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ignisnocturnalia · 4 years ago

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I think I've figured out how I want to write these (Exposition/mini story, when relationship is established HCs actually start) based on a previous statement I made, also ANOTHER REQUEST! All headcanons are placed at the back of the story part. Let's get this ball rolling!

Crow x Reader

"Now, if he ever flies too far from the nest?" Spider leans forward, "Boom." Your stomach made a flip at the kingpin's explanation, and you've never been more uncomfortable to have your Ghost out in the open. Some part of your mind is saying 'Who cares? That's the man that killed Cayde', but another half is saying 'He has no idea. It isn't fair to judge him for something he can't remember'.

That meeting had happened an hour ago and you couldn't get his dumb gray face out of your head. He looked so.. sad. Regardless, having a Ghost rigged with explosives did not sit right with you at all. Spider wanted you to help him with his Wrathborn problem? Sure, alright. When all of this was over, you knew exactly what you wanted your payment to be.

One large change about the new light that you've found impossible to ignore is diminutive he is. His commentary after successful hunts and small chats after a lure upgrade is administered are curt. Even more surprising is his willingness to present mercy to the corrupted Fallen. He is nothing like Uldren.

Acknowledging this division between his past and present self is when you start to realize that you like working with him. A lot. Probably more than just work, but will you admit it? No. Besides, you tell yourself, he really doesn't look like he's searching for a relationship while figuring himself out.

Petra often asks why you've taken to visiting the Tangled Shore so frequently now, and everytime you scramble to spit out an answer, something stupid like "Spider has a good deal running right now". In some part, it's true, since when you're not hunting Wrathborn you're showing Crow how to do Guardian stuff and explaining Last City life to him. His calm and curious demeanor is extremely cute, and the velvet sound of his voice does not help.

When Spider has both of you run point on a mission you always look to the rafters of the building to try and see him or listen for his steps. He's annoyingly good at stealth. The only time you ever had to be stealthy was in the Gorgon's lair and the Pleasure Gardens. You wish you could speak to him unfiltered; if Spider ever discovered your crush he wouldn't let you hear or see the end of it.

As the months dragged on and you came closer to catching the High Celebrant, you caught yourself anxiously wondering what lie at the end of it all. What if Spider didn't let you take him? And if he did, would Crow stay with you or do his own thing? Greedy little thoughts ran through your head as you thought of all the times you shared together, both of you visibly happy in your eyes.

As much as you'd like to live a runaway life with him and hope he felt the same, you knew it was wrong. He'd get restless, and you'd start fighting. Whatever he chose to do, is what you would let him do. Osiris has taken notice of your feelings, and the knowing glances he gives when no one else is looking sets your face on fire, acting like he doesn't have a thing for Saint always writing those letters when he's on death's doorstep; dramatic is what you say.

Soon enough, all of your close friends can tell you like someone, but they simply can't figure out who. Ironically, the day you work up enough courage to ask him to be your partner is the same day he pins the location of the High Celebrant. The morning is tense, and just getting ready for the big fight is sending energy through your body. Crow, on the other hand, seems much more grim. It makes sense, really; you're the one who's been slaying gods over the years.

You're guard is quickly brought up when Spider summons you for a talk in the main room. You listen to his next words with a fierce intensity.

"Do not let him so close, or spoil him with pretty dreams. Kill the High Celebrant. Break Xivu Arath's hold over my Shore, and you can claim any prise in my lair as your reward. You'll have earned it."

Hiding a smile, you nod and make your way to disembark on your mission; looks like you won't have to ask.

The Dreaming City was as mystical as ever, and you vaguely wondered if Petra had seen you come in. Making quick work of the scarce Hive, you found yourself in Harbinger's Seclude. The massive Cryptolith was impossible to miss, and a full body shiver racked you as you approached it. This was it.

Stabbing the lure into the roots, Crow's voice filled your comm channel.

"Ha! Tagged it! It's bleeding energy and on its way back to you." Your heart jumped at his excited tone. Nobody had any business being that cute. The trademark screech of a Hive portal drowned out all noise, and your next big fight ensued.

The next period of time was spent chasing the Celebrant through realms, until, that is, it sealed the last portal. Osiris had given weak condolences, but you weren't going to give up on Crow. Not today! The blight high above you twinkled teasingly as frustrated tears swam over your eyes as you attempted scrambling up the large Awoken statue, just barely missing the hand and falling back to the ground uselessly.

The silence was becoming overwhelming, deafening, even. Osiris continued to tell you to return to fight another day, but he was too important for you to just leave behind.

"Maybe there's enough Hive magic left in the lure to find another way through!" For once, your Ghost didn't parrot the obvious; you almost wanted to kiss him. Turning around with a new fire, you thrusted your lure into the crystalline floor over the last trace of the High Celebrant's blood. Sure enough, platforms much like those of the Dreadnaught revealed themselves over the edge of the bridge.

You wasted no time, racing over every gap and closing in on the blight. Palpitations overtook your heart when Crow's voice returned to the feed, spewing some kind of death message. Death wouldn't take him. Especially not if you had anything to say about it.

Jumping through the portal, you recognize the bitter feelings of anguish. This is exactly how you felt when Sundance's light washed over the Prison of Elders. Not again.

By the time you see the High Celebrant, all you're seeing is red. Faintly, you remember how Drifter said the Hive in the system were scared of you; good. They should be.

Bullets fly and the ether sings with each corrupted Fallen whose head flies by your gun. If you weren't so pressed for time, you would've strangled the Wizard that had your sought after stolen Light. Standing in the pool of green magic, you turn a furious glare on to the Celebrant and unload your heavy straight into its bony head. Something inside of you lurched in desperation to finish the kill when it summons a portal, trying to make for a retreat and trapping you at the center of the room.

"Crow! The portal!"

"I see it! Now finish it!" Just as he says those words, the trap falls and the portal across the room implodes, sending the High Celebrant to its knees. Your body erupts with power as you descend upon the Hive that killed Sagira and nearly killed Crow, sending it off with your super into the abyss.

Heaving a sigh, your brain finally has a chance to clear with no more present danger. In fact, your chest swells with affection as your Ghost confidently speaks of his trust in Crow followed by his reply.

"It's been an honor, Guardian."

Finally leaving the location, Celebrant head included, you decide to sleep on your short trip back. Your Ghost wakes you up before you land, and when you transmat your eyes immediately fall on Crow, who is safe and sound. Behind your helmet, you smile wearily at the former prince.

The moment you step into the Spider's lair, the air is thick with tension. You can tell the kingpin is pleased to have the Shore cleansed of Hive corruption, but also upset that he has to give up one of his prizes.

"It's done." You say firmly.

"So it is... so it is," he leans forward in his seat with a leer, "All right, Guardian. As promised, you can have a prized bauble from my lair as compensation for your... heroics." The last word rolls off his tongue with a quiet distaste, and you have no problem returning the feeling.

"I want... him." Jerking your head in Crow's direction, you can feel the energy crack through the room.

"Cute. Real funny." Your brows crease in impatience at his dismissive snicker.

"You said anything in the room." You do your best to keep your eyes off of Crow; a distraction now could be bad news. Spider lets out a terrible laugh as his guards step forward, readying their spears.

"Oh... You really want my little bird," he puts an uncomfortable amount of importance on the words "really want", "Fine. You can have him." The large Fallen turns his gaze to Crow, mockingly waving his arm upward.

"Fly away," he looks back down at you, "and get the hell out of my lair."

No further instruction is needed as you and Crow make your leave. As you exit the safehouse, both Glint and your Ghost come out.

"Now what?" Glint looks to Crow for an answer. The reality of the event settles on the Awoken, and he looks at you in a way he hasn't before.

"Why would you do this for us?"

As a formality, you've never taken off your helmet around Crow. He'd never seen, or even had an idea about your face, until... now. The tear streaks from the mission are still on your face, slightly visible in the dim light. Walking over to him, you slowly bring your eyes up to his. He doesn't move away, but you do notice with a flash of hope that a blush is starting to grace his cheeks at your proximity. Clenching your eyes shut, you close the gap between you two and press a kiss to his lips.

He freezes for a moment before placing his hands on your shoulders, and you pull back afraid that you've just made the wrong move.

"I... uh." His eyes dart here and there before settling back on yours. His face straightens out, and then he hesitantly leans forward into your range again. This time, he's the one kissing you.

Both of you leave the Tangled Shore together.

Relationship HCs

He never fails to pick you up during your special brand of greeting, which is running straight at him and jumping into his arms. You even do the little spin around like those movie couples

He's okay with subtle PDA like handholding, but nothing too extreme such as kissing in front of others; he prefers to keep more intimate moments between you and him

Surprisingly eager for cuddles with you at the end of the day

He will let you indulge yourself by doing stupid things every once in a while, like seeing how much whipped cream you can put in his mouth before he can't take anymore

There are times when you just talk about random stuff because he knows you like the sound of his voice

He usually has to calm you down whenever another Guardian stares too long. You see it as a threat, and you're ready to defend your glowing boyfriend with your life

When you're not busy with Vanguard tasks, you're bringing him to the planets that weren't swallowed by the Darkness and showing him the layout, along with whatever endemic life is present

He becomes enamored with Earth's crows, which you had expected

Whenever he has visions of his past, he'll tell you and you do your best to fill in with rudimentary details such as location or time; you hope he never remembers the moment when you had to kill him

You especially love playing with his hair, it's nearly softer than silk and you are intrigued by the white streaks at the front of his cut

Both of you will decide to sit down every once in a while and just touch each other's face; you prefer running your hands along his jawline and cheekbones while he'll brush just under your eyes and along your temples

Dates can range from a quiet, romantic dinner to hunting down large and difficult quarry

Whenever you find a Golden Age waltz piece, you bring it to him and give it a listen; these sessions always end with you two dancing and swaying with each other

Truly, a couple of many talents

NSFW 👁👄👁

The first time you get anywhere close to the act he's so unsure of himself you both stop and instead explore each other at the surface level

No matter how many times he sees you nude his face is a blushing mess everytime

The first few times you take the lead, but once you both get over the fact that you've exchanged pleasantries he's the one who figures out he likes to be dominant in bed

He's vocal to an extent, mostly heavy breathing/moaning and grunts to let you know exactly how good you feel

He's super into bondage (who would've known?) whenever you're the one tying him up

He always prefers the ability to see your face, and whether it's because he can see your face contort in pleasure or because he can lock with you in a heated kiss, you can't tell

His sides are usually ticklish, but they act more like erogenous zones when both of you are deep into it

He starts out rough since he isn't used to this kind of activity at all, but over time he finds a balance between being gentle and absolutely blowing your back out

He's likely to caress your arms and waist the whole time to add another sensitive layer to your already overstimulated body

He also likes draping his body over yours, and with how hot his chest is and the press of his lower body? You're not arguing

Once you finish, he either goes straight to sleep while huddling against you or you convince him to get up so you can shower together

I have 2 asks for Drifter HCs, but I'm implementing a personal/request system so I can keep my monsterfucker train going. The next HCs I'm releasing are for Nokris, then I'll do Drifter HCs, and for now my last personal writing will be for Ghaul

#destiny 2 #relationship headcanon #crow x reader #destiny spider #osiris #saint 14 #cayde6 #uldren sov #destiny crow #petra venj #xivu arath

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all-my-friends-were-glorious · 3 years ago

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Which “-Core” Aesthetic Are You? - Gray

Which “-Core” Aesthetic Are You?

FRUITCORE

maybe you weren't born in summer, but you're a summer child at heart. there's something about the warmth of the sun on your skin, the relief of drinking a cold soda in a hot day, the loud laughter of your friends after a joke you've made... these are the small things you live for. you dream of living free, with your friends by your side, going together on adventures. for now, you'll cherish every moment you get to spend with them.

#You Can't Hear The Noise Inside My Head (Gray Headcanons)

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all-my-friends-were-glorious · 3 years ago

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GRAY WILLIAM THELMAN

The Wildcard

“Appear weak when you are strong, and strong when you are weak.” ― Sun Tzu

GENERAL INFORMATION

Name: Gray William Thelman

Nicknames: None

Faceclaim: Nicholas D’Agosto

Age: 15

Gender: Transmasculine

Sexuality: Homosexual Homoromantic

Height: 5′8″

Weight: 126lbs

Birthday: October 31st

Sign: Scorpio

Occupation: Unemployed, Artist, Black Market Dealer

GRAZZLEGRITCH

Not much is known about how they came to be a team, but the pair work together so seamlessly that it spells trouble for anyone that gets in their way. Grazzle is Gray’s familiar and confidant, and takes direct (and indirect) cues from his master. He has a tendency to bully the animals/familiars of those that Gray is unhappy with, or animals that get too close to Greer.

QUICK FACTS

Gray is one of Michael and Pete’s sons. His twin is Greer, and his half-siblings from Pete are Ringer, Brandy, and Hennessey. He has many half-siblings by Michael.

Gray loves his twin brother, and almost nobody else. He respects his father enough to listen to him and take direction from him, and will at least try to listen to his mother.

While he does his best to put on the face that he is absolutely the sweetest boy and be a backstabbing bitch, whenever Greer is overtly upset, he gets more than a little unhinged.

He got his taste in art from Michael, and has done his best to take his father’s cue and has tried his hand at it. His pieces are rough and raw, for the most part, as he flip-flops from feeling nothing to feeling everything.

He will help Michael where he can with his rituals, regardless of if it’s carrying someone to the basement or actually torturing the person. Or both.

Gray is very close with the Lithuanian Goddess of Death, Giltinė, and has made quite a few deals with her. For the most part, he seeks her out for counsel, but due to her he has a higher threshold for tolerating poison. He has been taught how to lick the poison from corpses, much like the Goddess he prescribes to.

Gray is typically not very fond of most animals and living people, though he makes exceptions for Grazzle, Greer, and their parents. He is not overly fond of people that he cannot control with threats of violence or guilt, Michael being the only one that he will even consider listening to in most cases.

Typically, Gray is much sneakier with his obsession with Greer, with the level of Unhinged that he shows to people. However, whenever Greer is upset by someone, Gray typically has it out for them. It’s hard for him to hide how much of an absolute bastard he is when Greer is really upset.

Grazzlegritch and Gray both are very good at pretending that they are absolutely innocent little angels so much of the time that there actually are people who don’t see through it. However, that might not be the case since he appeared the night Greer almost committed suicide, and he’s been on the rampage since he arrived. He has been known to pretend to be innocent until the person’s back is turned, and then he will attack.

He has helped his father with his rituals, either with hunting, the actual torture, or both. He enjoys being able to hurt others, and Pete chalks it up to Gray’s psychopathy.

Gray is commonly passively homicidal, up until someone has upset Greer too much. He is actively homicidal even in public when his Beloved is depressed more than usual

Headcanons Masterlist

TAGS LIST

Hum It You Will Remember Some Of It But If You Solve It You Will Remember All Of It (Gray Thelman)

Did I Ask You To Trust Me At All? (Gray Musings)

Don't Even Try To Take This Weapon From Me (Gray Aesthetic)

My Mother He Told Me "Don't Get In Trouble" My Father He Told Me He Knew I Would (Gray Closet)

You Can't Hear The Noise Inside My Head (Gray Headcanons)

Thanks Bastards! You Made Me What I Am (Gray Journal Entries)

You're Purring So Sweetly Whenever You Greet Me Then Without Warning You're Vicious And Clawing (Grazzlegritch)

VERSES

TBD

MAINS AND SHIPS

MAINS

@southxparkxafterxdark - Michael - Everybody Wants Me To Be Their Angel (Gray and Michael - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Henrietta - They Left Me In The Dust Again It Seems To Have Become A Trend (Gray and Henrietta - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Ague -The Best Thing About Our Future Is Knowing That I'm Gonna Die (Gray and Ague - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Ric - I’m Pure Pure Love (Gray and Ric - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Asher - Everyone's Got A Secret What's Yours? What's Yours? Don't Be Shy I'll Never Repeat It (Gray and Asher - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Harley - It’s Hard To Be A Man When There’s A Gun In Your Hand (Gray and Harley - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Reagan - Pretty Women Silhouetted Stay Within You (Gray and Reagan - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@southxparkxafterxdark - Afton - Death Becomes Us (Gray and Afton - SouthxParkxAfterxDark)

@throughxthexmist - Stan - Don’t Ask Your Questions To The Walls (Gray and Stan - ThroughxThexMist)

@throughxthexmist - Hennessey - It's Getting Faster Moving Faster Now It's Getting Out Of Hand (Gray and Hennessey - ThroughxThexMist)

Here - Pete - I've Got The Spirit But Lost The Feeling (Gray and Pete)

Here - Greer - There’s No One That Can Take That Away From Me And You (Gray and Greer)

Here - Brandy - She Put That Bottle To Her Head And Pulled The Trigger (Gray and Brandy)

Here - Lily - Could These Sensations Make Me Feel The Pleasures Of A Normal Man? (Gray and Lily)

SHIPS

Here - Greer - I Was Meant To Be Yours We Were Meant To Be One (Gray x Greer)

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all-my-friends-were-glorious · 3 years ago

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What Kind Of Doll Would You Be? - Gray

What Kind Of Doll Would You Be?

HAUNTED DOLL

You've got, shall we say, a Past. you may feel like you carry too many memories and can't easily put them down. you may have an aura that makes others careful, respectful around you. you deserve love as much as any doll, haunted or not. you don't need to be exorcised unless you permit it!

#You Can't Hear The Noise Inside My Head (Gray Headcanons)

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all-my-friends-were-glorious · 3 years ago

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5 Songs To Get Into Muse - Gray

What Doesn't Kill You Will Make You A Killer - Rabbit Junk

My Home Sweet Homicide - Wednesday 13

Assault - Revizia

(I Always Kill) The Things I Love - The Real Tuesday Weld

Obsteshun - Toxic Lipstick

#You Can't Hear The Noise Inside My Head (Gray Headcanons)

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all-my-friends-were-glorious · 2 years ago

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Gray’s Pets

Gray has found that he can self-medicate with cats, and he has become very sad in the last few months. His anguish is only helped by his cats and Ash most days, though Greer is trying to reach out to him.

All pictures found on Google.

CW FOR UNDER THE CUT: Body Horror, Animal Body Horror, Witchcraft

GRAZZLEGRITCH “GRAZZ”/”GRAZZLE”

Grazzlegritch is as much a mischief maker as Gray, and enjoys bullying the other animals in the house. He is Gray’s familiar, and they can share sight much like his mother does with his mice. Grazzle exclusively speaks Polish, and Gray will talk to him in it out loud. He chitters a lot and has a very nasally purr. His favorite target is Mis, because he believes that he’s an easy target. To say he has distaste for his ‘younger siblings’ that Gray brought home is an understatement, and he has tried many a time to put the kittens in the kitchen garbage. Usually he is stopped by one of the other cats, or Monster’s barking.

COSMOS “BUG”

Bug is a Cornish Rex like Grazzle, and the only boy out of the kittens. He enjoys playing and cuddling with Mis, and is a rather avid fan of Bazhira. He does try to be careful of her eye, though he does get excited and pounce her often.

POPPY, IRIS, ANGELONIA (ANGEL)

Gray’s three girls, and sisters of Bug. They are very affectionate and purr at the slightest touch. Poppy can be kind of skittish, and Grazzle picks on her the most. Iris is a big explorer and loves to find new, exciting places. When Mis is under the blanket and moves, she is compelled to pounce on him, and lives for his Meeps. Angel is quiet and prefers to lounge around, until she doesn’t. She gets the zoomies less frequently than her siblings, and is the most spirited fighter. She’s smacked Grazz on a few occasions, and he dislikes her the most.

GNIĆ

Gnić (Knee-Shh) means ‘Rot’ in Polish, and Gray ended up creating him during his depressive episode so he wouldn’t be so lonely. Nelay is his ‘brother,’ in the same way that Grazzle is their sibling. He enjoys hunting with Gray and Ash, and has a very jaunty walk. He prefers praise and being touched, and likes when Gray pets his teeth.

ZGNIŁY “Nelay”

Zgniły, or “Nelay” for people who struggle with Polish, means ‘Putrid.’ He takes control of most situations with Gnić, the default leader if Gray or Grazzle are not present. He and Gnić actually get along with Grazzle, as they will listen to him and do his bidding. They patrol the neighborhood often.

#You Can't Hear The Noise Inside My Head (Gray Headcanons)#You're Purring So Sweetly Whenever You Greet Me Then Without Warning You're Vicious And Clawing (Grazzlegritch)#He Can Eat A Whole Watermelon (Bug)#She Is So Concernicus (Poppy)#What Else Can I Do? (Iris)#Somebody Is Taking The Train To Sleepytime Junction (Angel)#I Will Keep Quiet You Won't Even Know I'm Here (Gnić)#You Won't Suspect A Thing You Won't See Me In The Mirror (Zgniły)

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