#The rpg maker game isn't even in my memory anymore. That was like a different dimension to me. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

loveletterworm · 8 months ago

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at risk of sounding pretentious i genuinely tend to find the low standards of others with regards to media strangely motivating, like i will see someone posting about something i think is complete slop as if it's the most serious and well-put-together thing they've ever seen and it'll be like "This is awesome people can love anything no matter what even if it sucks so bad and is just not good" However this motivation is still not enough to get me to actually do anything so it's really useless.

#I don't think my problem is that i think people won't like it.#My problem is that i am psychologically incapable of getting from point A to point B. I get too busy thinking about like point E.#i keep thinking 'this is it im really gonna make it this time' when i am missing a bunch of characters and events #that would be necessary for the plot to function coherently...#This is my fault. I made a premise that requires a lot of things i don't know how to draw and people that i don't know how they act.#and somehow despite being all ive thought about for 2 years it hasnt resolved this...#it's ridiculous.....#i saw someone go from concepts to having an actual comic in the span of a year while i cant even settle on a medium for no good reason.....#Once upon a time this was supposed to be a crappy rpg maker 2003 game i thoguht i'd spend like a month on.#The rpg maker game isn't even in my memory anymore. That was like a different dimension to me.#mypost

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