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cowtale-utau · 5 years ago

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Music Masterlist

So here’s an incomplete (because I always find new music) master play list for all my various assorted “Undertale” songs. I can and will justify each and every one. Sometimes that justification is dumb, or like, one line.

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing (feat. William Beckett) - Set It Off

See Who I Am - Within Temptation

Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation

Fade Away - Breaking Benjamin

Blame It On The Kids - AViVA

Control - Halsey *

In The Air Tonight - In This Moment

The Sound of Silence - Disturbed

Welcome to the Family - Avenged Sevenfold

Heavydirtysoul - twenty one pilots

Blood // Water (Acoustic) - grandson

I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons

If We Have Each Other - Alec Benjamin

Go To War - Nothing More

Hey Brother - Avicii

Wrong Side of Heaven - Five Finger Death Punch

Nunchuk - SAINT PHNX

Monster - Walking On Cars

Ribcage - Andy Black

Your Betrayal - Bullet For My Valentine

Megalovania - Caleb Hyles

The Hunter - Adam Jensen

The Noose - A Perfect Circle

Sad - Bo Burnham

Don't Stop - Nothing More

The Judge - Twenty One Pilots

Cryin' Like A Bitch!! - Godsmack

Fix Me - 10 Years

Aerials / Arto - System Of A Down

One (Remastered) - Metallica

Walk - Pantera

No Light, No Light - Florence + The Machine

Bitch - Allie X

SPOOKY SCARY SKELETONS (Dma Illan Trap Remix) - Dma Illan

Welcome Home - Coheed and Cambria

Doomsday - Architects UK

Sex & Candy - Marcy Playground

I'll Bite Your Soul - Shiloh Dynasty

Everybody Fucks (feat. Akon & David Rush) - Pitbull

I'm In Love With a Monster - Fifth Harmony

Raise Your Glass - P!nk

My Family (from "The Addams Family") - Migos

Another One Bites The Dust (Remastered 2011) - Queen

This Is Love - Air Traffic Controller

Pompeii - Bastille *

Spooky Scary Skeletons - SharaX

To the Bone - J.T. Machinima

Bird Song - Florence + The Machine

Sad Story (Out Of Luck) - Merk & Kremont

Broken - Lund

Short Change Hero - The Heavy

Team Skull Battle (Remix) - GlitchxCity

The Resistance - Skillet

Anxiety - Groundbreaking *

Sugar Cane (feat. Foster Olson) - PrettyDeep

Hero (feat. Josey Scott) - Chad Kroeger

Fake Happy - Paramore *

Butts Tits Money - KNOWER

Mercy - Shawn Mendes

Mister Asylum - Highly Suspect

Bloody Nose - Hollywood Undead

Desire - Meg Myers *

why you gotta kick me when i'm down? - Bring Me The Horizon

sugar honey ice & tea - Bring Me The Horizon

I - Lil Skies

Remember When - Bad Wolves

Underground - MISSIO

dead yet (with phem) - gabriel black

Come Follow Me Down - George Taylor

Honey Whiskey - Nothing But Thieves

Bad Man (feat. Austin Jenckes) - Esterly

Hallucinogenics - Matt Maeson

Devil's Playground - The Rigs

Cringe (Stripped) - Matt Maeson

Skeptic - Slipknot

Nobody Praying For Me - Seether

10 Seconds from Panic - Cult To Follow

Absolution - The Pretty Reckless

Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

Animal - The Seige

Breaking Point - Bullet For My Valentine

Lost Cause - Beck

Chasing Twisters - Delta Rae

Cosmos (Outer Space) - t.A.T.u.

Savin' Me - Nickelback *

Dirty World - Dope

Cruel World - Phantogram

Animal - MISSIO *

Call Me Devil - Friends in Tokyo

I Can Be Louder - Unlike Pluto

Little Poor Me (Vosai Remix) - Layto

Burning Alive - 8 Graves

I Can Hold a Grudge Like Nobody's Business - Adam Jensen

OOF - MARAUDA

Unfortunate Soul - Kailee Morgue

Where Is My Mind? - Pixies

People Are Strange - Tribe Society

We're Tired - The Blancos (feat. Joyner Lucas)

Act III: The Reason - Dennis Lloyd

Black Honey - Thrice

How Did You Love - Shinedown

Come with Me Now - Kongos

Drama Club - Melanie Martinez

Freak - Sub Urban (feat. REI AMI)

Better Off Dead - 8 Graves

Bleed Magic - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Hush - Hellyeah

Freakstreet - Highly Suspect

No Plan - Hozier

Blinding - Florence and the Machine

Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

Hail to the King - Avenged Sevenfold

By and Down the River - A Perfect Circle

Bloodfeather - Highly Suspect

Hopelessly Stoned - Hugo

Satellite - HANA

The Abyss - Hunter as a Horse

Upperdrugs - Highly Suspect

Moth - Hellyeah

The Devil in I - Slipknot

Broken Glass - Rachel Platten

Hurricane - I Prevail

Lay Me Down - In This Moment

Find Forever - Issues

Heaven so Heartless - Bad Wolves

Do Your Worst - Rival Sons

Silhouette - Zola Blood

The Grudge - Tool

brainddead! - YUNGBLUD

Revenge, And a Little More - Unlike Pluto

wake me when it’s over - Vorsa

Dirty Laundry - All Time Low

Into Dust - In This Moment

Drink About It - Issues

Overthinker - INZO

Panic Room - Au/Ra

Already Dead - Hollywood Undead

Devil Music - Wavedash

Crocodile Tears - Unlike Pluto

Counting Sheep - SAFIA

How Far We’ve Come - Matchbox Twenty

The Mission - Puscifer

It Will Come Back - Hozier

Enough - Disturbed

Silence in the Snow - Trivium

Sad Song - Scotty Sire

Oh No!!! - Grandson

Nothing to No One - Gin Wigmore

Gooey - Glass Animals

My Poor Heart - The Glorious Sons

Safari Song - Greta Van Fleet

Pull Me From the Void - Trivium

Guns and Horses - Ellie Goulding

Put Me Under - Grandson

Get You the Moon - Kina

Let’s Hurt Tonight - OneRepublic

The Jungle - Zayde Wolf

Outside - Staind

Payback - BAD CHILD

45 - Shinedown

Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit

Asshole - hooligan chase

This Old Heart - Gin Wigmore

All Star - Smash Mouth

Lie to Me - 12 Stones

Headlock - Imogen Heap

Chosen Family - Rina Sawayama

Better - Kerli

Blame - Bastille

You’re Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring

Beautiful - 10 Years

Addicted to Love - Florence and the Machine

Let’s Face it I’m Cute - 11 Acorn Lane

World So Cold - 12 Stones

Alone Together - Fall Out Boy

It’s Been Awhile - Staind

Zombie - Bad Wolves

Our Solemn Hour - Within Temptation

Cold (But I’m Still Here) - Evans Blue

This Dark Day - 12 Stones

The Hand That Feeds - Nine Inch Nails

Way Down We Go - Kaleo

Amour - Rammstein

Hold My Heart - Lindsey Stirling ft ZZ Ward

Falling - Florence and the Machine

Human - Christina Perri

Blister - Red Sun Rising

hard pill to swallow - morgxn

Hoping - X Ambassadors

Undertaker (Renholder Remix) - Puscifer

Hardest of Hearts - Florence and the Machine

SAD (Clap Your Hands) - Young Rising Sons

Natural - Imagine Dragons

When Your Heart Is A Stranger - Friends In Paris

Tribulation - Matt Maeson

I Got You - Bebe Rexha

Bad Guy (Patrick Reza Remix) - Billie Eilish

I’m Something Else - SomeThingElseyt

Black and Gold - Sam Sparro

Bad - Oski & Anuka

#music #songs #masterlist #playlist #playlist master list #1-200

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bloodyshadow1 · 6 years ago

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Flowers, Feathers, and Fists Ch2

It was a good kiss, a great kiss even, Beau could tell that much even if she lacked experience. The monk didn’t really kiss people, not platonically as a greeting, not friendly kisses on the forehead, rarely even with her lovers. Their first night in Shadycreek Run, when she paid Vorsa for her company, it was a good night and great sex but Beau didn’t kiss her, Vorsa didn’t even try so Beau didn’t either. Beau might have kissed Keg during their…, well their fucking was a bit more intimate given that they knew each other a bit longer and happy to be alive sex does something to you. Still, the dwarven woman seemed to want more than Beau was willing to give and respected that.

So color Beau surprised when one of the most beautiful women she had ever seen crawled into her lap one night and gave her the kiss of a lifetime. Beau panicked a bit before her mind slipped away from her as she recounted what led to Zuala, the beautiful Tiefling and beautiful wife of her good friend and Yasha who starred in many of Beau’s dreams.

They were celebrating in a tavern in some Podunk town, well they had been celebrating a few hours ago after saving it from a band of Vrock that were harassing the town and other nearby villages. In thanks the town paid for their rooms and whatever food and drink they wanted, never one to turn down free anything the Mighty Nein celebrated. Yasha retired first, she wasn’t one for crazy celebrations, Zuala would have followed her, but she had almost died again earlier in the battle and wanted to live it up a little. Slowly the party wound down, the townsfolk left a bit after Yasha, then the rest of the Nein left, until the bartender gave Beau, Molly, and Zuala a few bottles before he headed off to sleep as well. Molly left then, after seeing that Zuala wanted to talk to Beau about something and wished them both a good night. Well, he wished Zuala a good night and told Beau not to fall asleep in her own vomit which lead to both of them flipping each other off but it amounted to the same thing.

It wasn’t like this was the first time the two of them had been alone together, but it sort of was. They had taken watch together and Zuala had patched Beau up, but that had always been in camp where the others, usually Zuala’s wife, were around. Now, in the bar of the inn they were staying at, barely lit by dying candles, the two of them were the only souls awake. Beau kept drinking, Zuala stopped ages ago, alcohol didn’t affect the monk like it used to, too much ki and Zen or something to allow her to drink herself to sleep anymore. It was cheap stuff, and it would make her piss like a horse in a bit, but Beau was still trying to figure out what to say.

Turns out she didn’t have to, “you saved my life today Beauregard,” Zuala said in her thick Xhorhasian accent, Beau suppressed a shiver, not wanting to admit how good her name sounded with that accent. “The Vrock, I think the demon would have killed me if you hadn’t gotten in its way,” the taller Tiefling woman shivered at the thought.

The vulture demons were in all honesty child’s play to the Mighty Nein, they were so strong, and they had gotten cocky and spread out more than normal since they didn’t need their normal formation and just enjoyed an easy job. One of the fiends took advantage of their lack of attention and snuck around to where she was off alone, they weren’t smart creatures, but they did possess a sort of wicked cunning. Zuala hadn’t prepared many combat spells, she rarely did, but she should have been able to slay one of the demons.

Unfortunately, luck wasn’t on her side, and the Vrock let out a terrifying cry that shook her to her core leaving her unable to move. It was loud enough that the others were able to be aware that she was in danger, but they were too far away to help, except for Beau who was as fast as ever and intercepted the demon. The little woman from the Empire stood between them, the vulture demon’s claws tore at Beau, the demon’s claws tore at her stomach making the monk snarl like a wild animal, but she didn’t waver, she blocked the fiend’s stabbing beak with of her bracer and punched it with her fist when it was off balance. Beau distracted the demon long enough for Zuala to gather herself and shake off the fear, between the two of them, the Vrock didn’t stand a chance.

“Are you alright Zuala,” Yasha said immediately running over to her wife’s side as the creature died in fire. The rest of the flock of Vrocks were dead, the other members of the Nein finished them off, they slowly turned into sickening black sludge when they perished which meant no loot other than what the creatures carried with them.

“I’m fine my love,” Zuala said gently patting Yasha’s face, “I was lucky, Beauregard was there to save me,” she said and they both looked over at the monk who was checking the sludge pile of the demon once the flames burned out, she wasn’t looking at either of them. “Thank you Beauregard,” Zuala said her hands not leaving Yasha’s and the two of them walked over to the smaller woman. Both of them noticed how she was leaning on her staff, but didn’t say anything. One of the first things Zuala learned about Beauregard was how much her pride meant to her, and the sad foundations on why that importance was built.

“Oh it was nothing,” Beau said trying to be modest, “you shouldn’t have been in danger in the first place, I-, we should have seen the one sneaking off.”

“Still,” Zuala said eyeing where Beau’s wound had been. Between her and Caduceus there wouldn’t be a scar, but it still needed to be wrapped for now. “You saved me and got hurt because of me, I’m grateful.”

“It’s really no problem,” Beau said embarrassed, “I’m tough and I’ve been hurt by worse. Besides, we’re friends Zuala, I’d do it again in a heartbeat,” she said sincerely. Beau would throw herself on the spear for any of her friends, they all knew that, it worried them sometimes.

“Still,” Zuala said softly, “please be careful Beauregard, I know I’m the one who let my guard down, but you’re far too important to lose.”

Beau’s self-esteem had gotten better since traveling with the Nein, but holy shit, a beautiful girl saying things like that, even if she was completely off limits, did things to someone’s ego. “Yeah okay, I’ll try if you guys stay safe.”

It wasn’t the promise that Zuala wanted but she knew it was all she was going to get. She hadn’t known the monk for very long, not compared to the others, but she knew Beau would never promise to put her life above her companions, that just wasn’t how the monk was.

But that was then, hours ago, now, Zuala straddling her savior, giving Beau the best kiss she ever had, paralyzing the monk. With her brain unsure of what to, Beau’s body reacted instinctively, her arms wrapped around the beautiful tiefling and immediately kissed back deepening the kiss as Zuala’s devil tongue entered in her mouth. Zuala tasted like life and kissed like fire, the carnal dumb monkey brain in Beau was content to just kiss the tiefling until the world ended.

But the more evolved part of Beau’s brain, the part that knew how fucked up it was to be kissing Yasha’s wife caught up a second later. Yasha, the woman Beau had a lusted after the moment she had seen her, that she had befriended and fought beside for years, probably the only woman Beau ever would admit to herself that she loved. And even if that wasn’t the case she was Yasha, the barbarian who could rip her limb from limb for kissing her wife, as guilt pooled into her stomach Beau wasn’t sure if she’d even try to stop her. Beau’s eyes snapped open realizing what was happening and pushed Zuala off of her, it was a gentle push but enough to knock the druid to the ground and break the kiss. “What, the fuck,” Beau demanded panting, “was that.”

“It was a kiss,” Zuala said confused and a bit hurt that Beau pushed her to the ground. “Did you not like it,” she knew Beau did, a woman’s body didn’t react like that if she didn’t like how you kissed.

“I-,” Beau started to say as she caught her breath, “I liked it,” she admitted, “of course I fucking liked it. It was the best kiss of my life,” she couldn’t lie about that.

“Then what’s the problem,” Zuala asked still confused as she sat up into a more comfortable position on the floor. “You liked the kiss, I know you find me attractive, I’ve seen the way you look at me,” it wasn’t a question. Beau stares at women, she is a lesbian who loves women of all shapes and sizes and sometimes oogles a pretty dame or two, she did her best not to make things weird with Yasha, but Zuala was beautiful and Beau was only human.

“The problem is that you’re married, to Yasha, a very good friend of mine,” Beau yell whispered as to not wake up the whole inn. She was lost and confused, she was trying so hard to be good, why was this happening to her.

“A good friend Beauregard,” Zuala said in her smokey tones as she smiled sarcastically, “are you really going to pretend that’s all My Angel is to you?”

“We’re just friends,” Beau lied through her teeth, it wasn’t even a good lie, she might as well have been a kid claiming the sky was green for all the good it did.

“I have eyes Beauregard,” Zuala said cutting through the bullshit, “and while they might not be the ones I was born with, I am far from blind. I see the way you look at her -,” Zuala started to say.

“Alright fine,” Beau cut in exasperated, “I have a huge crush on your wife. There, you happy? I have since the moment I saw her in Trostenwald, I’ve wanted her since she hoisted me over her shoulder like I weighed nothing at all. Is that why you’re punishing me?” Her breathe was starting to get short and her eyes were starting to get wet in frustration, but she was doing her best to keep herself together.

“This wasn’t supposed to be a punishment Beauregard,” Zuala said standing up and taking Beau’s head in her hands gently. She dropped the seductress act and became Beau’s friend and comrade Zuala. “You’ve been nothing but kind to me, beyond kind. To me and My Angel, I’m nothing but grateful.”

Beau only stared at her in disbelief, her time with the Nein had done wonders for her and her self-esteem, but old scars run deep. “Then why are you doing this to me,” she knew that no matter what happened her life was over, it didn’t matter why Zuala had kissed her, it only mattered that it happened. She would be lucky if Yasha didn’t put her sword through her stomach the second she found out, and if she did leave her alive, there was no way that the rest of them would be okay with her trying to seduce her friends wife. Even if Zuala told them that she kissed Beau, they wouldn’t believe her. Beau the disaster not hit on a beautiful woman, it wasn’t possible.

“I thought you would like it,” Zuala said softly, this wasn’t even close to how things went in her head all the times she had thought about it, and it was a lot of times. “I thought you would be happy, I figured that if anyone had the right to kiss my wife’s wife it would be me, or Yasha which I have thought about a lot.”

She might have continued on after that but Beau didn’t hear a word after Wife’s wife. “Zuala, Yasha and I aren’t…, anything,” she said her words full of finality.

“Look Beau I don’t know what happened to make you decide to bring me back to life, which I am grateful for, but you don’t need to act like I’m an idiot,” Zuala said getting frustrated. “I’m not an idiot and I’m not angry, I was dead. I expected Yasha to move on eventually,” the words hurt to say but it didn’t change that she did, “and I’m glad she found you.”

“No, Zuala I mean we aren’t, ever married,” Beau tried to clarify but stumbles over her words. Was she supposed to be happy that Yasha’s wife liked her enough that she would have been happy if Yasha moved on with her?

“Fine dating or courting, whatever,” Zuala waved her off. “I’m just saying that I know what Yasha looks like when she’s in love and I know that you stare at her all the time, but whenever she looks at you she looks at you like she looks at me.”

That shook Beau to the core, that couldn’t be possible, there was no way that Yasha could like her, at least not the way she liked Yasha. Zuala had to be mistaken, right? Just because she’s known Yasha longer than any of them, and just because she’s the love of Yasha’s life, and had apparently studied both of them, that didn’t mean that she knew what she was talking about. “S-she doesn’t look at me in any special way.”

Zuala studied her for a moment, looking into Beau’s big beautiful blue eyes, and realized, she was telling the truth, 100%. It didn’t make sense to the tiefling druid, they were both gorgeous and strong, sweeter than they seemed at first glance, why weren’t they together? “She does Beauregard, she really does.” Still, it seemed that she was wrong, and Beau wasn’t the beauty she needed to talk to. “Still, it appears I was wrong,” she said embarrassed, “I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable, it wasn’t my intention,” she said letting Beau’s face go.

“N-no problem,” Beau said this whole thing was easily one of the most confusing and arousing conversations she’s ever had. She really needed to go to bed and sleep this off.

“I think it would be best if we both retired for the night,” Zuala said her black cheeks dulled slightly white as she blushed.

“Look,” Beau said regaining herself, “I wish what you said was true, gods’ honest truth, but it isn’t. Yasha loves you more than anything, losing you really hurt her. I also know that you won’t keep this a secret from her, If you want you can blame the kiss on me or the drink, they’re used to me being a screwup.”

“Thank you, Beauregard,” Zuala said shaking her head, damaged women who didn’t realize how amazing they were, were kind of her thing, but that wouldn’t be an option until she talked to Yasha. “I won’t lie to My Angel, but I will be sure to let her and the others know that you had nothing to do with this.” She gave Beau a kiss on the cheek this time, “I’m sorry that I caused this embarrassment, but I’m promise, I’ll make it worth it.”

With that Zuala went up the stairs and into her room, she didn’t trust herself to say anything to Beauregard anymore, the monk’s soft confused, ‘night,’ trailing behind her. She entered the room she shared with her wife and got ready for bed. A moment later she took her place beside her angel, and just took her in. A lifetime ago she had fallen for her angel, they were married and torn apart by the tribe, yet here they were in the same bed again, not even death could stop their love. She admired Yasha’s strong arms, thick as trees and covered in scars, her beautiful face that no amount of battle could mare, she was so beautiful, perfect in her own Yasha way. The barbarian was still dressed in her day clothes and above the covers, she probably tried to stay up and wait for her, which made Zuala smile.

‘Am I being selfish,’ Zuala thought, she had everything she ever wanted, everything she thought was lost to her, and yet she still wanted more. Yasha was more than enough for anything, Zuala would face any danger, any famine, any pain to be beside her. She didn’t need Beauregard as well, if it came down to it.

But when she thought of the little monk and her heart swelled, Beauregard was beautiful too, her eyes shined like sapphires when she laughed and burned when she fought. She might not have muscles like Yasha, then again who did, but her body was beautiful, as if sculpted from dark stone. She had a bigger heart than she would believe herself to have and a beautiful soul that deserved more than she got. In the end though, Zuala knew she was attracted to Beauregard and could come to love her, she didn’t love her, not yet. But Yasha did even if she wouldn’t admit it and that was enough for her. Zuala never doubted Yasha’s love for her, not when they were wed against the Skyspear’s decree, not when they executed her, she never could when Yasha looked at her like that. The same way she looked at Beau now.

She could pretend it never happened, just write it off on the booze, she believed Beau when she said she wouldn’t tell Yasha, that she would let Zuala. Beau kept her word, it was one of the first things Zuala learned about the monk. But Zuala knew that while everyone had secrets there were some secrets that would ruin a marriage if kept.

“Yasha love,” Zuala said gently as she rubbed her wife’s arm, she had learned that Yasha wasn’t the easiest to wake up nowadays. But she knew her wife and her wife’s body better than anyone, she knew how to wake her up without her wings shooting out.

It took a few minutes but Yasha was eventually roused and returned to the waking world. “Hello my Heart,” Yasha replied sleepily as she sat up and embraced her wife, leaning on her like a lazy cat, “I tried to wait up for you but I guess I fell asleep. Did you have a good time downstairs?”

That was a difficult question, the kiss was definitely nice, the monk tasted like hope and her tongue made the weakest ale taste sweet. But it wasn’t exactly a pleasant conversation to have since she had been wrong, but it might be a funny story someday. “It was enlightening,” she managed to get out cryptically as she studied her beautiful angel’s face.

“What’s wrong Zuala,” Yasha asked fiercely, she was adorable like that.

“I had a conversation with Beauregard downstairs, and I made a big mistake based on an assumption.” Zuala felt the guilt roll in her stomach now, she had thought it would be so simple. Kiss Beau to make her realize that her relationship with Yasha didn’t have to be over now that Zuala was back. Then she would talk to Yasha, confront her if she had to, on her feelings and relationship with Beau to let her know that she didn’t have a problem with her falling in love again after her death. Then maybe fall in love with Beau with Yasha or maybe just be her friend, but either way it would make her wife and her friend happier.

“I don’t think you’ll have a problem with Beau,” Yasha said calming down a bit. She had thought that someone might have insulted her or tried to start a fight with her, if that was the case she would have to wake Caduceus so her could get some graves ready. If Beau had insulted Zuala it was likely a misunderstanding or a mistake and the little monk would apologize soon. If Zuala insulted Beau, well the monk was resilient and while an apology would still need to be made, she wasn’t one to hold grudges. “Whatever it is she is far more mature than she seems. Why don’t you tell me what happened, maybe I can help you.”

“I kissed Beauregard,” Zuala said softly as she, “just now in the common room. And I think we need to talk about it.”

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