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#Why is your fiance's trauma so sexy is it because it's quiet and stoic and mine is annoying and loud
aftermathing ยท 1 year
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#Sorry to complain all the time but remember when I was like 'hey I am too ill and in pain to feed myself and can barely walk'#'and I'm having a three month long anxiety attack because of a ptsd trigger and leaving my dorm is so hard'#'and I barricade my door at night because I'm terrified of everything'#'and that's why I've been distant for a while'#'and I screamed for an hour in terror after leaving your house and I asked if I could come back to your house bc I didn't feel safe'#'but you didn't answer'#And they said 'im sorry buddy why don't you go to goodwill and buy yourself a trinket for your dorm? :)'#. .... . . bro........ i. ..... bro....................#And then I had a panic attack at their house because they didn't tell me they were moving several states away in like three months#Remember when they were like 'I will save you from your abusive parents we can live together :))' and then they didn't do that#And they got a house with several people who weren't me instead#Why is your fiance's trauma so sexy is it because it's quiet and stoic and mine is annoying and loud#Why is it hot that he has walls and defense mechanisms#I have more walls than you even know!!!! No one will never know the real me because I'm so traumatized that I don't even know!!!#Cool abandonment issues bro do you mind if I abandon you about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I have NO ONE and you have your cute little house with your fiance and better friend than me who you would rather live with!!!!#Bro my chronic pain was so bad I couldn't make food!!!!! I could have died I could have killed myself do you even care!!!!!!!!!!!!
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