#Rainer every time he is Marvin's vicinity from when he was 14-before Care Was Kidnapped: hm. Discomfort. i'm sure this means nothing. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

playing-pauls-mel0dy · 2 months ago

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y'know. at least a couple of times now, i've seen the theory that, potentially, Rainer was another victim of Marvin's (whether that be of rebirthing or just abuse in general). and my brain has decided to latch onto it for some reason.

so uh. There's That.

#petscop #rainer hammond #daniel hammond #marvin mark #dandy's rambles #gonna go with the latter because. i dunno who Marvin would even try rebirthing Rainer into #but y'know. i find the idea interesting. would definitely add an extra layer of WHY Rainer holds so much Utter Disdain for Marvin #(aside from. Everything Else obviously)#and y'know. i have my thing in my interpretation/headcanons for it where i make Paul and Rainer parallel/mirror each other a bit.#so it even fits my interpretation that way too.#Rainer every time he is Marvin's vicinity from when he was 14-before Care Was Kidnapped: hm. Discomfort. i'm sure this means nothing.#(< repressed a lot of shit from What Happened)#Rainer post-Care's Kidnapping when he sees Marvin: HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU-#(< the shit is No Longer Repressed + The Same Shit Happened To Care Now. Rainer's Understandably Pissed)#anyway off to go write now. see y'all later #ALSO. JUST THOUGHT OF THIS:#something something Rainer calling both Himself and Paul the Newmakers.#but he only ever tells Paul that he can 'close the loop.' that only Paul can end the cycle and find happiness.#something something Rainer going 'fuck me as well' and saying 'i'm a piece of shit.' because he continued the cycle (with Belle)-#-and also he just. feels like he can never go back. He Views Himself As Too Far Gone. He's Unfixable.#but Paul's not too far gone yet. He's The (other) Newmaker. He Can Turn Care NLM Into Care A. He Can Close The Loop.#i dunno. take my rambles. Now i'm off to go write

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