#Sebastian loves LARPing way too much

[sebastian-ciel-mutual-bullying]

"Everything, down to the last hair on my head, belongs to my master"

In Volume 1, we get to see Sebastian going about his morning routine. There's a panel that interested me for a few reasons.

First, it makes me question just how "human" his body is. (I'll be making a masterpost on his human body soon) He made it so that his hair grows naturally, but then says that he can't trim it as he pleases.

Meaning, does Ciel not allow him to decide when to cut his own hair?

Then in Volume 3 we have this dialogue during Sebastian's fight with Grelle

Which sounds like he's just saying "every hair on his head" to further his point.

BUT I think it'd be so dorky of him to mean that literally.

Like, this man purposefully grows out his hair and waits for Ciel to tell him when to cut it. All while internally whining about how troublesome human bodies are.

Does he just get so into the role of "Butler" that he chooses to stress the details?

I'm sure this is only a coincidence, but oh, man,

"I hope the young master does not scold me for cutting my own hair. Per our contract, every part of my being belongs to him. However, its length has become unruly due to his inattentiveness"

[otomates-a]

"Who's a good boy, huh? Who?" Dusty, of course. Sebastian'd been on his way to the saloon when the dog recognized his voice and hopped excitedly up on the fence to greet him. An invitation that only a monster could decline. So, the sight Alex would be greeted with upon stepping outside was Sebastian giving Dusty a gentle pet and scratch of his ears with an uncharacteristically wide smile at the returned affection. A smile that would turn sheepish once he looked up and noticed him watching. Then, a small shrug. His image couldn't be salvaged now, anyway. "He really wanted to say hi."

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               If it weren’t for the badgering of George behind him for letting a draft into the house, he’d have probably stood in that doorway forever. He’d be the first to admit how ridiculous he looked, lips parted with his gaze fixated on the man leaning over Dusty’s dog pen in nothing short of awe. It takes every ounce of self control he has to snap himself out of it in order to finish stepping outside and closing the door behind him, but even then he doesn’t look away. He feels like he’s seeing something precious. Okay, yeah, that’s a cringy and gross way to word it, way too cliche, but he can count the number of times he’s seen Sebastian Messer look the way he does now on ... one finger, actually.

               He smiles when Sebastian notices him and turns sheepish. How could he not?

               “He likes you too,”  he replies, leaving the warmth of the statement upon for interpretation. At the very least, he seems just as happy to see him, although he doesn’t exactly have a tail to wag. Absently, he sets the gridball he was holding down on the ground as he steps forward, abandoning it momentarily to circle around Dusty’s pen and stand beside him. He leans over the structure, but doesn’t interrupt the other from giving his dog attention. They seem to be getting along just fine.  “I think he’s glad you’re paying more mind to him now-a-days. It’s pretty hard to get your attention, y’know. Really gotta work for it.”  He laughs, mildly glad the dog is there because he doesn’t want to earn any glares for that one, although he’s sure it’s obvious he’s being lighthearted.

               Finally, he reaches one hand over to pat Dusty’s head, his fingers briefly touching Sebastian’s as they overlap, but if he notices, he doesn’t show it.  “You have a nice smile. It’s  ...  cute?”  He squints his eyes as he pets his dog, not looking up as he genuinely seems to contemplate his wording. It feels weird to phrase it that way, but he doesn’t think it feels wrong, either.  “It’s nice. Seeing you look happy. I always seem to run into you when one of us is having a hard time. As much as I love fighting in the rain or coming to you with my woe-is-me-my-mom-is-dead issues,”  he briefly raises a hand to signal he’s okay and just kidding around for once,  “I think I like seeing your daily life better.”  Even the brief times he’s brought up his programming, or when Sam tells him secondhand about their nerdy LARPing adventures, or having him buy ice cream or smile at his dog  ...  not that he’d know how to word it, but it makes him happy, even seeing a glimpse of that. He looks over at Sebastian.  “You should let me see you smile more often.”  He supposes, in the end, that’s really what he’s getting at, isn’t it?

               Without warning, he rests his hand on his shoulder and gently pulls him back from the pen. It’s just enough so that he can open it up and within seconds, Dusty is running around in front of them, zooming in circles as he chases his tail. As young as the day he brought him home as a kid. He thinks it’s sweet.

               “Come on a walk with us sometime. Dusty would love the company.”  He’s sure the silent implication that he would too is hard to miss.

[mary-magizoologist]

Just Friends - Part 2

Characters: Sam Winchester, Reader x OMC, Charlie, Kevin

Summary: College Student AU. Sam and you meet at Stanford, he becomes the best friend you’ll ever have. New life, new people. What will happen through all these years?

Words: 2333

Warnings: language

A/N: I kinda suck at summaries haha. This is the second part of my first attempt at writing a series, so feel free to leave any constructive criticism.

Catch up

Just Friends - Part 2

It turned out that Sam and you had more things in common than you expected. Apart from both of you being from Kansas, both of you loved reading, both of you were huge Harry Potter fans.

“In what house are you in?” You asked.

“I don’t know actually, I always considered myself from Ravenclaw,” he answered.

“You never took a test on Pottermore?”

He shook his head.

“Ok, we’re doing it,” you said, “Move over,” you grabbed your laptop and went to sit next to him.

“Create an account,” you demanded, handing Sam your computer.

“Ok, done,” he said, “What now?”

“Go there… Sorting Hat… click here. It will give you some options you’ll have to choose and then it will tell you in which house you’re in.”

You waited for a couple of minutes for him to answer everything and then the page was finally calculating his result.

“You’re a Ravenclaw!” You exclaimed.

“Yeah, I knew it!”

“You realize that we’re college mates, and we would’ve been classmates at Hogwarts and from the same house?” You asked.

He nodded laughing, “Like we were destined to meet or something?”

“Yeah! We were meant to find each other,” You joke. “God, I sound like a little girl making friends at kindergarten,” you ran a hand down your face, pulling a laugh out of Sam.

You were scared that you wouldn't be able to be your true self in college, or at least for a while. It wasn't hard for you to make friends, but you were very shy and that was a difficulty. But with Sam, you felt you could be yourself, without worries.

On other of your classes, you’ve met a really sweet and funny girl called Charlie, who also shared your love for Harry Potter and science fiction stories. She was at Stanford to study Engineering. The last member of the group was Kevin, a med student who was with you and Sam on your Philosophy class, who is a really sweet and cool guy.

You met them at a lunch break you all had at the same time and decided to get something to eat at the dining hall on campus.

“So,” Kevin started, “how’s the first year of college treating you guys? Because it’s been a month and I'm one paper closer to a breakdown.”

You giggled, “So far, I’m doing well,” you shrugged.

“I'm fine, I guess, I'm not behind any reading or anything, so-" said Sam and Charlie interrupted him.

“We can smell the nerd out of you, Sam.”

“Look who's talking,” he raised his eyebrows at her.

“Hey, I was born this way, and I was not saying it’s a bad thing!” She defended.

“I wish I was a nerd,” you sighed, making everyone look at you with their eyebrows raised, “I procrastinate way too much!”

You ended up talking about trivial things, getting to know each other a little bit more for a little while, until it was time for you to leave to our next classes.

That afternoon Sam, Kevin and you handed your philosophy papers that afternoon, with the amazing amount of bullshit you wrote there, you were just hoping to get a decent grade.

A week later, you found out you've got a B on your philosophy paper. You were very happy. You were getting good grades in other papers, on your midterms too. And then, before you even realize it, October came, and so did Halloween.

“Hey, Y/N/N!” You heard someone calling.

You stopped and turned to see who was calling, to see Charlie running towards you.

“Hey!” You smiled at her, “What’s up?”

“I was talking to one of my physics classmates and he told me that people from his dorm building were planning a huge costume party for Halloween, he told me we should come,” she made a pause, “and I think you must go.”

“Why me?” You frowned, “I'm in for a party, but I don't get it.”

“The guy’s really cute,” she stated.

“I have a boyfriend, Charlie,” you shook your head.

“Thomas is a douchebag, you can consider Sebastian as a backup plan…”

“Assuming Sebastián is your classmate, why don’t you go for him if he is that handsome?” You asked.

“I kinda don’t like boys, remember? Although, I could totally forget about it for a moment for him...”

“Oh my God,” you snorted, “He is really cute then.”

“He is,” she smirked. “He’s really sweet too.”

You looked down to the floor.

“Look, I'm just saying, I'm not trying to jinx your relationship, you don’t have to talk to him if you don’t want to,” she assured.

“I know,” You sighed, “We’re going to that party, though. I'll tell Sam about it.”

“Great! Is this Saturday at 10 pm,” she waved at me and ran towards the other side of campus.

It took a lot to convince Sam to go to the party. You didn’t promise any favors, but you still begged him to go with you to the party. He alleged he didn’t like Halloween, he was not wearing a costume, but he was going for you anyway.

The day of the party came faster than you expected, and you couldn’t get an awesome costume, but you found a pretty feminine gladiator attire to wear, it was like leather, and it came with a big sword, and you had a cute pair of sandals that could go with it.

You decided to curl your hair to give it a messy style, smoky eyes, and the final touch was a metallic head band. At 10.15 you heard a knock on your door.

“Hey, Charlie,” you smiled.

“Wow, Y/N/N, you look gorgeous!” She exclaimed.

“Thanks,” you smiled, “You too, but I don’t know what-”

“It’s a LARP costume, I forgot to get a costume for the party so I decided to go with the one I use for my meetings,” she shrugged.

“It’s pretty cool, very original,” you smiled, “You should take me to one of those LARP reunions some day…”

Both of you went to the party, you agreed to meet Sam and Kevin there. You texted Sam to ask him where he was. He replied instantly to tell you he was by the stairs. Charlie and you walked towards there, through the crowd of people until you spotted Sam’s head sticking out.

“Hey boys,” you cheered.

“Hey, girls you both look great!” Exclaimed Kevin

“Yeah, you do,” agreed Sam smiling at you.

“I see you decided to wear a costume,” you raised your eyebrows at him, looking at his outfit. “Indiana Jones?”

“Yeah,” he sighed, “I was afraid people would think I was a cowboy.”

“That was my second option,”  you laughed.

He was going to tell you something when you felt your phone vibrating. It was Thomas. You excused yourself and walked through the crowd to find some place quiet. The best option was a bathroom.

“Hi, sweetie,” you answered.

“Hi, princess,” he greeted, “What are you doing?”

“Um… I'm at a costume party right now…”

“With whom?”

“Charlie, Sam and Kevin, and other people from the dorm.”

“Why are you always with that dude Sam?”

“Well, because he’s my friend,” you couldn't help but use an annoyed tone of voice.

“And what are you there meeting boys or something? I'm sure that’s what that friend of your is doing, introducing you to other people.”

“You don't even know Charlie, why do you have to be such a dick?”

“You could’ve told me you were going to a party,” he complained.

“What, you’re my mom now?”

“No, but I'm your boyfriend and I should know that kind of things, you shouldn't be going to parties and stuff.”

“Dude, you go to parties every single weekend, and I never find out about it, not from you at least,” you let out a heavy sigh, “I don't feel like fighting, I really wanna have a good time with my friends.”

“Fine, go have fun with your stupid friends,” he barked, “go kiss some boys.”

“Ok, that’s it. I'm tired of listening to you rambling incoherent things, tired of listening to you talking shit about my friends or whatever,” you nearly yelled on the phone, “I don't think I can't stand this anymore.”

“Good,” he blurted and hung up.

You looked at your phone as if the device had offended you. You shook your head and decided to not let this affect you.

As soon as you got out of the bathroom you went straight to a guy who was mixing drinks.

“What are you making?” You asked the guy.

“What?” he yelled.

“What are you making?” You yelled back.

“Uh, vodka and orange juice,” he answered.

“Give me one!”

“There you go,” he handed you a red plastic cup.

You took it, smiled at him and raised it as a toast, then gulped half of it, then sneered.

“Ugh, too strong, dude!”

The guy laughed.

“Maybe you’re just weak,” he smirked.

“And you probably haven’t tried them,” you mumbled pouring more juice in your cup.

“I’m Sebastian,” he introduced himself.

“Y/N. Do you know Charlie by any casualty?”

“Charlie Bradbury?” he asked and you nodded, “Yeah, she’s in my physics class, cool chick.”

Sebastian and you talked for a while, he was pretty funny, he seemed like a nice guy, and he was really cute like Charlie told you. You danced, you laughed and you also drank. After a while, you started to laugh about every stupid thing and you started to get wordy, hoping you wouldn’t slip things you don’t want to say. Everything around you was fuzzy, and out of the blurry situation, you saw the tall head of Sam Winchester walking past you.

“Y/N/N, we’ve been looking for you everywhere!”

“I’m sorry, Sammy,” you slurred, “I met Sebastian, Charlie’s mate and we were just talking.”

“Are you drunk?” he asked, leaning to get closer to me.

“No, I’m not drunk,” you made a weird face, “You’re drunk.”

“Nice comeback,” he laughed. “Let’s get you some water.”

He took my hand in his, and it felt nice, you felt protected, by a giant Sasquatch.

“You should’ve dressed as a Sasquatch, Big Foot,” you giggled, making Sam turn around and smiled at you.

Both of you were in a kitchen and he made you sit on the counter, then he handed you a glass of water.

“How you feeling?” he asked, concern displaying on his face.

You shrugged, “Dunno, you look blurry,” you squinted your eyes.

He laughed, showing his dimples.

“You have cute dimples, I don’t have dimples,” You touched your face.

“Okay, let’s take you to bed.”

You hopped down off the counter and tripped, almost falling, bursting into laughs. You made it safe and sound to your room, you only had a little trouble opening your room, making Sam take your keys from your hands and opening the room for you.

“I broke up with Thomas,” you blurted out sitting on your bed.

Sam sat next to you.

“Or he broke up with me, I’m not so sure now.”

“Why?” he asked.

“Uh, he’s too jealous. Every time I want to go out he gets really annoying, he said bad things about Charlie, he’s jealous of you,” you scratched your scalp, “I’m getting tired of that.”

“Maybe he’s just affected by the distance,” Sam said.

“I have a hard time being far from him too, but I don’t get annoyed every time he goes out with his friends! I find out through pictures I see on Instagram or Facebook, or through a friend who saw him at the party, I don’t get a say in the matter because I’m the one being annoying and complaining about anything.”

“You are not doing anything wrong, you don’t deserve to be bossed around by any guy,” He ran a hand through your back.

“I know, but everything’s so hard,” you covered your face with your hands, “I love the guy, and he makes everything so hard.”

“Hey,” he hugged me, “Don’t get sad, Y/N/N, he’ll realize the mistake he’s making.”

“Thanks,” you whispered hugging him.

“Now, go to sleep, I’ll check on you tomorrow.”

“Kay, good night, Sammy,” you smiled at him, laying on your bed.

“Good night,” he smiled back, leaving your room.

The following morning you woke up with your mouth feeling dry as sand, your head pounded with pain, and you felt your body as if a giant truck passed over you. You heard an intense knocking on your door, making you groan. You got up and opened the door.

“Are you trying to knock my door down or something?” you asked, getting back to bed, covering your head with your blanket.

“Good morning to you too,” Sam cheered.

“What good do they have?” you mumbled, pulling a chuckle from Sam.

“I brought you some Tylenol and a huge bottle of Gatorade to rehydrate for brain cells.”

You uncovering your face, taking a pick of the items on his hands.

“You’re my savior,” you sat on the bed, gulping down the pills and the Gatorade. “Thank you, Sammy.”

“You’re welcome,” he smiled. “And why do you always call me Sammy? Only my brother calls me like that.”

“I don’t know,” you shrugged, “It suits you, you’re a cutie-pie, and Sammy is the nickname of a cutie-pie.”

“Sammy is a twelve-year-old chubby kid. I’m Sam.”

“Okay, Sammy,” you smirked at him, making him groan.

Part 3

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[please-stop-killing-dean]

Supernatural Opinions

(I was tagged by @sup3r-pott3r-lock3d

1. What season did you start watching Supernatural?

I think I started S1 just as S9 was airing

2. Who was the first character you fell in love with?

Dean, from as early as the ‘Dad’s on a hunting trip’ scene

3. Who was a character that you hated at first but grew to love?

Meg 2.0. I always thought she was kinda badass and totally respected her for that but I don’t think I actually liked her until Caged Heat. And then I was super sad when she got killed off

4. Which character would you most want to be in a long - term relationship with?

I’m just completely in love with both Gabe and Chuck so probably one of them

5. If you could go on just one date with one character, which one would you choose?

Probably Balthazar

6. What would you do on this date?

Ooh idk maybe go to a super fancy restaurant and thennn ;) ;) ;) ;)

7. Which character would you most want to be like?

I think maybe Kevin. He didn’t want any part of the hunter life/being a prophet but he did it anyway because he believed it was the right thing to do. And his character development, man. He went from a frightened kid who’d do/say whatever under duress to save himself pain, to someone who stood up to fricking Crowley, the King of Hell.

8. Which character would you most like to see brought back from the dead?

BOBBY. CHARLIE. KEVIN. EILEEN. CROWLEY. ROWENA i could go on

9. Which character would you most like to punch?

Lucifer. In the face. Repeatedly. He used to be one of my fave characters and while I kind of still want to like him, the S12 finale fucked me up way too much for that

10. Who is your absolute favourite character? 

That’s super tough and I cannot narrow it down to one so I’m gonna say Gabe, Dean, Charlie, Chuck, Crowley, Kevin

11. Which “Big Bad” do you think was the worst?

Idk if this means worse like shittiest, in which case Leviathan, or worse like toughest to beat, in which case Amara and Lucifer

12. Which character are you most like?

Ooh I really don’t know. Maybe Charlie because I like a lot of ‘geeky’ stuff??? Idk I’ve never really thought about it

13. What death hit you the hardest?

I think Bobby, Charlie, and Kevin all hit me pretty hard, but I knew they were coming because I’d seen things on here and on Instagram so I’d kinda had time to prepare. Other than them, probably Crowley and Rowena, because they were two of my fave characters

14. What season finale hit you the hardest? S5 and S9 both made me cry a load, but probably S12, because lbr that was some emotional shit that I had not had enough time to prepare for

15. What are your ten all - time favourite episodes? (in chronological order) (And yes there’s eleven but I put two of them at 9 so it still counts as ten, okay?) 1. Bad Day at Black Rock 2. Mystery Spot 3. The Monster at the End of This Book 4. The End 5. Changing Channels 6. Hammer of the Gods 7. LARP and the Real Girl 8. Fan Fiction 9. Don’t Call Me Shurley  AND  We Happy Few   10. Stuck in the Middle (With You)

16. What’s been your favourite season?

I always find it super hard to answer this like probably S5 and S11 but I also really loved S4 and S6 soo

17. Who is your favourite angel?

Gaaabriel

18. Who’s your favourite demon?

Crowley and also maybe Meg

19. Who’s your favourite evil character?

Uhh probably Lucifer and if Amara counts then her too, although I guess she’s not exactly evil idk

20. Do you have any Supernatural ships? Destiel, Saileen

21. Who’s your favourite supporting actor? Rob, Rich, Matt, Kim, Briana, Ruth, Gil, Sebastian...I could go on, I just adore the whole cast

22. What’s your favourite quote from the show?

I cannot pick just one

‘Family don’t end with blood’  ‘Two boys, an old drunk, and a fallen angel’  ‘Gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day’  ‘He who hesitates, disintegrates’  ‘Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it’ 

AND THERE ARE SO MANY MORE BUT I CAN’T THINK OF ANY RN

23. If you could cast one famous actor in an episode of spn, who would you chose?

I don’t actually know but probably any one of the actors who were in KoC because that would just be super cool

24. If you could write your own episode, what kind of creature would you like to see included?

I quite like seeing different gods, but also just some good old fashioned monsters, like vampires and werewolves and stuff

25. Who’s your favourite girl that Dean’s hooked up with?

I quite liked Lisa I guess, idk

26. Who’s your favourite girl that Sam’s hooked up with?

Ruby, definitely

27. What are some of your favourite convention moments?

There are so many but right now my mind has gone completely blank

28. If you were going to guest star (or be a recurring guest star) on spn, how would you want your character described?

Ooh I would just want to be completely badass basically and have a relationship with Gabe or Chuck

29. What do you hope to see in the next season? Gabe back alive. Rowena back alive. Destiel being fricking canon.

30-40. If you had to choose… Bobby or John? Bobby

Bela or Ruby? Bela

Jess or Madison? Jess

Jo or Lisa? Jo

Charlie or Kevin? This is impossible I cannot answer it

Balthazar or Ash? Balthazar

Cas or Crowley Cas, but only just

Ben or Claire? Claire

Jody or Donna? Jody

Sam or Dean? Dean, although I love Sam so much too

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