#SEEING HER TMRWWWW

[thisismypersonalsanctuary]

3/31/14

A: I know! We never facetimed or talked on the phone :(

G: I know :( we will soon though!

A: Liar 😒

G: I am not lying! I want to.

A: Then do it, stupid

G: we will babeee

A: Don't believe you

G: how about tmrw?

A: Ughhhhhh fine. 😣

G: and I can't wait to see you tmrwwww

A: Yeah yeah yeahh 😒

G: be happy!

A: 😞

G: pleaseeee

A: 😔

G: noooo

A: I have the other picture you wanted.

G: waiting :)

A: Rude

G: omg. you're so sexyyyy. are you alone in your room?

A: Nope Emily's in here

G: you did that with her in there??

A: Yeah lol

G: ha. and she didn't say anything?

A: She's in bed & it's lofted up so she didn't see

G: oh. god you're so sexy. I want you here In that exact outfit you just sent me a picture in. I want 198087 different pics of you. I want vidoes. I can't get enough of you :) too hot

A: Lol it's not even an outfit babe. & videos?! Hahah of what? Probably not 198087 pictures because there's not that many poses I could do

G: well if love a couple more. and I know. I love the outfit ;) but idk. it sounds crazy but I think it'd be hot to see you materbate

G: it'd be so hot.

A: You're right that is crazy haha.

G: Maybe one day

A: idk. you're just hot. if I don't get to be there and do it then I wanna see it hah. idk. it's the closest I can get to doing anything with you since we hardly get to have sex or se each other naked :/

G: I'd do a video of us having sex or something haha. Like a short one

G: I know, we barely see each other :( I hate it.

A: I don't want you to get tired of neverrrr seeing me and not wanna do this anymore.

G: you're the only person I'd ever even consider doing that with and I hate it too :/

G: it does suck but when I see you it makes me so happy!

A: Yeah I trust you enough to do that with you, it'd be fun. & seeing you, even for the little amount of time, makes me so happy. I get so nervous before I get there and for the first few minutes I'm there with you.

G: it would be. and I don't wanna make you nervous! I want yu to just be yourself babe

A: You do make me nervous. I open up to be a little like myself but just being around you gives me butterflies and all that

G: well you do give me butterflies too. it's a good feeling. I like getting excited to see you. I just wish your parents weren't so strict. that's the hardest part. they don't realize you aren't a little kid anymore :/ idk. I just wish that at least while you were here I could see you for more than an hour. or you could stay with me sometime. idk

A: I wish they weren't, too. It sucks so much. I don't even know how to handle hen.

A: Them

G: idk. you just gotta stick up for yourself. talk to her. I mean you aren't even allowed to stay at a friends house?

G: idk. you gotta just talk to her.

A: I don't want to get you in trouble I just miss you.

A: No I'm allowed to stay at friends, but idk. It's sketchy when she tracks my freaking phone. I don't really understand because I'd go visit my ex an hour and a half away & stay all weekend with him in his dorm and she wouldn't care.

G: idk. I mean you could even actually stay at a friends house but just go over there later and tell her you're going with her to her bfs or somewhere. maybe she just wants honesty and that's why she let you stay with him.

G: you'd tell her you're staying there?

A: Yeah I told her I was going to Franklin and she said alright

G: well idk. just say you're going with a friend to her bfs house that'd work. I mean hopefully eventually she'll let you just stay with me.

A: I wanna just sit down and tell her that we're talking or whatever we're doing and I wanna be able to spend time with you. It's just annoying because of how double standard it all is.

G: yeah it is annoying :/ idk maybe over time we can ease it onto her and she'll let us. idk. you know your mom. I'm open to anything. obv this weekday so close though. I think the only option is to make something up so I can actually see you for more than an hour on Friday :/

A: It's so difficult with her. I know but I work early Saturday anyways.

G: yeah but in so close to where you work anyways you could stay and go from here

A: I know.

G: idk. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be pushy

A: You're not. It's just hard & I know my mom and how it is.

G: well try to tell her about it early so it's not last minute. I think that'll help. I don't see you she could say no to you going to a friends

G: then just text her and tell her you're going to your friends bfs place. or say you're going anywhere. idkkk.

A: Idk either.

G: well okay. I hope I get to see you..

A: Me too. I'll be home all weekend

G: okay..

A: Alright.

G: well anyways

A: I don't want you to get sick of never seeing me and all the crap with my mom & be done.

G: I just want to see you. well figure it out.