#She won't 'die' from overdoses bc of course Shade won't let her))

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So Bad End Marg stuff... WARNING FOR DRUGS AND SUBSTANCES-

So Margaret in this verse starts off at the bottom of the cathedral basement in restraints with nothing else to really look forward to but whoever is bound to eventually let her out.

In the eventuality that she does, tearing into whoever unleashed her because it's the first drop of blood she's had in ages, she's basically due to be mentally torn apart because of how different the world is and how much it left her behind. And after that comes the spiralling thoughts as to whether or not she tries to find her friends again. If she ever does, it'll just devastate her. Bad End takes place 5 or so years later (depending on the muses that interact with her. If it's her friends, we can say min 5 years or even later if they're ageless muses :) ). Witnessing them not only alive, but aged will send the weight of reality slamming into her. Maybe so much so that she just drops to her knees on the spot. If they ever have eye contact, she would just disappear that first time.

Her friends are older, likely living better lives, moving on without her as the world did? It doesn't bring the kind of thoughts that someone wants to entertain or otherwise suffer with. So what do you do when you want to forget it all? You turn to the "happy stuff". Margaret in her lower moods would probably dabble into cannabis, meth, and occasionally ecstacy for the sake of a high. It just depends on if she wants it to be a numb high, or something to make her happy where she can dance around in her brain for a while. Or maybe she wants to mix the effects, just to see what happens. She's crossed the threshold of caring about what happens to her body at this point, so mixing the effects doesn't matter to her. Even if it makes her disorientated for a while. Sometimes she wakes up somewhere she doesn't remember lying down. Sometimes she's wrists deep in someone's guts or just caked in blood. Sometimes she wakes up with vomit next to her. The after effects always leave behind a bitter skull shattering headache... but for the moment she was happy, it's worth it. She can just go kill someone afterwards.

If she's looking for a high, she'll find a dealer through word of mouth. Her payment is either cash out of a wallet she stole, or taking a job to have someone killed. And that's if the dealer has enough will to not turn her down just because she's unnerving and looking them up and down like a t-bone steak. If he absolutely cheated her out of what was owed, they're more than likely not waking up. And that's IF they don't skip town first.

Meanwhile, while she's trying almost everything on earth to either feel or erase her feelings, her body with reverse the damage done after a while, if she takes either of them enough to actually start doing damage to her brain or otherwise. Her regeneration will treat it as if she got a bruise or a cut, which also means that if the high lasts for hours, it'll probably get cut short at some point once she hits the 'regeneration threshold'. Thus starts the cycle of constantly finding something to fill the void in her heart-