Since you relistened to that tape without the adrenaline getting in the way... What do we think about Elias' reaction to you compelling him? Do we think he got a little hard?
This—this is highly inappropriate. I- I don't want to discuss that possibility. I mean, uh... considering how, er, visceral was my reaction to being compelled, and what expression his face took when I did it to him it is a possibility, but—. No. I am not saying anything else on this topic. Ask him if you want to know so desperately.
Listen guys, I know that the venn diagram of tma listeners and traumatised is a circle, so for all us memory loss hotties I have a suggestion. Get a bunch of blankets, snacks and a couple of hours and tell your whole story, as much as you can possibly remember, into your phone as it records.
OBVIOUSLY ONLY DO THIS IF YOU ARE SAFE, COMFORTABLE AND IN THE RIGHT HEADSPACE. FOR SOME PEOPLE THIS CAN MAKE EVERYTHING SO MUCH WORSE BUT IT CAN HELP FOR OTHERS. I AM NOT A PSYCHOLOGICAL PROFESSIONAL. THIS JUST HELPED FOR ME SO I THOUGHT I COULD SHARE IT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.
[ID: A drawing of a tape recorder for the Magnus Archives. The drawing depicts a floating tape recorder with a reflection of an inquisitive eye belonging to Martin Blackwood in the tape area. Martin Blackwood is an Afro Brazilian man with dark brown skin, freckles, square glasses and a white eyebrow. Around the recorder are twisting green strings of magnetic tape and spider webs keeping the recorder suspended. The background is a slight green glow and green and black speckle texture throughout. The text around the recorder reads: 'Oh...hello. Are you still listening?' End ID/]
HI HELLO LONG TIME NO TMA but I heard 'Oh...Hello' and this happened. I hope this will help me get back into drawing the lads, it was so good to hear Martin's voice again 😭