#Sept.txt

[septembersanctuary]

Masking Cluster — An internal group of system members that aim to mask a system’s large member count and complex structures.

They are often the first system members one speaks about when introducing the system.

[septimaseverina]

Look what I've found in a storage room 🧐

My mum needs her stuff yesterday, so I helped her. While we were digging throughout bags and boxes, I found my treasure's chest! 🤩 And yessssssssssssss Rogue One DVD!

It's DVD 'cause I bought it in 2017 as soon as it was released. I didn't see the film in theatre, since I had been busy helping with my family's business. Still remember the first time when I watched its ending. I was like "huh...huH...hUH...HUHHHH!!!! WTF!!!??? THEY ALL DIE? WHY?! WHAT?! WHYYYYY?!" Although, I was devasted but I can't deny it's the best SW films ever, since before it released my no.1 was RoS (now it's no.2).

And yeahhhhhh Cassian/Diego has caught my eyes from back then 🥰

[queen-rhaenyra-t-targaryen]

Well, if the beginning of the story and journey are angst, I must sorry in advance to you all whoever reading this.

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In the beginning, about 20s years+++ ago, my two best friends forever and my younger brother took me to the Middle-Earth.

We all had excellent time together when talking about LotR, both books and films. I had to borrow translated version of LotR books from local library, because they were sold out quickly - though the publishers published them out every month. Eventually, I've got mine with The Hobbit, that time The Hobbit was about to become major motion pictures.

Even there was no Tumblr back then; only communities on webboards and fansites, but I was contentment and enjoy fan-theories on Tolkien Legendariam so much, plus fan fictions and fanarts.

Then, I had been on an anime webboard from 2010-2014, I met many good friends there and they also share their love on Tolkien Legendariam too.

That was good, because I met them regularly in people, hanging out together. But one day, one of them - somebody I used to call good friend - got qaurrelling with me and without reasons, also she is the big fan of Tolkien amongst this small group. I won't describe in details here: just conclusion that she made me despited her and even Tolkien; everytime I saw LotR and any Tolkien Legendariam, I thought of that b*tch and what she had done to me, and I would be in blue for days.

When LotR films got their own 20 years anniversary celebration, altogether with Rings of Power on Amazon Prime appear on my dash, my feed, and my best friend - who weds to English man, accidentally met Robert Aramayo at Cafe and went back home watching Rings of Power abruptly with her husband - she recalls I love Middle-Earth and Tolkien Legendariam so dearly. She talked to me and encouraged me to go back to the things that I love so much.

At first, as I watched TROP first episode, I was forgetting about almost everything about Valinor, Finrod, Primal race before Hobbits, Sindarin and every The Silmarillion's easter egg. I cried. Both with regret and joy.

I finally told my mum and my best friend forever (who is the first that took me to Middle-Earth), that I had abandoned all Tolkien stuffs because of what I've stated at the previous paragraphs before. So, I pick up all my long lost forgotten (but now they're on top of my bookshelf again) books again, and re-reading it with heart full of joy and happiness like the first time. And then, when I could recall everything, I watched TROP again with my wholehearted and without biases, the result is I LOVE THIS ADAPTATION ARDENTLY.

TROP leads me to numerous new horizons of many fan-theories' aspects, and what I had never thought I'm able to feel and have it again in the real mad world; hope.

Every characters, especially with young Elrond, every relationship - even Saurondriel - and every breathtaking scenry are like remedies curing and healing me.

I can reach out to my old self that I had denied for once, and this self of mine is much more happier than ever, even if I don't make much friends in TROP Fandom, but I make one: @letthefairyinyoufly -- and feel that the whole Fandom is my friends who sharing similar but various original thories, positive opinions, marvelous creations - gifs, edits and fanarts - and kind folks with open-hearted, open-minded, and most important one; supporting each others.

I can go back writing fan fictions, drawing fanarts, learning Elvish again, and now in considering making TROP gifs after I gave up year ago. In conclusion is, this Fandom reignites my creative fire in my soul (Yes, to soul level) like I were real apprentice to Cirdan, burns all sorrow and misery away just like Elrond's speech in S01E01 and his steadfast on hope, and be one of the jovial reasons to live again on this insane Earth.

Thousand times of thank yous to 'The Lord of the Rings : The Rings of Power' and beautiful people in this Fandom. Particularly with @letthefairyinyoufly (again) I love you all so much. And I wish we are going to accomplish abundantly forward until we can do all of tributes no more.

And please stay strong and don't give much f*cks and sh*ts to haters and meanies. The Fandom is our delightfulness, happiness and amusement, never ever let them take our source of inspiration away, never. Just let them be oh-so-rightheous-me in their own narrow world. We, members of Fandom, are happy - that's all mattered.

Love you all with my sincerity.

Additional (edit) : This fandom also awakes my love of languages and linguistics again. 🥰

Love Letter to the Fandom

I would like to gush a bit about the Rings of Power fandom, because it's been one of the best things that happened to me in the past two years. :-) ROP is the biggest hyperfixation of my life, and thanks to being in the fandom I met so many nice, smart, funny and incredibly creative people (some of them in person).

We truly are blessed when it comes to creativity: there are so many amazing artists, skillful gif makers, talented fanfiction writers. It's also been a pleasure to read all the great meta and exchange theories, ideas, or simple details from the show that I would never noticed if other wouldn't have pointed it out. Our community has also triggered my own creativity; and most of my stills / videos / fanfics would never exist if it wasn't for discussions with other fans. Let alone ending up where I co-organised two events with the lovely @queenmeriadoc. It has also re-awakened my interest in Tolkien. I have been a fan for 30 years, but had a long hiatus. It's great to be back. :-) THANK YOU so much for making my life brighter!

And cheers for the good times to come!

And if you feel like sharing your positive experiences in the fandom, please do so!

[transmutts]

Capitalism strikes again

Have you ever wondered whether or not you’d be canonically queer if your life was a story? Look no further. This quiz will tell you your canon queer status. 

[septembersanctuary]

Recotien — A recotien system is a system whose members are almost entirely “tucked away” into a dormant or hibernation-like state until the brain (front or headspace) calls on them.

Recotien systems are often polyfragmented or otherwise large systems, but not always.

[septembersanctuary]

Fronting Priority Terms

[ PT: Fronting Priority Terms ]

Fronting Priority - When a system’s front prioritizes certain system members over others based on a select criteria.

Activity Priority - More active fronters, such as host or outernauts, are prioritized over other system members.

Development Priority - More developed system members are prioritized over less developed system members, such as fragments.

Formation Priority: New - Newly formed system members are prioritized over older members.

Formation Priority: Old - Older system members are prioritized over newer members.

[transmutts]

I have 8 black masks with a white bear face on it, haven’t worn anything else

alright but here’s the real personality quiz: do you wear a fabric mask with some kind of pattern or a plain colored mask, or one of those disposable masks that they use in hospitals?

[septembersanctuary]

Government System Roles

[ PT: Government System Roles ]

Consul: A system member in a system that holds a “chief executive” position. A consul is expected to hold the responsibilities and powers similar to that of a steward, manager, gatekeeper, and/or internal self helper. They lead and oversee the system and may have the final say.

Praetor: A system member in a system who holds “judicial authority.” They typically enforce system rules, responsibilities, and accountability, but may enforce other rules in the system’s life. Depending on the system, they may be seen as a type of protector and/or gatekeeper.

Aedile: A system member in a system that performs various tasks in a system’s headspace, such as the upkeep of architecture, festivals, projects, rituals, and routines. They may oversee architects and be one themself.

Quaestor: A system member in a system that oversees an area of headspace. They may act as a governor of sorts and hold various responsibilities and roles similar to that of a gatekeeper, protector, and architect.

Proconsul: A system member in a system that holds “executive powers” but barely uses them or uses them passively. They may wield the powers of a steward, manager, gatekeeper, and/or internal self helper. They may used to be a consul, their active counterpart.

Tribune: An internal communicator within a system that acts as a representative for the system as a whole, often in a system with an internal government.

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Colorbased — A colorbased system is a system whose functions or structure are based on colors and/or their organization in some way, such as having introjects of colors (chromtives) play a central part in the system or having a rainbow-themed internal group.

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Function Committee - A group of system members assigned to a designated task, such as completing schoolwork. These system members may not have similar roles; function committees are often found in larger systems.

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We’ve received multiple messages about this today, all of which were accusatory or hostile. We were incredibly confused, especially since we aren’t on Twitter much

Please take the time to look at timestamps or even gently ask about it if need be. There’s no way we could’ve predicted someone coining a different term of the same name in the future

Erosian / Oikeian Flag

A system member that is often the result of trauma. They are hypersexual in nature and/or act as a sexual protector for the system; attempting to keep the system out of unsafe intimate situations or putting themselves in that situation instead.

our flag | term by @septembersanctuary

[Image description: An orange banner with black text reading: Do No Interact: Anti-anti / proshipper, transmed / truscum / TERF / gender critical, anti-MOGAI, anti endogenic systems, exclusionist, anti bi/pan/mspec lesbian or allow any of these. End ID]

[septembersanctuary]

Distant Core

[ PT: Distant Core ]

Synonym: Founder

A core of a group (such as a subsystem) that is not inherently a part of said group. Often found in multi-core systems

[septimaseverina]

Guess who has just been sober from new year eve+day 😅😅😅

Next year I'm not gonna go to random place for event again. That's fuckin tired. Even tired than getting drunk 😤😤😤 The changing in my blog you've seen are me in automatic mode doing things.

Soooooooooo, this year, actually since late december, brings me many opportunities and chances. I think I can be the better me. They're sounded promising.

And I must thank you all of my lovely friends here, mutuals and followers for following me. Even though, I've been roller coaster; up and then down, in and then out, randomly reblogging things - even spamming. You all are so kind and generous.

This year, I wish you with all happiness, joys and lucks in the world. Staying safe. And taking care of yourselves. Let's grow up and getting healed from every wounds, mental and physical, together. 😊😊😊

[septimaseverina]

10 years ago, today (13th October) my grandma has passed away.

She was gone around 2.00 AM or something. I didn't aware of this, it was University's autumn vacation, so I stayed awake to binge watch Game of Thrones in my room.

Until 2.30 AM. estimating, my mum woke up, went to check if my grandma wanted somethings. Because my grandma had suffered from paralysis and alzheimer for one year.

When my mum discovered my grandma's body, she shouted to tell me. I remembered that was the first time I had ever witnessed real dead body in my life. And it was the first time that I cried like the world reached its end.

My mum called everyone in the family, they came as fast as they can. We must wait until morning for undertakers to take her body away for funeral. Everybody told me to back to sleep, but couldn't anymore until the afternoon.

My father called me (he was away for working), I didn't say a single word. Just cried my eyes out for hour.

I could finally be able to make up my mind in the afternoon. I promise to myself that I won't cry over her lifeless body again.

So I can and I have been able doing it until now.

I'm not good at eulogy, but I want to do some memorial for her because it has been 10 years, and I'm still here.

All I can remember is she was the most fascinating lady in the world; she taught me everything about our ancestors' legacies and encouraging me to be who I am. Sometimes, when I miss her, I would replaying old videos which I've filmed on every festival, or photographs of me and her (which my mum took). The memories from those depicts vividly playing everytime.

When I freshly graduated, I was angry a bit, since she said she will live until the day. But now, nevermind, because I've learnt lessons that nothing is last forever - when the wheel of destiny still does the duties in humans' lives. Also, if she was still alive, I don't think that she would be happy during Pandemic. She hated those kinds of virus so much.

In conclusion, I'm surprised that I've been endure it splendidly. If my grandma is watching me right now, she would be proud of her favourite granddaughter for sure.

Let this post be my little tribite for her. At least as the symbol that I love her so much.

[septimaseverina]

I've watched Jedi Fallen Order's WT, even it isn't reaching the end, I positively decide that Cal Kestis is my son. No one can change my mind. He's cute. He has the soft and good boy energy. Sinner like me can't imagine the nasty things which I want to do to Cassian and Obi-Wan. During the WT, I only think he's lovely and innocent and how much I want to adopt him. Ahhhhhh just look at my precious son 🥺🥺🥺

While, Trilla Suduri or the Second Sister, I really like her. Just like I like Reva, the Third Sister. It's my curiousity. Ladies of SW must have the interesting reasons so they fall to the dark side (e.g. Ventress. I don't count the ancient Siths). Also her physical look is so goth and that's my thing.

I almost recklessly consider to cosplay as her with my best bitch (she says she is gonna dress as some character from Final Fantasy, which I can't remember the name). Buuuut, not only her look that I admire, I like her confidence in her characters. They're really fierce and splendid.

Anyway, I won't cosplay as her soon. The important thing right now is new high spec PC 😅 Because I haven't catched up with new Assassin's Creeed games, Dishonored 2 and so many yet. Jedi Fallen Order and Jedi Survivor are in the list too. 😂😂😂

[septimaseverina]

Well. Just my curiosity as a Cillian Murphy's fangirl and Sanskrit language's student (or you can call it nerdy stuffs); will Cillian cite that quote from Bhagavad Gita? Because the quote is my favourite. Also, there is the universal truth beneath the quote, in my opinion.

I really appreciate how Oppenheimer interpreted the quote. Many people misinterpret the quote; Lord Krishna encoraged Arjuna to fight in the war at Kuruksetra, because Arjun was Kasatriya and Kasatriya must fight in the wars which is the duty of Varna. And when Lord Krishna revealed his true form, some of people claim that the Bhagavan (Gods and Godesses) was on his side.

No. I don't think so. Since the very important word like 'Kāla' doesn't literally mean 'time' or 'death', but both. Considering this as synonym and deep but simple word. It's the well known truth that time destroy everyting.

So, because of this simple truth, Oppenheimer cited from Bhagavad Gita in Sanskrit and quickly translating it to English. His work is truly becoming the death (destroyer).

The quote is really important. It will be very disappointed, if they don't let Cillian citing it. I hope they will. The quote is gonna be impacted and effecting the film in a good way. And might be one of the masterpiece.