#Which SUCKS cause I'm a really huggy person
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whoever decided to make me so emotional about fictional characters deserves to be shot.
Like, I'm ok with real people. Worst case scenario I'll cry cause Im terrified that me calling your outfit cute has somehow offended you. Fictional characters? NOPE NO CHILL
If I think about characters I like too hard I feel actual physical pain because my stupid brain decided to gaslight the rest of me into thinking of them more like real people than ACTUAL real people. So to my STUPID BRAIN they are just friends I can't hug.
LIKE WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS BRAIN??? NO I DONT WANT TO CRY CAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY MADE THE SILLY OLD MAN DISAPPOINTED??? BUT NO, I GUESS IM GOING TO SOB INTO MY PILLOW CAUSE I THINK I UPSET HIM (he's not even real?????)
#ahit badge seller#badge seller#jack mcsm#nurm mcsm#I think I figured out what's happening tho#Like#My mind has convinced me that the character is actually just a really close friend that moved away#So I can't hug them or talk to them face to face#Which SUCKS cause I'm a really huggy person#The first time the badge seller told me they had nothing to sell me and refused to even TALK I actually started tearing up#Have cried cause I can't hug jack or Nurm irl before#nO I DONT CARE THAT JESSE HIGS THEM IN THE GAME#I WANT TO DO THAT????#IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH TO ASK????#yes. Yes it is clemont. They don't exist.#N e ways#Don't mind this I'm just emotional and have back pain (and may have broken my shower ๐๐)
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