#So Sorry For The Absence. I'll Try To Post More Often Guys

[chibipsycho-v3]

I feel like I need to apologize for my sudden disappearance; sorry about vanishing!

It's a wee bit complicated, but TL;DR- Writer's block made me feel as if I couldn't come back unless I had something for people to read. I have this problem frequently when I start posting my writing, but I'm working on getting better about that. I'll explain a little more under the cut.

Otherwise, I am back! I have nothing to show for my absence other than stress but I'm working on getting myself together and posting things- maybe not writing, but other things until I can get my writer's block under control.

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Okay, so. I've had this problem for my whole life. If I start posting stories somewhere, I somehow get the impression that I am 'required' to keep going with it, especially when others start showing interest. But my brain is a finicky jerk with a short attention span, so it often drifts and changes hyperfixations after a period of somewhere around 1-5 months.

And that's what it did. Suddenly I was stuck to Resident Evil 8 and I could not find it in me to write Inscryption, no matter how badly I wanted to for those that liked my writing. I felt as if no one would want to read my RE stuff since everyone expected Inscryption. Which is a little silly of me since I literally have it on my page that I will write about whatever I want.

I think it's the expectation, really. I felt like I needed to live up to peoples' requests and that if I couldn't come back with the content that they wanted, that… I shouldn't come back at all? Again, I know you guys aren't like "FICS OR DON'T SHOW UP!" It's just what my garbage brain does because I'm a people pleaser.

But I am working on getting better at it. I hounded myself this whole time to come back because I knew that deep down, no one was pushing me for content. Everyone was just wondering where I went. So I am back! I'm trying to get back into the tumblr mindset- anonymity is so much easier for me, whoops- so I'll start answering tagged things (no matter how old) and getting myself readjusted.

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Office War | Daisuke Kambe x Reader

Originally posted by Operation : ugawts

Summary: A one shot about Daisuke tormenting you for making him mad

Warnings: Possible proofreading mishap

Genre: Fluff, Angsty, Childish lol

The beautiful divider came from @firefly-graphics

A/N: I'm back, I guess.... I'll try to upload oneshots or even drabbles since I'm planning to open my ao3 soon. Anyways, Enjoy!

You don't really know when it started. But the moment you told Daisuke that he is a selfish prick and has no heart for others, he started pissing you off more often.

You were mad. Pissed off at him for offering money to others when he became your partner during Haru's absence. Your best friend can barely walk nor stand up during those times due to high fever. And you even need to force and threaten the guy to rest or you'll break his legs for good.

And so, you have no choice but to babysit Kambe while you do your work. However, his way of working is disgusting and annoyed you to no end during that day. You remember how he just shrugged off your concerns when you told him it was not right to bribe people off for information. Walking around as if he has no partner with him. Working as if he is the only person available on the crime scenes. And taking all of the work for himself as if you were an incompetent fool and you're just a hindrance on his work.

You remember being blinded by rage when you yelled at him. The moment seems to stop and most onlookers were staring at you with curious and shocked looks on why the hell are you yelling in the middle of the street at a peaceful two in the afternoon.

It was too late when you realize how rude that was. Of course you are pissed but it was no excuse to judge a person's character and yelled at him in public. It was just morally wrong. And well, this guy is also very close to your friend. When you realized that you need to apologize, you stopped on your tracks when you saw a frown on his forehead.

You see, Daisuke only has that calm demeanor all the time and seeing his reaction really surprised you. You were in the middle of contemplating whether to say sorry or not when you see the subtle pursed of his lips and then he walked away from you. Giving you no chance to apologize nor explain yourself.

That was 1 week ago so you thought maybe he already forgave you. Also, you really don't have the time to apologize because the moment Haru was back, you barely see the two sitting ducks at the office so you kinda forget about it.

It wasn't obvious at first. It just tiny little pranks that will not kill you but will obviously brew anger as the time goes by.

Sometimes you'll see your favorite pen on different places and blame Teppei for using it on his gambling antics. And the guy will just yell back against your accusations and tells you that he has his own lucky pen for his bets.

The snacks given to you by your friends abroad were gone when you checked your drawers, and you'll ask Mahoro if she saw it, she'll reply no and help you find all of it in exchange for a taste. But you only found the wrapper in the rooftop, laying around empty.

Your computer flickering all the time but when IT check for any issues, they'll found nothing and you're left with a flickering monitor afraid to bother a very busy department to fix your computer that was already deemed as nothing.

So how exactly did you find that it was Daisuke's fault? Well,

It was a Saturday. You three, Daisuke, Haru and you, were doing field work and looking for a place to eat your lunch. You were so busy being hungry to notice that during that time Daisuke is just following you two around looking for seats in empty food places for them to just flat out tell you that their place is already reserved. You don't even remember how many places you've asked that day. You just can see that even though its weekend, it was clear that most places has a space for you three.

Three? Ah yes, Daisuke is with you. That's when you saw it. The smug look and smirk on adorning his face and the events from last week came crushing back in your head.

"You!" You pointed your finger accusingly at him. Earning a raised eyebrow in return as if you didn't see that face looking at you smugly earlier.

"Hey!" You heard Haru in the background but you don't care anymore as you grabbed Daisuke in the collar and stared at him angrily.

You are hungry, tired and annoyed from all the bottled up frustration happening on you during that week. You thought that today would be better with a cold sweet drink and scrumptious lunch but no! This guy just can't be stopped!

"What are you? A child!? Isn't tormenting me during the weekdays enough with you? I'm not even supposed to work today and you know that. But I came here because we're lacking with people but you still continue doing this shitty, childish revenge that you think I deserve after what I said to you last week! Well, I was actually planning to apologize but I didn't get a chance because I was busy being tormented the whole time! And now after what you've done, I really do believe that you're a selfish prick with no heart. And oh! Childish too!" You shoved him backwards and he almost stumbled in the process. You didn't realize it but tears were already falling down your cheeks when you let go of his collar. You saw that Daisuke's eyes widen before you walked away from him and Haru. You heard Haru called you many times but you just don't care anymore. You don't deserve this! Hells! This job is always busy and stressful. And the feeling of being takin' away all the good stuffs, even a little, will make anyone angry and furious!

Well, that was 2 days ago. It is Tuesday now and Haru is in your kitchen preparing food for you. You winced when he removed the fever aid in your forehead and replace it with a new one. You breathe a sigh of relief as the cool soothing feeling touched your head. Removing the thermometer when it beeped and nods when he saw your temperature haven't change still.

"Well, it seems like you caught my fever from the last time you tended to me." You heard him sighed as he tapped your shoulders.

"I already place anything that you may need beside you. Even though I do want to stay and help you out, we really don't have enough people to help doing the field work. Call me when you need anything." You grumbled a low yes and he looked at you carefully before nodding again and walking at the door.

You sighed when you hear the door shutting softly and drifted off to sleep.

You don't know what time it was when you heard the door opening again. You didn't bother to check who it was because you can barely open your eyes and its probably just Haru. You softly sighed when you feel a soft cool hand touched your head. It is much smoother and less calloused than Haru so you tried to open your eyes vaguely and saw Daisuke's face.

"Daisuke?" you mumbled as you drifted back to sleep.

You have woken up by the smell of something good and the soft clutter of steel and a careful thud of your table beside you. You grumbled when something warm touched your face and called your name. You slowly open your eyes adjusting to the low light of your room that seems to shine much harsher since all you do is sleep the whole day.

When the person woke you up confirmed that you're already awake, he helped you out to sit up and place your back softly against the wall for support.

"Can you tell me what time is it already, Haru?" You softly asked as you try to open your eyes fully.

"It's already 6 PM and no I'm not Haru." A silky low voice replied beside you which made you gasped in surprise and look at Daisuke who is sitting on the other side of your small table.

"What are you doing here?" You asked in surprised which made you winced and cough at the sudden used of your voice for the whole day of not talking. You gladly accept the water given by Daisuke and sigh when the cool water hits your dry throat. You feel him softly patting and smoothing your back for comfort.

"Before you ask why Haru is not here, he was asked to do overtime but he receives your message about more fever medicine and asked me if I can deliver it to you instead since its my off tomorrow. Yes, I'm just supposed to drop by but since I'm already here I welcomed myself in your kitchen and cook food for you. Haru will be back much later. And I can't just leave a sick person with no food." You just stared at him through the rim of the glass as he tries to explain himself on why he is still in your home.

"Well, thank you for that. I appreciate it a lot." You saw for a brief moment a surprise look on his face which completely vanished the moment you saw it. He probably expects you to argue with him since you do that two a lot.

"And also I'm sorry for yelling last time. I hate that I've said that to you. It was so not me to tell a person something like that. It's technically your fault because you're such an asshole most of the time but I still have no right to say that." You apologize sincerely as you placed down your glass on the table.

Maybe it was the fever but you're sure that you saw a hint of genuine smile on his face as he said, "Its no problem and I'm sorry too." But maybe you're just imagining things.

It took you a week to fully recover. Even though your job is very stressful, you love it and enjoy working with the force so you can't help the little skip and smile that adorns your face when you opened the door to your department.

Your face was graced with a frown as you see your co-workers hovering over your table.

What is it this time? Is it Daisuke again? I thought we're okay already?

"Hey Mahoro! What are you doing at my table?" The pink haired girl looked up at you with a grin on her face.

"Look at this Y/N! Bunch of snacks from abroad!" She yelled as she practically dragged you on your table where you saw a bunch of snacks stacked on your table that is looking more neatly and very different from the way your table usually looks like.

This one looks more organized and fixed. Just like a home office table you see online. But out of all the things that adorned your desk, a flower vase with orchid caught your eyes. Orchids is your favorite flower. You plucked out the little note on the vase and read it.

I'm glad you're feeling better. Welcome back. - Daisuke

You read out loud.

"This guy! There's only one beautiful lady working on this department but he still trying to steal her! Is love really about money!? C'mon! You already have the money and looks!"

You blushed when you heard Shinnosuke whispering loudly while being consoled by Teppei offering him a scratch card. Beside you Mahoro is checking out all the snacks on your table given by Daisuke asking you if you can share it to her. Through the panic you looked at your boss who only laugh at your panicky reaction. You can't help it but feel the heat on your place getting warmer.

"Daisuke!" You yelled while the chatter around you continues.

Meanwhile, Daisuke smirks when HEUSC updates him about your reaction to his gifts. Even though you hated it when he teased you last time. Maybe you will welcome this type of teasing. Its just that you're too cute when annoyed and pouting.

[kaizokuwritings]

Update

i'm just talking in this post about the new changes of my blog. if you're not interested, just move on.

As you may know, the last few days have been pretty rough for me, mentally speaking. I have a lot of trouble with self-confidence, and I put myself down (very) often, which is not pleasant for anyone.

I tend to put a lot of pressure on myself to try to take care of requests, events,... when a lot of the requests didn't inspire me that much. In the end, I was consumed with my personal life, so I felt even more guilty about not being able to fulfill the requests, and I felt bad about posting so little when many writers provide great work in a short amount of time.

But I also know that we are all different, with different lives, with different imaginations. Even if our human nature pushes us to constantly compare each other, I try not to compare my pen to theirs, and simply appreciate their work and their genius! I am happy to be in such a fandom, where everyone is so caring and encouraging. I can't thank you enough for being so good to me.

For the requests

So, as some people advised me and as I was also thinking about it, all the requests in my box have been deleted. And it feels great ! There were about a hundred of them... I'm really sorry for all those who were waiting for their writings, I know how frustrating it is but I'm trying to think about myself and what I want to do with this blog. This is supposed to be a refuge for me and my imagination, not a source of anxiety and pressure.

Also, my request box will remain closed indefinitely, for the same reasons. That doesn't mean I won't come back to you from time to time for small writing events or things like that. But general request will be closed until further notice.

Of course, my box is still open for discussions, thirsts and ask games. I absolutely do not want to lose contact with the fabulous people you are.

So, what's going to happen ?

I'll only post the requests I've decided to keep (there must be only two or three) and that will be posted when I've regained confidence in what I'm writing because it's not like that anymore.

I've taken up my pen on one of my comforting characters that I haven't written for in a long time, and I know some who will be happy about that ( @ochizokulevy ; @missbeckman 👀). I'll try to post only when I feel like it, and not to force myself like I did since the beginning of this blog.

For my mutuals, you can always come and ask for my discord if you want to have a better contact with me outside of Tumblr, as I might have periods of absence on Tumblr.

Thanks for reading this far, and I hope you're taking good care of yourself and your loved ones. I love you guys, thanks again.

[vigilvntes]

Totally Not a Date (Thor Odinson x Reader)

A/N: i'm pretty sure 'totally not a date' is the first fic i ever posted on here which is kinda crazy to me. anyway this is a rewritten version because honestly the first version just needs to be wiped from existence so here you go. enjoy :)

word count: 2,100+

You sat across from Tony and Pepper in an almost uncomfortable, deafening silence. You knew from the very start that it was a bad idea, but you had promised Pepper that you would be there, and that you would have a date.

See, Pepper had informed you only three nights ago that she had made a reservation at the hot, new restaurant in the city, and that she had accidently made a reservation for four rather than two. Of course, you were suspicious, why wouldn't you be? It was not often that Pepper Potts herself made mistakes and having worked for a guy like Tony for years before the pair grew romantically, she had mastered the art of making reservations and booking tables. Not to mention she was a complete perfectionist. But you chose to shrug it off.

"So, what's the plan then? Me, you, Nat and Wanda?" You asked nonchalantly, your eyes glued to your phone. Pepper's small laugh only seconds later tore them right away. You looked up at her, narrowing your eyes, "What?"

Pepper raised her eyebrows at you, a smirk on her features, "As much as I would love to treat the girls, I reserved the table for a date night..." Your face suddenly dropped as you began to catch her drift. "So, since there's four seats I thought I'd ask you."

"But there's four seats, so me and...?"

She let lout a breathy laugh, "I was hoping you'd have that part covered for me. Be there for eight, and make sure you bring a date." Before you could respond, she had turned on her heels and left you sitting in the front room of the Avengers tower, completely shook.

You considered bailing more than once during the days leading up to the date. However, you found yourself stood outside of the restaurant at eight, awaiting your friends and your 'date' for the night. Tony and Pepper had arrived on time, and the chilly winds of New York that night had prompted the three of you to enter the restaurant and wait for your date inside. You hadn't told either of them who you would be bringing, for fear of being teased by Tony relentlessly for hours beforehand, and because he had warned you that he wasn't entirely sure he'd make it in time. Of course, you didn't mind, it was nothing more than a fake date. Nothing important. So why did you feel so down when the clock read 8:15 and no one had turned up for you?

Tony cleared his throat, breaking the silence which had engulfed the three of you. "Are we... Uh, are we ready to order?"

You were grateful for Tony and his appetite; you couldn't stand the quiet atmosphere, or the sad looks Pepper kept throwing your way. You were just about to open your mouth to let Tony know it was okay to order, but a deep, booming voice, one you didn't expect to hear tonight, stopped you in your tracks.

"My apologies for being so late. I had business to take care of in Asgard." You turned your head quickly, and your jaw dropped at the sight of the tall, blonde Asgardian prince as he pulled out the chair beside you and took a seat. He looked good, you had to admit. He wore a black dress shirt and black dress pants, and his hair had been pulled up into a bun. It was an almost effortless look, something you knew he had thrown together quickly upon his arrival to the tower, but he pulled it off regardless.

Tony was the first to reply, "No worries, big guy. We were just about to order." Tony glanced over at Pepper, a small smirk on his lips. Judging from the look of utter shock on your face, Tony could tell that Thor was most definitely not who you were expecting as your date, but he was excited to see how it would pan out.

You couldn't lie to yourself, Thor was one of the most attractive men you had ever laid your eyes on, and you would be being dishonest if you said you didn't have a little crush on him. He was always kind to you, polite. The issue was, the two of you had never held a real conversation for more than five minutes. He wasn't around as often as Steve or Tony, Thor spent most days in Asgard or any of the other nine realms attempting to fix the mess his brother had made, which left little room for any form of bonding between the two of you.

As Pepper and Tony broke out into conversation about the latest Stark- whatever. You didn't really care all that much. You leaned to the side and mumbled a harsh, "What are you doing here?" You didn't mean for it to come across so mean, but you were shocked. You had expected anyone but Thor.

He let out a loud chuckle, which caught the attention of the couple sat opposite you, as you notice them glance towards the both of you. Was anything ever subtle when it came to Thor? You had figured out incredibly quickly that the answer was no. When the two had looked away and continued their conversation, Thor finally gave you the answers you wanted. "The Captain told me that he had already informed you of his absence."

"Well, he lied." You'd surely chastise him for that later, depending on how the night went.

"He had somewhere to be. So, when I returned, he proposed that I should come here instead. How could I pass up going to dinner with a lady like yourself?" He grinned.

You felt your face flush as you just stared at him, not all too sure whether Thor meant that or whether he was just trying to make you feel more comfortable with the idea of him being there rather than Steve. You weren't sure whether it was working, you just knew his presence alone made you feel flustered.

You only realised how embarrassingly long you had been staring at Thor when the waiter interrupted. Luckily, you had time to pull yourself together, as the waiter recognised both Tony and Thor and shyly asked for a picture, to which they both obliged. He took Tony and Pepper's orders first, before turning to you. "What can I get for you and your lovely date?"

Just as you had gotten yourself together, you were broken right back down again, feeling your face flushing once again. "I- No... We're not dating. I- the reservations... They were for four people and... It's not a date - "

"Were here as friends. Third and fourth wheeling, you could say." Thor interrupted, covering for you.

The waiter, not entirely convinced, just nodded his head slowly, "Right... Got it." Before taking your orders and swiftly leaving.

Tony scoffed, "For future reference, you're so not convincing, (Y/)." He let out a chuckle when you shot him an annoyed glare.

Again, Tony and Pepper fell swiftly into conversation, and you wished it were that easy for you and Thor. After a minute's silence, you thought you'd make a little small talk. "So, how's Asgard?"

He smiled and leant back in his seat, "Asgard is... Fine. We're still trying to restore peace amongst the Nine Realms, and we've suffered some great losses."

"I'm sorry to hear that Thor. And your parents? And... him?" You assumed Thor would know who you were speaking of, considering he had waged a war against Earth only a year ago.

"Loki will spend the remainder of his days in a cell. My father couldn't see the son he raised be sentenced to death. My mother grieves for him every day." He replied, being as honest with you as he could.

"I'm sorry about that. It must be rough." All the talk of his brother and Asgard was starting to take a slight toll on the night for you, and you could see he felt the same. You desperately hoped for a change of subject.

Thor took your hand, something you didn't expect him to do, but it felt so... right? He was attractive, that much you knew. But did you really have feelings for him this whole time? Surely he wasn't just touching you, and throwing those gorgeous, heart-warming smiles at you out of kindness? Out ofdoing Steve a favour?

 "Don't be sorry. I don't mind you asking." He paused for a moment, offering you a smile whilst stroking the top of your hand with his thumb, "How's the creature at your residence?"

Furrowing your eyebrows for a second, you tried to understand what he was talking about. Until it dawned on you. You laughed, "The creature? You mean my cat, Florence?"

He nodded, "Yes, the cat....creature." 

You shook your head, letting out a chuckle, "She's fine. She's getting fatter, though. I'm a little worried about her." You paused for a few moments, before you realised that Thor had never actually met your cat. "How did you find out about Florence?"

"The Captain let me see pictures of her on his device. I reckon I'd quite enjoy her company." He grinned at you again, and you couldn't help but melt a little more. And even more when you realised he still held your hand in his.

The rest of the evening went exceptionally well. Yourself and Thor seemed to never run out of things to talk about, and he found himself regretting having not approached you sooner. The two of you got along like a house on fire as he, in all his loud, eccentric glory, told you stories of his childhood and the adventures he had across the Nine Realms with his friends, whilst you listened tentatively, completely taken in by his every word.

At one point, as he spoke of Asgard, he offered to take you there one day, claiming that his mother would 'love your company'. You were sure he was just saying that, that he didn't actually mean it, so you politely declined his offer this time.

"As you wish. But I'll get you to agree one day. I swear." You could only laugh at his determination for you to visit his home.

When you left the restaurant, you and Thor walked ahead of Pepper and Tony, still deep in conversation. You grinned at him, "We should watch a movie when we get back. I was thinking a Disney movie?"

He nodded, smiling down at you, "That would be wonderful. I like the one about the lions and the kings."

You furrowed your eyebrows, "You mean...the Lion King."

He pointed at you, "Yes! That one! How did you know?" You just laughed in response.

Behind you, as they watched the whole scene, Tony scoffed, "Look at them, pretending not to be head over heels for each other. Disgusting. It makes me feel sick."

Pepper chucked lightly in response, nudging Tony, "Shush, you."

extended ending

When you entered the tower, Thor's arm wrapped around your shoulder, you saw none other than Steve Rogers sat in the common area. You raised your eyebrows, "Steve? What are you doing here? I thought you went away on some mission?"

He shrugged, trying his best to keep a straight face and a smooth voice, "Yeah... About that. Fury called off the mission. Said another team fixed whatever issues they were having."

You didn't believe that for one second and neither did Thor, but you chose not to press the matter, honestly not caring whether Steve had set you up.

"How was your date?" He asked.

You opened your mouth, about to deny for the second time that night that it was in fact, not a date, but as you felt Thor's fingers gently brushing your shoulders, you gave in. Of course it was a date. A date that you hadn't agreed to, a date that had shocked you, but a date nonetheless. And a damn good one. "It was great, actually." You looked up at Thor, "I'll go find a movie."

He nodded, "I'll go get snacks."

Furrowing your eyebrows, you stared at him in confusion, "You're still hungry? After everything you ate at the restaurant?"

Steve nodded to himself, a small smile on his lips as he listened to your playful banter. His plan had worked, and he was damn proud of himself.

[suzy-co]

Some things I plan for the next year

So as this year starts to come to a close I've been thinking a lot about how I use this account and I feel bad that I don't post often so! I'm gonna start changing that! In the next year I'm gonna actually try to post here! And I'll post as much art as i can! Traditional and digital! I wanna try out new styles and look into different mediums too and I'd love to show my progress! I really want to experiment with my style the most though! And really building up an art portfolio! I'm also wanting to try to tackle animation! Specifically storyboarding so stay tuned to that! I've already have some plans on some things I just gotta start on it!

As for WHAT I'll be drawing I've been wanting to draw more original characters! Of course I'm not gonna stop drawing fan art for stuff like homestuck, tf2, ect but! I do plan to start drawing and showing more original characters!!! I also want to start drawing Characters of a fan adventure I'm working on with my best best friend and my partner! So look out for some wips and doodles I might make of them!

On some other news I'm planning to make some stuff! One thing I really want to make is a video game with my original characters! And I have an idea for a Spiderman comic I'll be posting on this website and or on webtoon! Or both! Those projects will have their own dedicated blogs so I don't clutter this account too much! The development of the games won't exactly happen just yet, all I'll be doing is working on designs and the story development! I'll talk more about it there but if you'd like you can ask me about my games and story ideas!!! The main story's for them are finished I'm just trying to tailor them for a game instead of like a web comic!

I'll admit this year has been a bit hard on me and people I care about- lost my job, gone thru a breakup and lost someone I thought was my best friend, and just overall just a shitty year.. so hopefully this year will do better for me!! Hopefully when I move out of my parents house I can really start branching out! I want to make comics (honest would love to work for marvel or DC) and I want to be a voice actor!! And I want to transition with people who support and love me!! I hope that next year will be one of my best years!!

I think that's really it? Sorry for such a large absence but I'm really wanting to try to post here again! I also really want to use tumblr more instead of Twitter so hopefully all this helps!! Thank you for reading and understanding!! Hope you guys have a new year!!