#Uh in case anyone's wondering btw top surgery recovery has been GREAT I'm genuinely the happiest I've ever been with myself
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starscreamingg · 6 days ago
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The first struggle of convincing your therapist that you're really trans is trying to remember literally any part of your childhood
#Sorry I've been thinking of the period where I was trying so so hard to get on t#And we had to do the whole 'did you show any signs of wanting to be another gender when you were a child'#Like ma'am. Ma'am I don't REMEBER#Evidently I made a convincing enough case but girl c'mon do you really expect my ass to know what I was doing at baby age#She'd been working with me for like six years at that point shouldn't she. Know. That I do not remember cock or ball#About any thing#Anyways for some reason she prescribed me blockers first (I was pretty far past puberty so what was up with that) and then#Over a year later she was like okay I GUESS you can start t. The thing I actually wanted to be on#Imagine the beard I could've grown if I'd gotten it when I asked. Imagine my power#Uh in case anyone's wondering btw top surgery recovery has been GREAT I'm genuinely the happiest I've ever been with myself#Like even the complications which effected the look of the grafts. Like I'm still PSYCHED#This is your sign to consider top surgery rn just think about it just contemplate#trans man#Trans#Wait one more thing did anyone know that adhd medication can help with memory?????? I did NOT#Started some because. I have the hd. 80 of em to be precise. And it didn't do ANYTHING except now I have a short term memory#IS THIS HOW NORMAL PEOPLE LIVE. REMEMBERING THINGS. DATES AND TIMES AND OCCURENCES#I FEEL SO ALIVE#Honestly it's like getting glasses for the first time. Like you don't know just how REALLY REALLY BAD your vision is and then you're like o
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