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poorvanga · 1 year ago

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xiatarot · 29 days ago

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pick a pile: your 2025

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take what resonates, leave what doesn’t. ♡

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significant signs: anastasia (the musical), veganism, white chalk, deers, red candles, polaroids, online courses, full moon, sagittarius, gemini, scorpio, leo, 1:11, 1414, 444, 43.

your 2025 will all be about finally seeing the rewards for your efforts, most of which come from inner shadow work you’ve done this year. i’m hearing your 2025 will actually start this december. lots of newfound energy to work towards your passions and dreams and a lot more peace within. there could be someone from your past coming through soon that’s going to be a big part of your year. this person will help you work on some project you’ve been fantasizing about for some time, they could give you the push you need to start. the cards are asking you to not let fear control you during this time, and that any hardships that may arise are there because you can handle them and you can allow them teach you their lessons without being negatively affected. these rewards could be coming in the first half of the year, spirit might have a surprise for you but they’re not letting me look into it :’). surrender to the divine and let your heart guide you. the hardest part is done. you’ve completed a long chapter and now it’s time to begin a new, much brighter one. happy holidays, and enjoy the fruits of your labor!!!!

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channeled song:

II.

significant signs: family members, christmas decor, a new car, “dorothy and the yellow brick road” (?), skunks, blonde hair, carnations, pisces, capricorn, aquarius, scorpio, libra 333, 51, 18, 15:15.

2025 for you will be a year focused on self improvement. you will finally get rid of bad and unhealthy habits that are holding you down and you might also be cutting ties with people who don’t resonate with who you aim to become. you’ll be very focused on self care and you will do anything it takes to protect your peace. you might be distancing yourself from a particular person/family member that’s not healthy for you. spirit is calling you to slow down when it comes to work or this year might be when you finally reach burnout. some sort of cycle is closing for you and i’m hearing “it was about time”. some sort of detox is happening, wether physically or emotionally. you might be more careful as to what you eat and drink and what things are worth your time or worth giving up. overall it won’t be the most joyful year but it will surely bring a lot of happiness as a result. remember that your wellbeing comes before anything else and you shouldn’t sacrifice it just to make others feel comfortable. do what you have to to take care of yourself the best you can. happy holidays!!

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channeled song:

III.

significant signs: red lipstick, fur coats, being splashed with water, bright colored plastic cups, pistachios, mistletoe, pale skin, 1717, 4:40, 6, 69, virgo, leo, cancer, libra

pile 3, in 2025 you’re being called to make your dreams a reality! spirit is telling you that now it’s the time to take action. you might be holding yourself back for fear that you’re not ready or not knowledgeable enough, but that comes from fear and you must not let it stop you. you already have what it takes to reach that mountain top you’ve been dreaming of climbing. you cannot ignore your creative side anymore and if you do it will only bring you down and might also affect your mental health quite negatively. take that leap of faith!! you’re so close to reaching your goals, all you need is to do is take that first big step and you’ll be already halfway there. believe in your abilities and let confidence rule you. if you do, it will be one of your happiest years! happy holidays and may all your wishes come true <3

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learn-music · 2 years ago

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#carnatic classical music #carnatic singing #carnatic music online classes

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carnaticmusic007 · 2 years ago

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asherthehimbo · 11 months ago

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Love Talk-Song Mingi

prev | M. list | next chapter | [pinky pie!!! (plural)]

!ncarnations: @realincarnation a band formed by two childhood friends 6 years ago, although they only oficially started releasing music 3 years ago. They are known for their interesting lore/concept and their beautifully creepy mv's. Since they arnt under a label they have a lot of freedom, their PR manager is constantly under stress😭. Not one of them r straight and they aren't scared to share that. Despite most of the members being Korean, they all grew up in other places. Everyone is anonymous, they are known by nicknames (twt usernames) and wear masks when performing. Their fans are called petals.

[Name] [Lastname]: @IncarnationY, lead singer and guitarist of the band incarnation. Writes & produces most songs along with Changbin and Soyeon. The lore concept was written by him. He formed the band along with Beomgyu (his childhood friend). He was born in '98 and is 6'4ft. He is a huge Ateez fan in secret, the fans don't know abt this but !ncarnation r tired of hearing it💀. Started learning Korean a week before his hiatus was announced, so its 1 month before where the story takes place. His hair is a dark pink with black roots. Actually has a tattoo of a carnation on his colarbone.

Choi Beomgyu: @IncarnationC, he is salty that Changbin took the B, after incarnation so he had to use C, has been friends with [Name] since he was 12, [Name] was his neighbour and used to act as an older brother figure to Gyu. Beomgyu tends to cling to [Name] a lot and the fans find it adorable. He has ongoing beef with Ryujin for no reason💀. Knows everything abt everybody somehow??? It's scary. Refuses to dye all of his hair pink so instead only has little strands in his hair (Oreo Gyu just with pink)

Seo Changbin: @IncarnationB, hates their lore, not because it's not good, but because he doesn't understand it, and refuses to listen when [Name] tries to explain it. Drummer, gym bro, produces alongside [Name] and Soyeon, was last to join the band. Is friends with Choi Yeonjun, the famous model, but doesn't tell anyone. Everyone goes to him for advice, since he's the middel man he feels left out sometimes but the group tries their best to assure him that they adore him. Has almost leaked his identity so many times that everything he tweets needs to be looked over first. Like Gyu doesnt dye his hair but has pink streaks (Maniac era just pink instead of green) and uses pink hair glitter.

Jeon Soyeon: @IncarnationS, keyboardist, second eldest, she writes and peoduces songs along with [Name] and Changbin, was third to join the band, she met [Name] in their freshman year of college since they were in the same class. She keeps putting on long acrylics and then breaking them off while performing and its so funny, there are literally compilations of her doing so💀. There was once a scandal cause one of her nails flew towards the crowd and a fan caught it and sold it for 5k online, people though she and [Name] were dating until she wrote and performed the song "scratches" in wich she came out to the fans. She is the shortest in the group and jumps on [Name's] back at a lot of concerts to be able to see the whole crowd. Her hair is a pastel pink color.

Shin Ryujin: @IncarnationR, she has an unhealthy attachment to her guitar and named it pinkie. She has beef with Beomgyu, nobody knows why. She's attached to Soyeon in the way Gyu is to [Name]. She was last to join the group, she somehow knows almost everybody but also has no friends outside the band??? its so weird. She loves going to dog parks even though she doesnt own a dog. She's the one that came up with the idea for them all to have pink hair that matches their lore. Her whole head is a pink ombre going from dark to light pink, her hair reaches her shoulders.

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mizuki-foreshadowing · 1 month ago

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Carnation Recollection, Episode 6

Mizuki caught a glimpse of the lowest Kanade's been in a very long time and took her around the city to search for a garden of carnations from her childhood. Kanade calls off the search, and Mizuki stops her and takes her to the right place. She thanks Mizuki in a moment of vulnerability and doesn't let Mizuki stay distant for it.

It isn't stated explicitly that Mizuki was holding out on taking Kanade to the right place until after Kanade was done wandering the city with her, but it was both Mizuki's response to that, as being one last stop, and Mizuki also seemed to know there were carnations there and that a small garden would look big in a child's memory. This drawn out search to distract Kanade was Mizuki's way of helping her while keeping distant herself.

The memories come flooding back and Kanade starts to cry. Kanade reflects that remembering how happy her family was makes her feel so much worse today, and doesn't know what would happen if she found this place alone, and her actions in this scene will reflect that.

When Kanade gets emotional, Mizuki is really happy because she gets to see a deeper side of her, something she loved about the Doll Exhibit and the Mystery Tour. Not depicted, is Mizuki's voice getting shaky as well, becoming emotional herself. It is despite herself, though, and Mizuki tries to back out of the moment and fails.

Kanade's thing is she knows what people need. She knew that Mafuyu needs someone to promise never to give up on her even if Mafuyu has, she knew Ena needs to be told that her art and her art alone is what N25 needs, and here she knows that Mizuki needs closeness even if Mizuki can't offer any vulnerability in return.

Kanade insists that without Mizuki, she would never have remembered these happy memories or have been able to have this moment at all. And it invites Mizuki to get closer.

Mizuki puts the pieces together that Kanade's father made the simple, happy melody Kanade mentioned, Kanade and Mommy's Happy Sunday, into the music box that means just as much to Kanade. She wonders what kind of song it must be, for someone so good at composing to love it so.

Kanade's music box is the last thing she has to remember her childhood by, and the only thing she has left of her mother. In many ways, it is her childhood memories. Personally, I can't imagine taking such a precious thing out into the city where it could be damaged or lost, and I can't imagine that Kanade makes the offer lightly.

Mizuki is stunned by the gesture. Kanade is offering to not only let Mizuki listen to the music box, but to do so outside of Kanade's own comfort zone [online or in her room] but instead to bring it to Mizuki. This is Kanade giving Mizuki what Kanade knows that she needs: closeness with her friends without Mizuki needing to make herself vulnerable in return. Mizuki understands the gravity of the moment, but gives a casual thanks to still stay in her comfort zone, and both are happy with that.

Kanade is finally starting to feel better, the flood of memories easier to bear with a friend. She expresses it would have been much worse if she came here alone, and she thanks Mizuki. The way that she thanks her is heavy, meaningful, and fully vulnerable.

She is freely offering Mizuki her own vulnerability with no expectation of receiving any because she knows that is what Mizuki needs, and she doesn't allow Mizuki to refuse it.

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givemeanaccountalready · 1 year ago

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Haruka Sakurai: the Breakdown of a Soggy, Blue Blorbo (1/2)

I really started this post going, “Oh boy, I can’t wait to talk about one of my blorbos,” and I have once again made a new conspiracy board. I swear to you, I just wanted to do a character analysis. Now, I’m certain that something happened during the night of fireworks involving the girl, and that this is how Haruka ‘started’ (more like grabbed and thrown down the first leg of it, at least) down the wrong path.

Night of the Fireworks: Haruka, what happened?

When it was very slow at work, I took the time to play “Weakness” at 0.25x speed to take as many screenshots as I could of the music video to break it down.

The music video opens with Haruka sitting at a vanity, toying with the pendant on his necklace as he looks at his reflection. I know the theory that the younger boy in "Weakness" is actually his younger brother, but I lean towards the idea that the younger boy is Haruka as a child. They look too identical to be brothers. If I had to estimate how old younger Haruka is, I would say between the ages of 10-12. He looks like he's in the last years of elementary school.

Because I can, we're going to call 17 year old Haruka Haruka, and his younger self can be Chibi. I could call him YH for young Haruka, but I like Chibi better.

When Haruka sees Chibi, he falls backwards and we're treated to the first image of Haruka sinking as the first verse begins to play. There's a bit of a cut to Haruka with his knees up to his chest and we can see a child's doodles surround him. We also see the Frankendog and then Chibi with Haruka's mother. Chibi and Mom are walking along, with Chibi smiling and talking while Mom's face is cut out.

If you look closely, it looks like Chibi is trying to hold Mom's hand, but she isn't closing her hand around her son's. She seems to be letting him hang off of her. Since she doesn't have a face, it's hard to tell what she's thinking, and tbh, the dark shadow over her face makes her seem menacing, to me at least. Her posture seems a bit stiff to me, and she's not turning her face like she's involved in the conversation. Chibi just seems to be talking, and his eyes are closed, so he's blind to how involved in this conversation she's in and her emotions, (since we can't see her dang face). But do you know whose eyes are open? Haruka, and he is currently singing asking what went wrong to cause all these changes:

��Tell me, why are you drifting away from me? / Tell me, why do you say it's my fault? / The words I tried to say were "You're unfair," and those words thought how pitiful I am / Why is it breaking? Tell me why? Please don't change”

Something clearly happened but Haruka (and us) are out of the loop. The next line in the song is when Haruka grabs Chibi by the back of his shirt. For the first time, Chibi isn't smiling as he turns and faces his older self. Haruka responds by shoving Chibi into the puddle. However, Haruka is the one sinking, not Chibi and he watches a memory of Chibi and the Girl in Pink walking hand in hand.

Haruka almost seems wistful when he looks at that memory. Then the screen cuts to him with his hands over his ears while blue and white fireworks appear to be going off in the background while, “The right future chose the wrong me,” plays. Then we see Chibi and Girl are running together, still hand in hand, and Haruka sings, “I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling / I was in denial, I was in denial”. Then, there's a brief cut to Haruka being surrounded by yellow camellias, and then to his hand reaching out to grab the Girl.

I am 85% sure that those are yellow camellias, and not yellow carnations. From what I've seen on Google Images, yellow carnations have a more concentrated color evenly spread out while the yellow camellias seem to become paler yellow/light tanner the farther from center of flower (pistil?). I'm not a botanist, so please correct me. From what I've found online, yellow camellia flowers symbolize longing (for love, to love, to be loved, it doesn't specify beyond the heart wants what it wants). If it was a yellow carnation, I found one definition being that "you disappointed me/rejection" which also fits Haruka's story.

Haruka reaches out for the Girl, and does his chorus routine of throwing his head back and laughing while "AHaHa, please notice me," plays. Then, the light shines on this mf's hands as he admits, "I was wrong / Yes, it was me," and then he wakes up in his bed. I just want you to note that Haruka's hands are clean.

We go on so Haruka can sink to the bottom of the screen while his many childhood drawings are shown and then Frankendog makes his reappearance! Chibi is petting Frankendog while his mother watches. We still can't see Mom's face, but she's crouched down like she's interacting with Chibi and Frankendog, which is better than before. Then, oh no! Frankendog runs away into the dark, scary, red-lit woods with Chibi walking in after him. We see mountains, more yellow camellias, and a blue moon (the moon was grey before).

Now, Chibi is getting nervous. We can't see his eyes, but we can see a little sweat drop of tension on his face, his shoulders are hunched forward, and his arm is grabbing at his shirt front, probably him trying to fiddle with the buttons or pluck at the shirt to let out his nervous energy. Then! We see dog prints! Or maybe a bear's! I'm not a zoologist either. But the important thing is that the scribbly blood is on the ground. Chibi wipes his brow, and that's when he notices that there is scribbly blood on his tiny hands! But whose face do we see react to the bloody hands? Not Chibi since the hair is too long. It's Haruka.

Then we cut to the chorus where Haruka’s bringing a large rock down over his head onto something offscreen and he’s throwing his head back and laughs. We see his clean hands one more time and he wakes up in bed.

We cut to the next scene where everything is his fireworks doodlings on LSD. It’s bright, loud, and there’s just Haruka’s bright blue silhouette staring at us with anguished eyes. Then we see him reach out for his mother (whose back is towards Haruka and us) and she fades from view. Jump cut to Haruka, where a single tear rolls down his cheek and into a pool of water. (It looks like there's a little crown when the water splashes up.) And while all this happens, Haruka sings:

“Even if I keep trying it / It’s broken right away / The things that aren’t here, and the unneeded things / Is it still living somewhere?”

Haruka sinks one more time and watches the memory of him (as Chibi) walking with Mom, and Haruka looks rather ticked off. An open, outstretched hand shoots out from the screen. (There were so many of these throughout the entire video, from when he grabbed Chibi at the beginning to him trying to reach out to the Girl and then Mom.) Haruka catches Chibi again, this time by the throat. And then Haruka proceeds to strangle Chibi. Despite having free hands, Chibi doesn't fight back. His hands are semi-curled like he's going to make a fist, but Chibi doesn't lift them up towards his neck to try and pry himself free. They twitch like Chibi started moving, but his hands don't really go above his hips. It's like he started to fight and then froze up. These lines play during this scene.

"I cried, I screamed / I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling / I was in denial, I was in denial / I just had to make sure / I've become a victim, I've become a victim / My loneliness was desired / I was falling, I was falling down / My life started in the wrong spot"

The chorus finishes up as Haruka throws his head back and laugh, only this time, tears are streaming down his face. Haruka briefly becomes despondent as he admits he was wrong. We're treated to another show of light uncovering his still clean hands. There's a scribbly silhouette underneath him that looks like Chibi and then quickly becomes distorted into something I can't recognize. The song ends on Haruka's tearful smile as he admits, "I was wrong / Yes, it was me" and then it cuts to black.

Now, what's the point of me dragging you through a fricking play-by-play summary? Something happened the night of the fireworks. Yeah, no shit, Sherlock. What happened?

I think the Girl is Haruka's sister. Younger sister to be specific, though definitely not more than two years younger than him. Girls tend to be slightly bigger than the boys at 9-12, which would explain why she’s almost the same height as him despite Haruka being not much older than her. I would say that they're probably about a year apart, since she is only slightly smaller than him. Why not twins? Well, because during the second trial written interrogation questions, on Question 4, Haruka wrote down that "It seems like she [his mother] wanted a girl. She had already chosen this name." If they were twins, the girl would have been named Haruka, and Haruka probably would have gotten some generic boy name, or maybe a different, but still feminine name similar to Haruka. If we can take Haruka’s statement at face value, we could say that Haruka’s mom wanted a girl more than a son. If Girl is Haruka’s younger sister, then her wish for a daughter had been fulfilled, but now her daughter doesn’t have the name she had originally wanted to give her. Haruka’s second strike (his first being born a boy).

His mother seems distant to him in the beginning of the music video back when Chibi tries to hold Mom’s hand but she doesn’t really wrap her hand around her son’s. But like I said, Chibi doesn’t seem to notice since his damn eyes are closed. We don’t see Mom with the Girl, which does put a hole in my theory. Perhaps a memory of Mom favoring Girl over Haruka really would have set him off, or perhaps this theory is wrong.

Even if the Girl is Haruka’s little sister, what the hell do you think happened the night of the fireworks? Okay, this is what I think what happened that night:

Chibi (10-12 year old Haruka) and Girl went to a festival or some sort of celebration where fireworks were being set off. Mom gave them special permission to go by themselves so long as they stick together, with the implication that Chibi looks out for his younger sister. Chibi gets distracted by the dog. The kind of dog doesn’t matter (hence the Frankendog), but Chibi does get separated from his sister. Maybe the fireworks scared the dog off? The important thing is that the two kids are now separated, and it’s implied to be Haruka’s fault. Chibi doesn’t seem bothered by losing the dog at first, but what makes him freak out is him realizing that the Girl is gone. Mom will “make that disappointed face again” and he is scared of being in trouble. Chibi has to find her.

Now, the Girl is either dead or hurt when he does find her, and there are two possibly perpetrators: someone unseen (because of the giant hands keep trying to grab the ladies in the video), or Chibi. Whether the Girl did die or was hurt doesn’t matter, what matters is that the damage was done. We see Chibi wipe his brow in relief, and then flinch when he realizes there’s blood on his hands. I think that’s supposed to symbolize Chibi finding the Girl and then realizing she was hurt and that he is responsible (either for losing her, or because he did it). Chibi seems like a normal, happy kid. If he did hurt the Girl, I think it was an accident. We never see Chibi lash out in “Weakness” only Haruka. It is possible that some unknown party was hurting the Girl and Haruka interrupted, leading to him being attacked by the same perpetrator (you do see a weird doodle of some fanged mermaid looking thing a couple of times in the background which could represent the perp). Maybe Chibi had gotten a head injury for interrupting. They have been known to cause a flip in personality (see Phineas Gage) and bad concussions and other severe brain trauma can lead to memory problems and other cognitive issues which could explain why Haruka doesn’t use kanji more advanced than what a grade schooler can use. I’m not a medical doctor either, and assuming he has a head injury is a big leap of faith.

But a head injury bad enough to impair his functioning could explain why others call him crazy (being unable to describe the attacker well or tell a clear version of events) and why Haruka has gaps in his knowledge. Something has happened, even if he can’t remember it and he blames himself. But what’s done is done. It cannot be undone. But Haruka is left to repeat that day over and over because he feels responsible for it.