#Yesterday I was barely able to string sentences together and today I still can't write it down in a way that isn't all over the place

[dunmeshistash]

I would love to read the whole rant about Falin as someone plagued by her in my mind way too often

I wrote huge texts like 3 times but I cannot express myself in a way that makes any sense LOL

The gist of it was that

Pre -canon Falin will self-sacrifices for anyone, even random spirits and possessed adventures, but that also mean that receiving her kindness doesn't mean you're special or that you two have a connection, she has walls put up to keep things as they are and not cause ripples? So I feel like it's hard to get closer to pre-canon Falin, she'll keep you at arms length with a smile on her face, she'll listen to your problems but not tell you hers so she doesn't trouble you type of person? So I'm just happy post-canon Falin is willing to say things that could be hurtful to stay true to herself

Also would like to remember that for the people she truly has a connection with (Falin and Laios) she's willing to CAUSE harm for 🫶

Falin is a mystery, but she's a mystery because she wont tell you about herself to avoid being a bother, she only told Marcille about her childhood post-canon too, she spent most of her life with Marcille and this is the first time she tells her about her parents, AND Marcille hears it first from Laios

I'm starting to get all over the place again so I'll stop here. Falin.....