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pushingdaisies1 Ā· 2 years ago
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Hi hello! This is gonna be part of a request Iā€™m doing that has been sitting in my inbox. One of them that Iā€™ve been spending a lot of my time on. Though the headcannons list will have more characters included.
Thankfully , I have been getting more things under control with deadlines. So Iā€™ll be starting to post things I have planned and fixing up a couple other parts of my account. Wish me luck yall that nothing else annoying comes up. On to the work in progress!!Ā Ā āžœ
ā‡¢ Ė—ĖĖ‹ į“„į“€ŹŸį“‡Ź™ į“”ÉŖį“…į“É¢į“€źœ±į“› ąæą¾‚ ļ½„ That night originally was so peaceful , staring out at the moon lit sky with some of your other friends. Though as you conversed , you never expected to have everything get turned upside down. ItĀ  was all so fast , not being able to call for the others happily asleep tore you apart. ļ½„ Trying to fight off your captors was a struggle , you thinking the four of you could easily get away. But no , you overstepped and it ended in the bunch of you getting taken away. Not without some battering in the process. ļ½„ You didnt know where you were , trying so hard to break free from the manaclesĀ that trapped you. Never stopping to find a way out. Your fighting senses were not very much welcomed by your captors. They picked right through you and your friends. ļ½„ Sadly you got dealt the short end of the stick with Yasha. Spending a majority of your time being captured , getting your absolute shit rocked. All of it was a blur , only remembering the beating that came to you. ļ½„ The coldness of the stone under you welcomed you into sleep. Staying unconscious with Yasha as well due to the Shepherds. If you WERE conscious , you would have known of the entrance of your friend plus a couple newbies coming in to save you and the others. ļ½„ After they dealt with everything , and were able to open up Jester and Fjords cell they found you and Yashaā€™s. The others decided to have a search around the Iron Shepherdā€™s base , Caleb decided to sit that out. Instead staying behind with the ā€œout like a lightā€ you and Yasha. ļ½„ Seeing you , so hurt and bruised sent something through him. With how much heā€™s known you (I imagine the same as much as heā€™s known Nott) , it sent a feeling of urgency through him. It wasn'tĀ like he was scared shitless before , but that made him feel that pit plummet, ļ½„Laying there as the others went to go search around , he couldn'tĀ stop looking over at you. Those embers grew more and more , becoming a fire in his chest. What was this? , he hadn'tĀ really felt it in a while. What was this urgency? You were another one of his companions , why was he feeling all warm on the inside? ļ½„Just like with Astrid and Eadwolf before , that fire enclosed in his torso blazed to high heaven. This stood out to him , and the repeating'sĀ of ā€œno no no noā€¦ā€ trailed along in his avoidant mind. He could bare to rid you with the burden of him being in-love with you. A lot had happen in only a couple days , which led him to lie to himself. ļ½„He halted his flooding in paranoia to a stop. Taking a breath in , he can think about this later and let it tare him apart. Now he just has to wait for the others to come back. He went on to clear his mind , rattling on now to the unconscious Yasha next to him. It could all be solved with time.
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joshriku Ā· 11 months ago
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Hi!!! I just read how do you sleep at night, your WandaJericho fic, and I'm having so many feels right now!!! Wanda's decision to getting a break from her relationship with Jericho made me like, oh wanda!
Her getting constantly anxious that nothing big is happening after their semi breakup was so sad. Girl is having grief in her romantic and maternal life since Vision's disassembling. It happens in reality too, when you are having constant drama and trauma in your life, you can't just suddenly adapt to peace. And you just start creating the drama and the unstable ness, whether you want it or not. Self Sabotage, or craving drama, you name it.
But the consequences that come with itā€”what always happens when she loves too much, the things that get ruined, the life she tries so hard to keep under controlā€”itā€™s all so paralyzing. Itā€™s as paralyzing as this touch. Oh dear!
And Jericho was so supportive! He was extremely right to be hurt, but I think he must have gotten an inkling later(maybe pietro?) about why is she behaving like that. I loved their Astral plane conversations, and "simply souls waving each otherĀ hello." This is so good!!
Also pietro!!! I loved how he just knew why Wanda is behaving like this. Self Sabotage indeed. The twin sense must have gotten activated. He is actually more emotionally intelligent about people he loves and cares, so that wasn't a surprise when he knew what wanda didn't want to admit yet. Also I knew it when he said he likes Jericho! Honorable mention Wanda's thought on how easy is to fight with pietro. Hope next years mini does twins justice.
Also Happy New Year!!
šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ happy new year!! firstly thank you so much for such a lovely ask it really means a lot that you'd take the time to let me know you liked my writing, i really appreciate it!!!! šŸ„ŗšŸ«¶ already made my 2024 a great year!!
second AHHHHHH THANK YOU.. I LOVE WANDAJERICHO SO MUCH. ever since SW #9 when they reveal they're inexplicably exes / still have feelings but with "no strings" i've been like. oh?? what?? šŸ˜­ at first i was like, oh thats funny they dont strike me as characters who'd do No Strings Attached thing. but then i gave it more thought and started thinking of ways they COULD be and wanda essentially growing uneasy and anxious over a relationship that was going so well, when she is so used to things going wrong, came to me and i was like ohhh yes... thats it... now we got it šŸ«µ i can see her cutting things out before them getting "ruined". i really wanted it to be like, this relationship is *fine* and thats whats freaking her out!!
when i wrote this i wrote jericho with the intention that he knew exactly why she did it, but knowing it didnt change that she did hurt him, and the whole crutch of this story being that theyre both unequivocally very in love with each other still. still the case does remain that jericho is also very committed to his duties in the academy, esp after everything they went through - something wanda would also know firsthand. i think all those student deaths/the death of doctor strange/mandatory other marvel events would take its toll on anyone tbh i can see them trying to put at least a pause on everything while they try to fix the world. As Usual. i didnt write jericho immediately taking back wanda too because, yknow, it takes two to tango! BUT THEYRE SO GONNA WORK IT OUT. BECAUSE THEY LOVE EACH OTHER THATS THE WHOLE POINT.. THEY NEVER STOPPED..IN MY HEAD. CAUSE I SAID SO AND THEYRE MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT SHIP...
and AHH THANK YOU.. pietro in that fic was my favorite part šŸ«¶ he loves wanda and hes really good friends with jericho of course hed have a deeper understanding of whats going on! i think pietro is a lot more emotionally intelligent than what most writers give him credit for. and if theres anyone who knows about self sabotaging or recognizing it on someone itd be him, and ESPECIALLY on wanda. defo one of my fave scenes to write in that fic šŸ„¹ MAXIMOFF TWINS MY BELOVED..
Anyway this was a really long reply just to say that thank you SO much and this ask made my whole year and i am really grateful that you liked my fic!!!!!!! i liked writing it too!!! šŸ’›šŸ’›šŸ’›
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bluelockednyx Ā· 2 years ago
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thoughts on lunasae? u have them listed in your pairings, i was wondering if u could elaborate on them more specifically. i'm still conflicted on the pair myself. sometimes, i think it'd be a cute and funny ship that id love to see more content for. other times, it feels like it'd be wayy too draining to put anyone in a relationship with luna (probably just my own personal biases speaking though. it's tiring to deal with people who are soā€¦ backhanded. but i feel sae would probably handle his personality better since he doesnt really seem to take shit passively). i can see them as a coupleā€¦ but like, one that's gonna break up in the future? or just a relationship where they just have the occasional hookup or sumn? idk, thats why im so interested on what u may have to say abt it. im also curious as to why u may like it over something like shidousae
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An ask for my other shipping log in Blue Lock!!!!
As always, a ton of rambling, so it's behind the read more.
On Shidou / Sae: they're on the lower end of my ship interest ranking, simply because thereā€™s nothing in their interactions that particularly compel me towards them (those superbly gay lines to each other aside), and thereā€™s not much of Shidouā€™s character design that interest me. My initial impression of him was some sort of spoof on the gyaruo subculture, and it really hasnā€™t changed much, hypersexualisation included. If thereā€™s more stuff between them, or more development of either of them in the future I might get more invested, but for now I think that Lunasae could have a far more interesting dynamic and narrative, even if the authors donā€™t take it to where I think they could.
I get why you say that Luna is possibly tiring to deal with in a relationship. The way he talked to Rin? Not everyone can accept that kind of sarcasm and way of talking. But thereā€™s quite a bit more to his character, even in his very, very brief appearance in the manga. It could really just be me overthinking things as usual, but I donā€™t think so. Thereā€™s some subtlety both in his character design and depiction that suggests that he is a character that has been given a fair bit of thought by the authors, so Iā€™m running off of that. This is gonna be a little all over the place, so bear with me.
As a very, very minor character, thereā€™s not much screen time for Luna, but thereā€™s a ton of stuff we can extrapolate from his very brief appearance.
His interactions with Rin in the vs World 5 miniarc is really fun from a writing perspective. On the surface and in a quick skim through, the impression that he gives off is that heā€™s sarcastic and rude, but his actions with Rin in the mini arc tell a different story. He first deescalated Rinā€™s provocations (to Rinā€™s benefit, might I add) and neatly keeps Dada, Pablo and Adam from Rin after that by turning Rinā€™s attention, and Rinā€™s ire, onto himself. And how does he do it? By talking about Sae, praising Sae, even, to Rinā€™s face and saying heā€™s looking forward to see how Rin does.
During the match he gives Rin valid criticism and points out his weaknesses, and towards the end after Isagi and co. have given up on winning the match, while Rin is still trying to win, he even goes so far as to say heā€™ll face Rin sincerely. After he scores the last goal, he immediately reassures them as well, reminding them that this is an evaluation, and that they were never expected to win. He even tells them (foreshadows?) to meet in an official match next time. All in all, I think Luna has a sharp tongue on the surface, but heā€™s also pretty subtly caring with a certain level of emotional maturity and astuteness at handling conflict. Also seems to be a bit offbeat, judging by how Loki had to point out that he was being rude for him to apparently notice it.
Iā€™m gonna dive a little more into meta about character design, since there really is so little we have about him in the story right now.
Iā€™m going to start off with his name: Leonardo Luna. Luna was the part that really jumped out at me first, because one of the most common uses of Saeā€™s given name, the Japanese kanji, is to describe nights and shine, e.g. å†“ćˆćŸå¤œć€å†“ćˆč¼ć, both of which well, can be easily linked to the moon, thus Luna. The moon shines brightest in a clear night, after all. :D
For Leonardo, the meaning is lion-heart, and thereā€™s a ton of positive connotations with the name of course, mostly to do with bravery, but I also like the implied meaning of a lion at the head of its pride, caring for the cubs and its pride members etc.
Then Leonardoā€™s nickname: the Noble of Real Madrid. Probably something in there about how heā€™s probably noble-hearted, tying into his given name, but there could also be something about Leonardo being a MadrileƱo and perhaps a legacy player of sorts, with older family who had made names for themselves in the sport too.
Iā€™ve said before that I like them as an asshole x asshole ship, though in all fairness thatā€™s pretty much all of the Blue Lock characters and ships. Just thinking of the both of them being judgy assholes together is hilarious to me, along the veins of Sae outright insulting someone to their face and meaning it, then Luna at first seeming to come to the other personā€™s face, then delivers another backhand insult way worse than Saeā€™s without intending to be rude is a comedy bit for me.
From what little weā€™ve seen of Luna, he seems to be a little fond of teasing people. Maybe a bit fond of leading people around the nose, with the way he played against Rin that time. I think that Sae is okay with that. Sae doesnā€™t give Shidou a hard time for any of it in the U20 match, even going along with it, somewhat. The only time he got pissed was when Shidou leapt onto his back without permission after Shidou got his second goal. When Oliver outmaneuvered him, Sae too, went along with it and continued playing in the match.
I think they both appreciate the hard truth, and have a pretty level-headed view of things overall (arguably you canā€™t get far in competitive sports without being able to do that, but yā€™know). Leonardo certainly doesnā€™t hesitate to say that he believes a Spanish guy could win in sumo more easily than Japan could win the World Cup in football, and its the same poor opinion that Sae himself has about Japanese football. Theyā€™re both also pretty decent at guiding/giving advice to others ā€“ Iā€™d even say that Leonardo and Sae had some parallels to each other when they were with Rin and Shidou in the World 5 miniarc + U20 arc respectively, talking about Rin and Shidouā€™s weaknesses and how they needed to get better.
Theyā€™re both also more subtle with how they care for people, and we can see it in how they treat Rin. I just talked about how Luna looked out for Rin in the World 5 miniarc, but Sae is similar too. Iā€™ve talked about how Sae treated Rin badly, but heā€™s still mostly a good brother to Rin: he didnā€™t scold Rin when Rin interrupted his match when they were children, he played and pushed Rin to be better with him, before he went to Madrid he was worried about how Rin would do without him since itā€™s implied Rin has never played without him up till that point. He would have ditched the U20 match after seeing Rin score, even saying that he has ā€˜seen what he wanted to seeā€™, which strongly implies he just wanted to see Rin doing well with the Blue Lock project. He also thinks very highly of Rinā€™s capabilities, and his word choice shows as much when he talks about Isagi to Rin at the end of the U20 match (RIP Rin for not understanding the subtlety and having better insight to Saeā€™s thoughts).
Luna mentioned Sae specifically to Rin. It could be simply a minor detail more to distract Rin than anything, but Iā€™m inclined to think that Luna has watched, or maybe trained a bit with Sae before despite the age gap. Itā€™s not unlikely, since Sae is one of the best young talents around within Realā€™s Youth system. Clubs try to train up their own people irl and move them up if they have potential. Thereā€™s probably some level of regard he has for Sae there. On a more speculative note: I wonder if the authors are implying that Luna took the part-time job with Blue Lock because he was interested in Saeā€™s interest. Sae cancelled his return flight to Spain just to observe the Blue Lock project. It would have made some buzz in Real, especially if Sae is a core figure of Realā€™s youth team and that well-regarded, which I believe he is.
Also, Lunaā€™s a world-class player, I canā€™t imagine Sae considering his butt as unattractive lmao.
Beyond that, I think Luna could be a fantastic foil to Sae, if the authors take it that way. Given the name etymology I discussed above, it would be amazing to have their stories paralleling each others: Leonardo, as a true blue MadrileƱo, growing up and achieving international success in his hometown and home team, vs the struggles that Sae had to go through while living out the basic immigrant story: of searching for greener pastures overseas to fulfill his dream, the hardships from living in a very different culture etc. Potentially quite a bit of drama, such as microaggressions, racism + bullying, the need to work twice as hard to prove himself to get at the same starting point others already are, the child exploitation that exists behind the whole sports youth system; basically a side commentary of a ton of social issues, which, again, I kind of doubt theyā€™ll dive deeply into. Itā€™s a bit too heavy, I think, for your average shonen sports manga, but who knows.
Then thereā€™s the whole bit of the career paths both have chosen and are succeeding in: Luna as a world-class forward, and Sae as a genius midfielder part of the current generation's world-level players. Thereā€™s a fair amount of conflict and, well, story that could be in there too. We have nothing yet about the full reasoning behind Saeā€™s decision to change his dream, so *shrug* imagination, here I come.
Also I wonder why all the forwards Sae's been shown to play with, besides Rin, are blonde. Hmm?? Hinting at something, Kaneshiro-sensei??? Does Sae have A Type beyond the butts???
On the shippier side, I do believe they can have a pretty easygoing dynamic going on between them. A lot of easy banter, not quite like Shidou and Sae's conversations in the U20, but similar. They both definitely like the high life too, and I wouldn't put it past them to be the type who'd have super expensive dates and have them on a whim too, like, idk, a spur-of-the-moment trip to Paris or something.
And there's the typical drama involved with an age-gap relationship, plus the side dishes of navigating an interracial relationship, and a queer one, in a pretty homophobic environment overall. Especially when you remember that Sae himself is a perfectionist. It's an excellent bedrock for all sorts of character and ship dynamic explorations. All fun stuff to explore and think about.
TLDR; I like their individual aesthetics. I like what weā€™ve seen of their individual personalities. I like the potential they could have, both their commonalities and their differences. Thereā€™s a lot of story that could be there between them, and I have a ton of fun imagining dumb shippy and not-so-shippy stuff between them. So thatā€™s why I ship Lunasae.
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hufflautia Ā· 4 years ago
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I sureeeee as hellll would love that Huff x Sly flower pot story to go on,,,, no pressure though,,,, just write three lines every time you feel bored or something,,,, I'm just offering ideas,,, but love ittt love everything you write,,,, it makes me wanna have a sly guy,,,, love you xoxo
thank you!! also im pretty sure the person who gave me the idea didnt have what i wrote in mind, they probably meant that sly and huff were already a couple and those were just their professions; i thought the anon meant that sly and huff just met. rn im googling the difference between a nurse and a doctor bc that would change the story a lot. EXCUSE ME PREVIOUS ANON, IS IT ALRIGHT IF I CHANGE SLYTHERINā€™S PROFESSION TO DOCTOR? i have a lot of things in mind for that and it would kind of help the story develop; i hope you dont mind! anyways anon i love you more <3 and now i shall continue the story:
slytherin retraced their steps and successfully found the flower shop. they looked through the window and saw hufflepuff who had their back turned to sly bc they were rearranging some flower pots at the counter.Ā 
sly walks in and huff, who heard the bell jingle from the top of the door, turns around to greet the first customer. huffā€™s smile wavers just a little bit, because they recognize sly from yesterday, and theyā€™re thinking, ā€œoh jeez are they gonna yell at meā€
ā€œWhat are you doing here?ā€Ā ā€œYou donā€™t look pleased to see me.ā€Ā ā€œWell you werenā€™t pleased yesterday either.ā€Ā 
sly nods shamefully and says that they came to apologize for bumping into huff and breaking all their pots. huff smiles at the apology like this
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lmaoo oh my god i love this picture its so funny thats me whenever i see someone i kinda know but dont really know. ok, back to the story, huffā€™s smile isnt exactly like that, its similar but more nicer, like very appreciativeĀ 
huff nods appreciatively and says that itā€™s ok.Ā 
sly reveals what they were hiding behind their back; its a yellow flower that they took from the front of the shop before they came in and huff smiles.Ā 
ā€œFor you,ā€ sly says, handing it to huff. huff furrows their eyebrows and examines it.Ā ā€œWhere did you get this?ā€Ā ā€œFrom the frontā€Ā 
huff shakes their head and laughs.Ā ā€œThank you for this lovely flower that you took from my shop,ā€ they say jokingly; ā€œyouā€™re welcomeā€
huff gestures at slyā€™s outfit; theyā€™re in uniform for work.Ā ā€œYouā€™re a doctor?ā€Ā 
sly looks down and nods.Ā ā€œyea, itā€™s hard but nothing i canā€™t handle.ā€Ā 
ā€œAre you usually busy?ā€ Sly frowns and thinks.Ā ā€œSometimes. Why?ā€Ā 
Huff swallows hard and looks down, fiddling with their fingers out of nervousness.Ā ā€œI was just wondering if you had any free time to get some coffee with me.ā€ They were attracted to Slytherinā€™s easy-goingness and goofy smile, and they wanted to get to know them better.Ā 
sly widened their eyes bc they didnā€™t expect that and theyā€™re very surprised; if theyā€™re being honest, they were thinking about asking hufflepuff out because thereā€™s something about their pleasant and gentle smile that made their heart squeeze a little.Ā 
huff takes this as a bad sign, thinking that sly is about to reject them, and says,Ā ā€œwe donā€™t have to if-ā€Ā 
ā€œNo, we should.ā€ sly says that a little too quickly and they clear their throat.Ā ā€œi mean, we can.ā€Ā 
huff smiles hopefully.Ā ā€œHow about tomorrow?ā€ Sly nods and smiles back.Ā ā€œItā€™s a date.ā€ They exchange contact info.Ā 
the bell jingles; a customer came in. sly turns around and looks back at hufflepuff.Ā ā€œIā€™ll see you laterā€Ā ā€œLooking forward to it.ā€Ā 
huff watches as sly leaves and they look down at the yellow flower, smiling. they feel a squeeze in their chest as they help the customer bc they cant stop thinking about tomorrow
ON THEIR DATE
Their date is very nice, bc they learn more about each other and realize that they have common interests. their coffees go cold bc they spend most of the time talking.Ā 
sly walks huff back to their house and silence finally falls upon them as they look at each other, standing on huffā€™s doorstep.Ā ā€œThat was funā€Ā 
sly smiles.Ā ā€œit wasā€Ā 
huff's eyes flicker down to slyā€™s lips.Ā 
sly notices this bc they were looking for any sign, ANY SIGN THAT IMPLIED THAT HUFFLEPUFF WANTED THIS AS MUCH AS THEY DID!Ā 
sly immediately steps closer and softly pulls hufflepuff in for a sweet kiss (that sounds a bit weird, i donā€™t mean pulled as in yanked. imagine slytherin wrapping their arms around huffā€™s waist and pulling them in slightly, leaning in for a kiss)
when they finally pull apart, theyā€™re both breathless and very very happy
huff and sly get together after a few more dates.Ā 
being a doctor is very stressful for sly because its hard work. hufflepuff makes them feel a lot better; their sweet lavender and flowery smell puts sly at ease and they bury their face into the crook of huffā€™s neck whenever they hang out at home (i forgot to mention that they move in together after a certain point)Ā 
huff doesnā€™t earn that much money from the flower shop, and sly finds out that huff has a dream to become a world-renown chef but they never felt motivated to pursue itĀ 
sly motivates huff to pursue their dream and huff decides to do it. huff tests out new recipes at home (they shall achieve their dream in the future and they dont have to worry about money anymore)
before meeting hufflepuff, sly was always ordering take out bc they dont have time to cook since theyre a busy doctor. with hufflepuff, theyā€™re exposed, for the first time in a long time, to homemade foodĀ 
huff teaches sly how to cook; sly finds cooking very therapeutic and it takes their mind off from stress from work
their house is filled with nice and yummy smells
sly cooks for huff for their birthday, and its a very well-made dish and huff is very proudĀ 
OK THE END THOSE ARE ALL MY IDEAS! actually nvm, i have one more but its small:Ā 
on their wedding day, they exchange flowers that they brought for one another. it was completely unintentional and they hadnā€™t planned it but during their vows, huff held out a green flower and sly laughed at it incredulously before revealing a yellow flower that they were hiding. tears brim and they smile at each other with all the love that they could muster from their hearts
they lived happily ever after
THE END <3Ā Ā 
ok that is all, i hoped you liked reading that! i might do this more often. if anyone has any other requests for mini fics, pls feel free to tell me in the asks box! also, iā€™d appreciate if they were only slytherin x hufflepuff bc i dont know enough about other interhouse romances. i liked writing this, it didnā€™t take as much effort as the slytherpuff series so its easy breezy! anyways love u all thank u and goodbyee
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