#Technically two of these are canon x oc but I won't get into that here

[imaginaryvampire]

Doodle dump cause I wanted to do full on drawings of some of these guys but just don't have the drive or time rn to spend hours on one drawing

Also yay, now have a lil character for this blog~

[justagalwhowrites]

me, a doc x tommy truther til i die, watching these anons like omg the girls are fightingggg

im just kidding, literary discourse and media analysis is ALWAYS good and i don't think theres enough of it in fic spaces (it's always "it's just fanfic it's not that deep" YES IT IS i love thinking and having thoughts about everything). so here's my opinion that nobody asked for i just can't resist LMAOOOO

the great thing about fiction is that you (both reader and writer) can safely explore and experience things that you otherwise wouldn't be able to, including things that would be dangerous irl. joel and doc's relationship was never perfect (even pre-outbreak), they lose each other for years and both go through insane amounts of life altering, major trauma, and then find each other again. of course the relationship is going to be toxic this time around! the idea that finding doc again would have been enough to make him overcome having his only child murdered in front of him is insane to me and im SOOO glad you didn't go that route when writing.

i get what people are saying when they say it's too much/toxic/bordering on abusive for him to treat doc this way. it is toxic and it is abusive but it's also a very realistic depiction of a toxic relationship ("even though it's bad and he's bad and it won't last i'm choosing joel instead of moving on"). he isn't a good guy and people forget that because he's a walking HOT SINGLE DADS NEAR YOU! porn ad but he's robbed, killed, and tortured people, some of which didn't deserve it. it's never confirmed in canon that he didn't sexually assault people pre-ellie and pre-qz when he was out there. i don't even think it's IMPLIED that he never did these things (other than hating david). point is, he kinda sucks if you think about it too hard. in a different timeline every therapist in the country would tell joel and doc to go 100% no contact and joel would have an abilify prescription.

but alas, this is fiction! these people are not real and these situations exclusively exist as a combination of letters on a screen. i know it's technically a joel x reader series, but am i the only one who doesn't see myself as doc? she's a whole oc at this point (side note: what's everyones doc fc? mine is dianna agron slay). i think that could be another reason people are hesitant with how joel/doc are playing out; they see doc taking him back without him doing much begging and it takes them out of it because it isn't something they would do. which is fair and i have no rebuttal for that! there's no right or wrong way to read. keep doing you besties but plz don't take back a toxic lover just because they grovel omg

tldr joel/doc = toxic but they aren't real and also they live under a fascist regime during the apocalypse where italian 4 cheese cheez its don't exist so cut them some slack alright if i had to live in those conditions i would be worse than both of them

this incomprehensibly long take brought to you by my love for literary discourse, my decade of experience in therapy, and my autism that makes me overanalyze every aspect of everything that exists :D

OMG BABES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

I love all the conversation around this fic and that people have different interpretations and feelings around it (even if sometimes I’m like “wait here’s why!!”)

But yes ultimately, these are two very traumatized, hurt people who are trying to survive and that drives soooo much of their choices.

[instantartific]

|| ও LOVESICK: 50 Followers Writing Event!

Finally posting the event!! 50 followers technically isn't that much but this blog really only started as a means for me to ramble about my fixations and whatnot, so it's nice that y'all hung around!

The idea of the event is that y'all can send in a character and a prompt from the yandere-themed lists I've got, and I'll write something short n sweet for it! Maybe a couple hundred words, maybe more if I really like the idea. I haven't written something in a while so this feels like a great opportunity for me to get out of writer's block and y'all to have fun!

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|| ও RULES AND NOTICES:

Because this is a yandere themed event, there will be strong themes of worship, obsession, possessiveness, manipulation, threats of harm to others, possible threats of harm to oneself, possible themes of kidnapping, all that fun stuff. Each post made will have very explicit content warnings tailored to each one of them.

Because I am not guaranteed to write your prompt, you're free to send in as many as you like! I'll do whatever ones give me the best ideas and ignore the rest.

Because I don't have a strong enough characterization for most other characters yet, I'll be sticking to the characters in the MASTERLIST AND PROMPTS section for the most part! Unless you've given me a really good idea, it'll mostly be the guys I'm comfortable with. There's no harm in trying but I am incredibly biased.

I WILL NOT write explicit sexual themes. I don't mind allusions to them but I don't do smut. A vague thing about how someone'd treat you I can tolerate but writing it out won't happen.

Character x Reader and Character x Character, Canon or OC are both allowed! If you ask for an OC, keep it to mine, preferably. I don't know how I feel about writing other people's characters yet.

I'm a multi shipper at heart and don't mind writing pairings I don't care for! The only thing I'm not too fine with are inherently romantic things regarding Neon or Nova with anyone else listed. While, like... I do consider everyone not including those two to be in their twenties, just don't know how I feel about "old enough to be your daddy" pairings, y'know?

1010 to 1010, 1010 to OCs, OCs'n OCs, of course anybody to readers, all that jazz is fine.

All that being said, here's the MASTERLIST!

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|| ও MASTERLIST AND PROMPTS:

♡ A-Z Yandere Prompts w/ Dialogue Starters,

♡ lovesick/obsession writing prompts🌹💌

♡ Obsession Prompts

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|| ও CHARACTER LIST:

♡ Neon J

|ও NEON J: "Beautiful baby! So lovely, so breathtaking! Captivating! Alluring!"

♡ DJSS

|ও DJ SUBATOMIC SUPERNOVA: "Shouldn't you be spending more time with me?"

♡ 1010 -

- ♡ Rin

N/A

- ♡ Purl-hew

N/A

- ♡ Zimelu

N/A

- ♡ Haym

N/A

- ♡ Eloni

|ও ELONI: "Please don't leave me... I won't last long without you..."

♡ OCs -

- ♡ Anodyne Acetate

N/A

- ♡ Moya

N/A

- ♡ Tūl

N/A

- ♡ Styoca

N/A