To distract myself from being suicidal I answered lots of questions
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Can’t remember it’s been a while
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
More shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My fren jazmyn tomorrow :)
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I hope so
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Person I like???! Like friends??? What?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Girls.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Nah
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Professional hockey player Auston Matthews.
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Nah
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Deep??? Idk
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
So we don’t have a cooler really
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Green light
So far (it's alright)
Where do you go (to my lovely)
Subdivisions (the nsp version tho)
Scar tissue
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Ye
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
man idk
15. What good thing happened this summer?
im too sad to b positive rn thanks
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yep
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
hell yeah man come on
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
i dont even really know who my first crush was
19. Do you like bubble baths?
if the bath is big enough for my gross body then ya
20. Do you like your neighbours?
I dont really like people in general man (not 2 b emo)
21. What are you bad habits?
Eating all the time. Being messy. Being sad.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Greece. And go back to toronto.
23. Do you have trust issues?
hell yeah
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
the fuck is a routine???????//?????
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
the entire concept of “body” makes me uncomfortable
26. What do you do when you wake up?
either like 8am or 4pm
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
neither?????
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
no one (1)
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
i have nver dated any person
30. Do you ever want to get married?
no
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
ye
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
oh bruh tons. rn i’d say tom hollands and zendaya
33. Spell your name with your chin.
nikcfolld
34. Do you play sports?
i havent moved in centuries
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
tv
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
no idea
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
nothing. they are silent.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone who is nice and likes me
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
slavation army and winners and like urban planet
40. What do you want to do after high school?
die
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
tired. specific kind of sad.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
i try to
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
ocean!
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
nothing.
46. What are you paranoid about?
all.
47. Have you ever been high?
I smoked weed once but i didnt really feel anything so i guess no
48. Have you ever been drunk?
yeah like twice
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
this probably
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
black
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
all.the.time
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
all.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
bruh???idk
54. Favourite store?
didnt u ask this aready
55. Favourite blog?
ob-elisk
56. Favourite colour?
black
57. Favourite food?
greek
58. Last thing you ate?
im ashamed of it so no
u dont get to know
59. First thing you ate this morning?
mango
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
yeah a lot back in the day for ballet
61. Been suspended/expelled?
nah
62. Been arrested?
nah
63. Ever been in love?
how should i know
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
it was gay and fun
65. Are you hungry right now?
no
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
they are the same people
67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tunglr.hel
69. Are you watching tv right now?
no
70. Names of your bestfriends?
i dont know what “best friends” means
71. Craving something? What?
death
72. What colour are your towels?
blue
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
dos
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
ye
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
in me bed: 3 in me house: more
75. Favourite animal?
elephants and dogs and cats and coons andbears and corvids and moths and spiders
76. What colour is your underwear?
white
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate boo i aint a madman
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
CHOCOLATE
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black
80. What colour pants?
white + green
81. Favourite tv show?
brooklyn 99 i think
82. Favourite movie?
lilo and stich
silence of the lambs
dark knight
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
come on. obviously the OG.
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
both.
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
janis
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Crush
87. First person you talked to today?
me mom
88. Last person you talked to today?
me mom
89. Name a person you hate?
dad. donald trump. hitler. johnny depp. men.
90. Name a person you love?
me sis
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
dad. donald trump. hitler. johnny depp. men.
92. In a fight with someone?
nah i dont think so
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
2
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
lots
95. Last movie you watched?
back to the future
96. Favourite actress?
julie andrews
97. Favourite actor?
heath ledger
98. Do you tan a lot?
i dont leave my home thanks
99. Have any pets?
4 kitties and a ghosst dog
100. How are you feeling?
b a d
101. Do you type fast?
not really
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
i dont believe in regret
103. Can you spell well?
not as well as you’d hope from an AP english student. and way worse in french.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yes. my lovely and dead grandparents
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
a what
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
lmao not that i know b
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
like a decade ago yeah
108. What should you be doing?
sleeping
109. Is something irritating you right now?
insomnia and depression and self hatred
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
meh
111. Do you have trust issues?
yeeeeeEEEBOYYY
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
dont member. prly me mam.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
one time i got called nicky and my mom got mad at the kid and i was too scared to say that i liked that someone was close enough to me to call me that but then our friendship fell apart :(((
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yes, a lot. im very fortunate
115. Do you play the Wii?
wanted one when i was younger and never got one
116. Are you listening to music right now?
nah but i wish (am too lazy and sad)
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
am a vegetarian
118. Do you like Chinese food?
ye specially noodles
119. Favourite book?
Misery or paper towns or harry potter or percy jackson or i dont know really
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
no
121. Are you mean?
i hope not. i try not to be
122. Is cheating ever okay?
what does “okay” mean
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
no
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes.
125. Do you believe in true love?
yes.
126. Are you currently bored?
i dont know man
127. What makes you happy?
blissfull ignorance of my mental disorders even for a moment
128. Would you change your name?
yeah. my last name so that its not my dads anymore
129. What your zodiac sign?
virgo
130. Do you like subway?
yeah
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
wake up from the vivid day dream
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
deep????
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
“And she lays down on her bedroom floor
The chemicals that make her laugh
Don't seem to be working anymore”
134. Can you count to one million?
what????no???
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
anything i ever told my dad to try to avoid his rage
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed
137. How tall are you?
5 foot 9
138. Curly or Straight hair?
in between
139. Brunette or Blonde?
me??? im brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
death
141. Night or Day?
death
142. Favourite month?
time aint real and neither are months
143. Are you a vegetarian?
i am :)
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark!!!!11!!!!!!!!!11!
145. Tea or Coffee?
coffee.
146. Was today a good day?
it never is.
147. Mars or Snickers?
neither.
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.”
“I am not free while any woman is unfree, even when her shackles are very different from my own.”
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
i d o n t k n o w
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“About a year or so after we moved to Scarborough, my parents and their friends began having weekend get-togethers.”
(via lookingfortronler)
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