#So uh- you're welcome? And also I'm sorry it's so long xD))

[abrushwithdeath]

"Remy gotcha."

//people really stick angst memes on the dash when I'm around like that isn't Tagg bait...

@lediableblanc-amoureuxdechats

Send “I’ve got you”  to carry my injured & nearly unconscious muse

The moments prior were a blur, one Rogue was trying to reorganize as she slipped in and out of sleep. No. Not sleep. It was darker than that. Deeper. Like tiny flashes of death, hands grabbing her and pulling her under for fractions of time. A missed second here. A lost minute there. The darkening sky was dusty with ongoing battle in one instance, and when she came to again the star speckled night was nearly clear. What happened?

She'd hit her head at some point (or maybe something had hit her?). That much was easy to recall considering there was a relentless, pulsating, pain radiating from the left side of her skull. A broken rib to match, perhaps? A judgement based on the fact that it pained her terribly to breathe. Okay. That wasn't good. But she'd endured worse, right? She'd be fine. She'd be fine. God, she hoped she'd be fine. But the metallic tang of blood was lingering in her mouth, and all she could hear was the ringing in her ears.

It was getting harder and harder each time to open her eyes.

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to just... drift off for a while. Stop trying to fight it. At least if she died, it'd be an easy thing. No chaos. No struggle. Just endless sleep. After the shit she'd endured, an eternity to rest was almost welcomed, actually.

But it wasn't over yet.

Her breath caught in her throat when she felt the gentle pressure of his hands, his arms, slip beneath her. He was being careful, but the motions of being lifted, no matter how cautiously, were enough to draw a groan of pain from her. Rogue hadn't the energy, just yet, to open her eyes, but she knew even before she heard his voice, whose hold she was in. It wasn't a feeling she'd forget anytime soon. Though had she been in a better state, she would have told Remy to put her down, insisted she could walk if he just gave her a second to reorient herself. Even she knew, however, that there were times it made sense to be stubborn, and now certainly wasn't one of them. She was in no shape to be arguing.

Besides, there was comfort in this. In the tender way he was carrying her. In the soft tone of his voice when he spoke. She was probably just imagining it, but suddenly it felt a little easier to catch her breath.

"Ya got me." She repeated after him- an acknowledgement that she'd heard, that she was okay enough to speak back (even if just barely, the words hushed and strained). More than that, though, it was the candid realization that he had her. Not just in this moment, but in each. He'd had her back more times than she could count. In physical combat like they'd just survived, and in the mental, emotional, fights she forced on herself. He had her in a learned way. Had traced his fingers along each page of her like he was trying to memorize the words of her soul. Who else could say they'd ever tried to understand her the way he did? Who else would have done that much for someone as seemingly ungrateful as her? And he had her heart. Fractured and faded as it felt, he had it, whether he wanted it or not. It was a frightening thing, and yet in moments there was some relief in it. To feel she wasn't carrying the burden of herself entirely alone. To feel him press his lips to the cracked pieces and watch as they began to mend. The splinters he could not heal, the freshly bleeding wounds... they were a damage she inflicted upon herself. Some fucked up need for the familiarity of her own agony pushed her to it over and over. Yet here he was again, with the patience for her that she could never find for herself, carrying her like she wasn't as heavily burdensome as she believed.

Rogue wished, then and there, that she could press her fingers to his skin and have her powers work in reverse to some degree. That she could offer him a glance at herself without needing to find the words, without the shame of it.

Generally, she did not wish to be touched. She did not wish to be seen. Yet a part of her wanted nothing more than to give him her everything, see if he would still hold her then with the same tenderness he did now.

Her head fell against his shoulder and she finally, finally, found the strength to open her eyes again- half lidded and struggling to focus, but undoubtedly locked on his face.

"Anna Marie." Her words, hushed as they were, drew his attention, and she took a ragged breath, felt the pinch of her injury hinder her as she did. Still she gave the smallest hint of a smile for the way he looked at her. Some people were foolish enough to see the devil in those black and red eyes of his. What she found there was peace. "My name," She explained slowly, settling more fully against him. "Anna Marie."

A name, she supposed, was a trivial fact to most. The first thing you learn about someone new. The most basic piece of information. But to her, it was infinitely more than that. The weight that it carried was one she couldn't explain, even if she tried. And she'd offered it unprovoked, unquestioned. Did he understand the trust she was placing in him?

She let her eyes slip closed again, felt herself begin to drift. Begin to fade. She doubted she'd be able to keep herself conscious much longer. "Jus'... thought ya should know..." He'd earned it. A thousand times over, he'd earned it.

And if he said something then in reply, she was ashamed to say she'd missed it. Because the dark edges of sleep had snuck back in and stolen her away once again. For a few seconds? A few hours? She wasn't sure how long it would last this time, just that when she awoke again, Remy'd likely be right there to greet her. That thought settled over her like a warm blanket- cozy and inviting. It was something to look forward to.

[nunyabizness2024]

Same anon! I was going to include ‘no tribute’ but I'm not a mistress, though I do like the title I think? I'm still working through titles because I have a very strange concept of my own gender.

I'm open to chatting but you're anon lol so...... everyone gets to read my answer now haha yeah lol dms are always welcome from anyone for any reason but especially for dick pics or like.... fun degrading humiliating things people want to say to me lol. I bet there are a lot of guys who have some very um... "mean" things to say to me about this blog and the things I like or have said here lol. I'm kinda pretty nasty with some of my kinky things I enjoy. Let's just say my favorite thing in the world is pleasing the person I'm playing with. Whatever will give them the best hardest hottest orgasm. I usually am able to do really really enthusiastically and sometimes like surprisingly well I surprise myself even how good I am at a thing ive never done before and also never been into. But they tell me it's what they want me to do and what they're into. And I dive in head first no matter what it is (mostly) and am able to do some things with incredible passion and devotion that outside of playing with that person I'd think was just really weird or really gross or very un-sexy (usually all three xD) and definitely nmk. I not only will do it. (Mostly again lol) but do it with serious enthusiasm. And do it so well that they have to ask me if I've done it before and compliment me about my skill in doing *insert weird/crazy/gross/whatever kink* as a beginner or they're in disbelief that ive never done that thing before lol. It's some kind of superpower I guess. Power of pleasure giving in weird and extremely varied sexual kinky acts. So uh definitely longer reply than needed I bet huh? Was for the benefit of the other people seeing my answer to you lol. Hit up my dms people! Use these anons to send me intimidating things or tell me how much you want to rape me or snuff me, stuff like that haha or I guess just things you want an answer to but are afraid to reveal what your username is when you ask. But that can be just boring or at least less fun than anonymous threats and people telling me how they'd abuse me. Sorry for so long answer xD

[genshin-obsessed]

hi pocket! moth here, and as promised, i'm giving you word after word after word after word....

i got cicada to type some stuff down too since he also wanted to send something to you in congratulations!! <3 <3

----moth

congratulations on 6k! you're really rad and i genuinely think that you deserve all this support and love, it's just really nice to see that you've progressed so quickly and smoothly! you've put a ton of effort into things your write, your events, everything! your interactions with your anons are just so nice, and that's all because you're an amazing person!

when i joined the genshin fandom, you were one of the first blogs that i had run into, and that's pretty neat. at first, i didn't follow you, since i wasn't really used to your writing. but as i kept on encountering your works, i eventually grew accustomed to it- and i like your writing style! v swag :)

your oc, toxin, is just- perfection. i like the whole background thing, powers, but the fic i liked the most was the one where toxin attempts to poison you. my imagination can just run wild from there, picturing out what the character did after running out to go after toxin, but for zhongli's case how he took care of you + what he did after.

you, pocket, are a wonderful person- if you receive hate, you don't deserve it! 6000 seems like a large accomplishment, and it must've felt really nice to hit that number. a great person like you deserves the world, but the world may not deserve you. your presence alone on tumblr is practically a blessing, and i'm grateful for everything that you've wrote! not only that, but you've helped me become bolder and interact off anon. i think that's pretty neat, genuinely.

i'm sure many others think the same: ilysm(/p) pocket! even if i fall out of the genshin fandom(which i most likely won't bc of XIAOOOOOOOOOOOO <3 <3 <3 <3), i'll still revisit your blog. reading over your works always makes me crack a smile, whether it's angsty or not. your ability to write is amazing, and some of your works had even inspired a few of mine!

a collab with a person like you is like a dream come true. i look forwards to future interactions, and hopefully they're all positive! i support you no matter what, and you can't change that, hehe.

-your local xiao simp,

moth.

----cicada

hello, i believe you've never interacted or heard of me before? i go by cicada online, a friend that appears on moth's blog every now and then. they told me about your 6k followers, and i think that's pretty neat. to be honest when you told moth that you'd do a collab with them i was happy they chose you, since you're a really good person. pocket, thank you so much for everything you've done for me, moth, all of us- i cannot express my gratitude towards you, and i am proud of that because i can usually express my gratitude to others within words. however, since my gratitude towards you is off the charts, i cannot form it in words. regarding the collab, i will attempt to help moth with angst, however my help might not be needed. i thank you deeply, for fueling my everyday energy to get up. reading through your works gives me so much serotonin, and i appreciate that greatly. have a good day or night, perhaps afternoon, mx. pocket.

-cicada.

----any last words before we go sleep?

moth - ily, pocket! /p

cicada - thank you, congratulations. (note: get your well deserved rest, pocket.)

----goodnight, good morning, good afternoon wherever you are ! !

ok so like i genuinely started crying at this and I don't normally get very emotional. You both left me speechless, so that's one of the reasons why I'm taking so long to respond T^T

I'll split my response here to the both of you!

its kinda long- sorry xD also can I just call yall "the bugs" cuz its just so cute ;-; your names are adorable-

Moth, you are such a sweetheart. Like I said earlier, I'm not someone who gets very emotional! But your words brought tears to my eyes (tears of joy ofc) and it took me a while to respond because every time I saw what you'd written, I'd just have this giant smile on my face. I'm really glad you chose to follow me and I'm so happy you chose to talk to me! I always try to be fun and welcoming so that people who do wanna interact can do so, but I get it, there are so many people here it can get daunting.

But I'm glad you reached out! I'm so happy to have a friend like you! Ima be honest, the first few times you sent something in off anon, I was like "o.o they forgot anon-" BUT NOW LOOK AT YOU! Thank you, I really appreciate it. I'm actually pretty self-conscious about my writing but I try to do my best and post- even though I don't like what I've written, so your words really do help me! You're the type of reader every writer wants. Seriously!!

Ah, Toxin! Yes, I've had her as an oc for such a long time and then I finally perfected her! She's been in so many fics of mine and she's finally getting the recognition she deserves!! I'm glad you enjoyed that fic, it's one of my faves! I planned to do a p2 with some other characters but held off cuz I thought people would get bored- yet here you are, sparking my will to write it again!

I still can't believe I hit 6k! Honestly, that's so many people!! and they all like me and my stuff!! it's really hard to believe- there are days I think its a dream >.< silly, I know xD actually, when I first joined tumblr, it was because of BNHA and I saw this writer who had 10k followers at the time and I just was like "that's not even possible" yet here I am- 4k away T^T

I genuinely hope Xiao keeps you here, but if you have to leave for another fandom that's ok too! I can only hope we'll meet once again there too! I think some people in life are meant to be friends and are just meant to know each other! And I'll hope you're one of them! Cuz you're one of the awesomest friends I've had and I love you as well (/p)!! <333

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Cicada, omg haiii!! I've heard very little about you since Moth took FOREVER to tell me there's another writer hidden back there!! I'm glad I got a chance to talk to you, even if it's like this! I'm not sure how much you know about me >.< seems like a lot so I'm sorry that I don't know that much about you!

Thank you so much, you're so very sweet and I can't express how happy your words made me. For a long time now, I always wake up and wonder how I can make my friends smile or laugh, and now that's extended to this blog. To hear how happy my writing makes people brings me so much joy that even I can't express it. I know there are many people out there who have lots of things to deal with in life and to know that my writing's helping them through that fuels me to write more!

I'm so glad I can do the same for you! We may not know each other- or maybe it's mostly on my end- but I still want to make you smile! I want to make everyone who stumbles upon my blog smile as well! Life can get hard and it feels so impossible sometimes but if I can give someone the energy to go on, then I'm pretty content with my own! Thank you for reading my works and thank you for telling me this because it really did make me happy.

Aw, thank you, I hope it's not too much! Though I specialize in angst (at least, I like to think so), I wanted to give Moth the opportunity to try! I'll do my best to make the fluffiest fluffing comfort you've ever seen!! Or uh something like that ^w^"

I really do hope that you and I can talk more so I can get to know you! Oh! And that google form- it was super adorable ^w^

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You two are too kind and you best believe I'm saving this lil ask <3 you both very well made my entire week (along with that meme anon with those cute memes) and I'm sending you both hugs!! or cookies ^w^ whichever you prefer!

Also, it was nighttime when you sent this and now its 3am >///< i need sleep-