#PORCO YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THIS

[jeankirsteinsgrlfrnd]

How would the aot boys react if they heard a rumor that reader has a crush on them

i heard a rumor….

eren jaeger is so nosey when he hears the rumor going around. he’s intrigued by your crush on him and he wants to know every little detail, of course by everyone else and not you. he gathers everyone’s opinion and saves you for last. he doesn’t beat around the bush; he tells you he knows that you’re crushing hardcore on him. he’s playful and witty, trying to get you all flustered.

armin arlert, bless his heart, tries to be cool about it. and he does a fairly good job you think. he often finds ways to get you two alone but he never makes a bold move. he asks if he can help you do things, tries to find common interests, etc. you know he knows because you find him trying to spend too much time with you, not that you’re complaining. he just lets things take their course.

jean kirsteins plays the disinterested, too-cool-for-you character. he’s damn good at it too. his actions and short replies hurt your ego and your heart. so, you give him the same treatment back. this, he’s not a fan of. he demands that you tell him why you’re treating him like this and you respond that you’re just dishing out what he is. that makes him go ‘oh’ and it results in a very around the bush way of telling you he has some sort of feelings for you but he was trying to repress it.

connie springer grins from ear to ear for days end when he hears the news. he was already crushing on you big time and now that you like him back, he’s convinced your soulmate. shamelessly, connie asks (it’s more of a statement) that you go on a date. you cant believe he knows. you want to just disappear when he confronts you but he doesn’t understand why. “am i coming on too strong? hold on, i can get weak in the knees real quick.”

levi ackerman acts like he doesn’t know about your feelings for him. his behavior isn’t much different than when he didn’t know- his eye’s just tend to linger on you a bit longer. his gaze makes you feel…violated. it’s like he’s looking right through you or undressing you with his eyes. hard to tell. he continues driving you crazy in various subtle ways until you can’t take it anymore and wind up confessing at him in a ‘why are you doing this to me’ moment. he just laughs.

reiner braun's interest is piqued, that's for sure. he's not so smooth about it, always turning into a flustered mess when he's around you. you, now beginning to panic he knows your secret, turn into a shorter flustered mess. your awkwardness makes all your friends laugh and they just tease you more, which causes more stuttering and the cycle repeats. eren's the one who finally sets you up, not able to bare any more of reiner's incoherence.

bertholdt hoover makes the brave decision of telling you how he feels. he doesn't pick the greatest time. he tells you in front of all your friends and that leaves you feeling a little pressured. so, you get up and drag him away from everyone. the two of you share a raw confessional in peace and quiet. it leaves your heart full.

zeke jaeger texts you as soon as eren tells him. he doesn't wait for any more clarification. the text reads, heard you're basically in love with me. I'll pick you up later: a man of his word, he comes and picks you up. you try to him he's ridiculous but he knows you're his future wife.

erwin smith does his best to avoid you. a crush is meaningless to him.but fuck, the way you look at him makes his heart stop. he's beginning to think that there's something wrong with him- he can't breathe when you're around him. one night, he has too much wine to drink and accidentally lets it slip that he knows. he decides he doesn't care anymore and kisses you on the forehead, leaving you confused about the way he feels about you.

porco galliard's too fucking cocky. he starts spreading the rumor himself once he gets wind of it. he tells everyone he knows, bragging about it over and over. the rumor makes it's way back to you and you want to cry. so, that's what you do. you know everyone knows, so he must know. porco catches you crying and is upset with himself for spreading it. he didn't know you'd be so embarassed, considering he ‘obviously feels the same way’

please go read my jean fic 🤍

[cherry-romper]

When You're Injured

+ Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Marco, Jean, Connie, Sasha, Levi, Erwin, Hange, Reiner, Bertholdt, Annie, Porco, Pieck, Zeke

Eren; • Emotional. Tends to get overwhelmed by worry. Eventually, that stems into anger, and he lashes out at everyone as a projection of his own guilt. He feels guilty for not protecting you. • Will spend more time trying to convince Levi or Erwin to let him avenge you instead of being with you. • If he is with you however, he cries silently to himself (either genuine tears or just on the inside). Of course, he's worried for you and if you'll recover but the reason he's sad is because he doesn't think he's good enough. • Got you flowers though, picked them himself. He also made sure you were getting the best care. • Didn't realise that he was pushing people away from you by not allowing anyone else but the nurses in the room. • Does more harm than good really, but it all comes with good intent so you give him the benefit of the doubt.

Mikasa; • Protective and worried. • Sleeps by your side and cares more about your health than her own. • She forgets to eat sometimes and is reluctant to leave you alone, just in case. So, she asks for someone, mostly Armin, to wait with you while she washes up and gets some food. • She's worried but not too emotional about it because she knows you'll heal soon enough, so she doesn't act much different. • Works out by your bedside instead of leaving. • Insists on feeding you herself to make sure you actually eat the food.

Armin; • Bless his little heart, he's worried sick. • Will read to you even when you're asleep and holds your hand the whole time. • Panics if you groan or move, he thinks you'll drop dead any second. • Gets scared when the nurses do examinations. He's always afraid of bad news. • Doesn't stay with you all the time. He leaves during the day to rest and wash. He also using his alone time to cry about being too weak to save you. • Blames himself, for some reason, and insists that if he were as strong as Reiner it wouldn't have happened.

Marco; • Calm about the whole thing. He's just grateful you're alive. • He knows the next few months are going to be hard but he's willing to care for you every step of the way. • Worried, of course, but is confident in your strength. He knows you'll pull though. • Buys the most expensive flowers and changes the water nearly everyday so that they stay alive for as long as possible. • Sits by your side and talks to you, even when you're asleep, so you don't feel lonely. • Lets the nurses do what they need to do because he knows that you're in good hands. • When you get out the infirmary he buys the nurses flowers to say thank you for keeping you alive.

Jean; • Doesn't let anyone see that he's worried sick about you and acts like he's fine. He's scared people will tease or bully him for it. • He cried a lot. Doesn't let you see him cry, nor anyone else, but he does it a lot. Marco found him though, crying behind some bushes, and comforted him. • After that he was more open and didn't care what people thought and stayed with you until he was forced to leave. • Holds your hand and rubs his thumb on the back of it. He even traces the lines on you palms. • Draw things for you. For example, he'll draw you a dog he saw in the street or he'll draw something silly like Connie and Sasha as stick figures to make you laugh. • If he has to leave while you're asleep, he'll leave a little note saying he'll be back soon.

Connie; • He's left in tatters. He goes into auto-pilot and doesn't really act like himself. • He becomes a rollercoaster of emotions. So, somedays he'll be really motivated and trains extra hard so he can protect you next time and other days he'll just sit by your side, staring blankly out the window. • He cracks jokes from time to time, even if you can't hear them and tells you stories of what's happening while you're stuck in bed. • Refuses to let himself cry because "a real man wouldn't cry" but crumbles anyways and cries into you arm. • Asks Sasha what to do while he waits for you to get out. She recommends he spend as much time with you as possible and just be grateful you survived. She makes sure he's okay while you can't be there for him.

Sasha; • Unsure how to handle the whole situation. She panics a little but once the nurses reassure her that you won't die she settles down and lets them do their job. • Brings you food, even if you can't eat anything solid. If you don't want it that day she eats it for you. • Would bring you flowers that she picked herself from when she was out hunting. • If you're well enough, she'll lay on the bed with you and cuddle you; whether it be platonic or not, she just wants to make sure you're okay. • She doesn't really baby you, but during the recovery period she does everything for you. No matter how tall you are, she doesn't let you reach for anything or go to pick anything up. She does it for you. • She kinda oversteps sometimes and refuses to let you clean, even if Captain Levi ordered it. If he forces you, she'll argue with him. She doesn't care about the repercussions, she just wants you to rest and heal as fast as possible.

Levi; • No different to how he normally is. • He's calm and collected. Of course, he was worried at first but knew that the nurses would take good care of you. • Some days he stresses though. If your condition dips or if you're struggling, he'll be a lot harsher on the cadets. • Doesn't cry because he knows his tears are useless, but does sit but your side until he needs to leave on duties. • Brings you tea he made himself and always makes sure you're comfortable before he leaves. • He's fine with other people seeing you but still has security posted at your door. • You're given your own room because he doesn't want you catching anything else while you're in the infirmary.

Hange; • Panic followed by calm followed by more panic. • Treats your wounds themselves. Its not like they don't trust the nurses, they just wanna make sure you're okay. • Brings you a little titan doll to keep you company when they're not there. Which you found to be a bit ironic. • Keeps the spirits as high as possible and always tells you stories or jokes to make sure you're entertained. • Their duties are still priority, as they knows you'll be okay, but they always makes sure to visit you when they have the time.

Erwin; • You take over everything. • He's terrified of loosing you. He's lost too many close to him already and even if he is reassured multiple times that you'll be okay, he's not shifting from you side. • Your room becomes his new office for a while. He does his work by your bedside, everyday without fail. • Sometimes you'll wake up and see him asleep in the chair, papers scattered on the floor from where he's dropped them. It warms your heart but also pains you to see that he doesn't care for himself. • When he wakes up, you tell him to take care of himself and refuse to let him anywhere near you until he does. • He was a bit dramatic and wrote you a eulogy. He thought everything was over. He sat and cried into his papers as he wrote it because he genuinely thought he was going to loose you.

Reiner; • Broken. Completely broken. • Cries everyday until you are better. He only lets you see it though and tries to act okay for the others because he knows they look up to him. • Is incredibly dramatic and tells you his secret. He didn't think and just kind of said it without noticing you were conscious. To be honest, you didn't really take it in when he first said it due to drowsiness so you forgot by the time you fell back to sleep. • Has a crisis. Fights with himself about who he is and who he wants to be. After talking with Bertholdt he came to the conclusion that he just wants to be there for you, no matter what, even if it means taking you with him. • Holds your hand and doesn't let go. He's scared that if he does he'll loose you. • Flowers. Daily. Fresh ones too. • He makes sure you're clean and fed. He even gives you his portion of food.

Bertholdt; • Worried about you, but fights with himself over it. He has a voice in the back of his head telling him he shouldn't be worried because he shouldn't care about you. So he just cries in the chair next to you, fighting his inner demons. • He isn't with you often and tries to distance himself because of the mission. • During the period where he refuses to visit, he finds himself asking the others how you're doing. After a while, Reiner just tells him that he needs to visit you himself because "you never know what could happen." • This leads to him buying you flowers and apologising for not visiting sooner. You tell him its okay and from then on he never leaves the room. • Falls asleep upright in his chair but ends up with his head on the floor and his feet hanging off the back of the chair.

Annie; • RIP to anyone who agrees to spar with her that first week. • Visits you once or twice for about an hour a time before leaving and taking her anger out on someone. • Reiner had to convince her not to change into a titan and attack in case you were lost in the carnage. • Not really used to the whole emotions thing. She deals with it her own way. • Brought you flowers but had no idea how to keep them, so they died quickly. She ended up getting annoyed at that too so you had to explain to her that its the thought that counts.

Porco; • Blames himself for no reason. He wasn't even there when you were hurt and still thinks it was him. • Goes through a million different scenarios wherein he could have saved you from being injured. Pieck had to convince him to stop before he hurts you further. • He's already rude enough as it is, but when it gets 10x worse when you're bed bound. • Sat by your side until you wake up. • Refuses to let anyone other than the nurses in the room with you, even then he doesn't fully trust the nurses. • His emotions get the best of him.

Pieck; • She's worries internally but has a calm exterior. She knows you're in good hands with the nurses, so there's no reason for her to be afraid. • Sits with you on the bed. If you're well enough she'll curl up at the end of the bed. • Bought you flowers. She went out and picked them herself. She arranged them in the vase so that when you wake up, you see your favourite flower first. • Feeds you herself. • When you first get out of the bed, you're both on crutches and laugh about being as useless at walking as each other. • You sit on the floor together instead of going to meetings.

Zeke; • He goes through the stages of grief even though you're not dead. • Denies that you're hurt. Refuses to believe you'd let yourself be injured. Convinced himself that you shouldn't have been out there in the first place, and then gets angry that you ever decided to join the army. • Has the WORST anger stage even. Throws an absolute fit. Breaks things, shouts profanities at the top of his lungs, drinks and smokes like doesn't have organs. His office is completely trashed. • He then tries to convince his superiors to take you off the squad; if he had his way it'd be the army altogether. He's certain you're not ready for the outside world, he just wants you protected. • His depression stage is just him sitting beside you. Unable to move, even if he wanted to. He's unsure if his brain won't let him move, or if he physically can't. He cries until tears won't fall anymore. • Finally, he accepts that you never wanted to get hurt, it was just a series of unfortunate events. Realises trying to take you out of the army, against your wishes, was a mistake. He feels horrifically guilty for how he acted and says sorry to everyone it affected, including you're sleeping form.

[crazychaoticizzy]

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overtime!

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*red text indicates that the character slot has been taken. the author will be tagged beside their selected character.

baseball player!eren @arlerts-angel

figure skater!armin @chaotic-on-main

lacrosse player!jean

soccer player!connie @kingkonoha

rugby player!reiner @verxca

swimmer!bertholdt @tender-hearteddd

f1 driver!porco @saturnzheart

tennis player!floch

hockey player!colt

football player!onyankopon

coach!erwin @erwinsmithsmissingleftarm

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coach!zeke

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[annawayne]

Hi Anna!! I hope you're having a wonderful day!!! And that you have been well 🩷 I wanted to ask you about what your favorite AOT alternate universe is! And if you were to make your own, how would you write it? Sending you hugs!!

Oh, Stella, hello-hello!

Thank you so much for asking, and I had so much fun while answering and thinking about it, so I might accidentally wrote an outline for a fic...

You know, I really love canon-compliant and canon-divergent scenarios, but I have a very weak spot against the historical AUs or mythology AUs. In general, I really love AUs which take canon and transform into AU, without changing the main topic/character arcs too much, but adapting it into the new scneario. And I really love Medieval AU, Ancient Greece AU, 1900-1920's AU, but now, I want to stop on another AU which was sitting in my head for a while, and with your ask, I gave it more thought and structured all these ideas into something more proper, so here I present you -

Here, I want to make a quick disclaimer that I took as a base the whole period as a whole and in my AU, there's the fictional geography which is based on original AoT, but some events are inspired by real historical events and the whole vibe of the epoch. Plus, I focused on some general points of this plot without too much details and it's written more like the outline, rather than some fic (so sorry if it's not very good...)

Far away from home she never saw, Annie is raised by the man who is in slavery, among others people from the conquered lands - but there, in complete secret, they raise their children as Warriors - someone to give revenge for the King bloodline, who sent them there and who conquered their lands.

They worked from a very young age on the fields, and at night - they train, they are raised to be weapons and with the solo goal - to buy themselves freedom and then, to use for the killing. So when times comes, Bertholdt, Reiner and Annie are sent to Paradis Kingdom.

They know that the King is quite not sane - by age and illness he gained by various sexual connections, and he has three children: the oldest son, Erwin, twins Historia Armin, the youngest son. Erwin is an heir, a talented warrior and promised leader; meanwhile, Armin is much younger and not so strong, but his intelligence, bravery and the desire for knowledge is enormous. However, their father didn't really favor Armin, and always neglects him, sending him to battlefields, which are already meant to be lost. Erwin, on the contrary, recognizes Armin's talent and they are close; he, as an older brother, teaches him a lot and they like spending time together. Historia and Armin are close too, not only as twins but as allies: Historia isn't really loved by their father as she's a daughter and can't heir the throne, and by gossips. she has love affairs with one of her guardians, Ymir, which is also not approved by their father - but Armin always supports his sister and her lover, trying his best to cover Historia's missing for nights.

Annie, Reiner and Bert, when they arrive to Paradis Kingdom, they join the Warriors who didn't belong to any village, gathered only by desire of fight and war, the legendary order of Viking mercenaries. There, they meet Zeke, Pieck, Porco, Marcel, and many other people, who was informed of their arrival, and so starts the years of the battlefields. Endless, endless battlefields, full of blood to prepare themselves for the King killing.

Until one day they learn the news from their spies: Erwin, the heir, should be on the battlefield not so far away from their location, and they decide to capture him to manipulate the King, that will eventually lead to his death, but... Instead of Erwin, they find Armin and his army. Armin at the age of 17 is already an excellent strategist, however, his subordinates mocked him for being too merciful, kind and coming up with strategies that save lives, so commanders didn't obey his orders that led to almost his own capture. Annie, Reiner and Bert and their order used this situation, and they helped Armin to win, but... They caught him as a hostage. Not Erwin, but Armin is still an heir.

Firstly, there was an obvious tension, but Annie couldn't miss that Armin was different from what she imagined him to be, how... Royal should be. He is kind, smart, very attentive, and yet, he is manipulative and he never choose to opt to violence, only as a last resort when he could save someone important to him or when he realizes that there's no other choice. It's strange, Annie thinks, and she doesn't understand him. He is the first person in this cruel world who is so unconditionally kind - and yet, not without venom in him, and she couldn't just wrap up her mind how to understand him. She always thought she was nice at reading people. But with Armin, she realizes that she never was.

After some time, Armin and Annie start to speak with each other, and Annie hates that she starts craving these conversations. She hats that this boy should paint his hand - beautiful hand, maybe, more suitable for some crafter or painter - with blood. So when she hears Armin speaks with Marcel that he wants to train to become stronger and more capable in fight, Annie bursts in anger. At this moment, she was practicing with her daggers, and so she throws one of the daggers to the tree trunk, just a few inches away from Armin's face, cutting a few strands from his locks. She hopes it would scare him. She hops he would just step away and refuses to train to become a Viking. To become a Warrior.

She hopes.

But Armin looks directly at her, with his hazel eyes, so deep, like the autumn foliage in the sunset, and the determination in his gaze chokes her with the tight grip.

"Teach me.".

"Me? To teach you?" Annie snorts, trying her best to stay indifferent. "You're helpless. Don't even try."

"I know I am now," Armin nods, taking a step to her. "But with your help, I can become stronger."

"And? What benefit is it for me?"

"I'll teach you reading and writing. And I can also pay you. For you being my guard. When we come back to the capital, I can make you my guardian."

Annie looks at him, and she couldn't fight against his gaze. It's beneficial for her mission, isn't it? It is. And so-

She agrees.

Their training starts, they stay together, since she's now his guardian and his teacher. Armin struggles at first,, failing and failing miserable, but after every fall, he gets up with no complaints, the same determined fire in his irises, and... In one year, he really becomes stronger.

And they become closer. Annie learns about his twin-sister, how close they are, about Erwin, about their crazy father, about all the intrigues and horrors happening in the royal court. She learns that Armin loves to read, that his dreams - not to conquer lands but to see them, experience every single land with respect and admiration, that he never really wanted to be a King. She learns that he knows how to braid hair exactly thanks to Historia: she did it to him, and he did it for her, and now, he does it to Annie's hair too. She learns so many things about him, and she learns another thing, that braided hair by his hands looks so beautiful on her. So beautiful and she doesn't deserve this beauty.

One day, Armin cuts his hair, and Annie suddenly realizes that he grew up. And so she is, too.

And so grew up something in her heart she didn't know a name.

Reiner, Bert and other Warrior pressure her that she started losing her head and betraying them, but she always fight back., defending herself and always dismissing their accusations.

Until, one day, both she and Armin train on the cliff, the sea shimmers at the horizon with molten gold, and just at the very end, their bodies suddenly pressed so closed, caught between the daggers and their battle stances. Eye to eye, torso to torso, their jagged breathes wash each other with warm waves.

"Don't be so cocky," Annie says, her dagger stops inches away from his neck, . "If you think that you can win easily in the battlefield, someone will kill you faster that you can even imagine."

"I wouldn't be so sure," he whispers, and it sent shivers down her spine.

Confusion furrows her brows, and Armin nods down, somewhere to her abdomen. When she looks down, she sees Armin's dagger pointed right into her gut.

Something coils right in her abdomen - impression, surprise, pride and something else. Something she is afraid to name our loud.

"Not so bad for a dead man," Annie whispers, and instead, with the effortless maneuver of her hands, perfected by years and years of war, she flips him.

Armin falls on his back, right into the long grass, but instead of groaning or insults, he smiles, starting laughing.

"You're honestly amazing," he says and looks at her with so much joy and tenderness, and it just makes her blush intensely.

That day she realizes that she can't run away any more from her true feelings. She realizes that she really loves him. And it terrifies, and excites her at the same time.

Weeks later, their hands touch for the first time longer than a sudden brush, and decided to stay for a few minutes longer interwined. Months later, their first kiss happens. A few more - their first intimacy.

But time goes on, they're closer to the capital. And once they arrive in the capital, the King is not really happy to see Armin having his own subordinates. He feels that he's not safe anymore - and he plans to kill Armin after the celebration of his return.

Warriors plan to kill the King, some high-ranked vassals and King's advisors plan to kill Erwin because they see that Armin his more powerful army with him now, and King also has his own plans - none of the sides know what the other plan, so during the celebration, the total mess happens. Both the King and Erwin are killed: King when everything happens, he orders to kill Armin right away, and Annie protects him by killing the King; and Erwin - is killed by Zeke.

Armin becomes a King.

But since Annie killed the former King, she should be now executed, and it's Armin who should ordering since she killed the King in front of his vassals and subordinates. If he wouldn't do it - they wouldn't recognize him. She understands that she failed. She put her feelings first, and now, when she sees Armin in blood and with bloody crown, his eyes so terrified and so... Broken, she sees his heart broken in his gaze when she realizes that she was lying all this time, she just realized that she failed something that was more important than her mission.

She succeeded in her mission.

But she failed him.

"Since when... You... Started to look at me with these eyes, Armin?"

She mumbles, as the hands of soldiers dragged her away. Armin is devastated, but to save her life, he orders to sell her to slavery - he couldn't leave her with him, and he couldn't execute her either. He asks only for one condition - to find a farm where she can work with not so grave conditions.

Then, 4 years pass.

Armin was immediately dragged into wars and he won them, by his excellent mind and strategies. But all this time he was utterly depressed and totally alone, the weight of the crown and responsibility killing him bit by bit, and all this time he was searching for Annie - when he asked the farm of the slaves where he ordered to sell her, his vassals lied to him and told him that she died, not wanting to see her near the new King. Armin was devastated, but searched for her for 4 years, not leaving this hope that she was alive.

Until one day, they met again, on the random market place, when Armin was with his guardian Connie, eating a pie.

And so she was. Alive. And so beautiful, even with the stuffed cheeks and startled gaze, but for him, she was the most beautiful and strong woman he ever met.

And so... The new story begins. But, this is completely another story :D

[mommypieck]

i need just a crumb of porco content…like him and reader going away on a beach vacation or something

going on vacation with porco is both a paradise and a nightmare. it all starts with porco complaining about your swimsuit.

"but i liked the old pair." he whines, laying on a sunbed while clinging onto your hips like a baby.

"i know, porco. but you liked it too touch, it had stains." you tell him but he just gives you puppy eyes.

during the day, he's like a dad, laying on a sunbed while drinking beer. he tries to act mature but every part of him itches to build a sandcastle.

the real fun begins when the sun falls.

"we can't, porco." you say, trying to swim away from him. even since the last people went away, he ran into the water to you to beg you for some fun. he's hard, you can feel it but you're scared people might see you.

"i know you want me." he moans, kissing your neck. you wrap your legs around him, surrendering to him.

"i do want you but i don't want to get kicked out."

"we're not going to get kicked out if keep quiet." he tells you as he pushes your bikini bottom to the side. it takes him few swipes of his fingers against your slit before you're dripping on his fingers. he doesn't waste much time preparing you and you can see on his face that he's just itching to be inside of you. he presses his tip against your folds to tease you but he's the one who gives it, sinking inside of you. he starts thrusting it, the water around you splashing. you know that potential visitors will know what you're going but you have to agree, porco is so good inside of you and this was a good idea. he presses his head against your chest, kissing the top of your breast. you can see that he's close to cumming but he tries to bring you to your orgasm first. it takes him few thrusts before you clench on his cock, cumming. he cums shortly after, filling you up. you would normally cringe at the cum inside of you but you're in water and water washes everything.

"you know, y/n. this might be my new favorite swimsuit."

[eggtartz]

✧ 10th October ✧

Porco Galliard // An Attempt From Temptation (f! marleyan doctor reader)

kinktober masterlist

warnings : masturbating, oral receiving, sloppy seconds

it was already startling to see pieck on the floor while being fours first thing in the morning but the sight of you being on fours during the warrior's health check while examining pieck was definitely going to be the end of porco. he stifled a cough as you were on the floor beside pieck "so you definitely don't feel any discomfort pieck-san?" was one of the questions that he was able to heard before his gaze lingered on your body. the long red skirt of your uniform hasn't done you justice because porco knows you have a luscious body but it was always covered with baggy uniforms, even baggier casual attires. his boner was getting horrible as he kept shifting every twenty seconds and finally had enough, intending to jack off and calm down in the bathroom until he heard your voice. "galliard-san? It's your turn now" you smiled to the jaw titan user as he walked towards you, placing his coat over his crotch to hide his rising turn on. he sat down and his body was visibly stiff as you placed the stetoscope under his shirt, his body heating up. "hm? are you having a fever galliard-san?" you stared at him with concern that porco coughed "yeah, just a bit tired that's all" he said, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible "I see. please don't strain yourself, I don't want commander magath to come and complain to me now" you winked playfully as porco straighten his body.

shit, youre so pretty he almost came in his pants.

"does any problems concern you these days? besides the fever?" you asked again as he quickly shook his head "no" you nodded and wrote on a paper. "alright, youre done then. yeager-san? your turn" you smiled while porco dashed to the exit door, panting and he looked down to see a wet patch on his trousers. he groaned and rushed to the bathroom, unzipping his pants and his hard cock sprung out. he wrapped his hand around it and closed his eyes, masturbating to the memory of the position you are in prior. he grunted, movements getting faster as he imagine how you would look from the back, how pretty would you look with your back arched and his fingers in your mouth. porco ejaculated into the toilet bowl, spraying it as he tapped the tip for any leftovers before cleaning his pick with a tissue.

hell, he's feeling real guilty right now. you're a doctor doing your job and making sure to understand the titan's power and here he is, being turned on by it. he threw the tissue into the bin and wore his coat, exiting the toilet and straightening himself

"galliard-san? thank goodness, i found you!" shit, he can feel himself getting hard again "I was wondering if you could follow me for the psychical titan's test?" porco took a deep breath "i thought the test was tomorrow?" you smiled "it was supposed to be tomorrow but tomorrow willy tybur is giving his speech and i'm concerned we won't have much time until then. the sooner the better, porco" the way his name rolled on your tongue made his blood rushed to his again at how sexy it sounded. thank god, the coat is long and stopped just on his upper knee so you had no idea how hard his erection is. he agreed and followed you to the marleyan military compound where you stretched your head "alright galliard-san, i think you better your shirt off so it won't disintegrate while you transform" you said casually while porco tried not to choke "really?" he asked, trying to keep his voice cold but you smiled "why? i won't look, porco. i promise"

porco was flabbergasted at least and he imagined again how'd you look like, under him.. and he's behind you. he's imagining it so much that he doesn't care anymore. an attempt is made as he pulled your arm and kissed you with intensity that made your eyes widened. he was quick with his tongue and swiped it on your lower lip as his hands gripped your waist, trying to control himself as best as he could. you find yourself melting in the kiss as a string of saliva was connected on your lips when the kiss was separated that left you speechless and panting.

"sorry, sorry. you're just.. really pretty to me" porco explained "i shouldn't have-" before he could continue, you kissed him again and wrapped your arms around his neck as you kissed him. the compound didn't had any other company besides you two so it was perfect.

sounds of skin slapping could be heard but both of you are too far in pleasure now. porco enjoying your scent and your taste as he ate you out while you're in your knees, desperately keeping yourself up as you panted "porco.. no.. I wanna cum, please" you said with tears in your eyes as he cruelly rubbed your slick vagina but not touching your clit at all, leaving you a whimpering and overstimulated mess. he teased you for hours now as your thick thighs were wet from his spit and your own essence that he can't help but slap it, making you yelp.

"there, there.. wanna cum so bad?" he asked, taunting even as he fingered two in your pussy while placing his chest in your back "yes, please.. please, just.. a-ah! n-no, put it back in.." you mewled as he pulled his fingers out and licked them. he tapped his tip on your damp pussy "here I come" he snickered as he made an easy entrance, grabbing to your ass while doing so.

you moaned as he picked up the pace subtlety "oh.. mmf!" you whined as his nails dug into your ass and he watched your back arch for him, the sight turning him on too quickly. he felt himself cumming inside but didn't pulled out, instead grounding himself with you and made slow and deep thrust. "so pretty.. so cute for me.. what do you say, y/n? be my girlfriend?" he asked by your ear as he kept his chest to your back as you babbled "mmh.. girlfriend.. y-yes.." you said as your head got dizzy. porco smiled and licked your skin before straightening himself again. he placed his hands on your tits and sat you up as he found a particular angle that made your eyes wide. "oh, found the jackpot" he smirked and made fast thrusts, the squelching sinful sounds audible as he can feel his climax coming.

you hold yourself steady and closed your eyes shut as you felt his semen spurting inside for the second time, once he pulled out from your pussy the white and thick cum oozed out as you smiled at the sight of it. porco smiled in satisfaction as he watched you lied on your chest.

[this-is-chaos-magick]

My (mcu) Wanda Maximoff Headcanons with a Little bit of Pietro, and MCU Cthton

Her favorite Ice Cream flavor is Pistachio

She have a collection of leather boots

She cooks noodles and fried egg at 3 am because she can't sleep

She's obsessed with Antique and Vintage items

Her and Pietro use to be in a band (she plays guitar and Pietro plays the drums)

She doesn't know how to ride a bike (because I can't)

She doesn't like attending big parties and hates large crowds

She owns a flip phone and doesn't have any Social media ( she owns a laptop tho for watching movies and searching stuff online)

She have a tons of cook book and like learning more recipes and cooking technique

She hates how everything have touch screens these days

She Knows a lot about Ancient history and have a tons of books about it

She likes watching Ghibli films and her top 4 Favorites are Porco Rosso (this film is so underated), Spirited Away, My Neighbor totoro and the wind rises

She have a passionate interest in cinema and her favorite director is Guillermo del Toro etc.

She hates people who have uses "ai" she hates people who doesn't care about the art of making, people who who watches movie and not "think" or care, she hates people who consumes media without thinking and analyzing it and who treats different types of art like it's just another product you can throw away once you're "done" with it

She doesn't have a favorite celebrities and can't stand people that are obsessed with famous peoples she thinks it's weird

She might not have a favorite celeb but she likes Al Pacino movies (she have a collection of them) she Likes Pacino too but she's not obsessed with his life

And let's be honest if Wanda is a real person she's one of the people that will hate the mcu

She prefers her steak well done and doesn't care if people tells her that that's the wrong way to cook a steak

She hates the tastes of matcha and Plain milk

Drinks coffee everyday like it's water

She used to work as a Convenience store cashier during her teenage years in sokovia

She hates people who are loud and have no respect of other people's personal space

She likes the peace of not knowing everything, she doesn't care about Celebrity issues, she doesn't care about big award shows and who won and who lost

She likes Dogs and her and Pietro Used to have a pet dog

--[ This part is like how I imagine Wanda got her powers and what is her relationship with Cthton]

[ Ihate the "I am an evil god and I am gonna make you evil things" bullshit it's boring and the "Wanda got her powers from the mind stone thing" I think it's just activate her powers, she got her]

Chthon watches over Wanda as she grew up and he's like....(Don't slap me please) Became like her father figure/weird imaginary best friend, growing up in Wanda's memory he's just a kind oldman/creatures that helps her manage and Cope her with the death of her (adopted) parents but then as time goes by he slowly disappears as she reaches adulthood and also as a child she's experiencing supernatural and paranormal activities she didn't know he is the reason she is seeing things until she became the Scarlet witch... There are so many things I want to say, like, Come on, the potential is there! Just imagine the drama of the Angst and Wanda having a father figure issue!!

She's adopted by her Aunt and Uncle (her and Pietro didn't know)

Her real Mom actually died during childbirth

Wanda's real Mom use to have a lot of nightmares about a horrifying God he have large horns and have tentacles and he's always talking about how her daughter will "reshape" the word

She became paranoid and have a sensitive pregnancy

Days before her due Date (her husband 🧲 is at work and have to take an overnight shift) some Strange men broke into her House (A.w.o.l Sorcerer's from kamar taj that are afraid about Cthton's resurrection) and Threaten her to abort the babies but she refused so she decided to escape into the Forrest while scaping she feel her water broke and she decided to hide in a cave

While she's on Labor she realizes that she got shot and is losing a lot of blood her vision is blurring and she Knows she's dying she can't come out of hiding yet because the men who wants to kill her are outside looking for her so she begs and pray to the god that she's been seeing in her dreams to save her children, she doesn't care that she does but she wants her children to live and he appears infront of her, he is 9ft tall he have no eyes but he knows he's looking at her...she desperately begs to him to save her children and he told her that he won't let Wanda dies and because He have chosen her and he will only heal Pietro because he knows the boy will die anyway

The next Morning People find Wanda's Mother dead body in the cave and they find 2 healthy babies laying next to her

I know you're wondering how I come up with this and idk either it's just one night I am thinking about Wanda's parents and her scarlet witch lore and like...*pop* 😬😬

I am gonna make part 2 because I have too many thoughts about this woman | some of this...maybe it's me projecting to her

(sorry bad English)

[quills-of-freedom]

Dream series ~

Porco Galliard

Okay so, I've upset myself writing this new chapter of Crossroads. How Isayama and other writers do it I will never know.

Anyway, it's prompted me to start the "Dream Series" where you're with your love in a modern AU and what happens to them in canon is just a horrible, horrible dream.

Requests for series are open

Female bodied Reader X Porco Galliard

Warnings: Fluff. Soft sex. Cockwarming. Praising (both ways)

Tag list 🐙

@greeniegreengreen

@dreamerdeity

@XOYOURONLYAMORRXO

@koo-detat

@5feetofwrath

@lilshades

Your eyes fly open to be greeted by a void of blackness, the dark room creating familiar yet fuzzy shapes as your eyes focus on the amicable furniture of your bedroom. The room you share with your love -

You bolt to a sitting up position as you gather your bearings, the dream you had feeling like it had gone on forever.

"...Babe?" Porco asked, opening one eye to look at you. The open orb is squinting through the dark, his vocals drawled and half-asleep.

You flick on the bedside light, heart still hammering and the wicked heat of panic surging under your skin.

Porco immediately flinches and puts his head into his pillow to shield him from the light. "Ah, a warning next time?"

If you were in your right mind, you'd apologise. But instead, all you can do is choke on a sob, burying your face into your hands, the light chasing any and all demons from the shadow realm of nightmares back where they belong.

Porco's ear pricks when he hears your broken sob, sitting up with his bed hair sticking here, there and everywhere - eyes still squinting as his large hand softly palms your back.

"Woah, woah... hey, what's wrong?"

Turning, you throw your arms over his bare shoulders, the solid muscles beneath his skin tensing as he embraces you, holding the back of your head as if he were cradling you.

"I had the worst dream. And it felt so real. Eren was this... monster. So were you, a-and Reiner. And you were all fighting. You got hurt. Real bad. Your head was half missing and you were eaten by a - "

"Hey..." He laughs softly. "It was just a dream. It's over now. I'm here with you now, right?"

You nod, withdrawing from the embrace, his head lowering to catch your gaze.

"It wasn't real." he reiterates, fingers now running through your hair.

Using his large thumb, he pushes your tears off your cheeks, his auto "man must protect" instinct clicking on like a light switch at how precious you were, crying and trembling the way you were.

"Come on, let's get you feeling better. You want a drink?"

You shake your head as you inhale deeply, pulling yourself together.

"Tea?"

"No, thank you."

"Hmmm....Soda?"

"No."

"I know, how about a nice cold vodka?"

A smile spreads across your beautiful face. "Ew, no Porco."

His heart warms at seeing you smile, giving your arm a little squeeze.

"Alright. Let's get you back to dreamland, missy."

He felt you tense, knowing you weren't quite ready to risk going back into the unknown sovereign state of your unconscious.

"Alright..." He whispers, his nose now nuzzling at your neck. "Let me make you feel better in other ways..."

You melt instantly as his lips caress your neck, his palm sliding down your arm. "Let me show you I'm really here..." He breathes, the feeling of your soft skin instantly stirring him awake.

He catches your mouth into a deep kiss, his eyes closing while that cute pink hue brightens across the bridge of his nose; no matter how long you'd been together, he always felt so privileged and lucky to be able to have your gorgeous form to himself. He'll never take you for granted.

He gently pushes down your form, grabbing the light switch on his way down, and clicking you both back into the darkness. "I'm here, baby..." He breathes heavily, vocals quivering as he meekly climbs on top of you, his sturdy arms keeping himself hovering above you.

You nod from within the black cloud, both pairs of eyes once again adjusting to the new spectrum of vision.

He paws at the thin strap of your tank top, pulling it down your arm and freeing a breast, his warm textured tongue running up your nipple before giving it a nibble with his teeth.

A gasp escapes you at the sensation, running your fingers through his bed hair; lavishing the fact that you're the only person he allows to touch his hair.

As his strong neck works his head across your breast, his hand then grips your bare thigh firmly, tugging down your tiny bed shorts and pulling them down your beautiful pins.

"Let me make you feel safe..." He whispers as he comes back up to your neck, licking it slowly - tasting your natural skin and pheromones. "I'll keep you safe..."

"Oh Porco..." You sigh, wrapping your legs around his waist and feeling his solid manhood standing to attention under his pj bottoms.

"mmm" He hums in between deep kisses of random parts of your neck and chest. "I love it when you get needy for me, gorgeous."

Your own sex is now heated up, pulsing and throbbing on its own accord as this beautiful man who absolutely adores you makes a meal out of your skin.

"You're so perfect, Porco." You whine as he now pulls your top off you entirely.

His heart skips a beat at your words, his form taking shape now your eyes have had time to become familiar with the dark, you see his pink hue deepen to red.

"I love you..." He groans, now kissing your low stomach with such passion, you almost felt that titan steam from your dream emit from his form.

Your nails sink into the sheets as he slowly and deeply starts making out with your slit, his brows sewing together as he pleasures his queen.

Your legs tense and shudder as he groans into you, his tongue now rolling over your sensitive spot.

"Porco, ah ~ you make me feel so ~ good..."

His whimper at your words tugs at your heartstrings. You need to let him know how much he means to you, how amazing he is.

"I need you..." You breathe.

Tearing himself away he sits up, drying his mouth with the back of his wrist before hovering over you once more.

"You've got me. Always."

He pushes himself at your sex, hunching over you and gasping as he slowly slides inside, clinging to you as if you were about to be blown away to another world. Your lips part and nails cling to his arms as his girth stretches you deliciously, his pathetic whimper once he reached the hilt like music to your ears.

He stays still, you can feel his angry cock pulsing within you as it begs its master for some friction. As bad as he is at it, Porco adores cockwarming you - but his self-control is null and void and he never manages to last long. Distracting himself, he paws your hair kissing you as if you were his last meal on this earth.

You bring your legs up in a bend, resulting in him sliding in deeper.

"H'nrgh..." He grunts into your mouth, a deep breath blowing you away.

"You're my every... ah ~ tsss... my everything..." He hisses as your constrictions spasm and flex tightly around his length.

"I love you, Porco..." You whine, trying your best not to buck your hips into his. "I'm all yours..."

Your tongues dance within one another's mouth for a small while, entwining and tasting the other, wrestling gently with adoration that pours from both of your entire beings. Immersing himself into your soul, he grits his teeth and places his head against yours, his hot breath panting and blanketing your face. He whines, he whimpers, he's at your total mercy; all from just reactively tightening yourself which was half an automatic response anyway.

"Never leave me." You whisper. "Don't let this be a dream."

"If I am... I'm waiting for you, somewhere." He replies with honesty. "If i'm a dream. If i'm a character from someone else's world... I'm here, waiting for you to meet me."

A single tear threatens your eye but you blink it away wrapping your arms around his shoulders and neck, closing your eyes as you cling onto his body. "I love you."

"I love you too, princess. Just.. wait for me, okay?"

You nod as he begins to slowly withdraw himself. Your breath is taken away as he firmly thrusts back inside of you. Once. twice. Then giving up all reservations and thrusting his cock into you at a nice rhythm and pace, your hips rocking with his movements.

One arm hooks around you, keeping your body pressed against his, the other on the headboard as he rocks himself in and out of your tight squeezes, his whimpering gathering volume as well as the ferocity of his movements.

You cry out his name as he chants yours in a groan, your breasts bouncing with each powerful hit, the hit that's taking you closer to your high.

"Ah ~ babe... you feel so good... fuck... I'm close... uhuh..." His voice breaks as you come undone, shattering and breaking but at the same time becoming whole as you share your orgasm with your lover, your reflexive insides pulling him in deeper as his thick hot nut bursts with force within you, colliding with your cervix.

You lie asleep, Porco watching your soft, satisfied smile as you're cradled in his arms. His small smile of pride is evident as he gazes at your form. Juvenile pride that he just fucked you happy, but also a deep routed sense of feeling proud, that you were his. That he had made you happy. His head then turns to gaze out of the window at the moon that is slightly in the view from a sliver in the drapes. His smile fades to a thoughtful frown.

What if this was some dream?

What if he were the dream, and when she slept here - that dream world is her real world and vice versa?

His brain started to hurt so with a shake of his head, he returned his gaze to his love.

Whatever the case, wherever you might really be... he is waiting.

End.

a/n: I found an audio thing that is the closest thing I could find to what Porco's moans and whimpers sound like when he is feral. WARNING: It takes you to a porn website (a safe one, promise) so keep that in mind, don't want to give you any nasty surprises.

Here it is here. This is so close to Porco when he's going absolutely nuts for you. Ignore the dialogue at the start though.

You're welcome.

[nectardaddy]

Thirteen Years [Porco Galliard x reader] 8

The walk back to his home was solemn and heavy, although his companions held the façade that everything was ordinary. The air around him was still chilly, although the wind that blew by him didn't faze the young man anymore. He felt hot, too warm for his liking, as he continued to walk to his home. He didn't retrieve his jacket, keeping it in your possession; although, now it felt like a grave mistake. The emotions that flooded him made him sick, the thought of having to see you again making his stomach do flips. 

"You saw their face when he said that, right?" Pieck whispered to Zeke, hoping that the young blonde whom walked in front of them wouldn't hear. But he did, he heard every word of the conversation that the two held, ignoring it to the best of his ability. "When he said it wasn't a date?"

"Yeah," he heard Zeke reply quietly. "Watching them force themselves to say they were just friends hurt to watch." Porco took a silent deep breath as he listened to the two talk behind him, anger bubbling up inside him at ever word. He felt angry he couldn't keep the new emotion in line, angry that Pieck and Zeke talked about him so comfortably, and angry that he didn't know how to express himself. Anger was the only emotion he knew was real, all others were ones he couldn't control or pushed aside. "I'm afraid he'll end up pushing them away if he keeps it up." 

Zeke's words struck a cord in the young man, whipping around to face him suddenly. "You shut your fucking mouth Yeager! None of what I do concerns you!" He yelled, surprising both Pieck and Zeke himself. The young blonde breathed heavily, anger consuming his every fiber as he looked the man before him in the eye. "I shouldn't have told you a damn thing, maybe me saying that wouldn't have happened! But you don't know how to keep you mouth shut, do you?" 

"It was just a question, Porco," the man said gently. However, he took a step forward while Pieck took a step back; she was unable to decipher where the altercation was going and decided it was best to hang back. The irritated young man took the step forward as a sign of challenge, fueling his anger even more. 

"No it wasn't! You started something that I didn't want to!" He began, taking a step forward just as Zeke had done, now having to look up at the man. "I didn't want to tell them anything yet, I just found out I loved them last night, dammit! And now you've gone and fucked it up, Yeager! I wanted to wait!" He yelled, shoving the male that tried to take another step closer to him. 

"You don't have time to wait, Galliard!" Zeke replied, gaining his balance from the young man's shove. He didn't want the altercation to proceed any further, although Porco already put his elder in his sights. "You're about to be in a war! A war, Porco! Trust me when I say you don't have the time to just wait around! Those thirteen years aren't granted you could die tomorrow! And they wouldn't have a clue how you felt about them!"

"Shut up!" Upon his words, the young man reared back his fist and swung at the man. His fist colliding with his jaw, a sickly cracking emitting in the air after the blow. Out of breath, Porco watched as Zeke lost his balance, walking backward and holding his jaw before regaining himself. Blood dripped from his mouth as he stood still, leaning over slightly to not get blood on himself. Porco could feel the sting in his knuckles, he didn't have to look to know they were cut and already bruising. 

Zeke was never one to resort to violence outside of his Titan form; although strong, he didn't see the point in fighting as human when he had the capability of a god. However, the arrogant young man who stood in front of him, who knew nothing about time and how precious life was, angered him. He took a step forward once more, spitting out the blood that pooled in his mouth before swinging at Porco. 

Pieck stood in horror at the scene that played out before her, her two closest friends now duking it out in the street. The woman didn't have the strength the two men did, nor was she skilled at maneuvering bipedal anymore - not enough to break up a full blown brawl. Her mind raced before she looked over her shoulder, the only option she could think of was to go and retrieve you. If you could get Porco, she could handle Zeke. The woman was quick to run back to your home, her fist colliding with the door repeatedly with urgency. "(Y/n)! Come on open up!" She yelled before the door was swung open. 

Grabbing your wrist, she pulled you from the doorway. Without explanation you were left clueless until you heard the commotion that went on just a few meters away. You sucked in a breath at the fight, heartbroken and angered by the two men breaking themselves in the street. You heard Pieck tell you she would get Zeke but you could only stand in shock at what you were seeing. It felt as if the earth slowed down in that moment, watching Pieck run to Zeke and begin pulling at the back of his jacket only to be completely ignored. You saw a pain in Porco's eyes that you've seen before. The pain of not being good enough, similar to what you saw the day he wasn't chosen for the Armor. 

You snapped out of your daze, only to feel an anger inside that was foreign. It was hot, an almost blue flame that suddenly lit within, directed at Porco. Anger from the fight you were witnessing, anger from the conversation prior, anger from unrequited love, and anger that festered and boiled over for years from the man who thought he'd never be good enough. You moved towards the two men without a word, anger and disappointment too much to utter anything. Grabbing the back of Porco's shirt, you pulled back roughly. Yanking him to the ground while making a small tear in the shirt he wore. 

"What the hell are you doing?" You asked, his eyes flickering to you and widening. He felt his anger towards Zeke vanish and the feeling of fear take its place. "I asked you a question Galliard, what the hell do you think you're doing?" You repeated, casting your gaze downward to look at the beaten young man. The blonde panted and wheezed for air as he looked at you, wiping the sweat and blood from his eyes and forehead. He was at a loss for words, unable to think a single coherent thought as he gazed up at you. The use of his last name made his spirits crumble before him, watching the glass castle he built for himself crack and shatter before him.

"What the hell has gotten into you?" You yelled, causing him to flinch at the sudden tone of your voice. Pieck and Zeke backed away slightly, hoping to give the both of you space and to not be involved. "I've had my fair share of breaking you and Reiner up, but Zeke? He's your friend! Have you lost your mind?" He tried to speak, to voice his explanation, but was quickly cut off. "I'm not done, so shut up and listen well. When I told you to be safe I meant all the time, not just when you felt like it! I don't care if it's just Zeke this time, but what about next time? Who are you going to fly off the handle with next? A Marleyan? The people who want to go to war with us? What about an island devil? If you keep doing shit like this you'll get yourself killed, Porco! Then what about those thirteen years you promised me?"

Your voice started to crack as you yelled, not noticing how worked up and upset you had gotten yourself. Porco sat in shock, his eyes wide as he listened to you slowly become more and more upset with every word. He watched as tears started to slip down your cheeks, knowing nothing he could do in the moment would ease you. He hadn't a clue that you were holding in so much emotion, wondering how far it went back and how he didn't realize until it was too late. "And that stupid, drunken statement of marrying me! What will happen to that if you die?" You didn't mean for the words to pass your lips, but you didn't feel regret once it did. Although the statement now put your heart on your sleeve, you were in no state to care.

His breath hitched in his throat, your words ringing in his ears and repeating over and over. Marrying him. As the thought turned in his head his eyes met with yours, now red and teary as you cried. You were distraught over the possibility of him dying, not only losing a close friend but hopeful lover. "You can't keep doing this," he heard you whisper. "It scares me to think what would happen to you if you provoke the wrong person. I can't marry a dead man, Porco."

"You can't marry a dead man," he repeated softly. He tried desperately to remember the moment he spoke of marriage with you, but to no avail, his drunken stupor being too much for him to remember a thing. You can't marry a dead man. Such a small sentence held such an impact on the young man. The pit that formed in his stomach easing, but a wave of emotion hitting him in result. Grey eyes soon became glassy, tears fogging his vision from looking at you. "You won't marry a dead man," he whispered, clinging to every word he spoke.

The tears that pooled in his eyes soon fell, slipping down his pale cheeks mixing with blood and sweat. He reached out his hand slowly, his palm facing up, as if to ask you to take it. His hand was bloody as well, the knuckles cut and skin broken, but the trickle of steam emitting would soon heal his wounds. You won't marry a dead man. There was a pang in your heart at his words - an idea you've waited years to unfold. Every wall you had built in place against the feelings for the young man crumbling away; it crashed easily with his words.

Looking at Porco's hand through teary eyes, you let out a breath. You were still angry, a small part of you wanting to smack his hand away. Thinking if you condoned the actions he committed by embracing him it would only lead to his self destruction. But this was the only chance you had. Gently placing your hand in his own, you felt him tighten his grip against your fingers. His hold wasn't rough nor was it gentle, holding your hand so you wouldn't ever slip away - strong but caring. Pulling gently against it, but tightening your grip, you coaxed him to stand.

The young man shifted his weight to push himself up with his free hand, and slowly stood up. Even through the healing cuts and bruises on his features, you still were able to see the same Porco you had always known. Not the honorary Marleyan, not the Jaw titan, not the Eldian, but Porco. The gentle, confused, firecracker of a boy you fell in love with from the start. As he looked at you he noticed what had been in front of him all this time. The impossible love you gave went back years before he ever realized. The looks, the actions, the smiles, the small pauses. Everything eluded to such but he was too naive to see.

He gave a gentle squeeze to your hand, staying in place as his lips turned to a smile. A genuine smile that felt real to even him, the true feeling of happiness he couldn't understand for some time until this moment. His tears slowed but didn't cease, now dripping periodically down his cheeks. "I swear," he began, "you won't marry a dead man."

[jeankirsteinsgrlfrnd]

Could i request aot men with reader that has asthma?

the aot men and dating an asthmatic person

modern au

eren jaeger sooo bullies you about your asthma. he means it endearingly but sometimes it's a little much. eren also loves to be incredibly dramatic about it. he says things like "alright guys, dont make (y/n) laugh too hard, their lungs might explode."

armin arlert always carries an inhaler around, just in case you might need it. you have your own but he's afraid you might forget it. he's always telling you to take it easy but you make him incredibly nervous because he thinks you're pushing your limits.

connie springer calls you 'lil wheezy.' it was cute at first but now he calls you that more than your real name. he's also broken a few of your inhalers from throwing them around or accidentally stepping on them. you've never had an asthma attack around him and hes grateful because he thinks he'd have a heart attack.

jean kirstein pokes fun at you and your lungs that work a bit overtime. he draws little doodles on your inhalers and always reminds you when its time to get a new one. once when you needed a hit, he insisted on pressing it for you. it was a really sweet, intimate moment.

reiner braun adores that you have asthma. he's not quite sure why but he thinks it's because he finds it a little nerdy and it just adds to your charm. he think's its funny that he's such a big gym bro but if you attempted some of the things he does, you'd be out of breath.

bertholdt hoover is so, so sweet to you. he always takes your asthma in consideration. he walks closer to the smoking section if you're walking past one, so you don't have to endure that. he totally checks the air index too.

levi ackerman carries your inhaler around for you. he keeps it in his jacket pocket, he insists on it. he tries to force feed it to you even when you don't need it. you have to convince him every time you're only slight out of breath and that you don't need to take a puff.

erwin smith doesn't bother you about your asthma. he trusts you to not over work your lungs and to be responsible with your inhaler. occasionally, he'll remind you that you need to get a new one but you're pretty good at keeping on top of that stuff.

zeke jaeger loves his asthmatic partner. he mocks you when you lose your breath but he follows it by presenting your trusty inhaler. everytime you two watch a movie together and there's a mention of asthma or an inhaler, he goes " look babe! it's you!"

porco galliard is sort of a helicopter parent. he won't let you go anywhere without it, even if you're just going to take a shower. he doesn't quite understand the entirety of it but obviously he wants to keep you breathing. live, laugh, love, himbo porco.

my jean fanfic

my ko-fi

[cherry-romper]

When They're Injured

+ Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Marco, Jean, Connie, Sasha, Levi, Erwin, Hange, Reiner, Bertholdt, Annie, Porco, Pieck, Zeke

Eren; • He either pretends to be fine or cries like a baby, there's no in-between. • Most of the time he doesn't even acknowledge your presence in the room. He thinks it's a waste of time watching over him. • Tells you to grow up if he sees you crying over him. • "I have the power of the titans, I'll be fine. Just stop your crying already, it's making me uncomfortable." • Still thanks you for caring though, in his own little way - probably by asking you to be his sparing partner instead of actually saying thank you.

Mikasa; • Unfazed by her own injuries and cares more about you taking care of yourself. • Stays in bed for a day before she's back working out and doing chores, no matter how bad her injury is. You have to physically restrain her and put her back to bed (it never goes well). • Asks if you've eaten and slept well before you get the chance to ask her. • She's grateful for everything you do while she's recovering. • She picks you some flowers afterwards to say thank you. She even cooks you food.

Armin; • Upset. You console and reassure him a lot because he keeps crying about being weak. • You read to him though, and even play chess while he recovers. • You promise to train him some more when he's able bodied so that he feels better prepared next time. • You bring him food but he refuses to eat it. You end up doing the "here comes the train" thing with him to force him to eat out of embarrassment. • You brought him flowers and he loved the gesture so much that he now uses one of the dried flowers as a book mark.

Marco; • Grateful to be alive. • He sometimes panics and has nightmares that he's back on the field where he was injured and you have to calm him down. • He sometimes gets annoyed at you for always being beside him because he knows you're not looking after yourself properly. • Forces you to leave so you'll finally wash and eat. • Jean also visits often and you all share stories about your childhoods. The duo never fail to make you laugh.

Jean; • Dramatic. Does the whole "don't look at me, I'm hideous" thing, and refuses to let you into the room. • You have to physically stop him from covering his face and reassure him that he's just as beautiful as before. • He switched up real fast after that and pretended he wasn't even injured to try and impress you. He went from being a cry baby to trying to work out with a broken arm. • You gave up trying to stop him because he wouldn't listen to anything. • Cries when he's alone because he doesn't think he's strong enough.

Connie; • Doesn't change a thing. He's still just as idiotic as before. • Laughs it off. He keeps telling jokes so he won't think about it and if he's laughing then he's happy. • Wants you by his side always, and get upset when you need to leave. •"Y/N, I'm telling you, I'm immortal." • He doesn't really cry, he had a few tear when he was alone, but he's more focused on training when he's better so it doesn't happen again. • Secretly likes being injured because you're particularly nice to him.

Sasha; • Dramatic. She thinks the worlds is going to end. Gathers you, Jean and Connie around as she says her "last goodbyes". • It only takes you waving some meat in her face for her to snap out of it and start acting normal again. • Sobs into your arm. She's more worried about if she'll be able to eat and hunt again than her actually injuries. • Food works better than medicine.

Levi; • Sleeps it off. He'll be fine the next morning. • Hates when you baby him. Even if you're just being nice, like bringing him food, he'll think you're being condescending and gets pissed off. • It really doesn't take long for him to recover, but Erwin orders him to take time off to be sure - you're happy Levi will always have Erwin looking out for him. • You leave him little notes instead of actually staying with him. He smiles to himself when he sees them, he adore the little things.

Hange; • Refuses to stay in bed. Levi knocks them out to force them into bed. • They get bored very easy. Erwin doesn't let them work while they recover, so most days they just sit and stare at the ceiling. • Gets a little dramatic and starts crying because they can't visit their titans. So you visit them yourself and draw them for Hange - even if you're bad at drawing, they are overjoyed. • Cries when you bring them flowers.

Erwin; • He's appears fine externally, has a strong mentality and is sure he'll heal in no time. • No matter what he's still working, you have to physically pry the papers from his hands so he'll actually rest for once. • He gets kind of annoyed at the babying. He just wants you to see that he's okay to work, but you have none of it. • You buy him flowers and other little trinkets - like a little girl was selling knitted teddy bears, so you bought him one. He got emotional after that because he realised how much you meant to him.

Reiner; • Goes through a crisis. He's used to being injured, but not this badly. • It takes him a lot of willpower to not just heal it in front of you. • Spends most night debating if it would be easier to just die. • Some days he doesn't know who he is and acts like a soldier and others Bertholdt has to remind him that there are bigger things out there and he has to pull through so they can go home. • On they days where he's a warrior, he pushes you away, only letting Bertholdt and Annie in the room with him.

Bertholdt; • Pushes everyone away, aside from Reiner - not even Annie can see him like that. • Gets unnecessarily angry. Debates just turning and finishing the mission right then and there, and he was about to when you turned up. You made his whole world stop and he just stared at you. • He cried into your arms that night, and most nights after. He'd never felt so vulnerable. He thought you were the one who came to save him. • You knew he was feeling better when he went back to his "synchronised sleeping," as you called it, and you'd find him with his head nearly on the floor.

Annie; • Stoic, as per usual. • Hates when you make a fuss. • "It will heal. Please, give me some space." • Doesn't push people away, just kind of distances herself. For example, she doesn't spar with people when she's feeling better, she uses a training dummy instead. • Only happy when you're with her. She wouldn't admit it though. • She wants you to stay, but would never go out of her way to ask you too.

Porco; • He gets dismissive. Uses the word "whatever" like it's going out of fashion. • You try to reassure him but he just gets defensive. "Stop it. You're acting like I'm going to die. I'll just heal overnight. You're so dramatic." • Secretly enjoys the attention. He's not used to people willingly caring for him. He normally bullies people into following him around, but you do it out of the kindness of your heart. • You praise him for being so brave and it makes him blush.

Pieck; • She loves that you stay with her. She thanks you everyday. • Holds your hand a lot. • You talk about whatever but most of the time there's just a comfortable silence. • For some reason, she thinks the best when she's injured. Meaning she still attends strategy meetings, but asks you to go with her for support.

Zeke; • Refuses to stay in bed, no matter how bad the injury. • He sleeps for about 3 hours, and heals in that time. After that he just walks around like normal, still doing his work like he wasn't floored a few hours ago. • You barely get the time to worry about him. He appreciates the sentiment though. He likes when you worry about him, it makes him finally feel cared about. • He does spend more time with you after that. After seeing your reaction he realised how much he actually likes you, how much he cares for you.

[youhavehitawall]

im working on a fanfic involving chick hicks' mom

and ive been doing nothing but scrolling through dozens and dozens of photos of japanese cars from the 1950s to try and find a car that feasibly, if it had a ""biological"" kid with a ford mustang, the kid would look like a buick grand national

cars genetics is a nightmare

(i thought youd like this)

hi i feel ur pain and Also u opened the autism can so im gonna talk about car models (i deleted over 2k words of car genetics)

Chicks dad as a mustang is an interesting choice! I have always put him as a plymouth duster, mostly because of the spoiler, hip, coupe and strange grille-headlight combination. Plymouth is also "genetically" much closer to buick than ford is and is therefore more likely to sire a buick child (i have many many paragraphs about manufacturing. cars basically have horse blood). The duster also has a performance V8 range which is essential to any racecar. But anyway!

Excluding that, it's difficult to mix and match cars based on styles if you also want to keep a consistent timeline. Car production has had very distinct and largely monotonous fashion eras, and in the 1950s you're barely getting away from the generation of coach builders that first designed and made cars. As such most of these cars are sleek and not very Buick Boxy at all. If i was picking a genetic likelihood to make a car like the Grand National, i'd go powertrain-first, style second. this is difficult because in the 1950s Japan's car market was focused on fleet vehicles - taxis, mostly - and you won't find many marketed performance vehicles until mid-1960s ( because of the Kei Car laws ). However after some research there is really only one option you have here. Like genuinely.

1963 Datsun "Fairlady" - to be dramatic, this is the beginning of Japanese racing. i know its outside your range but this is the most historically and mechanically accurate car for what Chick Hicks would be. it's the predecessor to the 240Z. like come on. also look at that face! How could you say no to that?

personally i HC chick as half-italian because i think about michael keaton as the voice of porco rosso way too often and i think itd be great if porco rosso was a) real and b) chicks grandfather. so for me his mum is a cross lancia appia / fiat turbina.

[colossal-fallout]

Hii, you were one of the first blogs I followed when I was new in Tumblr and it's been years already. I've been in and out of the aot fandom, but I recall how obssesed I was with Porco and Reiner in your writtings. And when I read your chapter one of the new story, it got me into it again. Shipping warriors with paradisian characters is my pleasure, specially scouts, and I love the whole possibilities with the paths and inherited memories, so I fell in love with it.

I saw your requests for hcs are open so, if you can, could you do about warriors x scout reader hcs? How it would be and all? (yes, the Porco story inspired me)

Thank you for being here!

And gladly - it's something I often think about / write about. It would be such a beautifully cruel love but then again, the world is cruel, right?

Including some lore planned for my fic. If the lore I have implemented in wasn't there and you were just a normal person then everything would still play out pretty much the way it does in the Manga. Everyone is far too well disciplined for anything else. It'll make sense when you read it lol

Warrior X You (A member of the Survey Corps)

Porco - Annie For Reiner & Bertoldt I've kinda already done you can read them here. It wouldn't really be much different than what I have already written.

Warnings: Angst. Fluff. Smut. GN Reader.

Everything going on with the curse of Ymir is literally due to the cycle of hatred and breaking that awful pattern. And so the love between a Warrior and someone from the Isle of the devils is something so pure and must be treasured.

Ymir herself probably set this up or helped via paths and memories. The memories aren't meant to teach further hate, but to understand and grow - something no one has achieved thus far.

Until you come along that is.

Porco

As written in my fic, Porco would first see you through the eyes of Ymir and her memories, as he tries to comb through to see his brother's.

He only catches glimpses of you at first but you took his breath away. He'd never thought he'd ever lay eyes on someone so perfect.

Tries to differentiate between his own reactions and if this is how Ymir felt. But no, Ymir was with that Historia person.

100% convinced you're a witch / warlock.

Because of course, the only thing to make him tremble, blush and his heart race is witchcraft. Porco isn't one for menial things like romance. Sure, he loves the attention he gets for being a warrior but he doesn't really have time to hunt kitty. If he wasn't so dedicated it'd be a different story, Porco obviously is ego driven a lot of the time.

In my fics it's because you were placed there specifically from a different universe (ours) to have a fresh set of eyes, heart and the chance to break the cycle. You can't be turned into a titan because you're not Eldian, you're from here. (You're not aware of this though, at least not yet) yet you have access to paths but only when Ymir sees fit.

So when you're both asleep, sometimes you'll both have extremely vivid dreams about talking to each other. Full on conversations. And they go on for a while. Like 3 years on and off.

When you figure out you're both real and from different continets, well that's up to you whether or not to try and get information from him. He won't ever give away secrets and will probably begin to resent you for trying when he fell for you so hard. So I wouldn't recommend it. Push everything away. This time in paths is sacred. The war can wait.

It'll even go so far as to making love within paths, and waking up with the love mark on your neck and him with nail marks in his back just confirms further this is real.

Porco removes his shirt after a heavy training exercise;

Peick: 😳😳😳

"What? Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Do... do you have a girlfriend? /boyfriend?"

"W-what?! N-no, don't be dumb."

Zeke: "Then what are those love scratches doing down your back? Someone's been a bad boy to a good little pussy cat."

Porco will go beetroot red denying it and instantly healing them now he was aware they were there.

Adhere by the law of ymir and when you meet, well, its up to you what happens. But the path of true love and peace is right there to take.

Annie

The paths route will be a little harder to take with other shifters at first, because they don't have any memories linking you together. And well, you're physically together so it's not really needed. (Except Pieck & Zeke)

In the Anime/Manga, Annie certainly has a soft spot for Armin, evidently. She's probably the closest one to undoing the cycle if you weren't there.

When you're there it's different. It's like you're magnetically drawn to titan shifters, and them to you, because of your gift from Ymir. Explains why you get along with them better than most during training.

Annie, like the others are pretty far down the conditioning hole and it'll take quote a bit for her to even consider a romance with the enemy.

But again, there's just something special about you. Your aura screams magnetism and there's just something so mystical about you.

You radiate kindness and understanding - it may be hard because well you don't know anything else. But your empathy and understanding is what helps your case with Ymir on judgment day.

But when they fall for you, they fall hard. It really is just up to you what decisions you'll make with their heart in your palm. But remember - Ymir is watching.

[astridthevalkyrie]

Favorite quote from each AOT character?

ahaha thank u for asking this also I’m completely indecisive so yeah

Eren - “I want you all to live long lives.”/“We’re special, for no other reason than the fact that we were born!”/“You rip my shirt, you’re dead!”/“Ever since we were kids, Mikasa, I’ve always hated you.”/“Gotcha!”/“You should be nicer to your mom, Jean-boy!”/"So fight, just fight."/"My very first ODM kill!"/"Hear me, subjects of Ymir. My name is Eren Jaeger."

Mikasa - “This world is cruel, but I have a place in it.”/“But Armin can help too! He’s special!”/“For wrapping this scarf around my neck, thank you.”/“If you’d just done your damn job and protected him like you were supposed to, we wouldn’t be having this conversation!”/"See you later, Eren."/“Pick your side, Krista. Eren, or the bitch I’m gonna kill?”/"I'm a farmer too."

Armin - “Eren! How could you say that to her?”/“For humanity’s glory, in what little time I have left to live, I will advocate his strategic value!”/“In all the time you’ve known me, have I ever lied to you?”/“Makes you wonder why these chose us for this new Levi squad.”/“Lend me your strength.”/"We're not the good guys anymore."

Jean - “I blame everything about this on you, Eren.”/“You’re probably loving this, aren’t you?”/“Put her there, kid.”/“You wanna die? Fine, then I’ll kill you!”/“How in God’s name did I get ranked under Eren?”/“Sucidal blockheeeead!”/“Those ashes would never forgive me.”/“Shut up, Reiner, you really want your last words to be an ass joke?”/“That’s salty!”/“I bet everyone will forget about the chump who plugged up the hole in Trost!”/“Your speech skills need work."/"Sorry for calling you names and dismissing your choice in career."

Sasha - “Because we’re all so talented, I assume.”/“Yeah, couldn’t you go for some grub right now?”/“Soon, we’ll take back all the land we need for livestock.”/“Are you asking me why people eat potatoes?”/“So, are you saying you’re not going to eat that?”/“You were a vegetable farmer, that’s not the same!”/"Meat."/"It's something that's definitely not bread."/"Now go. Get out of here! Don't give up hope!"

Connie - “Mom, Dad, anyone! I came home!”/“Hey, ugly, get with the program!”/“I’m sick of getting betrayed.”/“All I care about, is getting a chance to take down the Beast Titan.”/“How does it feel to have your own roof over your head again? Geeeet it?”/“But afterwards, please, let me go home.”/"To save the world."/"Annie's stuffing her face!"

Historia - “God my ass! If it’s so special you become him!”/“Shut up, dumbass!”/“We’re all at the end of our tether, okay?”/“As promised, my real name is Historia.”/“Whenever I’m with you, I’m not afraid!”/“Did that hurt? Well, I’m queen now, so too bad!”/"Sorry, but the sweet Krista you knew died a long time ago."

Ymir - “Couldn’t say.”/“No, go on. If mummy dearest is a titan then it must be safe to assume daddy is too, right?”/“Honestly? Hell if I know.”/“Look at my Krista, keeping the peace. You are so gonna have to marry me later!”/“My one regret is that I never got to marry you.”/“Here to ravage me? Don’t take this the wrong way, but I didn’t think you were all that into girls.”/“Say what you will, the scouts get shit done!”

Reiner - “Don’t do it, Porco!”/“I’m the armored. He’s the colossal.”/“Nice ass, that one.”/“Captain Levi is dangerous.”/"Why won't any of you just let me die?"/"Why is Marco being devoured?"/“I will do it.”/“Gotta marry her.”/“I’m so sick…of walls.”

Bertholdt - “Reiner! Here? Now?”/“Shut your mouth, hellspawn! I’ll kill you!”/“Annie! Reiner!”/“Somebody, please find us!”/“Back in the day, he was more of a warrior.”/“You’ll always be my dear comrades, up until the moment I’ve killed you.”/“Because this world really is just that cruel.”

Annie - “I don’t want to fight anymore.”/“I’m going to gamble too, and here’s my wager!”/“Does it really matter? All of this is pointless.”/“I’m sorry I couldn’t be a good person for you.”/“If somebody told you to die, would you?”/"You're so mean...Daddy!"/“You have no idea what it’s like to be scared like a normal person.”/“I have to protect myself against the big bad man.”

Erwin - “I said advance, goddammit!”/"Thank you, Levi."/"This is a genuine salute, soldiers."/"It sounds to me like we're one step closer to the truth."/"Your hopes, your dreams, none of it matters as you lie, bleeding out, on the battlefield."/"I was quite taken with Marie as well."/"Who do you think the real enemy is?"/"I just...really wanted to reach that cellar."/"My soldiers, rage! My soldiers, scream! My soldiers, fight!"

Hange - "Well, I don't give a single shit what your motivation was."/"No, it's perfect!"/"Titans really are amazing."/"Ereeeeeeen!"/"However, nothing ventured, nothing gained."/"I'm only a novice at human torture, but while I lack experience, I plan to give this job my all."

Levi - "Maybe."/"Yeah."/"Not that I implicitly trust him, of course, it's more a matter of trusting myself."/"You don't need a good talking to. What you're in need of, boy, is to be taught a lesson."/"Kenny!"/"Eren. Listen, I really hate that I do this to you all the time, but you need to make a choice here."

[ficsforeren]

I was reading again The Last Song and I felt all the feels again. The way you portray Eren, so vulnerable yet so brave, it’s so refreshing. But— MY HEART 😭

But also, I noticed this time how beautiful you write Porco and Pieck, her confession is so heartwarming and I laugh every time the door bell rings but I also love them bc they are so sweet and supportive of Y/N.

I was wondering, how did it go for them after the confession once they were alone again? And how did they received the news of their first baby?

awwwww baby thank you so much 😭😭😭

I really enjoyed writing those pokopiku scenes, the two of them were so cute together hehe

in my head, the moment YN took off, pieck wanted to have that conversation with him again and porco knew about this but knowing that he had the upper hand, he continued to tease her by acting nonchalant, pretending that everything was normal LMAO he kept doing that until pieck got frustrated and she was like "can we just DATE already?!" and he went "wait, you like me? I didn't realize that. maybe you should elaborate some more"

and maybe she punched him in the stomach, and he laughed and she punched him again cause even though he looked SO cute he was still an ass for toying with her like that and then porco pulled her into his arms, kissed her and he turned serious when he said "if we're going to do this for real, you should know that i'm not planning to let you go. ever."

and pieck smiled, trapped his chin between her fingers and replied "good, cause i'm not planning to let you go either."

but porco leaned away when she wanted to kiss him, warning her one last time (cause he thought she deserved someone better than him and he still had his own insecurities) "I'll be insufferable."

"you already are now."

"well more than this."

"well if that's the case" she kissed him, catching him off guard. "you're just gonna have to come up with something to make it up to me."

porco blushed but then he winced "it doesn't have to be butt-related, right?"

"i wasn't talking about sex actually but now that you mentioned it." she smirked. "yes."

[chauchaus]

Porco Galliard drabbles

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he would always do the homework with you, maybe bringing along chips and two bottles of mineral water and set them on the table when he arrived at the dorm lounge, where you texted him you would be.

actually that wasn't even a lounge, just a community table in each floor of the building. in the summer semester the weather wasn't so kind and you could felt the heat creeping in your armpits and the back of your knees. He made an excuse to sit beside you but not the opposite anymore. the way he looks at you and you saw it too, in the corner of your eyes, then as if he was caught red handed, he looked away.

and you too, you act nonchalantly, stared right back into the screen where there was a 72- page long paper you were supposed to make a report on.

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why are you looking at me as if you wanted to kiss me so bad?

"why are you hesitant?"

"i'm just asking for it." you look at him, he whose pupils bloomed like watercolor. his cheeks got hot, his whole face actually, he changed from looking sunburnt to become the sun itself because how are you flushing too? you couldn't stand looking into his eyes for longer, for fear that he would be tired of you and look away. now he's biting his lips, biting back some risky words that would lead your relationship go so far it cannot go back.

"hey... are you done thinking?" you can tell how serious he is by the way sweat started to form on his nose. are you? his question turned into a rock that you trip over then sent you into a deep hole right in front of your face. is this real? it is indeed, so real you wanted to disappear right away because you have never been good with the important decisions. but your demons and angels are shaking you up from your sleep of denial and they were screaming "dammit answer him!" but can you?

he had always been looking at you

in the shadows, in the corner of your eyes,

his nose and yours are so close you couldn't slide a bill through that space. but he was slow and steady. he searched for that hint of confirmation in your eyes. but he can't see anything but the reflection of himself in it.

your lips crashed together, and it was the kind of moment that made you visualize waves meeting the shore. his lips dry as sand and yours glazed with the balmy moisturizer. you're sharing a kiss with him and maybe a bit lip balm too. his eyes half lidded and suddenly he looked up at you, and mind you, you were still kissing. aren't people supposed to close their eyes sharing a kiss? but damn, what for? you found out later that if you shut down other senses and let the mouth do what it does, you feel the moment better.

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i think of these as my "sketches". messy and unfinished. when it comes to my muse, i am greedy. so much things i want to do to him.