#aaah it's been a sucky day

[lunieloon]

Got them Double D's 😎 (dysphoria and depression)

[whimseee]

hi kellyyy how are you????

leo!!!!!! hi!!!!! aaah I’m so happy to talk with you, thank you for checking in 🥰 I’m doing good actually! I’m still sick and my lungs/ribs still hurt, but I definitely have more energy and am feeling better now. I’ve run out of antibiotic so hopefully the pneumonia is all cleared up 😖 but otherwise I’m feeling much more myself! currently searching for jobs which is kinda sucky because on one hand I’m still worn out and just want to rest but on the other hand I feel so worthless without work :( I know I need a job, though, so I’m just trying to focus on what I absolutely have to get done without being too hard on myself. I’ve been enjoying the spring weather here as much as I can, we’ve had a few warm days and although I’m bummed I can’t go on walks, I’ve enjoyed sitting outside when I can 🫶🌷

I read your recent textpost, it’s so exciting to hear you’re going to uni!!! unless your university works super differently than mine, you don’t need to stress too much about choosing a major right away :) just communicate with your advisor and all! aaah I hope it’s a lot of fun for you—it was hard for me at first but since I’ve adjusted I’ve actually really enjoyed it! alsoooo I hope that possible-date goes well hehe 🙌 sounds like fun!

otherwise, how are you doing??? I hope you’ve been having a good day 💖

[oneawkwardcookie]

911 Fox 3x18

It took me almost two hours to watch this episode because I had to keep stopping:

I'm so excited and scared at the same time

There's Rumer Willis' character in the carriage Abby was originally in...

Where's her fiance in the first scene?

He stopped waiting for me a long time ago (not that long ago!)

Bobby... Don't make those sounds ever again

How did Eddie mark it so quickly?!?

Aww Chim: first Bobby is rolling his eyes at you in the kitchen, then everyone's looking at you when you don't big up Hen

Lol the fireplace

Awww Josh researching

Find new words (go Maddie)

How many carriages does this train have?

All the good things that are coming: Aaah I can hear the train

After seeing Brooke Shields in Jane the Virgin, I can't take her seriously

Holy shit I never realised that the car was full on Titanic

Eddie just hovering in the background

Eddie going to tap buck on the back as he leaves but he doesn't??

Why'd Buck look over to Eddie when Sam asks about Abby?

Bobby, why are you going in?!?

They're a shish kabob! (I mean they’re not but it reminded me of that fic)

I don't think it's fair to compare traumas: oof

2 months to the wedding. He's got two kids eek. You can see Buck’s wheels turning

A lot heavier than a firetruck : my poor baby has been through so much 😭

I don't know if I've ever heard so much emotion (fear? concern?) as when Eddie says "Buck stop"

Also, what is that look on Eddie's face when he says Abby (realisation, but also frustration, disgust, etc.)

It's not yours to take :Bobby is so scared and worried for his son

I am not Athena: ooh boy that was not the right thing to say

Athena needs a hug

Your dad is in the best hands: yeah they are

Buck you nutter, but at least you’re initially not on the side that would fall down?

Bobby has had enough stress for a lifetime

Proud Bobby is my favourite Bobby

Hen and Chim working together

Cos she's brilliant: you know it Chim (and so are you!)

"You're Buck" dude can't catch a break lolz

Buck you're not okay, don't walk away from Eddie asking you about how you feel!

I've always been able to trust my gut: Athena, you've just got lucky with how many times you walk into places without backup (that guy she found stabbed on the floor, valentines day incident - I'm sure there's more I can't remember)

Josh went full on savage

Proud friend Maddie

The tumour has shrunk: Michael you scared us!

I was just waiting for elevator doctor and here he is!

Seeing how Buck is around Abby: his initial facial expression just gives away how he turns into a version of himself that is nervous, unsure, almost more childish. Not a good luck Evan :/

Buck no, don't look so confused and distrustful when Abby says that Sam said he seemed like a great guy

That's what you're sorry for : go OFF Buck, GO OFF

Buck is gonna make me cry

Abby, what you're saying about your identity, that's Buck AND he was helping you (oh shit oh shit don't make Buck leave his job... unless he goes to South America and we get a Buck Begins... No actually, not even then)

Say sorry, say sorry, say sorry

That's a sucky excuse and you know it

Ugh no, Abby, tell him he deserves happiness too

“So do you dad” - May really is Athena's daughter

Seeing Bobby with a glass of water - thank you!

Eddie's dancing with Chris is the background - my heart exploded

That pink wig

Eddie in those sunglasses

Buck has the hand writing (and the message) of a eight year old

Scratch that, Christopher's message being better than Buck's - I'm crying

That high kick into the photo booth

I think May wants to be a nurse - all y'alls headcanons will come true

Have we - have we ever got a Karen and Eddie scene before? Season 4 needs more Eddie and the Wilson family.

Buck just wanted all the necklaces (reminding me of that lonely island song)

You don't see the greatness? No - Karen is an underused comic genius

What even is that face when Buck hits Eddie with the bells???

Bobby dad dancing

Chim will be the best dad

[nellie-nelson]

i was tagged by the Legend @nowthatsheaven

rules: answer these 83 statements and tag 20 people

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Last…

1. drink? lukewarm diet coke 2. phone call? my mom 3. text message? ....also my mom but like not through actual texts it was a kid i was in billy with who is setting up a short film premier (that makes it sound much more fancy than it is. he made a parody film about his character and we are all watching it on wednesday. its called Big Baby.) 4. song you listened to? You Don’t Know How Lucky You Are by keaton henson 5. time you cried? a couple weeks ago right a few days after strike

Have you ever…

6. dated someone twice? nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it? no 8. been cheated on? no 9. lost someone special? yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up? no

Favourite colours:

12. navy 13. light grey 14. lavender 

In the last year, have you…

15. made new friends? yeet!! 16. fallen out of love? yeah i guess 17. laughed until you cried? yep  18. found out someone was talking about you? yep 19. met someone who changed you? probably? 20. found out who your friends are? Yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook list? nope

General:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? I think all of them? I don’t use facebook very often..... Okay wait theres a fake account for our theater’s mascot? 23. do you have any pets? two cats who are the literal best things in my life and a dog who is the bane of my existence 24. do you want to change your name? nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday? i actually have no idea.  26. what time did you wake up? like 8:45-ish 27. what were you doing at midnight last night? trying (and failing) to sleep 28. name something you can’t wait for: i have two things! my cousin is in the Finding Neverland tour and we are going to see him in a few days and also im seeing burn all night’s second preview!! 29. when was the last time you saw your mom? shes literally in the room as i type this she just came in to ask if i was going to dinner 30. what are you listening to right now? im.... watching the billy proshot....... because i hate myself and want to feel super sentimental about things that happened literally two weeks ago 31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yep 32. something that is getting on your nerves? the AC is really loud and comes on really sporadically so it keeps jump-scaring me 33. most visited website? ......tumblr  34. hair colour? brown 35. long or short hair? its.... too long...... part of me wants to cut it all off.... the other part continues my childhood dream of being rapunzel 36. do you have a crush on someone? no and its boring 37. what do you like about yourself? the kids i worked with this summer all seemed to really like me and were able to joke around with me and stuff and idk that made me proud of myself  38. piercings: just ears 39. blood type: no fucking clue  40. nickname: literally none and it makes me sad someone give me nicknames 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: aquarius  43. pronouns: she/her 44. favourite tv show: b99  45. tattoos: none 46. right or left handed: right 47. surgery: not really? 48. sport: i did ballet and gymnastics for like nine years.... and swim team for four...... and now...... i sometimes dont completely half ass physical warmups........ 49. vacation: i have no idea what this question is? im currently on vacation in vermont? i go to new york every couple months? idk?  50. pair of trainers: technically two but they’re both pretty ratty old converse one is just Way rattier than the other

More General: 51. eating: nothing 52. drinking: my lukewarm diet coke 53. im about to: go outside and sit on this porch swing that sits over Lake Champlain and its super pretty and im <33333 54. waiting for?: nothing really 55. want?: a friend with me on vacation because im literally the only teenager here other than my brother and his girlfriend and i will Not thirdwheel on a couple that people literally had money on whether or not they’d get eloped 56. get married?: someday? maybe?  57. career?: theater teacher? director?

Which is Better

58. hugs or kisses?: I Wouldnt Know 59. lips or eyes?: eyes 60. shorter or taller?: Im So Short so probably taller  61. older or younger?: idc? 62. nice arms or nice stomach?: ???? fuck this question??? 63. hook up or relationship?: relationship 64. troublemaker or hesitant?: hesitant

Have You Ever

65. kissed a stranger: no 66. drank hard liquor: no 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 68. turned someone down: no 69. had sex on the first date: no 70. broken someones heart: no 71. had your heart broken: by a friend, yeah? 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: no 

Do You Believe In:

75. yourself? occasionally 76. miracles? idk  77. love at first sight? probably not? 78. santa claus? im jewish 79. kiss on the first date? i guess 80. angels? nah

Other

81. current best friend’s name? idk? probably hannah   82. eye colour: blue 83. favourite movie: dps, speech and debate, (billy elliot live!), tbh my sucky teen romance is Iconique