#PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T REPOST THE AUTOGRAPH ESPECIALLY WITHOUT CREDIT OR MY PERMISSION

[novemberthee5th]

 jibcon auto story time! cockles edition literally a month later because it took me so long to get off my lazy butt and scan them lmao

(also please excuse the shitty image my scanner is shit i know. in reality the illustration looks like this)

i was thinking for a long time about what i wanted them to sign and then it hit me that i made this and I HAD to get it signed because it’s one of the very few edits of mine that i really really love and i’m proud that i made plus the meaning of the scene and everything

so saturday rolls in and i’m in line for misha and i’m freaking the fuck out of course because i’m meeting him i can’t believe it’s happening. i got a glimpse of him during richard’s auto and i almost had a heart attack i couldn’t believe he’s real. and idk if he usually does it but i saw him winking at several people after he signed their stuff and i was freaking out because what if he did that to me too agdfd 

so i go up to him and give him (or his handler i don’t remember tbh) the illustration and he like really looks at it and then he signs it and the fucker ADDS A HEART TOO i almost died right then and there because he doesn’t draw hearts at every auto i’m !!!! i had also brought with me a greek candy for him and i give it to him and i go “this is greek candy it’s for you i hope you enjoy it” and he says thank you and takes it and THE LITTLE SHIT WINKS AND SMILES AT ME I HATE HIM I ALMOST DIED I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S REAL

and his eyes!!! his damn eyes are so blue SO FUCKING BLUE THEY’RE DARK BUT UNLIKE EVERY OTHER THING YOU’VE EVER SEEN AND HE’S SO MUCH PRETTIER IN PERSON PICTURES DON’T DO HIM JUSTICE everyone who met him says the same but it’s true i confirm.

and then jensen happened the next day. i’ve been in line since forever because there were too many people. i was so nervous my legs were shaking. so my time is coming and i hand the art at his handler and then he gives it to jensen and he looks at it like really really really looks at it and i think he was reading what it said on the mixtape and then he chose a pen the same colour as the one misha used to match it was so sweet :’)

so then he gives me back my fanart and i brought him a candy too so i give it to him and i told him pretty much the same as i said to misha that it’s greek and blah blah and he says thank you and he looks at me with such a grateful expression like he couldn’t believe i brought him something and HIS EYES ARE SO DAMN PRETTY SUCH A UNIQUE GREEN SHADE (shocking i know lmao) and i just couldn’t stop looking at them and he was looking back at me and i swear i forgot how to talk i knew i had to leave but i couldn’t remember what i had to say how to speak it was so awkward shds but dearest brain worked and i finally said bye and left i was shaking so bad i couldn’t even walk properly i was like a freaking zombie

also he’s much more beautiful in person t’s true and his daMN FRECKLES ARE EVERYWHERE AND HE’S SO TAN AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANNA CRY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE 

sooo this is the story of how i died *peace sign*