#Spain's therapists must make a fortune 😭😭😭

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Every time I need to find a Hetalia doujinshi that Spain is so fcking doom, I can always count on ''BLOOD WEDDING'' by Aogiri 😭

What France wanted was beyond Spain's ability, and for this reason, pushed Spain into a series of later tragedies. But after all the terrible misfortunes that France had inflicted on Spain, he somehow still behaved affectionately towards France. And this was no different from the torture on England's mind.

When Spain restored all his memories [Volume 3], he not only regained all his good memories with France but also remembered the feeling of having his eyes completely blinded by France. His betrayal was a shock that burned all of Spain's reason and emotions. He sat on the throne that France built for him and forgot who he was [Volume 1].

When recalling these events, Spain had to be honest that although he would definitely remember France's brutality, he knew that even after this there would never be anyone like France in his life (if this happens then it's actually good, Spain).

And France knew this.

FRANCE FREAKING KNEW SPAIN'S HEART ALWAYS HAS A PLACE FOR HIM.

There is an ''interesting'' point in this doujinshi series, where instead of Spain using a sword or halberd to finish off France, he uses a gun. In terms of risk, obviously using a gun is quicker and requires less force. But because it was so quick, ending him with a gun would make "temporary death" easier for France.

When we look at England's perspective, we completely understand why he has a big hatred with France in this situation. England shouted directly at France: ''You betrayed him''; to exclaim that the cruelty of France is not limited to facing enemies, but also to those closest to him.

(England is not a good man at all, but we need to admit France is wild throughout this doujinshi series)

You can also see France came to Austria's house to talk about Spain (well, both of them have ''a deep relationship'' with you, Spain 😭). France thinks Austria will sympathize with his actions towards Spain due to Austria is also full of calculations in his relationship with Spain. But Austria thought that France's move was too extreme.

This difference is clearly shown in the motives of both. When Austria wanted to have a ''happy family'' and of course powerful with Spain (very Habsburg way). France wanted Spain to be his protectorate.

Spain is someone who England has known all his life that it is difficult to win affection both politically and personally, but when France has that from Spain, he brutally tramples it.

It's really ironic for England when he can only gain Spain's affection when Spain completely loses everything.

And that is precisely why England delayed so long in making Spain regain his memory.