#Ooooogh don't expect to hear from me for like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thaylepo · 4 months ago

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Gaze, ye, upon the best boi the world will ever see and know that he is gone, and we are the poorer for it. But especially me, who will never kiss his lil face again and tell him he is my bestest baby dog in the whole world. He had 13 years, 11 with me, and should have had more, and the only thing consoling me rn is the insane amount of whiskey i've consumed to deal with a reality without him in it.

Roddy, my baby dog, my bestest boi. I know the world goes on but fuck. FUCK. I needed you in it, bud. I'm so, so sorry.

#Ok this is much more personal than i ever get on tumblr #But FUCK #LOOK AT HIM #LOOK AT HIS FACE #tell me you wouldn't be head in the toilet drunk about losing that goodest boi tonight #Like it JUST happened i'll be ok life goes on etc. Fuck but FUCK #Irish wake for my boi tonight we are suffering for the harsh reality of death and love #You think nothing matters? HE MATTERED #And if that's what carries me thru the next 20 years so be it #But fuuuuuuuck my ass is not 25 no mo i am gonna *pay* for this tomorrow #Hahaha like i care he won't be there to wake my ass up for walks i gotta find my own reason to get up now #Fuck me but for all the world sucks and all i've been thru nothing has felt so hard #This isn't even the first 10+ year dog i've lost or pet that's died too soon but FUCK ME #He was the best boi that ever lived and i will love him to the end of this ashy fucked up universe #Ooooogh don't expect to hear from me for like #A couple days maybe #Raise a glass to my boi but also. Don't. Drink is the devil. Fuuuu<ck #Me

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