#Sebastian loves LARPing way too much

[sebastian-ciel-mutual-bullying]

"Everything, down to the last hair on my head, belongs to my master"

In Volume 1, we get to see Sebastian going about his morning routine. There's a panel that interested me for a few reasons.

First, it makes me question just how "human" his body is. (I'll be making a masterpost on his human body soon) He made it so that his hair grows naturally, but then says that he can't trim it as he pleases.

Meaning, does Ciel not allow him to decide when to cut his own hair?

Then in Volume 3 we have this dialogue during Sebastian's fight with Grelle

Which sounds like he's just saying "every hair on his head" to further his point.

BUT I think it'd be so dorky of him to mean that literally.

Like, this man purposefully grows out his hair and waits for Ciel to tell him when to cut it. All while internally whining about how troublesome human bodies are.

Does he just get so into the role of "Butler" that he chooses to stress the details?

I'm sure this is only a coincidence, but oh, man,

"I hope the young master does not scold me for cutting my own hair. Per our contract, every part of my being belongs to him. However, its length has become unruly due to his inattentiveness"

[otomates-a]

"Who's a good boy, huh? Who?" Dusty, of course. Sebastian'd been on his way to the saloon when the dog recognized his voice and hopped excitedly up on the fence to greet him. An invitation that only a monster could decline. So, the sight Alex would be greeted with upon stepping outside was Sebastian giving Dusty a gentle pet and scratch of his ears with an uncharacteristically wide smile at the returned affection. A smile that would turn sheepish once he looked up and noticed him watching. Then, a small shrug. His image couldn't be salvaged now, anyway. "He really wanted to say hi."

UNPROMPTED, @rotinthedark.

               If it weren’t for the badgering of George behind him for letting a draft into the house, he’d have probably stood in that doorway forever. He’d be the first to admit how ridiculous he looked, lips parted with his gaze fixated on the man leaning over Dusty’s dog pen in nothing short of awe. It takes every ounce of self control he has to snap himself out of it in order to finish stepping outside and closing the door behind him, but even then he doesn’t look away. He feels like he’s seeing something precious. Okay, yeah, that’s a cringy and gross way to word it, way too cliche, but he can count the number of times he’s seen Sebastian Messer look the way he does now on ... one finger, actually.

               He smiles when Sebastian notices him and turns sheepish. How could he not?

               “He likes you too,”  he replies, leaving the warmth of the statement upon for interpretation. At the very least, he seems just as happy to see him, although he doesn’t exactly have a tail to wag. Absently, he sets the gridball he was holding down on the ground as he steps forward, abandoning it momentarily to circle around Dusty’s pen and stand beside him. He leans over the structure, but doesn’t interrupt the other from giving his dog attention. They seem to be getting along just fine.  “I think he’s glad you’re paying more mind to him now-a-days. It’s pretty hard to get your attention, y’know. Really gotta work for it.”  He laughs, mildly glad the dog is there because he doesn’t want to earn any glares for that one, although he’s sure it’s obvious he’s being lighthearted.

               Finally, he reaches one hand over to pat Dusty’s head, his fingers briefly touching Sebastian’s as they overlap, but if he notices, he doesn’t show it.  “You have a nice smile. It’s  ...  cute?”  He squints his eyes as he pets his dog, not looking up as he genuinely seems to contemplate his wording. It feels weird to phrase it that way, but he doesn’t think it feels wrong, either.  “It’s nice. Seeing you look happy. I always seem to run into you when one of us is having a hard time. As much as I love fighting in the rain or coming to you with my woe-is-me-my-mom-is-dead issues,”  he briefly raises a hand to signal he’s okay and just kidding around for once,  “I think I like seeing your daily life better.”  Even the brief times he’s brought up his programming, or when Sam tells him secondhand about their nerdy LARPing adventures, or having him buy ice cream or smile at his dog  ...  not that he’d know how to word it, but it makes him happy, even seeing a glimpse of that. He looks over at Sebastian.  “You should let me see you smile more often.”  He supposes, in the end, that’s really what he’s getting at, isn’t it?

               Without warning, he rests his hand on his shoulder and gently pulls him back from the pen. It’s just enough so that he can open it up and within seconds, Dusty is running around in front of them, zooming in circles as he chases his tail. As young as the day he brought him home as a kid. He thinks it’s sweet.

               “Come on a walk with us sometime. Dusty would love the company.”  He’s sure the silent implication that he would too is hard to miss.

[please-stop-killing-dean]

Supernatural Opinions

(I was tagged by @sup3r-pott3r-lock3d

1. What season did you start watching Supernatural?

I think I started S1 just as S9 was airing

2. Who was the first character you fell in love with?

Dean, from as early as the ‘Dad’s on a hunting trip’ scene

3. Who was a character that you hated at first but grew to love?

Meg 2.0. I always thought she was kinda badass and totally respected her for that but I don’t think I actually liked her until Caged Heat. And then I was super sad when she got killed off

4. Which character would you most want to be in a long - term relationship with?

I’m just completely in love with both Gabe and Chuck so probably one of them

5. If you could go on just one date with one character, which one would you choose?

Probably Balthazar

6. What would you do on this date?

Ooh idk maybe go to a super fancy restaurant and thennn ;) ;) ;) ;)

7. Which character would you most want to be like?

I think maybe Kevin. He didn’t want any part of the hunter life/being a prophet but he did it anyway because he believed it was the right thing to do. And his character development, man. He went from a frightened kid who’d do/say whatever under duress to save himself pain, to someone who stood up to fricking Crowley, the King of Hell.

8. Which character would you most like to see brought back from the dead?

BOBBY. CHARLIE. KEVIN. EILEEN. CROWLEY. ROWENA i could go on

9. Which character would you most like to punch?

Lucifer. In the face. Repeatedly. He used to be one of my fave characters and while I kind of still want to like him, the S12 finale fucked me up way too much for that

10. Who is your absolute favourite character? 

That’s super tough and I cannot narrow it down to one so I’m gonna say Gabe, Dean, Charlie, Chuck, Crowley, Kevin

11. Which “Big Bad” do you think was the worst?

Idk if this means worse like shittiest, in which case Leviathan, or worse like toughest to beat, in which case Amara and Lucifer

12. Which character are you most like?

Ooh I really don’t know. Maybe Charlie because I like a lot of ‘geeky’ stuff??? Idk I’ve never really thought about it

13. What death hit you the hardest?

I think Bobby, Charlie, and Kevin all hit me pretty hard, but I knew they were coming because I’d seen things on here and on Instagram so I’d kinda had time to prepare. Other than them, probably Crowley and Rowena, because they were two of my fave characters

14. What season finale hit you the hardest? S5 and S9 both made me cry a load, but probably S12, because lbr that was some emotional shit that I had not had enough time to prepare for

15. What are your ten all - time favourite episodes? (in chronological order) (And yes there’s eleven but I put two of them at 9 so it still counts as ten, okay?) 1. Bad Day at Black Rock 2. Mystery Spot 3. The Monster at the End of This Book 4. The End 5. Changing Channels 6. Hammer of the Gods 7. LARP and the Real Girl 8. Fan Fiction 9. Don’t Call Me Shurley  AND  We Happy Few   10. Stuck in the Middle (With You)

16. What’s been your favourite season?

I always find it super hard to answer this like probably S5 and S11 but I also really loved S4 and S6 soo

17. Who is your favourite angel?

Gaaabriel

18. Who’s your favourite demon?

Crowley and also maybe Meg

19. Who’s your favourite evil character?

Uhh probably Lucifer and if Amara counts then her too, although I guess she’s not exactly evil idk

20. Do you have any Supernatural ships? Destiel, Saileen

21. Who’s your favourite supporting actor? Rob, Rich, Matt, Kim, Briana, Ruth, Gil, Sebastian...I could go on, I just adore the whole cast

22. What’s your favourite quote from the show?

I cannot pick just one

‘Family don’t end with blood’  ‘Two boys, an old drunk, and a fallen angel’  ‘Gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day’  ‘He who hesitates, disintegrates’  ‘Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it’ 

AND THERE ARE SO MANY MORE BUT I CAN’T THINK OF ANY RN

23. If you could cast one famous actor in an episode of spn, who would you chose?

I don’t actually know but probably any one of the actors who were in KoC because that would just be super cool

24. If you could write your own episode, what kind of creature would you like to see included?

I quite like seeing different gods, but also just some good old fashioned monsters, like vampires and werewolves and stuff

25. Who’s your favourite girl that Dean’s hooked up with?

I quite liked Lisa I guess, idk

26. Who’s your favourite girl that Sam’s hooked up with?

Ruby, definitely

27. What are some of your favourite convention moments?

There are so many but right now my mind has gone completely blank

28. If you were going to guest star (or be a recurring guest star) on spn, how would you want your character described?

Ooh I would just want to be completely badass basically and have a relationship with Gabe or Chuck

29. What do you hope to see in the next season? Gabe back alive. Rowena back alive. Destiel being fricking canon.

30-40. If you had to choose… Bobby or John? Bobby

Bela or Ruby? Bela

Jess or Madison? Jess

Jo or Lisa? Jo

Charlie or Kevin? This is impossible I cannot answer it

Balthazar or Ash? Balthazar

Cas or Crowley Cas, but only just

Ben or Claire? Claire

Jody or Donna? Jody

Sam or Dean? Dean, although I love Sam so much too

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