#Well I hope it was pain
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bw sketch practice before i leave on holiday !!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen art#jjk satoru#im not gna have access to my tablet until i get back so any drawing i Do manage to do will b good ol pen and paper babeyyyy#(pained voice)#but i figured might as well get myself used to the monochrome and make sure im not samefacing my most common subjects#i think we're good gdfhj#ill miss my cintiq ill miss painting n drawing in colour tho cries foreverrrr#i do have a few things drafted to post During my trip but it wont b as frequent unfortunately#itll b fine i hope pls bear with me and the quality drop#for now i leave u with this <3
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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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these fuckass robots that I hate /aff (Ultrakill x PHIGHTING!)
the girls are PHIGHTING! again
#WOOOBOY was this a pain in my ASS to make#I had to remake the Wip for it like 3 times because I kept hating how it was coming out#And this beast actually took 11 hours in itself#Was it worth it? I would say so!#Even though it did take a LONGGGG time I feel like I improved A LOT with it#My robot anatomy/my ability to only work with two colors and mimic the ultrakill album style really has improved a bunch :3!#There’s also a lot of fun little parallels and bits I hid in this as well#If you can spot them all props to you :3!#Also yeah I hope we can all agree that this is the most unfair fucking fight of a lifetime#V1 would win hands down LMAOOOOOOOO#ANYWAYS tag time!#artists on tumblr#phighting#phighting fanart#roblox phighting#phighting art#phighting roblox#roblox#phighting!#digital art#art#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill v1#v1 ultrakill#v1 fanart#ultrakill art#fan art#artwork#my art
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@wasyago ‘s recks au etho <33 i love this funny little guy sm
#my art#ethoslab#just now realizing i forgot some details lol oh well#hi yago hope you don’t mind the ping X) i’m eternally impressed by ur mind#this was so so fun to draw. and also painful
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The final day and a broken bow
#ff14#hades#hythlodaeus#hythades#emet selch#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#He had hoped his last impression of Hades would be much better than his wrinkled frown and furrowed brows#nevertheless he smiled as he tried to smooth out the painful creases on Hades face#one last time#<--what i think was their bittersweet last moment together in fact i think hyth was surprised he showed up#also i forggot i think hades mask was red oh well#my art
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)
wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?
new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.
obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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when the consequence of your action just arrived to heaven
#alnst#alien stage#ivantill#ivan alien stage#till alien stage#im not coping well#i never thought it would be tillover#need reincarnation AU ASAP#“ Ivan represents Tills pain while Mizi represents Tills hope”#SHUT UP SHUPT UR#why did you tweet this !!!!#I’m pretty sure Ivan didn’t think his actions trough#Like what is he going to do when he sees till again#He KISSED him AND CHOCKED him#Like how is this loser gonna face his crush#sua being a wall for Ivan to hide canon
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alicent + (lack of) bodily autonomy
"This felt like a baptism. Stripping the outer layer, and that f-cking collar [laughs]. Her getting into the lake on her own is embryonic, in a way. It’s weirdly a coming-of-age moment for Alicent—the start of the rest of her life, what she’s about to do, and the woman she’s possibly about to become." (x)
#alicenthightowerdaily#alicenthightoweredit#houseofdragonedit#hotdedit#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#i hope the vision is clear...#there's a lot of (interesting) discourse about alicent's arc this season and whether it did right by her or not#but i really appreciated this facet of the arc#it was a downwards spiral of like waning control and disillusionment and loss#but imo an upwards spiral of like reclaiming some bodily and mental autonomy (to a certain degree)#and that was painful but also worth rooting for and satisfying to watch#i think i'm still cheering for her abortion fjgkldjglkjdf#i could have waited for ep 8 to include the blue dress but i think the peak of this arc re doing what she wants with her body-#-that the climactic organ point of the arc was indeed the swimming so might as well#my gifsets
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Onwards, into crisp November air…
#It’s actually rlly bloody warm rn which is bumming me out so im super nostalgic for a dark and stormy November night. Hope its coming soon#Chronic pain was killing me so I slept thru most of it but i hope u had a good Halloween! Honestly abt to go back to sleeep bc ow still#When I wake up I’ll finish all the stuff i meant to set up. October went so well that i understand the importance of rlly starting strong#Neonboards#I tried to mix warm and cool autumn on the same board!! Idk if it works but i wanted to try :P#light as a 🪶#bowlsofsoup#soupbowls#soupinmypockets#Soupinmyshoes#bouilloninmypockets#Bowlsofsoup#Soupbowls#Pocketjelly#jellyonaplate#Jelly fit#Jellyfit#light as a leaf#bag of b0nes#irl Halloween decoration#eating leaves#eating🍂#light as a🍂#light as a feather
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you're electrifying to me!
#pig does art#(covered in viscera) hey guys. i started working on this. um. two weeks ago. this was a painful labor of love#but with a Lot of help from numerous numerous people it came out... quite nice i think!#this one is for the superstructure and transmission tower and electricity and pylon kissers... you guys are cool and sick#i hope people like this one as well... we'll see !!#objectum#<- always love being able to add this to my posts... giggle#also RETURN OF THE NEW ARTSTYLE iii love. factory pomo :] shoutout to factory pomo#objectum art#pigs personal faves
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@particle70 Heya! I was your secret santa this year! :D
Hope you like your gift, it was a fun prompt to draw!
And don't worry about Moon, he's fine.... probably..
#wenchfrydcass23#secret santa#the boxes were a pain to draw but that's on me LMAO#not a big fan of the shading i did on the boxes but oh well#hope you enjoy it nonetheless!#dca fandom#fnaf dca#daycare attendant#moondrop#sundrop#moon fnaf#sun fnaf#wooly draws stuff#The sun and moon guys#ID in alt
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I've been following @druidposting's DR2 playthrough on discord and we just had a really good discussion about DR's Closing Arguments. Specifically the way the murderer is depicted as grey and featureless, which until now I found a bit annoying.
In Danganronpa it's repeatedly the case that we don't have the full picture until the talking actually stops- which always goes beyond the end of the trial. We generally vote first and come to understand what the murderer's actual motive was, sometimes filling in important pieces of the timeline in the process, afterwards.
But none of that matters for the killing game because characters' emotions aren't directly relevant to who was the 'blackened'- the only thing that matters to Monokuma- so it comes out afterwards and does nothing to change their execution. It doesn't matter how sympathetic they are (basically everyone) or whether other people share responsibility for the situation (eg. Hanamura, Pekoyama, Momota) or whether they intended to murder at all (Nanami). They objectively pulled the trigger and nothing else matters. Nothing about them as a person matters.
The Closing Argument mechanic might illustrate that problem- literally. They're a dramatic, conclusive summary of the entire case... constructed before the vote even happens, before we know if we're actually right, and they're missing something really important:
The actual perpetrator.
We quite literally don't even begin to see the real person behind the crime, any real exploration of their mental state, anything besides the cold, hard facts of the murder that are necessary to convict them, until the comic finishes and the protagonist makes their final accusation- replacing the grey figure with their real appearance in a shot that's often intensely emotional.
And these comics lack crucial parts of the case's timeline and sometimes important parts of the very scenes they depict that we only find out about afterwards. And those are what we know; characters may die with some pieces of the truth and prevent us from ever learning them. These aren't objective depictions of the murder, they're the protagonist's subjective attempt to connect the facts they have. A join-the-dots portrait of someone with missing dots and no colour.
Even characters' expressions may not match how they truly feel, with the grey placeholder potentially looking way more confident and sinister than they were in reality. Pasting Falter's commentary here since they put it well.
For obvious reasons this could especially be a problem for characters that die before the trial- the ones we never get a post-vote testimony from. DR1 chapter 4 really highlighted that in the way Asahina's huge misinterpretation of Oogami's feelings took up a lot of the post-trial discussion, only for Monokuma to reveal Oogami's real suicide note and recontextualise everything.
It might really be a problem for how Komaeda's depicted in DR2 chapter 5. While he isn't greyed out, we get panel after panel where he's either level-headed or maniacally evil, and even the depictions of his self-torture and death don't humanise him:
But we know that his real feelings were more complicated than that. We have his actual corpse to compare the last page to.
He died afraid.
If we approach the comic as Hinata's mental image of him instead of reality, he died without anyone truly understanding him. He was alarming, very hard to relate to, actively fought against people doing so, ensured even the killer didn't watch him die, and the survivors couldn't begin to understand his motive until a chapter later. The Closing Argument reflects that.
Early in DR1 Togami calls out the rest of his class for judging others by their own standards. However, he, too, is doing this, maybe more so than many other characters; his inability to view other people through anything but the cold, brutal logic of the killing game bites him in the ass in chapter 4. In DR2 chapter 2 voting without a good understanding of Pekoyama's motive or Kuzuryuu's involvement nearly got everyone killed. Komaeda's a walking embodiment of the problems with flattening people into caricatures and not empathising with them, suffered from people doing that back to him, and his case- the Closing Argument for which turned everyone else into grey placeholders- was impossible to solve with objective facts. It was only survivable because the survivors cooperated and one person tried to analyse things the way he would.
The games have always been a critique of the justice system and Japanese society and push us to care about others as individuals, not reduce them to- and judge their right to exist by- something they've done or their net impact on society. There are always consequences when someone neglects to do that, and the above might be yet another way the games explore that theme.
#danganronpa#dr analysis#komaedology#komaeda#.txt#sorry @ non komaedaheads for making it about komaeda again LMAO#that was not the intention initially he's just... a really good exploration of this#and i think about his expressions in that comic vs his corpse and what we retroactively knew he was dealing with a lot#btw don't send spoilers to falter please!! i'm @ing to credit them- this was a discussion not solely my ideas- but they are not done yet#and aren't reading this post until they're caught up for obvious reasons#this came from discussing ch2 since the incomplete picture people voted with nearly killed them#(btw don't @ me about komaeda's description in the second-last paragraph being an oversimplification; i know :p )#(he has nuance- especially outside of the killing game- but i'm just focusing on the thematically relevant broad strokes here)#(eg. i feel like he demonstrates empathy sometimes but kodaka has said that lack of ability to empathise/be empathised with#is a theme for him- and the ways he's been proactive in the killing game consistently lacked regard for others' feelings/individuality#reducing them to interchangeable Ultimates(TM) instead. it's partly why he self-destructed while everyone else#was able to forgive themself and keep moving forwards imo. your worth being defined rigidly by objective contributions to society#does not mesh well with the idea of rehabilitating people who've destroyed the world before they could even start to improve it#and even if he did give them a chance at surviving he still succumbed to his own ideology in the end#killed himself for 'hope' and to be 'important' like he 'wanted' but died terrified and in pain and alone instead of fulfilled#man i wish 2.5's ending/postnwp canon in general dug into that ;-; )#ANYWAY ty for reading all that. i feel like i rambled a lot in this one. i have a headache now ghdkjsfgdsf
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Hey guys guess what
#the terror#<3#HIM AGAIN#that one peddie fan i hope this image finds you well pt.2#where all the peddie content at guys tf#at least send me headcanons about him or smthn#please#Oh Dr. John Smart Peddie we're really in it now#the terror amc#john smart peddie#the terror bts#finding this mans name out was a real pain in the ass btw#Zsolt Karlovics
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moon 0, page 7
>air thick with dread.
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#boughmoon#boughlore#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats art#clangen comic#art#ill be honest. this page was a pain in the ass and i htink its easy to see how rushed it is haha#i learned a lot about perspective against my will =v=#next time i will use a grid.#and i was really. hyegh#i did a dumb thing where i warmed up by designing one of the other clan leaders and it turned into a design i didnt like at all so i was#feeling discouraged when i started working on this page#but this is all for learning so it did what it needed to do#including learning how to push through the feeling of really hating the particular page youre working on hahaha#and accepting that some of the things you do wont be your favorite#i do like the perspective! i just wish i'd filled the background a little bit more#but i can't bring myself to do it at this moment#still kinda struggling from the holidays as well so i'm sure thats contributing#anyway sorry for hte ramble. honestly i hope no one reads the tags hahahah
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I can't believe they had the gall to title this as "Alonso 'proud' of 'well executed' race in Monza" when he looks like he's about to jump off a bridge the whole interview 😭
#LOOK AT HIS SAD EYES UGHHHHH#IT FEELS SO PAINFUL#the way he keeps practically forcing himself to say hes 'proud and happy' when its soooo clear hes disappointed#he keeps being like 'well this part was good' and then instantly says smth depressing again#i think the most painful part was his response to what he's looking forward to next race#he said smth like 'well i hope we can figure out what's wrong because something is really wrong' UGHHHH#ASTON FIX YOU CAR I CANNOT KEEP WATCHING HIS MENTAL STATE DETERIORATE#look at his eyebrows and eyes he cant hide the sadness#no bcs i saw the title and was like oh? it wasnt as bad as i thought itd be?#and then i watched it and it killed me#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#fernando alonso#2024 italian gp#2024 italian grand prix
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I hope all transwomen get $10,000 today and also see a cute bird or maybe a cool bug of some kind
#ra speaks#lgbt#trans#transgender#transwomen#transfemmes#you exist because you belong and you belong because you exist.#sisters of every shape and size and color and ability and outness: I love you. you exist because you belong here and now in this world.#and as scary as it is sometimes I know things will get better because you are loved and you belong.#you do not deserve the hate of others for existing nor the fear and pain you are feeling now.#and I hope someday soon you can live out the long and well loved life of good food and good friends and joy and safety that you deserve
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