#Y'all know how I do them hhhhhhh

[ottpopfic]

Signs the biggest deepest sigh

[woeisthey]

no bc i feel the need to reiterate and emphasize this... PLEASE understand 😭😭😭 put this in ur vashwood playlists like i am begging y'all fr

also 🚨 SPOILERS BELOW 🚨 since it's not enough to include only the lyrics.. i need to add trimax panels bc i. have strong feelings 4 wv

not to be emo as hell but u can't tell me this isn't vashwood . u simply can't

[kuiilandtorch]

Fanfic writer ask game + 21!

Is there an idea you’ve always wanted to write, but haven’t yet?

(sorry it's taken me this long to answer, shortly after this I got fucking steamrolled by some sort of cursed bug that wasn't COVID but sure as hell flattened me almost as badly; I was bedridden for 3 days and I've just started feeling human again today so HHHHHHH I LIVE)

I feel like I have to cheat a little because I think at this point even my most out-there ideas have gotten a least a little coverage in a Google doc somewhere, but then again, that means they're all still just in DrawerFicLand, which continues experiencing explosive population growth haha ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ ಠ_ಠ so I guess I can narrow this down to technically 2 answers?

My one white whale, which you'd figure out rapidly by examining said population of DrawerFicLand, is really the desire to combine the vast majority of those WIPs into one singular thesis story that would be my personal dinluke magnum opus, the one fic to rule them all, the one fic that just gets my vision exactly the way I want to convey it. Because most of my WIPs are just barely a notch to the side of another doc I've written, which are all still extremely canon-adjacent, just tweaking another detail or two to try something slightly different/better. I just want my damn vision for them crystalized and I don't know how to distill it like a fine vodka. There's too many other ideas competing with each other that I'm trying to force to exist in the same story somehow. I'll likely never reach that ideal point.

The other is finding an excuse to put my extremely unhinged headcanon lore about The Whills and the Tho Yor and the Force into a fic somewhere. I actually do have a specific WIP for this, but it's, uh...yeah, it's languishing in DrawerFicLand lol. I have a lot of psychedelic eldritch thots I'd love to just fling at people like water balloons lol. If y'all want me to go off on that junk on a separate post like Charlie from Always Sunny just hmu (☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞

[quodekash]

ah frick, i forgot what i was doing again and got distracted for half an hour finding out how many languages have the word for orange the fruit and orange the colour as the same thing, and it turns out most of them do and i think thats really stupid

WAIT APPARENTLY ITS BEEN AN HOUR AND A HALF SINCE I POSTED LAST?? WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING, I GENUINELY DONT REMEMBER

welp, either way, time to continue. i probably wont finish today

ENGLISH JUMPSCARE, JEEZ, I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT "good morning"

you spent half of it lost in a forest, but sure. whatever you say buddy

kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss. kiss.

HES SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

FHJEWKBSDG THE STICKY NOTES

BRB IMMA CRY REAL QUICK

THE FACE

THE FACE

THE SMILEY FACE

THE PRAN SMILEY FACE

AAAAAAAAA

AND THE WAY THEY KEEP SMILING AT EACH OTHER???

I AM DECEASED. DEAD. GONE.

I AM KICKING MY FEET AND SMILING AND CRYING AND DYING AND AAAAAAA

THEY FISTBUMPED

THEY FISTBUMPED

THYE FISTBUMPED

GIEJRHNGDSOJVBENRPDOIKGNL

YOURE KIDDING

this is the end of me. thats it.

im writing p'aof into my will

someone play Our Song at my funeral

imma head out and die rn

see y'all in hell

OH EW I SAID Y'ALL, NEVER MIND IM COMING BACK, NOT DYING TODAY, I NOW REGRET EVERYTHING IVE EVER DONE

AAAAAAAAAAA

THEYRE BOTH JUST SO PRETTY AND SO PRECIOUS AND I WOULD DIE FOR THEM

PFFFT

my favourite thing is the fact that (if my memory serves me correctly) patpran never actually told phutian that theyre dating, but it was like as soon as they stepped foot into the village their gaydars went off and they just immediately k n e w, and i love it so much

theyre just such dads

HHHHHHH

GUEORJBDG

THEYD BETTER FREAKING COME BACK

THERES NO WAY THEY JUST LEAVE ALL OF THIS BEHIND

THEY DEFINITELY COME BACK EVERY SO OFTEN, COMPLETELY UNANNOUNCED, BECAUSE I SAID SO

AFTER PRAN GOES TO SINGAPORE, WHEN HE COMES BACK ONCE A YEAR THEY GO TO THE VILLAGE FOR A BIT

MAYBE SOMETIMES PAT GETS LONELY WHILE PRAN'S GONE AND HE GOES TO THE VILLAGE FOR A FEW DAYS AND HANGS OUT WITH THE KIDS OR SOMETHING

I CANT TAKE IT IF THEY JUST DONT COME BACK SO THIS STUFF IS CANON NOW I DECIDED

KAMPUNG

MY FAVOURITE CHILD

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

HIS NAO NONG DOLL EYE MASK???

DAMN OKAY THEN

YES

PLEASE DO

"think of this place as your home. you're always welcome here." YES. GOOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH

ITS NOT THE END OF THE JOURNEY

THEYRE COMING BACK AND THATS FINAL

THEY. ARE. DADS.

I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH

THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY????

they're gonna fu-

they're definitely gonna fu-

AND THEY SAID "OF COURSE"

THERE IS HOPEEE

well duh, of course he did

(there's this one tiktok i saw of a clip, and it has been the main driving force for me to finally watch this, (alongside wanting to finish before my friend), and the clip wouldnt have happened if phu didn't sign it)

NO BUT SERIOUSLY

WATCH IT

I HAVE WATCHED THIS ON REPEAT SO MANY TIMES THAT I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE

PFFFFTBAHAHAHAHAHA

THIS IS SO FUNNY OMG

THEYRE SUCH HUSBANDS AND BOYFRIENDS AND DADS I LOVE THEM

PLS ITS SO FUNNY

it honestly looks kinda like a horror film or smth

i just love them so much

you guys have literally had sex before, what do you mean a "closer look"

bro hes probably licked those abs before, what are you doing

PLS-

LIKE YOU'RE ANY BETTER?

I JUST LOVE MY DADS SO MUCH

ah frick im out of images again

IM TWELVE MINUTES THROUGH THE EPISODE AND IVE ALREADY USED UP MY 30 SCREENSHOTS FOR ONE TUMBLR POST, WHAT THE HELL

im making another one, ill be back, i promise

[honeyypotato]

The Girl in the Woods, Chapter 19: The Rumbling

Here's the link to the rest of the chapters!

Word count: 2,177

Warnings/tags: profanity, injury descriptions, canon-typical violence/gore, gabi is fuckin adorable idk, I tag this every time but soft Reiner

AN:

Happy Reiner Day y'all, sorry this was late :)

I love this man so much hhhhhhh

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Eren’s entire body is surrounded by light, and then he explodes outwards as the largest titan you’d ever seen begins to form in the spot where his body once was. You drag yourself behind some rubble, feeling a hand on your arm as you look over to see Gabi has made it to shelter as well. You grab her hand and you hold onto each other for dear life as earthquakes shake the ground. You watch the gigantic walls around the city crumble to the ground, revealing the titans that had been buried within the stone. Eren’s new titan form begins to move forward, and the Wall Titans turn to follow him.

Before you can do anything, your vision changes to that odd desert you had only seen in your dreams, the giant pillar of light still streaming from the center. You figured you had passed out, but then a voice echoes in your head.

“My name is Eren Jaeger.”

You stand, planting your feet in the sand, and the voice continues.

“I’m using the Founding Titan’s power to address all Subjects of Ymir.” 

Your head spins in confusion–you didn’t think you were Eldian. You gasp when you remember what your father’s notes had said about the Founding Titan’s pure spinal fluid having the ability to alter a person’s genetics. It was starting to make sense.

“I’ve undone the hardening on Paradis Island’s walls, and the titans buried within have begun their march. My goal is to protect the people of Paradis Island–the place where I was born. However, the world wants to exterminate my people–and not just on the island. They will not stop until every last Subject of Ymir is dead. I refuse to let them. The Wall Titans will trample every inch of the world beyond this island, until every last life beyond our shores is wiped out.”

The starry sky vanishes.

You and Gabi lock eyes. 

“What was that?” She asks you.

“I…I don’t know. But I’ve seen that place in my dreams.”

“I thought you were Marleyan. How did you see it?” She’s wearing a confused expression.

“I was given titan spinal fluid when I was very young. It must have given me more than just titan powers.” You give her your best small smile, and you try to stand, pulling Gabi with you. 

Your leg had begun healing, but you knew you still probably shouldn’t be walking on it. Gabi puts an arm around your waist as you stumble in an attempt to steady you, and Colt appears at your other side, looping your arm around his shoulders. The three of you walk towards the edge of the building, and you shoot the hooks of your ODM gear into the building at your feet, using it to ease the three of you to the ground.

“Can you stand, y/n?” Colt asks softly, and you nod, watching him run off, yelling his younger brother’s name. Tears rush to your eyes as you realize that because he ate Porco, he would be okay, wherever he was. He was the new Jaw Titan. A kid.

You realized Reiner was probably only a little older than him when he became the Armored Titan.

Reiner.

You gasp, looking over to where the Armored Titan had fallen earlier, to see him sitting up out of the nape of the titan. You sob when you see him, and pull Gabi along towards him. He stumbles off the titan and you try and catch him in your arms, but you fail as you try and put weight on your injured leg, the two of you crumbling to the ground in each other’s arms.

“Y/n! Reiner!” Gabi cries out. Reiner wraps his arms around you for a moment, and then gets to his feet, lifting you along with him. He pulls you and Gabi off the street into the wreckage of a nearby house, where you all collapse in exhaustion.

“Reiner–I-I’m sorry–Porco–I couldn’t–f-fuck-ing hell–” You’re sobbing, clenching Reiner’s shirt in your fist as you curl into him, unable to get any more words out. You feel wetness on his face and you realize he’s crying as well.

“You’re okay, baby, I’ve got you. I’ve got you, shhh…it’s okay. There was nothing else you could do. It was his choice.” He’s soothing you, pressing kisses into your forehead, holding you tight to his chest.

“Gabi, go find help.��� Reiner looks up at his cousin. She was definitely shaken, and tears had left clean streaks down her dirt-covered face. But, she wasn’t injured. She nods and runs off.

“Y/n, you kept her safe. You saved my life. I can’t thank you enough.” Reiner talks to you softly, holding you with the remaining strength in his arms.

“I’m glad you’re ok, Reiner.” You try and take a deep breath, but it hurts to do so, and you let out a small groan of pain.

“Where are you hurt? And don’t you dare tell me you aren’t.”

“…Left leg, shin broke. There’s rocks and shit in my side, too. My right blade was broken off, so my arm feels weird. I think that’s the worst of it. I’ll heal.” You had other minor cuts and bruises all over, but you had the feeling you’d worried Reiner enough already. “Are you hurt?” You look up at him.

He shakes his head. “I’m alright, just fucking exhausted. Probably bruised in a lot of places.” He sighs.

“Y/n–I don’t know how you saved me.”

“What do you mean, Rei?”

“You were there, and rocks were flying at us, and then there was this bright light and the big ones that were headed straight towards us exploded.”

“I…remember feeling really angry...and running at Zeke. Then the light, and then I was thrown against you. It was a lot like the time I stopped the anti-titan ammo at the final battle of the war, but I was mostly okay afterwards…”

Reiner hums in thought.

“I…I don’t think I actually hit the rocks like I did last time though, I wasn’t trying to hit them. I remember holding my hand out like I was trying to stop them.”

“But…how would you have stopped them without hitting them?” Reiner was confused.

“I don’t know…I don’t really want to think about it right now. I don’t want to think at all right now. I’m sorry.” You let your head rest against his chest as you listen to the stomping of the wall titans marching away from the city and the hiss of your wounds healing.

The two of you sit in silence.

“Y/n?! Reiner?!” You hear Gabi calling for you in the distance, footsteps approaching.

“In here, Gabi!” Reiner shouts back, covering your one ear as to not hurt you more than you already were.

The young girl runs in. “They’re in here!” She’s speaking to someone whose voice you don’t recognize.

Then, a young woman’s head appears around the corner of the hole in the building that you had climbed through. Your eyes meet and you stare at each other in shock for a moment when you recognize her as the woman you fought against during the invasion, the one that had protected Eren from you. Anger rises in your chest, but it leaves as quickly as it had come; you had no strength to be upset at anyone right now. 

“Oh. Hello.” The woman says softly.

“Mikasa! What’s going on?” Another voice from outside.

The young woman steps inside the house and then turns her head to answer, just as a young man with blond hair in a short bowl cut steps inside as well. Both of them are wearing ODM gear.

“Reiner!” The man recognizes him immediately, and Reiner gives a faint smile to the two strangers.

“Armin. Mikasa. Hey.” 

“Who’s the girl?” Armin asks.

“I’m y/n.” You reply shortly, not appreciating being talked about as if you’re not starting dead at them.

“You’re the one from Liberio.” Mikasa is looking at you through narrowed eyes.

“That’s me, yup. You tried to stop me from cutting Eren to pieces. Look where that got you.” You were too tired for niceties.

“Y/n–” Reiner warns, but Armin cuts him off, holding up a hand.

“It’s alright, she looks injured and we’re all exhausted. Reiner, can you walk?” You look up at Armin, who seemed to be a relatively logical person for someone who just helped cause the end of the world.

Yet, he was defending you despite lashing out at his friend.

“Sorry, Mikasa, for snapping at you. I’m not in great shape right now.” You close your eyes with a sigh, feeling badly for being rude to her.

Her expression softens, but she doesn’t say a word.

“I can carry y/n, if that’s what you’re wondering, Armin.” Reiner almost chuckles.

Armin smiles down at the two of you as you shift off of Reiner’s lap. There was an intense heat in your shin where you figured the bone was probably healing, and you knew it was a bad idea to walk. Reiner stands stiffly and then bends over, cradling you in his arms. You wrap your good arm around his shoulders and he turns to nod at Armin. 

“Alright. We should go before any Jaegerists find you here. If anyone asks, you're our prisoners.” You, Reiner, and Gabi follow them out of the building, walking down the ruined streets. You reach the castle, which was overrun with soldiers.

“The hell are these three doing with you?” A hotheaded young soldier stops the five of you at the entrance.

“We’re holding them captive here. Step aside.” Mikasa’s voice is quiet, but stern, and the man steps out of her path.

You breathe a sigh of relief. You didn’t know Mikasa, but you had a feeling she’d stick to Armin’s words. Her and Armin lead the three of you down the corridor to a room. “In here.” She says curtly.

Reiner places you on one of the beds in the room, and you sit up immediately.

“What are you doing? Get some rest.” Reiner raises an eyebrow at you.

“I’m fine.” You wave a hand at him. It wasn’t a complete lie, your leg was already feeling leagues better.

You look up at the two people who had led you here. “Mikasa? Armin? We have to stop Eren. I’m sorry. I know he’s your friend. But he’s gonna kill everyone in the world if we don’t.”

“We’re on the same page, y/n.” Armin looks at you, his eyes sad.

“Will you fight with us?” Your head turns to Mikasa, surprised that she was talking to you. “You matched me in combat. We’ll need your help.” She blushes a little and looks away.

You and Reiner lock eyes, and he nods at you. You turn back to Mikasa. “We’ll help.”

She nods. “We’ll come back for you in a couple hours–don’t go anywhere.” Her voice is a little loud and stern; you figure she’s trying to make any Jaegerists believe you’re really prisoners. She leaves with Armin, closing the door behind her, leaving you, Reiner, and Gabi alone.

There was a pause.

“Y/n.” 

Reiner turns to you, yellow gaze burning. You deflate in your seat, when Gabi steps in front of you.

“Reiner, you don’t get to be mad at her. She saved your life. I saw it. I know you love her, but you can’t get mad at her every time she gets hurt.” The kid glares up at her cousin.

His face goes red. “W-who told you that?”

“What?”

“That I love her.”

“No one did! It’s obvious.” Gabi puts her hands on her hips in defiance.

You can’t help but laugh at the look on Reiner’s face. “You just got called out by a kid, Rei.”

“I know that, you didn’t have to point it out.” He rolls his eyes.

“I love you too, Reiner.” You smile up at him, and your eyes meet for a moment before he looks away, blushing, trying to avoid the shining eyes of his little cousin.

“Reiner! Guess what?!” Gabi squeaks.

“What else are you gonna hit me with tonight, kid?”

“Falco told me he loves me!”

Reiner’s face falls. “...When?” 

“In the battle! We were trying to get to Zeke, to tell him Falco got the wine with the spinal fluid in his mouth!”

Reiner puts his head in his hands.

“You know what? Good for you, kiddo. I’m not gonna ask any more questions.”

You burst out laughing. “Gabi, I’m happy for you.”

Gabi babbles on, telling the two of you all about her adventures on the island. You think Reiner probably didn’t need to hear at least half of them; he sat there with his arm tight around you and his face white as a sheet while he listened to his cousin talk.

You drifted off to sleep in Reiner’s arms, happy to hear Gabi’s voice once again. It made it feel like things were at least a little normal.

[domjaehyun]

WHAT an HONOR😭🙏🏾🙏🏾 top 5 most used tag on here…I had no idea I sent in that many asks! I’m so happy! :) we’re good friends❤️ also we love hearing ur horny thoughts girl that was hot asf you have good taste in…sex. Idk if that makes sense. But I like your style. Now I’m looking at Haechan a lil different…😏😏 but I can’t! Omg he’s Mark’s bestie! …now I imagined a ménage a trois with them… hot. Mark would be flustered and jealous. Haechan would be cool and teasing. Heheheh. -👄

KJDFLSGD i just posted the actual year in review post and . YEAH you're actually the 3rd top tag fgsdkj so . a win for u i guess hehehe and yes we are good friends 💖 (under the cut is a surprisingly long rant from me abt . the rest of ur message gsdfljdk)

and . hHhHhhH okay i DO hear u..... my thoughts are welcomed here..... but . at the same time, like, if someone came here on some fuck shit and were like "tHat'S wEiRd / cRiNgE / uNhEalThY" i'd feel the urge to rip their throat out w my teeth.... like these are My Fantasies....... on My Blog...... that I Run..... regarding My Interests......

like, i'm gonna be honest... when i was talking to y'all abt fiending before i posted it and was like so...... dubcon........ i did Not Like some of the responses djfkgskd like it's one thing to be like "i'm not into that" which is totally fine !! we don't have to agree !! there's SO much stuff i don't like !! it's not like that would be 100% my content forever, i can write a bunch of diff stuff y'know?

but i remember at LEAST 3 anons being like "that's so unhealthy what's wrong with you blahlbhalbahbkahbk pbbtt i'm a whiny baby and i don't like to let people have fun" (i am paraphrasing but . we get the gist, yes? they were unaccepting and Super Judgmental and Accusatory, like. shut tf up pls i asked how y'all felt abt it to be nice but now i no longer care abt your opinion bc you don't know how to act)

like i remember so clearly that i made a poll asking if ppl were into it? (bc i was gonna put it in my fic) and at least 1 person (i'm p sure there were 2 ppl but for now i'm saying 1) like . attempted to spam vote "no" and i was like . okay well now your votes are entirely deleted and you get No Say At All because you don't understand how democracy works 😒 1 vote per person... this is not the presidential election.... popular vote/majority rules.... and even if the majority HAD said no.... it's still my fic sdjkgskdf like at the end of the day i'm gonna do what i want regardless ://// i just wanted to see where ppl's heads were at !!

tbh maybe this is kinda like the US gov't but like... where a bunch of ppl (like congress or smth) write a bill and then are like "hey, president, what do you think abt this?" and then the president either goes "yeah this sounds good" and makes it a law... or they go "mmm no vibe check failed" and then . vetos it 💖 y'all are following, right? y'all are congress, the bill is the fic idea, i am the president 💖 except this is my world and there are no checks and balances if y'all say no and i say yes, then it's yes 💖 if i say no and y'all say yes, then it's no 💖 i am taking suggestions, not orders y'know?

and DJFKSGKLD "you have good taste in...sex" you WOULD think that pls omg i'm having flashbacks to the time i went on a rant in your dms abt . one of my fantasies . that was fun . i would write that some day i think (i'm sorry to ppl who are reading this that are not 👄 anon and want to know the fantasy; it is . private atm gfdjsglk maybe one day i will talk abt it) but yeah i think that you and i do have similar, like, things that we like so that's dope for me hehehe at least i know One Person will probably like the things i am thinking of !!

"i'm looking at haechan a lil different" *softly* don't. don't do it. don't do this to me 🧍🏽‍♀️ i can't... i'm too insane for this woof woof bark bark grrr but OH?! mark...hyuck... threesome... i've done a markhyuck threesome once before, i did a mark/hyuck/jaemin foursome once, and . i am currently doing a fivesome with markhyuck and other ppl.... but markhyuck threesome.... inchresting.... if you want to,,,, uhh,,,, elaborate at all,,,,,, i am all ears........ 👀 like a... setting, perchance,,,, maybe a plot.... maybe...

I AM NOT GUARANTEEING I'LL WRITE ANYTHING FOR JUST THOSE TWO!!!! i just . am curious . abt ideas . if it unlocks smth, it unlocks smth, and if it doesn't, then it's not a problem fdgkljsfjs i have my current wip that's literally at 18.6k rn and is not even close to being finished, so . markhyuck content will def appear in there at some point... their dynamic is not very prominent though, heads up :p BUT YEAH OKAY SORRY I WENT ON A RANTY-RANT-RANT anyway . yes 💖 haechan 💖 i love him 💖 i am gonna answer any like newer messages i have now and then i'm gonna go back to writing i am Thinking A Lot about haechan now and the thoughts need to leave my brain and land on this document!!!!!!

[strawberrymochii-sayshi]

hhhhh this is just me going on about some cookies i like nothing important

how can you not like them? look at that. the colours are cute, they're cute, they have b u t t e r f l y f r i e n d s which is super cool, they could impale you with that horn but won't because they're a friend hhhhhhh aaaggggggg i love. and cAPE I LOBVE CAPE

one look. one look is all you need to go MMMMMM THAS ONE COOKIE. fabulous. absolutely fabulous. honestly. you could give me anything that has to do with stars or the night sky, and i will proceed to cry tears of joy, god i fucking love galaxy themed things. they rocking that shi, too!

y'all already KNOW how much i fucking love squish. everything about them is perfect, a solid 11/10 and more.

uhm girl, i need a sec, because d a m n you cute as hell. look at that smile! wonderful. the colours? wonderful. they are just one lovely cookie.

need i say anything? spider themed caharcters are fucking awesome, the colours are just MMMMMM, they're so damn elegant, this is just a fresh character.

fuckign larry the lobster's cousin right here looking fineeeeee. like damn those colours and sharp edges hit

not much i even need to say. just. very epic dude

loOK AT THA LITTLE PANCAEK FELLA THEY SO EXCITED AND HAPPY LOOKING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

a. pineapple. dragon. need i say more? very cool guy right here

whole ass pineapple dragon goddamn

they like the other guy but a dragonfruit, and that's pretty cool ngl

damn i love these motherfuckers i think i'll draw them maybe tomorrow or the next day 😳

[throwing-summers-at-the-walls]

Hi, i hope you are feeling good! Im better than yesterday so i can finally answer you. First of all: i am so happy that you shared your fanfiction! i had a great time reading it! Im always open for more recs. Maybe your all time favorites? Or if you know some good h/c these are always welcome :) And YESSS please send me a link to your fanvids. -- yeah 13rw was super cursed. haha i also watched season 1 but thankfully i was able to sto watching becaue i could feel it making me feel bad (1)

I agree the suicide scene was just cringe (but i think i remember reading somewhere that they cut it out? idk) and overall this show just gave me the feeling that there was no hope and things are always getting worse instead of better and i hated that. but enough of that cursed show. can i just say i really admire how open you are about your feelings (like being suicidal and that) i realy, really admire this about you. i have so much respect for you that you can just share your feelings here (2)

I have never heard of ace attorney but that story you described sounds really good. and i get reading sth that isnt good for you and still doing it (because im a dumb bitch too :D) -- okay i might accept that Root will never grow on you (but i thought so too and look at me now :D) but i havent fully given up yet :)-- yes thats the girl. i think it was really sweet when she said that to Shaw. and i think Shaw appreciated it that someone tried to figure her out instead of just writting her off (3)

Shaw is really cool and definately also a badass and in combination with John its just great! but you will have to suffer trough some Shoot.  but maybe, maybe you will end up not hating Root. hope dies last (idk how the saying goes in english, sorry). -- Did you ever ship Caresse (in a romantic way)? cause sometimes i do and sometimes i dont and i get so confused about it :) but i think most of the time i like them more as friends. anyway her death really sucked and you are right with (4)

her death and them losing the library it felt like a different show (i mean i guess it was a different show then). i kinda get your feelings about the destroyed library because i also really loved it (and im really bad with change) but i dont think it affected me as much as you. but yeah i still missed the library very much. and while the subway is a really cool new place its not the same. (also the subway is super dark cause its underground and idk it just makes the whole thing less homey) (5)

Yes he is everything! such a great, interesting character and i wish there were more John-centric episodes! (like ones that explored his character more). that was one of my biggest dislikes of the later seasons that John wasnt featured as much anymore. i think he chuckled a few times in the show but a real laugh? i cant remember one :(  -- He did promise Joss to talk to Tyler so @show were is that talk? -- if seen the vid its awesome! thehiddenmemory has some great poi vids! (6)

yes i think so too. Like Grace would probably be relived and thankful that Harold is still alive and maybe they would even try again but eventually she would figure out that she cant trust him after lying to him for so long or sth like that and Harold would ofc realize that he is in love with someone else now. And then he finds out that John is still alive but stayed away cause he didnt want to get in the way of Harold/Grace. But then Harold comes back. And when they meet again John is like (7)

you came back for the machine? what about Grace. But Harold tells him he came back for John not the machine and then they kiss and have a happy live with Bear (sorry i got a little carried away here :D). -- Yeah Zoe is really hot and she needed more screen time! -- i hope you have a good day and i hope i havent messed up the numbers on the asks! :)

Hi ! I'm finally free from the resits, I hope you're doing okay with your thesis 💛

Sorry for replying late, there was the exam resits, and I read a bunch of fics, then I fell into pokémon and started bingewatching it. (Also I had a breakdown during therapy today so I'm gonna finish writing my answer to distract myself - it's been sitting in my drafts for so long rip)

Thank you !! It was a very personal thing, I'm really happy you liked it !! Your support and your comment made me thrive 💛💛

Tbh I was surprised to see it get kudos given that the only intended audience was my self projecting ass 🤣

So, my fav fics (my fav fic ever is in French, rip to y'all bc it's so good):

I am, I am, I am by RavenWhitecastle

Actually check the entire series this work belongs to: The Sinner and the Saint. I haven't finished it yet but I love it (I just skipped the explicit fics bc I don't like smut or sub!John)

Breaking All The Rules by talkingtothesky

Outsider Perspective by Neery

A Really Private Person by astolat

Hamartia (the hero's fatal flaw) by astolat

If Only for Tonight by spacemutineer

From Here, Where? by AKMars

Stroll by TheaNishimori

and the world was gone by lunarcorvid

a light that never goes out by vindicatedtruth

Limitations. by Michaelssw0rd

Reel you in and spit you out by Michaelssw0rd

All I Want For Christmas Is You by richmahogany

By What Power I Am Made Bold by brinnanza

Aftershocks by darringtons

At Certain Hours It All Breaks Down by nogoaway

construction of a kingdom by the_ragnarok

You Take Me Higher Than I've Gone by talkingtothesky

All Together Now by beadedslipper

I'll Let the Waters Still by brinnanza

Birthday Tradition by talkingtothesky

Things My Father Taught Me by KRyn

Truth is in the Eye of the Beholder by infiniteeight

Better Luck This Time by Lisztful

Motivations by JenNova

What's On the Table by cortue

In Another Life by Della19

I Thought We Already Were by talkingtothesky

Misunderstandings by thisstarvingartist

This is already fucking long omg so for the h/c: my bookmarks filtered with Rinch and h/c

Here's my playlist, it's mostly Rinch, but there are a few not Rinch vids, plus some scenes I like

This is long enough already, so it's time for a read more. Also, warning, we be talking about suicide

The portrayal of suicide is cringe most of the time anyway. If my suicidal ass can find a list of suicide methods and their lethality in 2 mins on Google you'd think writers who are supposed to do some research would be able to find them too but no they're like "ah yes slicing wrists" even though it's literally the shittiest method 🙄 (I just don't understand why slicing wrists seems to be such a popular method in the collective imagination ? It's weird.) At least in 13rw she took aspirin and cut herself vertically instead of horizontally but still, no hesitation wounds, and she dies even though she only got 4 wounds iirc ? I know more about jumping off bridges than slicing wrists, but it kinda sounds like bullshit to me. Also Netflix once suggested "beyond the reasons" to me, it's a sort of discussion with the cast and crew of 13rw and the only thing I remember is a moment of intellectual masturbation abt how they "opened a discussion abt suicide" 😬😬😬

They may have cut it out it's not impossible, idk I didn't hear about it, but it's not like I look for info about this dumpster fire lol. Maybe they faced backlash ? Wouldn't be surprised given how shit the show was. And yeah it has a hopeless vibe, I mean that's how it be when you're suicidal, but I didn't like it either.

You're sweet 💜💜 it's interesting that you find it respectable or admirable, I don't have an external point of view, so I'm just like 🤷 it is what it is. I understand where you're coming from though, I guess it's still quite a taboo subject, and suicidal people don't always feel comfortable talking about it, so me throwing around that I jumped off a bridge must be surprising. I'm detached enough from my suicide attempt that I'm able to talk about it without much of a problem, and I'm not really suicidal anymore.

Dumb bitches unite 👏👏👏 we be out there reading shit we shouldn't read

Yeah I think it's nice how the show didn't portray Shaw as a bad person for not having "normal feelings". Well, hope makes one live as we say in French (idk the English saying either lol) but don't hold much hope about me liking Root lmao

I used to ship careese bc they kissed in the crossing, but then I read some Rinch fics and I just ended up falling into it to the point where I stopped caring about careese. Now I think their relationship works better as a friendship.

Yeah all that change really puts me off... It just gives me "bad spin-off" vibes. Especially since there is less John :( and less Rinch :((((

Lmao yeah I just have a lot of feelings about early poi hgkfglrk. Also :/ I'm sad about the subway being less homey pls I just want happiness ?? I swear this show destroys my heart on top of owning my last braincell (brb changing my blog title to this lmao)

Mood I need all the John-centric eps, give me m o r e characterization and development and backstory and feelings hhhhhhh. I love him so much I just wanna spend more time with him. And that's what fics are for ! Yeah thehiddenmemory is so talented ! Astolat made some good ones too, on top of writing really good fics ! (Our fandom has been blessed with the presence of one of the ao3 founders hell yeah)

Also, remember how we talked abt the poi subreddit ? The other day I left a comment on there, wild I know. It wasn't a discussion about the last seasons though, I'm not crazy, it was about the impact poi had in our lives so I said it literally taught me English. Who knows maybe sometimes I'll comment again lol. I just don't wanna meet one of those people who prefer late poi over early poi.

Allow me to uuuuh write something based on what you said. Don't ask me how John survived with no major injuries, my man got that Thick Plot Armor alright. Hope you appreciate me getting carried away sjdkdksk it's kinda rushed and the first part isn't that good bc idk how to write Grace I'm just here for that sweet sweet Rinch stuff

Harold is eating breakfast with Grace in her kitchen – he can't think of her home as his home – when his phone vibrates. It's a text from the machine. It's a surprise, she barely contacted him since... He blocks the thoughts and the images coming to his mind. The machine sent him a picture. When he opens it, his heart misses a beat. Right here on his screen is a silhouette he thought he would never see again. His phone vibrates again. Another picture, this time it's unmistakably John, wearing his signature suit, Bear next to him. Transfixed, he stares at his phone until he feels Grace gently touching his arm. She goes straight to the point.

"Is it John ?" He looks up in confusion, but before he can say anything, she adds, "I hear you call him in your sleep every night."

"It's him, yes." He doesn't want to explain. He only wants to see John, to touch him, to tell him how much he loves him.

"You should go back to him. I like you, Harold. I am deeply relieved to see you alive. But I've been thinking, and... It's not working. This, us... You aren't really the man I fell in love with, the man I grieved... I can't trust you anymore." She doesn't say 'You lied to me' but Harold hears it all the same.

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Harold sits on their bench. The machine indicated John often comes here. Soon enough, his arms are full of Bear, and John is standing in front of him.

"John. How are you ?" he asks when Bear finally calms down.

"Busy. And you ?"

Harold eyes him suspiciously – John once said he was busy when he was bleeding and way too close to death – but he seems to be well.

"I'm fine." He doesn't have time for awkward small talk." I thought you were dead. Why didn't you contact me ?"

"The machine told me you were with Grace. I thought you wanted to come back to your previous life. I didn't want to crash into it and ruin what you had."

Harold wants to be angry at him, but he understands. He did the same with Grace.

"You would never ruin anything. Besides, my relationship with Grace... didn't survive my lies. She's very dear to my heart, but she's a part of my previous life, as you said."

"So you came back for the machine, and the numbers, like the good old times ?"

Harold gets up from the bench.

"I came back for you. You are an important part of my life. The most important part."

John smiles, finally. He takes a step towards Harold, they're so close they could kiss. Harold reaches out, grips his shirt and slowly inches closer. He's still afraid of being rejected but John wraps his arm around him and kisses him. The kiss is over too soon. John's smile is even wider when they part.

"You're the most important part of my life too," he says before kissing Harold again. "You will stay ?"

"Always."

Damn I live for sappy Rinch stuff.

Bitches decided that Harold saying "always" is peak Rinch. It's me I'm bitches.

Also ofc I had to make a reference to number crunch, who do you think I am

Anyway. I hope you have a good day ! 💛

[thinkyoureholy]

Blood Lust [11]

A/n : hhhhhhh I'm sorry I made y'all wait so long😭 everything I was writing out didn't seem good enough until now. 😞

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Pairing : Oh Sehun / Reader

Genre : Fluff, Angst, Vampire!AU

Words : 2k

Pt 1. Pt 2. Pt 3. Pt 4. Pt 5. Pt 6. Pt 7. Pt 8. Pt 9. Pt 10. Pt 11. Pt 12. Pt 13. Pt 14. Pt 15.

-Y/N’s P.O.V-

“I don’t think it’s right to leave her alone with you.”

“Well that’s not really your choice to make is it?”

I woke up to the sound of two men arguing, one voice more familiar than the other. I squinted my eyes as soon as I opened them. I could still hear the two men arguing but I was still too out of it too make out what they were saying. I looked over to see that one of the men was Sehun while the other was the man I faintly remember to be named Kir. I sat up in the bed, my eyes still on them as they immediately stopped talking once they realized I was awake.

“Y/N!” Sehun exclaimed reaching out for me but before he could reach me, Kir stopped him.

Kir had grabbed ahold of Sehun’s arm, stopping him from touching me. Sehun didn’t take too well to being touched as he stared Kir down, Kir glaring right back into his eyes.

“You. What the hell do you think you’re doing?” I asked, looking at Kir with a darkness clouding my eyes.

Kir looked at me hesitantly before speaking, “I was just-”

“Let him go.”

“But-”

“Now.” I said firmly, flashing him my bright blue eyes.

At seeing them he immediately did as I said, bowing his head as Sehun took the opportunity to come over to me. As soon as he was within arms reach I grabbed at his shirt, pulling towards me as I stood up and engulfed him in a hug. I felt his chest rumble as he chuckled softly, one of his hands coming up to tangle in my hair while the other rubbed my back soothingly.

“You’re safe…” I trailed off.

“I should be the one saying that. You’re the one that took all the blows for me.” Sehun said as he buried his face into the crook of my neck, “Don’t scare me like that ever again, love.”

“I’ll leave you two then.” I heard Kir say before he started to leave.

“Wait.” I called out to him, pulling away from Sehun.

“I need you to answer a few questions for me.”

“Anything for you.” Was his immediate response, throwing me off guard, “But I’d rather not have him in the room.”

I sighed heavily, rubbing my hand over my face lightly, “Look I know he was the one that killed your son but he did it for me. It wasn’t a simple rivalry. Andrei drank from me weeks before the party.”

“He what?” Kir asked incredulously, surprised by the news.

“If it wasn’t for that I wouldn’t have gone so far as killing him. I would’ve simply roughed him up a bit.” Sehun explained.

At hearing this a somber look crossed Kir’s face before he knelt down on one knee, his head bowed, “It wouldn't be enough for me to apologize a million times on behalf of my son.”

I was bewildered to see him kneeling in front of me again so I went over to help him stand, “I’m not asking for an apology. I’m asking for you to put the hate you have for Sehun aside.”

“Anything for you, my queen.”

I furrowed my eyebrows, internally cringing at hear that. I still had no idea what any of this meant so to be suddenly called a queen was a little discombobulating. I couldn’t help but grimace as I repeated the word in my head, bringing a hand up to rub my forehead.

“About that...can you, uh, not call me that?”

“It would be disrespectful of me to call you otherwise.” He said firmly.

I sighed at seeing the look on his face, “Fine. Do what you want. Can you explain to me why I’ve become a queen all of a sudden then?”

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“Your father crawled out of one of the eight circles of hell didn’t he?” I asked Sehun as I turned to him.

Sehun simply sighed before nodding. Kir had just finished explaining everything to me; the Knights, their extinction from the vampire world, Sehun’s father taking over as head honcho, and everything else that happened in between. It was a lot to take in but now that I had finally heard everything I was only angry with one man and that was Janghyun. I could care less about what he did to my ancestors but I’ll never forgive him for the shit he put my mother through. Even with all this information there was still one question unanswered.

“Why was he is so interested in us? Why did he keep my mother and I alive knowing we were Knights?” I asked, my eyebrows furrowed as I tried to figure it out myself.

“You’re blood...is very powerful. As a human you’re blood was just tastier, smelled better but as a vampire? If any vampire drank from you they’d get infinitely more stronger, their lifespan increasing another few millennia. Now if not just any regular vampire drank from you but a pureblood? The effect it would have would be tenfold of that of a normal vampire.” He explained slowly, as if not wanting to overwhelm me.

I said nothing as I looked down at my hands, my mind going blank. I didn’t know how to process any of this information. I mean before any of this I was just a servant, doing as I was told albeit I was more on the rebellious side but I did my duties nonetheless. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t notice Sehun and Kir having a silent conversation, only realizing what was going on when Kir got up to leave. I looked up at him curiously, frowning when he bowed deeply before turning on his heel and walking out of the room. As soon as he left the room I returned my gaze back to my hands, already starting to dig my nails into my palms. Before my nails could break the skin Sehun reached over and straightened out my fingers, grabbing my hands in his his. I didn’t raise my head to meet his gaze, my mind going through a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts. I heard Sehun sigh heavily before feeling his arms wrap around my frame and I immediately buried my head in the crook of his neck.

“I’m not going to let him have you, I promise.” Sehun said soothingly, his hand rubbing my back in a calming way.

“That’s not what I’m afraid of. Let him come for all I care...that way I can finally finish him off, put him through hell before ending his miserable existence,” I said through gritted teeth, my hands curling into fists before relaxing them, “I-I can’t be their leader...I don’t know the first thing about leading. I was born a servant for fuck’s sake but now I’m supposed to just accept that I’m some almighty vampire? A queen? How-”

“Hey. Hey, calm down. Breathe.” Sehun cut me off as he pulled back to cup my face in his hands as I had gotten too worked up, “You’ll do just fine. I���ll be there every step of the way. Now, c’mon, they’re waiting.”

“They?”

He smiled softly before nodding, “If they’re gonna follow you into battle they need to see that you’re the real deal.”

I furrowed my eyebrows, unsure about all of this. My feelings of hostility vanished as I felt his lips on my forehead, reassuring me. I was still unsure but knowing he’d be there helped ease my nerves. So with a bit of hesitation I stood up, holding onto Sehun’s hand tightly as we started walking towards the door. As I stood in front of the door my fear started to grow as I was beginning to second guess myself but Sehun was there. He didn’t make a move to open the door, wanting to wait until I was completely ready. After a few deep breaths I mustered up the courage and finally opened the door. As soon as I saw what was waiting outside my face drained of color, my heart sinking to the bottom of my stomach.

Dozens of vampires stood in Chanyeol’s home, hundreds more outside. The crowd of people were talking amongst themselves but as soon as they felt my presence they stopped talking immediately. I noticed Kir and the few people he had inside the home with him were the only ones that bowed their heads, while the others stared at me. Some stared in wonder, others stared skeptically, while a select few stared at me with hostility. With all their eyes on me I started getting cold feet as I stumbled back slightly but Sehun held on tight, keeping me in place. I looked over at him with wide eyes, my body tense. Before I could even say anything to him they started talking.

“You’re telling me this is a Knight?” A man asked, the disdain in his voice clear.

“You really expect us to believe some servant girl is one of them?” A woman chimed in, her tone the same as the man.

“It's not above you to lie for your own gain Kir.” A different man said, his voice slightly disappointed.

“I mean really how do you expect us to believe it when it was Janghyun’s own son that turned her?” A taller man said, stepping forward.

“He’s almost as bad as his father yet you want us to follow the one he’s turned?” A woman said, looking me up and down, “He should’ve just let the poor human die if he was just going to manipulate her into thinking she’s an all mighty vampire.”

“I say we kill them both for lying, start with Sehun so she knows what-”

I didn’t let him finish his sentence, my claws digging their way into his neck.  As their words had progressed I had gotten angrier and angrier. I finally snapped at the mention of killing Sehun. I had shifted and made my way over to the man that had suggested it before any of the others could blink. Now that I stood before him I saw his eyes widen as he stared into mine. I heard the others gasp, a few stumbling back as they saw what I looked like when I shifted. I paid them no mind as I stared down the man in my grasp, squeezing slowly as I began to speak.

“I’d watch my tongue if I were you. Say something as careless like that again and I won’t hesitate to kill you. I won’t even let you beg for your life.” I said through gritted teeth, my grip on him tightening ever so slightly as the seconds ticked by.

Just as I felt like his neck would snap under my grasp a hand grabbed at my wrist gently. I followed the arm the hand belonged to to see that it was Sehun. He gave a subtle shake of his head, my grip loosened immediately at seeing it. I let the man crumble to the floor, his hands coming up to his neck. I turned to look at the others who had spoken so carelessly, watching as each and every one of them lowered their eyes before kneeling. My mouth fell open at seeing everyone kneeling, Kir included. I looked at Sehun with wide eyes, my mouth agape. He simply smiled before doing the same, bowing his head as he kneeled, his right fist placed over his heart.

-

“Janghyun must already know of the vampires gathered here for you. How do you expect to take him out if he already knows you’re coming. We’ve lost the element of surprise.” A man who’s name I learned to be Minsung said, a frown on his face.

“I want him to know I’m coming. I want him to know I’m not that scared little girl he used to torment.” I said with as much confidence as I could muster, “Besides, this means he’ll just put up more of a fight. It would be pointless to attack when he’s least expecting it and take him out so quickly, I want him to suffer the same way he made my mother suffer.”

Silence fell over the room before a woman named Luna spoke, her voice low, “She speaks like one of them. There’s no doubt about it, she’s a Knight.”

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I'd like to hear the long answer :O if you want to ofc!

So. The long answer is that they had a kind of blowout fight in late January/early February after a series of incidences in which Binnie felt like he was constantly being pushed away despite trying to both give Chris space AND get Chris to lean on him.

This is super long hhhhhhh sorry. There's a lot of TMI backstory and please keep in mind I'm speaking from only Changbin's side for the most part.

I'm just assuming y'all know Chris's whole journey here but if you don't, I encourage you to read up on moonlightchn's bot to get it. Basic rundown is that Chris had severe trauma surrounding his family and had what I would personally consider survivor's guilt.

But uh, anyways, Bin was constantly trying to figure out how to get Chris to open up, to trust him because every time it felt like they were taking a step forward in the relationship, Chris would just up and run away and Changbin would be stuck waiting for him. And it hurt wildly to go through that time and time again because all Changbin ever wanted was to offer Chris some sort of safe space, where he wouldn't feel judged for being hurt or sad. And having Chris run off made Bin feel like he wasn't doing enough somehow, or that Chris didn't trust him. It doesn't help that Chris would only see Changbin at night too.

There were a lot of good moments too in which Changbin and Chris bonded over stargazing and reading and mixtapes and sitting together on the beach (which is particularly poignant because Changbin's favorite thing to do when he's stressed is to sit by the beach and listen to the waves for hours AND because Chris hates the beach. So you can imagine Chris going out of his way to sit with Bin on the beach is a whole thing).

It's also important to know that Chris had a lot of things he did that showed he cared. Early on in the history of this bot, Changbin got so stressed out he wasn't sleeping pretty much at all and ended up at the beach, staring out at the ocean and sort of dissociating. Chris not only brought Changbin out of the beach but brought him up to one of his favorite places in the forest, where he passed Changbin a jacket and helped lull him back to stability by being vulnerable. After the Halloween event, Changbin was super ill as a consequence and Chris was the one who found him and helped take care of him for a while, so he wasn't suffering alone. So Changbin knew and still knows in many ways that Chris, despite his seemingly rough exterior, has a lot of kindness in his heart and shows it in a lot of ways.

[ this is kinda where it gets to TMI but I think it's important to the storyline ]

But the final breaking point was probably uh, unintentional honestly. Lola and I are really inconsistent with our DM's and that's no one's fault obviously, but we didn't really "fix" this which I also take blame for. But basically in November there was one night when two months of tension sort of bubbled to a boil and it culminated in Changbin chasing Chris as the latter stormed out of the house on a panic attack. Both of them were barefoot, just to give context to the level of desperation. Anyways, Changbin snapped and told Chris that he was tired, yeah, of always being the one chasing and being rebuffed but he kept chasing because he wanted more than anything else for Chris to feel safe for once. And then Chris kissed him and it was a whole moment! And then Chris insisted that Changbin go back home and go to sleep because it was hella fucking late but Changbin had this whole fear that Chris was just going to vanish like smoke because it's happened before so why wouldn't it happen again? And Chris promised to visit "tomorrow".

I'll insert an opinion here that I think bot time is fucking weird. Obviously we've all had moments where it's only been one day in the RP but then it's been like 3 weeks in real life. So I didn't think much of it when Lola and I didn't dm for like three or four or something days.

But then on dash, Chris left again and I know DM's are sometimes separate from dash but Lola and I tend to stick pretty closely to the timeline of both so that dash events do affect DM's. So that was just really wildly hurtful for Changbin, who's worst fear really did come to life. Chris really did just. Leave. Again. And after such an emotionally charged moment? What is he supposed to think except that maybe Chris regrets kissing him, or that Chris got so overwhelmed because he kept pushing for answers? Changbin really just. Didn't know what to do.

Fast forward past my Christmas event to late January (2 months IRL). Changbin has had e-fucking-nough. All this time, he's tried so hard and it feels like it's just always crumbling around him. Every stone he puts down slides away on sand. And it's obviously not that Chris isn't trying (because he is, in his own way), but it's that there's something that's not working and they're not communicating it well (both Changbin and Chris. Bin's pretty awkward and struggles a lot with explaining his feelings because he doesn't want to feel like burden). So Bin basically tells Chris to get his shit together. Bin's intention is kind of to convey that he's going to step back, give Chris all the space he needs and leave the door open so that when Chris feels ready, maybe they can really start building a relationship together. But of course Bin's not good with words so it comes off less open and welcoming and more angry. And Chris, who's sensitive to failure due to trauma and who struggles to express himself, says okay and leaves.

Which is another bad feeling for Changbin because like. Was he... Was he somehow not worth it? He didn't say he was going to leave entirely, he just said he was taking a step back. Is Chris ever going to come back? Is this the end? It's very unpleasant.

At this point it is now March IRL and Lola has initiated Chris's storyline (v well plotted btw). Once that finishes, Chris kind of just returns right? He's on dash, he's interacting.

Once again, me and Lola are just so bad at tracking DM's because we talk all the time on Discord and we're often kind of talking through situations and scenarios we'd normally rp out so then we don't rp them properly? Yeah. But like in universe, this gets sticky because Bin's made a couple other mixtapes kind of showing how much he misses Chris and how much it hurts to not be part of Chris's life now. But he doesn't put himself out there because as much as it hurt to be a bystander, he doesn't want to do anything that would take away Chris's happiness. He won't be that person.

Is it love? It's definitely some kind of attachment, though I can't safely say this is love anymore. From the start it wasn't exactly healthy. It's a struggle because Changbin is caught between wanting to leave the door open, keep that hope alive even if it chews at him from the inside out, and closing that chapter forever and leaving it in the past where it belongs. Move on yknow. Maybe they could still be friends somehow.

That’s all of it, the whole long n complex answer. I think from our side of things (me and Bin), it’s rough because that door will always be open in some way. It might not be open the same way it is now but Bin definitely won’t turn Chris away if he comes someday looking for somewhere to stay. Changbin would never turn away someone in need yknow, that’s just his character, so I think that’s always going to be open.