#Rose after trapping themselves in a hell of their own making “hmm couldn't possibly fathom how I ended up here”
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( @bittersweet-adagio sai lore gave our OC's little bit more trauma, honestly this turned into me rambling and analyzing my oc a little bit)
I had finally worked up the courage to give it to them today. It was supposed to be today.
I had finally convinced myself to stop avoiding them
But I guess it would inappropriate to try now, I don't even know if we're allowed to see him
I should care more, be disgusted even but...
Maybe I'll get the chance when they get back, if they ever bother.
How little I feel it compared to the others scares me more than the event itself honestly, and even that's barely more than a dull ache.
Why won't you let me hurt, I just want to feel like all the others
(I get super rambly in the tags guys, also got to post this before my writing anxiety chokes me out)
#was reading sai's about and instinctly clocked their similarities to Rose#rose was also bought because of their heterochromia so it's like “same hat”#rose also represses any negative emotions as deep as they possibly can so they don't even know they feel negatively about anything#cannot process anger or grief their brain simply won't allow it#so Rose has been avoiding sai because they do not like looking at someone and just being reminded of themselves#anyway drew a little plush based on plushie dreadfuls because they were giving me sai vibes#I have so many thoughts guys#Rose after trapping themselves in a hell of their own making “hmm couldn't possibly fathom how I ended up here”#like bestie you don't feel negativity strongly because you were pressed all those emotions super hard when you were a kid
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