puzzled memory. abi needs to heal emotionally, and mentally of course.

when they're let free from the courts and return home, abi doesn't text anybody. she shuts out everything, like she needs a vacation away from all that's happened (and who can blame her?). she focuses on returning to society, getting a job, going to school, regularly going to therapy. when she does reconnect with everyone, it's Dylan she finds first. they were never close, but she knew Dylan stayed friends and active with everybody as much as he could. they talked about school, about work and such.

when nick gets brought up, it's Dylan who brings him up. saying he's still in New York by himself, that he's been living at a campus dorm. abi feels awful, she just learned that nick never went home and stayed there, he's been all alone for this. he tells her that he's been working out more to regain himself, Dylan adds it mostly to tease, but a subtle hint that Nick isn't getting the help he needs. He suggests that Abi could help him, and she doesn't think for long before she does find him.

she gets his number from Dylan, and when she calls him, he's all smiles. he says he missed her, not in a romantic way of course- just that he's missed her company. abi isnt dull, she's glad her feelings are still mutual. they find an easy pace with each other, face timing until ungodly hours, texting whenever it's convenient, abi showing what she's working on for her classes and nick talking about his workout routine.

it's nick who asks abi to dinner, as just friends of course. abi thought she was going to have trouble saying yes, but the word falls off her lips so easily she's shocked. not regretful, just shocked.

dinner is good, and they find that they can have dinner with each other once a week. it becomes both of their favorite parts of the week.

abi finds herself having manic episodes for a little, where she wakes up drenched in sweat and unable to breathe. her instinct is to call nick, and she does. she finds it weird that that's the first person she calls, given that's who's haunting her nightmares, but when she hears his voice over the phone, she's quick to relax. she likes the gentleness of his voice against the mean tone that Not-Nick had back at the hacketts quarry pool house. she listens to nick for hours before they borh fall asleep on the phone.

nick swims for a college scholarship, abi only knows this because of Dylan. nick never cared to say anything about it, not because he hates it, but because it was never important. he finds abi in the bleachers one day at a swim meet. he does pretty well that day. they go out for dinner to celebrate.

nick himself finds his own nightmares, but he has issues more so at random parts of the day. if the room is too loud, suddenly he has super hearing again. if he can smell the cafeteria food from rooms away, he's also suddenly got sharp claws used for gutting animals. he can't take it, and he locks himself into a corner when it happens. he wants to call abi, but he's afraid he'll scare her, make her think that her nightmares are real, and they're still here. so, he finds himself dialing Dylan instead.

after a year of their continued friendship, abi gains the courage to bring up their past kiss, and their past puppy love from the summer. she's awkward about it first, but it's a little easier now that she and nick are friends before lovers. she tells him that she wants to be with him, that she feels ready about it but she rambles about how it's okay if nick isn't but he's been more than ready since she reached out to him about a year ago. he takes her hands in his and tells her this, tells her that he never said anything because he wanted her to be fully ready without him pressuring her to make up her mind. and it's then that abi nearly forgets about the nasty, mean nick that called her all those gross things, and she should have realized that far sooner. they share a little kiss in Nick's private dorm room and watch Adventure Time for the rest of the night until they pass out on his bed, limbs tangled and peacefully asleep.

if this gets enjoyed I'll do more

[sorrinslays]

Hey it's me, the person who keeps bugging you about your headcanons lol. I really liked ur take on Seele and Sampo, even though you said you're not super familiar w her character! To me, they feel like they have a more outwardly hostile relationship similar to Kaeya and Amber from genshin (which i'm not sure if you've played or not lol) and so i agree with you on a lot of ur points! I'll try to stop after this, but if you have any headcanons for either Natasha or Serval and Sampo's potential relationships, I'm all ears!

Hi anon!!!!!! Don't worry, you're not bothering me at all! I love answering your asks!!!

I have played Genshin and, yeah, I can see the Kaeya&Amber comparison! It's pretty on point.

I don't really have aby headcannons per se, but I can give a small relationship analysis between the characters? Hope it's a good enough trade off!

So, Sampo came to Belobog a month or two before the Underworld was sealed in which he spent time just observing the city, trying to understand how it works so it's not obvious that he's an outsider. He educated himself on Belobogian history, traditions, language, slang and the like.

Then, the seal happened and, as a way to help the Underworlders without just barging into Natasha's orphanage and being like ' I know you know nothing about me and I just kind of spawned in here. Don't question it. I can help you'. No, he needed to build a name for himself first. So while he was starting up his scamming business he would leave bandages and medicine vials for the moles to find and give Natasha.

Of course, she realized that it's not a coincidence that medicine, something she needed, something that was hard to obtain, just spawning around for the moles to find. So tries and catch however is leaving the medicine, and that's how Sampo and Natasha met.

After that they started working together. Delivering Medicine bled into delivering medicine and intel until slowly a friendship was created.

I know a lot of people like to imagine Sampo and Natasha being close friends and 'oh Natasha can read Sampo like an open book' but personally that never really spoke to me?

The way I see it, it's a business casual friendship. An unlikely pair forming from having to work together due to circumstances. Natasha does care about him, but she can't trust him completely. She wants to, but Sampo isn't making it easy. She recognizes that he's not a bad person, but aside from that, everything around him is blurry. His origin, his thoughts, plans... there's no knowing unless you are Sampo Koski.

Sampo, although he's not a fan of the way she views the world, does want to help her. There have been talks about him officially joining Wildfire, but he always refused, never really explaining why. He wants to help Wildfire, and he does! It's just he always keeps his distance because he recognizes he doesn't belong there. Sampo Koski, the persona, the role, has no place with the heroes of the story, he's in it as a catalyst, not as a protagonist.

Bottomline is, the way I see it Natasha does want to be closer to Sampo to understand him better, but he's not letting her due to personal reasons. She never really persisted since she didn't have the chance to do so due to her responsibilities with the clinic and Wildfire.

And soon enough, now that the underworld and the overworld are united once more, she'll never have the chance since they'll be on different social statuses and Natasha, a hero in her own right, will stop working with Sampo, a criminal.

Serval on the other hand........

I don't have many thoughts. I kinda see them as people who got along but never were close friends. It's like a friend you see once every six months and have fun with. But not one that you go out of your way to get close with.

From Sampo's perspective the friendship had the benefit of watching Serval work and learning a few things by observing.

Now that the Overworld and the Underworld are connected I don't think Serval would ever go out of her way to find and hang out with Sampo. Like I said, it's not a friend you go out of your way to get close to.

As for relationships.... Boy do I have thoughts. It deserves its own post to be honest

[noyoucantpinmedown]

Headcanon/theory that not only Kaitlyn knew that Jacob had messed with the van on the spot, but she gave Emma The Dare™ in order to show him what an incredibly stupid decision that was.

Later on Emma can give the excuse that it was to push Abi and Nick together but from her dialogue at the fire pit, Kaitlyn doesn't think they'll actually get together.

It goes like this:

- Kaitlyn tells Jacob how to hypothetically make the van stop working, but pointedly tells him that it would be a major dick move if he did

- Jacob stands by the open trunk for a few minutes and then magically the van is no longer working. Kaitlyn says nothing.

- At the fire pit, Kaitlyn takes Abi's turn when she takes too long to decide, and chooses Emma. Emma chooses dare.

- Kaitlyn has her pick between Jacob, who thinks he can still win over Emma, and Nick.

And it has to be Nick. Ryan's already kissed someone (and Kaitlyn won't volunteer her crush), Dylan is heavily implied to be gay so he's out of the question, and if she were to suggest herself or Abi it's more likely that Jacob would see it as "girls kissing hot, ooga wooga".

Jacob and Nick are the two most traditionally masculine guys in the group and seems to have some sort of rivalry going on fueled by both of their insecurities. Nick falls in line when Jake's around. Jacob acts somewhat condescending when talking to Nick about him and Abi.

Nick is known for going along with dumb shit for the sake of being part of the group. Nick might even like the chance to get back at Jacob, in a way, for implying he's not man enough to get girls (earlier shooting competition). And nothing would hurt Jake more than seeing that his ex fling would rather kiss his shier, nerdier friend than him. And that his friend is almost too willing to comply.

- Of course Abi gets caught in the cross fire. Maybe Kaitlyn didn't think about her (and neither did Nick, or Emma, that's for sure). Maybe she thought that she and Nick might finally get it together if Nick has to apologize for something and that leads to deeper conversation about their feelings. But she doesn't see much hope. And either way, Abi and Nick are not the objective here.

The objective is to show Jake that nothing in the world can make Emma get back with him after she's made her decision, and that him going to such great lengths for it to happen is inappropriate to say the least. That tampering with a van and derailing the return home for the entire group is incredibly inconsiderate and will not get him what he wants.

So later on, before she goes with Dylan to the scrapyard, Kaitlyn doesn't act surprised that the van is not fixable. She doesn't react or even tell Dylan that a piece is missing. The person who broke it has already paid for what he did.

Jacob fucked around and Kaitlyn made sure he found out.

[oddballwriter]

Random headcanons that I have for Abigail/Abi (Reader and the boys’ daughter)

She has a pet tarantula that she named Millie. She begged the boys for one as a kid and they semi seriously said that if she had good grades for the whole school year then she could have one. The idea was that it would show her if she’s able to be responsible and dedicated but they thought that she’d want a more normal pet like a kitten or a puppy. Put she still wanted a tarantula and they promised. Abi takes care of them so the boys hardly see it unless Abi is handling her.

She has the boys’ curls and hardly wears it straight because she thinks she looks dumb and hates the process of making straight, but in exchange she has to deal with it when it tangles. But she wears her hair in a sensible bob so that she doesn’t have to do a bunch of work.

She’s a very nice person and open to many different types of people, as you all raised her to be, but she did in fact inherit the boys’ sass and attitude and it comes out sometimes.

[annabtg]

I couldn't sleep for a while last night and I was just lying there thinking about stuff

And Nom de plume somehow made it's way into my mind xD

And i really like how you made Sirius and Lily being friends at Hogwarts a thing, right, and so I was thinking along the lines of what might have been different because James didn't go to Hogwarts (Obviously the Lily - Sirius friendship) but it got me thinking about Remus and his Lycanthropy!!

I know James became an animagus (that reveal scene hahaha❤️) but do you have any headcanons for the others? Or is Remus even a werewolf in your universe? Or have you already mentioned and I somehow missed it and am being an idiot now oh no...

My dear Abi! ❤️❤️

First of all, thank you for the lovely ask and for thinking about my story ❤️ it's wonderful to know it's made an impact on you!

Second, yes, Remus is a werewolf in this story and it's mentioned in the fic! I have a lot of thoughts on the whole thing though and not all of them are in the fic, so I'll explain here!

Cut for spoilers!

So, the idea is that during Hogwarts, without the war or James's influence to rally the boys into a ride-or-die group, all the Gryffindors are friends almost in equal measure. The boys and Lily, of course, know that Remus is a werewolf - I haven't decided whether it becomes public knowledge while he's at school or later, but definitely once Wolfsbane goes live, werewolves have no reason to hide anymore.

Which brings me to James.

My headcanon is that James meets Remus and Peter, Sirius's friends, after they all finish Hogwarts and have more freedom to go out and hang out and everything. He likes them from the get-go and is soon informed of Remus's condition, which intrigues him and makes him want to help. Belby (canonically the inventor of Wolfsbane) is a professor in the Academy and has probably been working on Wolfsbane or other similar projects for a while, so James decides that after he finishes his degree, he will get his Archmagicianship (equivalent to a PhD in-universe) under him, working on Wolfsbane. And because he's always had a particular love and talent for Transfiguration, he figures - the Animagus potion transforms people to animals, right? What if some of its ingredients could do the reverse - transform a wolf to a man?

So his experiments focus on studying the Animagus potion, both the qualities of its ingredients and the process of its brewing. And this is what he tells Lily in the reveal scene - since he had made it, and had to document the whole process (which is what's required when someone wants to become an Animagus) why not take it too? And when he needed more batches made, he could have made them himself, but he thought it would be fun if his friends were Animagi too, so he had them volunteer as subjects (since the potion is always made for a specific person, the leaves that have to be chewed and whatnot).

So eventually, James and Sirius and Peter are (registered!) Animagi, and the key to Wolfsbane DOES turn out to be found somewhere in the Animagus potion process, so Wolfsbane is patented and credited to Belby and Potter. James gets his Archmagicianship and minor celebrity status and continues working in the Academy as a postgraduate researcher for the next couple of years, until he realizes that he doesn't feel motivated enough anymore, he did what he had set out to do and by now he's grown tired of research. It's a lonely job and he's been lonely for too long.

So, when he gets the chance to apply for a position at the Ministry - where so many people work! - he leaps to it. And the rest is history. 😊

[uzumakichcined]

Headcanon - Views of the Body and Unhealthy Attachments

Karin is someone who suffers from severe Separation Anxiety.

Ever since she was a child, Karin had to continuously be on the move with her mother and father as a direct result of the Uzumaki clan being hunted down and killed in fear of their power. This resulted in Karin's life from the time she was a baby to a child being on the run, moving from place to place without a home to truly call her own.

At a young age, she had watched her father be taken from them, never to be seen again, leaving Karin with only her mother. The two of them continued to flee from village to village until she was able to find a more stable home in Kusagakure where they were set up outside of the village in a small hut that could barely be considered a stable home.

Due to everything that happened to them in their travels Karin had become very attached to her mother, and would often cling to her and wait outside their home on the border of the plot of land they were given every day. Waiting. Waiting. Hoping and praying to whatever may be watching out over them that her mother would come home again.

When the day came that she didn't return home and the men of the village came for her, Karin could only assume the worst. Tearing herself away from their grasp as she saw her mother's arm fall from a stretcher. Karin pulled the sheet off to see the gruesome sight.

Eaten Alive.

Taken for everything she was worth. Karin nearly threw up then and there, sobbing and crying as she was dragged away from her mother's corpse and forced into work. The first day was the worst, men, women, and anyone who was injured grabbed her like a piece of meat and bit every inch of skin they could manage to heal themselves.

Day after day it was like this, for who knows how long. Karin certainly didn't. One of the first lessons she had learned from this village, was that the human body was just meat. An object one could trade, sell, pawn off, and used for other people's wants and desires. There was nothing special about her, she was meat that had to be passed around, and slowly her own view of humanity would twist to adopt this viewpoint.

It isn't until she is found by Orochimaru, not soon after The Forest of Death incident that she finds that next person to attach to.

He had sought her out, whispers of a red-haired child who might be from the Uzumaki clan? There was no way to really tell until he went to see for himself. Once he was able to track her down Karin had all but gone with him willingly. Hoping that she would escape the torment that she was forced to endure by Kusagakure.

In some ways she was correct, she was not entirely forced to do her work with Orochimaru, but in other ways she was. Her skills were needed, and her healing ability was something that could be extremely useful to their cause.

But there was an underlying care under it all. They gave her a bed, a place where she could do whatever she wanted. Ensuring that she wasn't pushed beyond the means she could handle. Given rest and time to relax and learn? Teaching her? That was also new, as Kusagakure never thought to give her any real formal education, but here this organization was giving her everything a child might need. The education she severely lacked and the place to grow her skills.

Karin would flourish, and with that so would her loyalty and devotion. Without even knowing it, Karin would view Kabuto as a mentor, and Orochimaru a pseudo-parent who she strived to earn praise from. Dedicated now to his cause for everything he had done, the years went on, and this attachment would only grow further with every reward, praise, and affection he would give her. There was no greater loyalty than a child to their parent, and for all purposes that Karin could consider Orochimaru had done more than her blood ties ever had.

That was until he was killed. Karin couldn't grapple with it, and her whole life was once more robbed from her and sent spiraling into an abyss she couldn't escape. Not once, but now twice was her family ripped from her hands and she needed that strong presence in her life. She needed a purpose. It was then when Sasuke came to her, and insisted he needed her skills. A purpose, a need, she wasn't going to be cast out again and thrown to the animals that humans proved themselves to be.

So came her next unhealthy attachment. After suffering through the abandonment of the most important figures in her life she was unstable and only one person was there to cling to. What was she to do? Try and position herself where she could, be a valuable asset, perhaps try and use any method she could to secure a place by his side so then she wouldn't be thrown away again. After all, her body was nothing special, once more she was a piece of meat offered to the strongest warrior. Only now, she could manipulate it and position herself in a place to be more valuable and not discarded.

But as before; it would prove to all be for naught. When betrayed and stabbed through her heart she would find this reality crumble. Struggling to grasp what to do with herself now. Captured and abandoned once more Karin stayed in the village despite the fact she could easily have escaped at any moment with her lock-picking set. What was the point of it anymore? Now that Sasuke made it clear she was unneeded, and Orochimaru was dead. . . All she could do was wait.

Until she found them again. Finding Sasuke she had gone there to give him a piece of her mind, but her unstable mental break from all the abandonment she suffered caused her irrational and flustered mind to reel. Only then noticing that Orochimaru was back. Somehow, and that stable presence he offered helped keep her calm once more, just as it had before.

No longer was she abandoned, but she was finally found once more. Proceeding the war, she would still follow Orochimaru back to his hideout, finding her loyalty to him being far greater than Sasuke or any other. He offered her a home once more and she would gladly accept it. Rebuilding the family she had once had kept her stable and sane, level-headed even with her flaring outbursts of anger from time to time. It was this dynamic she had working for Orochimaru that provided the most stability for her and something that would persist over the continued years ahead.

[catcatb0y]

Bar/na/by being transfemme or nonbinary (post canon) = neat!! Canonically makes sense! Fun to explore! I'd like to see it more, honestly, because I can't actually think of any artists I've seen drawing this... Or people I've seen talking about this as a general headcanon...

Bar/n/ab/y being transmasc (supposedly inconjunction with canon) = makes me ask a shit ton of questions like 'when did he think about his identity when he was in the middle of not having an identity'. Aesthetically fun, I like the fanart and I love seeing people enjoy shows in the way that makes them happy! But in a canon-conjunction timeline, Barnaby would have been more femme on screen, as his parents' murder wasn't solved until after season one. He wouldn't have had time to question his identity, start hormones, or get top surgery before becoming a famous hero and meeting Kotetsu. (Which is what we see on screen in the canon timeline)

Very cool as a non canon or AU narrative, but PERSONALLY IN MY OPINION WHICH IS THE POINT OF THE POST THAT I MADE ON MY BLOG, it just doesn't make sense to me PERSONALLY so I DON'T INTERACT WITH IT much even though transmasc!BBjr. is a pretty popular headcanon.

I don't really owe you an explanation for my zero note post probably made at two am, but I like finding fun ways of adhereing to canon when considering 'diversity headcanons'. I am also Occasionally A Little Hater on my own time (on my own blog which this is) about popular headcanons that actively contradict canon or don't make sense.

A lot of people set up their headcanons as something that exists in conjunction with canon (behind the scenes, Blorbo Bleemus is actually trans and that's personally canon to me), which is fun and nice and necessary because we don't have a lot of on screen trans rep, so headcanoning people as just trans/queer but they just do not talk about it is important! For our mental health. I am just also a Little Canon Freak when I see stuff I like, so my little gremlin brain goes "But we see on screen that's not possible..." (Versus often seeing alternatives like comparing BBjr. to KT where K being an off screen trans man has no open contradictions in canon and would make more sense as a near fandom wide headcanon- or seeing 'sheltered rich boy is somehow transmasc despite his abusive parents (*non fandom specific this has happened three times now)! When like... Okay but what if Abusive Parents forced their kid to live as a boy, and said child realized they felt euphoria in being a boy! Or, of course, sheltered rich boy accidentally realizes that he's not a boy, which is fun and still occasionally brings out the little hater in me, but less so)

Like, a lot of people watched En/ca/nt/o and said 'L/is/a is transfemme!' which is nice and fun and poggers for buff trans women who want to feel seen, but, PERSONALLY if anyone asked me, I'd say the one who most "embodies the trans journey" is Is/ab/el/la who is so obsessed with her image as a 'Perfect Woman' that she denies herself of her actual joys and pushes herself into feminine stereotypes, an issue that a lot of transfeminine people deal with.

There's a lot of transmisogyny arouns the idea that 'you can be a trans woman, but you HAVE to LOOK AND ACT CIS and NO ONE can know what you're REALLY HIDING! And I, on my blog which this is, feel like that's personally an under developed headcanon that would align with the presented story.

I don't go and vent to people headcanoning L/is/a as transfemme, because I know they're valid and enjoying the show, but also I cannot spell grandma in Spanish I butchered it so bad spell check can't help me is... well... kind of not exactly the person to go "I accept your identity even though it 'contradicts' your personality" (a statement I have heard from many a close minded peoples), so L/i/sa being a buff child and (for lack of better word) "chosing" to present femininely, I feel, would not go over very well. Whereas Is/a would have sympathy from her grandmother, but be forced into a "perfect" and completely passing transition. It also makes her identity-based journey, I think, that much more meaningful when she learns that she can like things in her own way.

Also, I suck at phonetically spelling, but you can bend over and suck yourself clean off their homie. This post had 0 notes before you. Next time, I guess I'll re-Google how to spell in my tags in case some random blog I have never seen before decides to yell at me for spelling a character wrong. Or maybe I'll just spell them all wrong so you can't find my fucking blog, maybe that honestly.

If anyone heard me talk about some of my 'takes' on inclusivity/diversity headcanons, they would think of me as an asshole- but it's not because I don't want/enjoy/indulge in diversity/inclusivity headcanons, it's because you FOOLS the PERFECT candidate is right THERE!!

[nirvanai]

aini spoilers ahead, but I got thinking about my “OK, so who actually programmed Tama then?” headcanons again and wanted to share them! To summarize, I have four main theories:

Pewter did program Tama and the game lies

Pewter didn’t, but someone else at ABIS did.

Tama’s AI was self-actualizing/”self-programmed”

Someone outside of ABIS programmed her.

And to expand on them a little, I’ll put the rest under a cut.

So, to start with 1: Pewter did program Tama. Honestly, I think this is actually the least likely theory here, for one main reason: Uchikoshi may mislead or be vague in his twitter replies, but he doesn’t lie about things. So between Tama herself stating that Pewter didn’t program her, and (iirc, correct me if im wrong!) Uchikoshi re-stating that, I really don’t think it’s likely. But I included it here just for completion’s sake, because why not.

For theory 2: Honestly, I also consider this one relatively unlikely, for the simple reason that Pewter is still at ABIS. Think about it this way: if they already had an engineer working for them who was fully capable of programming an additional AI-Ball and presumably then overseeing the Psync machine system, why would the government risk letting Pewter out of jail? Boss may have a lot of blackmail, but even then I find it hard to imagine the government risking such a major scandal unless Pewter was genuinely irreplaceable. And Boss’s dialogue in-game supports this, so I strongly doubt ABIS has another engineer of his level just sitting around in the background.

Theory 3 is one that I actually do think is a possibility. Laid out most simply, it’s the suggestion that Pewter may have thrown together some core basics to her programming etc, but her actual personality was something she developed on her own to suit her and Ryuki’s needs. Given the fact that the Wadjet system does seem to have some level of “sentience” with how it protected Aiba, its not outside of the realm of possibility to consider Tama having “grown” a sentience on her own.

Theory 4 feels unlikely for the same reasons as theory 2- not only would it render Pewter irrelevant, but that also would mean that more people outside of ABIS both know about the AI-balls, and would be capable of making them. The one strand of evidence in this theory’s favor would be the fact that Tearer seemingly knew about the AI-balls when meeting up with Ryuki, however it’s also possible that could’ve been the result of leaked confidential info.

And then, the secret 5th theory that is almost entirely a crack one but also has enough canonical possibility that I genuinely can’t ignore it: Tama was a real person who’s consciousness was transferred to the wadjet system somehow, to become Tama the AI.

Now, I thought of this one as a joke at first, but the thing is: multiple times in the game, Tama will make jokes and references to stuff that has Ryuki questioning her being an AI. Stuff like talking about her family, just a handful of weird tidbits that stuck out in my brain. It’s like 99% likely that they’re intended to be just that: weird jokes from the funny AI girl, but it’s still plausible enough that I had to add it to this post. 

And honestly, as wild as that would be, I do genuinely think it’d be a very interesting possibility to explore? I love the idea of Ryuki and Tama working together to learn more about where she came from, and the ensuing horror and mysteries that could come about as a result. 

Regardless, I do hope that this is something future materials will explore a little more, tbh. I don’t expect it to be high on the list of mysteries to solve, but I’d enjoy learning a little more about it. 

[abiatackerman]

Some people headcanon Levi as an overprotective, possessive, yandere lover. Honestly I love the thought and I appreciate the fics too. But if we're thinking canonically, I don't think he'll be possessive or Yandere.

I think he would be a mature lover. He'll trust you a lot, to the point he'll believe that you'll tell him if anyone is bothering you. If he's gonna catch that someone is flirting with you, he'll leave the matter to you because he knows you'll tell the man that you're taken.

But of course if sometimes things get out of your hands, he'll always be by your side to support you. He won't hesitate to break anyone's hand or punch anyone's face for harassing you. He'll teach them the lesson himself.

[lungsandlips]

name    ⎯⎯ 

 Dimitri Dahl

meaning    ⎯⎯ 

Dimitri - Russian from Greek Demetrius - "follower of Demeter" (while this is the meaning, his parents chose it because they liked it rather than for it's meaning. It was also interesting, like his twin brother's name, but not so out of the box.).

Dahl - Dahl, which means valley in the North Germanic languages (tal in German, dale in northern England English), is common in Germany, Norway, Denmark, Sweden and the Faroe Islands.

*Dimitri very rarely uses his last name these days.

aka    ⎯⎯ 

Once upon a time he was fondly referred to as 'Mitya' by one person and one person only. He would very likely throttle anyone who chose to call him that now. And then he would cry. Silas calls him Pops.

one photo of your muse you like  ⎯⎯

three headcanons    ⎯⎯

Dimitri can fall asleep anywhere at any time and then pop back into the conversation like it never happened. He's been doing it his entire life and he absolutely blames his parentage for this. Sometimes it can come in handy but he knows it's mostly annoying to whoever he was talking to. You're usually pretty safe if he was already asleep when you started talking though, because he wasn't paying attention in the first place.

His time away has made him a little bitter, changed some of the things he would have cared about when he was younger (Dimitri is a lot older than he looks, friends) and he'll be the first to tell you he'll never fall in love again. But that just isn't true. Forever a hopeless romantic and it isn't going to change, no matter how hard he tries to pretend he's not interested in love.

Dimitri's dad taught him how to cook and bake when he was a kid but he surpassed his dad's talents quickly. He always thought that dream weaving would be his one true talent but put the boy in a kitchen with a basic idea and he comes alive.

three things your muse likes doing in their free time    ⎯⎯

Taking naps, baking/cooking, weaving dreams.

a phobia fear your muse has    ⎯⎯

Singularity. Not in the sense of being single, having no romantic entanglement. No - Dimitri spent a lifetime as half of a whole. At least that was the impression he was under. There was no him without his twin and when he was young he feared even the smallest differences between them. Back then he couldn't define why it frightened him so much. If even a freckle was off he would panic until one of them glamoured it away or added it to their own body. So, so many years later and he's finally realized that his fear is deeply rooted in feeling like, alone, he is not enough. Unfortunately, this is something he has to face now.

one thing your muse regrets    ⎯⎯

Staying asleep for so long. While initially it seemed like the only thing he could do to free himself of heartbreak the comatose state he was suspended in became too comfortable and also so empty at the same time. He missed a lot in the time he was gone.

people your character likes  /  loves    ⎯⎯

Silas and Felix, definitely. Britt and Lyri. Avalon. Abi. Most of his brothers (y'all know who is currently excluded). All the babies. Do you know how big this mother fuckers family is?

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tagging: anyone who wants to

[facebones]

"i already consider magnus and skwis as characters with ocd" please elaborate

a user made a great tumble about ocd skwisgaar! im in agreement with it, and it can be found here :-) !

headcanoning a diagnosis on magnus is a bit difficult, as parts of his character are flawed from the rushed pace of season 4 and theres a purposeful dramatization of his character being a villain. though personal analysis has led me to believe he could at least have ocd. the judgement is somewhat based on interpretations, but i will have an explanation for ocd mag under the keep reading!

i found myself entertaining the thought of ocd magnus when i came across a study between frued and a patient noted as ratman. ratman was dealing with intrusive thoughts, though his patterns of experiences reminded me of magnus. simplified but, they both started in a situation where they attacked an individual and instantly followed a physical repercussion -> roughly 20 years later they are acting out and projecting feelings from this event -> also this projection is on seemingly uninvolved people? (for ratman, it'd been freud and his girlfriend, though for magnus it'd been toki and abigail.) between ratman and magnus, the projection itself and timing of events (when what happened at which age) does differ, but understanding ratmans processes, and seeing the parallels they have to magnus has led to a conclusion of magnus potentially having ocd. "obsessions" play into the perfectionism and controlling attitudes that got him kicked out of the band, and also the mental drive and replay for revenge that heavily dictated his goals for 20 years. in fact, you could suggest that he was trying to improve himself over the 20 years he was seemingly uninvolved with vengeance, but the still-growing popularity of dethklok would eventually be too overwhelming and triggering towards his already existing obsessions. he would see a single dethklok poster, and itd trigger an intrusive replay of him getting kicked out- and eventually, harsh thinking like this would cause him to shatter like glass. "compulsions" are something we can relate more directly towards known actions. we see a compulsive style of stab -> stitch -> rinse -> repeat with how he treats toki and abi in the doomstar. i think it'd make sense for a character of his personality to hold repetitive indulgences or compulsions. he is also very quick to project his beliefs onto others, hence his keeping of toki and abi. for mma, theyd been mindless bait, but magnus would develop a complex "relationship" with the prisoners. he can only insist that they are also victims, and heavily uses their presence as an external outlet for internal conflicts. i think its safe to add that, with having evident ocd while in the band, we can assume he already feared some sort of social isolation from the others. hes already a bit older, doesnt quite feel like he is always being heard, and overall seems to "disconnect"- he would already feel cast out, leading to a self-sabotage of social relationships that he mistakes to be more negative than they actually are. he would unknowingly punish himself to a "mental obscurity" before dethklok could do anything of it. i also find that his character reflects aspects of paranoia, though i havent looked into it as much. hopefully this was understandable and decently formatted though lol. also thank you for the ask! i love analyzing stupid men in metalocalypse LOL.

[minetteskvareninova]

What do you think about this discourse on Nigar’s age? What do you estimate her age to be at the start of the show?

I've never thought of it, but your estimates of her as being born in 1499 seem to be largely correct. I am less certain about your estimates for Hatice - to me, she seems to be in her early twenties at the start of the show. In my headcanons, I claimed Hatice is the second youngest after Fatma, which would mean she was born (in the show; we are obviously disregarding her historical counterpart, who was actually older than Süleyman - something that doesn't seem to be the case in the show) between 1496-1500. I lean towards a later date, since her being 47 at the time of her death is really pushing it. Şah was born between Süleyman and Hatice, in my headcannon closer to her brother than to Hatice, which, yes, would mean she was in her late forties at the start of the show. Don't ask how that's possible, I guess she retained her youthful looks trough her sheer awesomness. I dunno about Beyhan, I originally headcannoned her as older than Süleyman, and it's possible she just calls him "abi", because calling the sultan something like "little bro" could be seen as disrespectful. Then again, I don't speak Turkish, so I can't tell if that's something a Turkish person would do. If she really is younger than Süleyman, well... Then I guess there is some space for two children between Süleyman and the latest date Hatice could've been born, but that's pushing it a bit. Fatma is defo the youngest one, in my estimate born between 1500-1505, based purely on the fact that by 1544 (when Selim was sent to Manisa - although I don't exactly remember if the historical timeline there squares off with the show one) she seems to be middle-aged already or at least close.

[the-witching-ash]

any thoughts/headcanons/vibes/etc for the rwrb crossovers?

Under a cut for Length reasons

Anneliese

Caroline - big sister vibes absolutely, hates Caroline is basically being put into an arranged marriage, would try to get her not to do it.

Cate - Annelise is very big sister energy so she’s older, they both have “kind of a bitch” masks to everyone but Henry and Bea (and Phillip when he’s not being an ass), their kinda more themselves around eachother then anyone else, Cate was the first person Anneliese ever came out as a lesbian to.

Christan (& Emelia) - No thoughts other than she absolutely adores her little brother so much (sorry Henry Christian’s her favorite), so close to telling Mary to fuck off when she starts pushing for him to propose to Emelia.

Genevieve - Favorite sister, bit over protective, starts to get worried when she starts shutting down, just wants her to be ok and happy 🥺 (Get her to learn BSL with her so they can communicate whenever she goes non-verbal?)

Margaret

Not much here but yes 🥺

Betsy

Abi - could be supportive besties, could be poly ship vibes with Bea, but definite vibes, (Betsy absolutely a crush she’s trying to keep repressed while Abi’s been with Henry if ship.)

Emilia - definitely feel like their close but other then that no real vibes yet?

Isabel - also not sure on the dynamic here but yes

Kennedy - Betsy’s heard a bunch of story’s from Alex about her, not really that interested in the rodeo but fascinated by Kennedy, might also be interning under Zahra (unsure tbh), possible ship vibes?

London - not to sure here but definitely after everything happens Besty’s plan is to run for president so Holleran-Carter 2032 possibly? (But also I feel like ship could happen so tbd?)

Lucy - ship ship ship!!

Madison - low-key Betsy is jealous if she knows about her hook up’s with Alex (tbh not sure if the og plot of Betsy having an FWB thing with him is still canon or not), would help in anyway possible to not get Richard’s elected, either besties or ship vibes?

Patience

Eileen - I feel like I don’t really know enough about her to have any solid thoughts? 🥺

Madison - Not really sure on vibes either (I need to figure out more about Patience)

Margaret - I fell like their close for sure, Patience is definitely so supportive if she’s with Pez.

(Also head empty but Remy crossovers please 🥺)