#To the point where I'd just avoid drawing myself with that nose (Nowadays I try to get better at drawing it accurately)

[wayfinderships]

Good morning gamers! Hope you're all doing well!! As for me, I'm ping ponging between multiple f/os this morning!

[smndragon]

henlo!! i hope you're doing well! i'd love to get a reading from you, if that's okay! my placements are: sag sun (12h), aries moon (3h) and cap rising! thank you so much for this!

I swear I looked at my inbox and took a second for start the tv and get a drink of water. This is gonna be a long night, I don't think there are meant full readings left though. I'm doing very well thanks for that!

Hm, Sagittarius sun, Aries moon, and Capricorn ascendant.

The Aries moon is the loudest competing with the Capricorn ascendant. Possible glasses I feel from the Aries moon or bad eyesight. The Capricorn could cause you to cut your hair short since I feel some of them really like doing that either their chaotic energy at times✂️💇🏽‍♀️ (I always try to be careful when clicking edit ln these drafts cause it sucks to accidentally delete it ughh) SONG RECOMMENDATION LOVELIES creep by Radiohead! I'm back after getting an ice pop AND OMG IVE BEEN ANSWERING THINGS MY SHEETS ARE WARM AND I HAVEN'T OPENED IT HOW DID I FORGET. Anyways, I wondered if your profile was really you so I looked closer and now I regret I cause the characteristics will be thrown off later on sorry.

Gotta make a new paragraph that was long💀 the Aries moon is hard to see, the connection has been ruined. FOCUS I'm back okay let's go! The Aries Manor is large. I arrived immediately at gates. The place feels like a castle, all of a sudden I'm in a dress on the ground as if this is some kind of lost girl story. My expression looks really confused. As if they're asking "where tf am I" a tall figure comes down the stairs, dressed in a red dress as if her wedding with the world's biggest asshole had was cancelled. Red lips and styled back red hair, their eyes are sharp at the ends and wide in the middle (can't explain eyes lol) they offer their hand to me as if I look like the dumbest bitch at the ball lol. Long and manicured nails. Shes thin and lanky but beautiful non the less. (For all of you insecure people reading to this far I'm watching you😤 love yourself more please you deserve it) she has a butler on standby. "So what are you doing here?" A pretty basic question but I honestly feel so dumb rn lol. They act as if the quest never happened and look around for something in the room turning their head. "You're not Gemini/Sagittarius are you?" A skeptical look on their face. It's hard to interpret what they said. "Alright, maybe you're not here to pull a prank on me if you are." They grab a cigarette from a tin holder a worker offers them already lit and breathing rolls of smoke. "If not them, what are you doing here shorty?" Taking another hit, the cigarette finished by then. Time is going by faster than I thought. "Alright" I hear the click of the case in their hand closing. "If you aren't here for me then I know who, follow me." They get up to lead me up the stares. Hesitantly following after. Aura is red and flaming. Possible placements are the lover stomach or I feel the manor and small parts around it take yo the whole chest. You may have problems with heartburn, chest pains, or issues with the lungs. We leave the lavished hall. I feel there's somewhere you wanna go someday. Possible problems in class as a kid, too passionate or anger issues. Nowadays may be shy or hesitant. Aries people often are fiery, but we also turn more shy getting older.

I see a door down the hall opening it, the Aries moon is gone by now. I feel you have Gemini placements possibly tricksters with your Sagittarius sun. I see the Sagittarius sitting down on something soft and plush. Reading some kind of novel or paper. They seem very intimidating until seeing me. "Ah! Are you here to talk to me? I've been needing company!" Getting up to walk towards me. "Did Aries not come with you? They always avoid me." I see their earrings shine with the night sky. "I mean I did pull that paint trick a bit ago but to mean c'mon who wouldn't?" She once had an elegant purple dress, to match her heavy eyelashes and almost violet blue eyes. But I look into myself now. They are jokes on how we look the same now and they bet she asked me if I was them. They turn to me again after looking off for a bit. You the host may have issues with the contact under pressure or when holding conversations. They do the same thing the Aries does. They may go deeper than shown to me, lifetimes of being stuck with each other in the same hosts. May have liked each other in the beginning but something changed this. Possible placement now is the left side of the chest. Aura color is purple and starry blue. I'm no longer in contact.

I feel the Capricorn ascendant is the puzzle piece to what happened. Change that thought it's Gemini. It's not just you body but in others they've known each other I'm the placements. Possibly a love triangle turned into hate or something. The Aries moon once loved your Sagittarius, they still do. It's just things have changed and Gemini and Sagittarius are better together to Aries. This doesn't seem right. Idk how you could fix this maybe we'll see later. This imbalance could be the cause of some mental issues or your own love problems, both signs aren't as good with such things. They don't know how cause they haven't found true love yet. At least not reciprocated well enough.

The Capricorn ascendant lives in the middle of your chest in-between the abdomen and stomach proportions. This doesn't make sense to me since I believe the stairs were here. I get there, the Capricorn is sitting on the steps sketching. The Capricorn is more boyish. Dressed in a shorter green dress. Cut to the shoulders blonde hair with brown and green mixed eyes. A golden chain on the neck matching the sprinkle of gold on the cheeks and in the eyes. They look at me weirdly. As if they're appalled I ended up here. "Gonna sit or not?" They point to next to them on the steps. I sit down looking at the sketch set down for a second resting in their palms. "You can feel it too can't you?" Clearly they're talking of the energy between the other two zodiacs. "They've been like this for a long time-" "I know." I finally talk I believe after this whole reading. They look down at their drawing. "I'm pretty new here so yeah. I got it fast" they catch me looking at the pencil stokes. "You saw it before. Think it was good?" They look at me again head still down low. "yeah" I nod. "Great!" They pull me up. "Let's get away from here yeah?" There's fields outside the mansion. Green even in the night. Rolling down the grounds and getting grass covered stains and markings. This Capricorn is alive.

Characteristics: dark hair, wider eyes due to the Capricorn or Aries moon, I feel this creates bigger eyes at times. Possibly markings on the hands or arms. Height is fairly average or just an inch shy of it. Possibly have posters in your room. You may definitely need that cup of morning coffee. Strongly built with thicker bones. Took some scrapes and scratches as a kid lol.👷gap in the middle of the teeth. Your nose may scrunch and get bunny lines. Possible love for Halloween. Nice nails but they get broken easily do you have to cut them short. Struggled with self image issue younger. Causing some mental health problems. You aren't an angry person but if boundaries are crossed there's gonna be a problem.

Soulmates/ future relationship: (ignore if already in one unless curious) I feel Virgo influence here. Not the tallest person but also yes? One of those two either really tall ppl or not at all. You guys will try and keep up with each other a lot. Trying to manage schedules and make little completions on who cna do something better or first. On the couch watching movies and sharing food, okay cringey couple thing coming up. You guys may feed each other like it's normal and your friend just stare at you like "wtf??" They love our two though lol they'll get used to it. Possible meeting at s grocery store when in the bread isle or nearby. May have you call them lieutenant or some strengthening name at times or they won't even move to do what you want them to.

Other zodiac influence in your life through people: Gemini moon, Virgo moon, sun, ascendant. Possible same mercury and venus? Random. Cancer mars, Neptune.

Health/future: watch for dogs (i love dogs but I see some trouble here) cars when walking on roads or streets. Just saying duck and lay attention for the next 2 months when in a dangerous working areas or smth.

FINALLY DONE SORRY THIS TOOK LONG

[inkabelledesigns]

I'm supposed to be going to sleep, I gotta get up early tomorrow, but I need to share this because it's not gonna leave me alone unless I do.

So I dug up my old "how to draw" books today after watching a Jazza video where he talked about books that shaped him as an artist. No joke, I hugged these close and cried when I got them out of storage, it felt like having an old piece of myself back that went missing. As you've probably noticed, there's a little bit of manga in there, some furries, and anatomy books that I should listen to a little more. The manga books are the hardest for me to touch nowadays, and it's for a weird reason.

You see, back in 2016, someone who I thought was my friend said the most hurtful thing to me, and to this day nothing has ever stung worse. He said "I don't consider you an artist," followed by "your art isn't anime enough." Someone I'd known for years at that point, someone I trusted, invalidating the most important part of my identity at the time, just because it didn't fit his preference? Pardon my language, but what a fucking bitch. And being the insecure artist I was, no thanks to people in our circle who bullied me and my work relentlessly, this lead to a very awkward relationship where I avoided anime and manga like the plague. Which is a shame, because those art forms are incredibly beautiful. I hated my work getting compared to it by people who didn't know any better, I still hate it. It was fine if my friends drew it, but I didn't feel free to do anything with it. It wasn't something I was allowed to indulge in, because that asshole had to be wrong, I refused to draw something in a style he would like, his likes were just trash in my mind, tasteless and uneducated. That's what I had to tell myself to feel better. And that's not a healthy way to go through life, feeling so spiteful. (Though looking back on it, he was pretty trashy, but for a different reason.) I haven't thought about him in a long time, but today I've been thinking on the past a lot...a lot of how I wish I could heal from it faster and move on from the many people who hurt me. I don't talk about them much, but the things that happened before had a big impact on me, I care way more than I should about people thinking my work is lesser, that I'm lesser. It's not something I open up about, it's something I type up a lot of drafts on but then delete, because who cares? What's the point in saying it?

Well guess what happened tonight?

I went and tried some things after reading bits of the two manga books I guiltily enjoy, and it...it helped? Up until now, I really don't like the way I draw faces. I like my noses from certain angles, because I like decently sized noses, but eyes and mouths? I'm hopeless. But trying Auran's eyes as something similar to these two books, it works for me. It's not perfect, but the sizing and shape feels...better. I'm getting better with his hair and fluff too, I owe Vampire for that one. Studying her art (which is freaking gorgeous) makes me want to try some of her techniques in my own content, and it's made for some interesting results. I feel like maybe it's time to give all of this another try, start fresh with these books and let myself just have fun with art again. Go after it like I'm a kid again, just make stuff because I like it and it looks cool, not because it needs to be amazing. That'll come on its own. I think I can rest tonight knowing that things are gonna be better.

'Cause at the end of the day, I'm me. And the same thing that made me special when I started is still there. I've got some damn good ideas, just need the pencil and paper to go with them. There is a point in talking about what hurts, and more importantly, I SHOULD share the stuff I love. Because dammit, I've been on this journey for a long time, and my work matters just as much as everyone else's! It's always mattered, even if I didn't think it was worthy of mattering at some points. We're starting the next decade of my journey with hope! And I hope that this gives YOU some hope if you need it too! Because we are worthy, we are amazing, and we're gonna kick some butt!